Chapter 4
Chapter 4
Meeting Liu Nan again at the orientation meeting of University B is something that can be done without any effort.
When Zhou Haihe got off the school car, the person who took the luggage from him was Liu Nan.So, some things are doomed, those who want to escape cannot escape, those who want to get just need to smile quietly.At that time, Liu Nan didn't remember that the tall boy in front of him had ever met him once.Zhou Haihe, a freshman in senior high school, is just a skinny and fair-skinned boy, but Zhou Haihe, a freshman freshman, is a 182cm tall athletic boy with wheat-colored skin.
With the luggage in Liu Nan's hands, Zhou Haihe took out his new mobile phone after the college entrance examination with his free hand and called home.In fact, he is not used to making calls outside, especially when there are people around him, especially when the phone is still in his native dialect.However, everything was fine. Zhou Haihe, who heard the familiar dialect and was still talking to his mother, saw Liu Nan's eyes light up.
"The junior is also from X city? No. [-] middle school or No. [-] middle school?" Liu Nan asked immediately after he hung up the phone as Zhou Haihe expected, using his native dialect.
"Could it be the Fourth Middle School? Or the Seventh Middle School?" Seeing that Zhou Haihe didn't answer, Liu Nan asked again.
"Senior, I'm from No. [-] Middle School." Zhou Haihe raised the corner of his mouth slightly. We met at the gate of No. [-] Middle School, senior.But Zhou Haihe didn't say anything about the last sentence.It doesn't matter if you don't mention the old days, since he can't remember that pale boy, then don't mention it again, they can start from the beginning again.
"That's right. I'm a middle school student. My name is Liu Nan. I'm a junior in international trade. You're all fellow villagers. If you need anything, remember to ask me." Liu Nan also took Zhou Haihe's cell phone and lost his own. The phone then dialed another call to his cell phone.
"Well, please take care of me from now on, senior." Zhou Haihe showed his big white teeth this time and smiled happily.Liu Nan suddenly wanted to pat the boy's head, but he was a little bit taller than herself. Embarrassed, Liu Nan had no choice but to turn around and take Zhou Haihe to go through the admission procedures at a faster speed.After making arrangements in the dormitory, I took Zhou Haihe to a nearby cafeteria, and then took my junior to the food street in Ximen for dinner.
Originally, Zhou's father was going to send Zhou Haihe to report. After all, it was the first time to travel far, and it was an unfamiliar place.But Zhou Haihe refused. The 18-year-old boy stood up much taller than his father. Maybe because he didn't like to talk, he was more convincing when he refused.After Zhou's mother's unwilling objections were invalid, Zhou Haihe had no choice but to promise to keep in touch in the car, so that Zhou's mother who was about to cry was relieved.In fact, I had already called the phone just after getting off the bus, but I was still told to call again when I got to school, as if I might be sold if I didn't get to school.Zhou Haihe understood his mother's painstaking efforts, and made another phone call after returning from dinner. This time, he finally had time to report his progress in detail.Hearing that she met a fellow senior on the first day and took special care of Zhou Haihe, Zhou's mother finally let go of her worries since Zhou Haihe said that she would report to the school by herself.Although they knew that their son was no longer a child