The man who was taken away by the season

Chapter 3 3. For whom did you risk your life?

But Liu Nan, who was already in the third year of high school, did not appear in front of Zhou Haihe again, and the senior sister also studied desperately, but the walk before the evening self-study has not been cancelled.It seems that the senior sister has become more determined after meeting Liu Nan last time. At that time, Liu Nan had already obtained the admission qualification for University B, and the senior sister can only hope that with the bonus points from the previous competition, she can at least pass the college entrance examination. Catch up with Big B's tail.

Zhou Haihe is not a particularly talkative person, and he has been listening to his senior sister saying that if a senior sister has classmates, she and Liu Nan are classmates.Senior sister can know a lot of big and small things about Liu Nan, and even Zhou Haihe also knows a lot of things that others don't know.Zhou Haihe also fell in love with the time when girls complained about love, which he thought was very tormented before, but at that time Zhou Haihe didn't know that something called sex had sprouted.

When I saw the senior sister again, it was already the school's teacher appreciation banquet.The senior sister did very well in the exam, and she has already performed supernormally. Based on her scores, it is not impossible to go to B University. It is just that she chooses a major that she doesn't like at all and is not suitable for her. After all, she is too irresponsible. Tears went to the ace major of H University.The senior who had already received the notice drank alcohol that day, and was crying while holding Zhou Haihe before leaving.

"Xiao Haihe, if you want to stand up for your sister, you must go to University B." After the senior sister said this, she followed her father who came to pick her up and got into the car.

Zhou Haihe sighed, and decided to start studying hard. He really didn't want to encounter helplessness like his senior sister again.If it is impossible to connect with the person you like, who will you give your heart and soul to?

Zhou Haihe is not familiar with Liu Nan, and he has no way of knowing when he will report to the school. In fact, even if he knows, he has no position to send it.After the senior sister cried that day, she never mentioned Liu Nan's matter again. She played happily and didn't bother Zhou Haihe anymore.All of a sudden, it seemed as if all contact with Liu Nan had disappeared - thinking about it carefully, in fact, there was only a senior between him and Liu Nan, a senior who had a crush on Liu Nan.Now, Zhou Haihe and Liu Nan really have nothing to do with each other, no, they didn't have any relationship at all.Zhou Haihe is not depressed either, now that Liu Nan is too far away from him, any thought is ridiculous.Zhou Haihe has always been quiet and pragmatic, so from the beginning of the second year of high school, he gradually pushed himself forward on the road of becoming a top student.

It's just that Zhou Haihe didn't expect that before he became a top student, his rapid height and finally grown body made him a school grassroots first.The troubled Zhou Haihe became more silent than before. He didn't care whether it was the ridicule and jealousy of boys or the love and yearning of girls.If all this had happened when he first entered high school, maybe Zhou Haihe would be very happy, and maybe he would become a proud and talkative boy because of it, but now Zhou Haihe has only one person who is thousands of miles away. Liu Nan.A Liu Nan who can't be touched, who doesn't even know who he is, a man just like him.

In fact, Zhou Haihe was far less calm and peaceful than when he was mentioned later. At that time, he was just a teenager, and he had a beautiful and pure fantasy about the world.At first, I just thought that I was simply admiring the outstanding seniors, but since the face of the same boy always appeared in the dark night's dream, I was surprised, panicked, at a loss...almost all negative emotions lined up to visit Zhou Haihe in his youth didn't know what was wrong with him, and he didn't know what to do.After calming down, he sneaked in a corner of the Internet cafe and mingled with a group of classmates who were playing games and searched the Internet quietly.Determining your homosexuality has never been easy.

Zhou Haihe, who grew up in a small town, did not deny his sexual orientation, but he was not without fear.The world is big, but suddenly I find myself with no one to talk to.No one told Zhou Hai whether it is possible to have love with the same sex, but everyone around him took it for granted that they fell in love with the opposite sex, which put him under unprecedented psychological pressure.In those days, apart from constantly looking up information on the Internet, the rest of the time was spent studying hard. Zhou Haihe didn't let himself have the opportunity to think too much - if he didn't think about that person, he wouldn't have to think about his seemingly taboo emotion.

However, Zhou Haihe has always been a rational person, even when he was very young.So after he confirmed his sexual orientation, he didn't struggle, but just quietly accepted himself.It's as if everything should be like this, anyway, he has never cared what others think, so in fact, he doesn't worry too much now.He is not a person who cannot accept unknown things. After learning about his sexuality, he also went to the library to check a lot of information.After reading a lot of speeches and materials, although there are many things to say, Zhou Haihe has his own judgment, and he knows exactly what attitude he should use to face it.Accepting himself is just the most basic thing he does, and the other thing is to keep getting closer to Liu Nan - knowing his own mind, there is no reason for him to give up chasing after this person.As for the future, we can talk about it after he can catch up with that person.

With a goal in mind, Zhou Haihe studied harder silently, but in the eyes of his classmates, he was still that quiet boy.The teachers and parents clearly saw that the child seemed to have become sensible overnight. He didn't care about anything before, but now he regards learning as extremely important.Although the grades have always been average before, but they have always been very good, and the parents and teachers have nowhere to start to rule the party. The children are so capable, but the grades in the first monthly exam of the second year of high school are mediocre, and the progress every time after that is surprising.Zhou's father and Zhou's mother can wake up laughing from their dreams. They always feel that their son has opened up, and it is not too late. It seems that he has seen his future with high salary in famous schools and enterprises, happy family, smooth work and smooth life.It is the lifelong career of Chinese parents to hope that their children will become dragons.

Zhou Haihe also did not say much as usual, but continued to study hard quietly.Every time I see a little improvement in my grades, I feel that I am one step closer to that person. Thinking about it like this, I feel a sense of accomplishment, and I don’t seem to be tired anymore.In fact, Zhou Haihe lived a very hard life in those two years. After all, his previous foundation was mediocre, and his grades were average, but because the school is also average, it means that he can go to an undergraduate level at will, and he may not be able to choose a good major. .But B major is one of the best universities in the country, Zhou Haihe has never set his sights high, but he has to work hard.The saying that Zhou's father has always liked is that it is up to man to make things happen.This sentence is now used by Zhou Haihe to encourage himself every day, but the sentence he has never dared to say is that man will conquer nature.

Zhou Haihe has such an ambition, and he doesn't think there is anything wrong with thinking so.If you can't fight against fate, don't think about a bright future.Life has always been sailing against the current. If he just wanted to live his life in peace and stability as he planned before, it would be very easy, but now there is someone on the top of the cloud in front of him, he is attracted and wants to climb that peak Top, which means that he has to keep going forward and forward, pushing harder and harder, and accelerating and accelerating.Life is short, and many times it doesn't give people the chance to hesitate, shrink back, or fail.Zhou Haihe knows the cruelty of the world, so he can be so desperate.

"Son, let's combine work and rest and have a good rest. Your grades are so good now, and your parents are very happy, so don't put pressure on yourself." Zhou's mother received a call when her son fainted at school and his legs were weak. She didn't know what to do if something happened to her well-behaved son who had been raised so hard.

"Mom, don't worry, I'm fine, it should be hypoglycemia." Zhou Haihe was actually taken aback.

Father Zhou looked at his crying wife and son who was equally pale, and sighed, "Haihe, college is not everything. You will have more exams and challenges in your life. It is not a good thing that you are so nervous. You Mom and Dad are very happy to face their own life seriously, but everything goes too far, you are not a child, so take care of it."

Seeing his father who went out to smoke after finishing speaking, Zhou Haihe suddenly felt a little bewildered.It's already the second semester of the third year of high school. The monthly exam results are not bad, and they are already in the top three of the grade. However, the score is still far from the safe score line of B University. It is only more than 2 months away. Zhou Haihe is inevitably anxious.Although he went to bed on time as usual these days, he got up to study after his parents fell asleep.However, as expected, the body has its limits. The high-intensity study these days and almost all the sleep contributed made Zhou Haihe, who always thought he was in good health, fainted when he went to fetch water during the break.

"Mom, don't worry. I will take good care of my body. My life is still long, and I still have a lot to do." Zhou Hai, who wanted to understand, hugged his mother who was still wiping tears, feeling very guilty— —Even if you long for that person again, you shouldn't let your parents worry about you.Although that person is a bit far away from me, his life is long, and he still has a lot of time and opportunities.Even if it's really bad that he can't go to University B as he wished in this college entrance examination, at least with his current grades, he can easily choose a good major in any good school near University B.

Zhou Haihe, who regained his sanity, did not forcefully increase the intensity of his studies in the last two months, but only reviewed step by step.After the college entrance examination, he didn't rush to evaluate the answers like other students—everything has been settled, and it's better to enjoy the summer vacation than worrying about thinking about things now.Facts have proved that Zhou Haihe, who prepared two years in advance, performed supernormally after correcting his mentality, and he got the notification letter from B University as he wished.

And that summer vacation, Zhou Haihe didn't see Liu Nan.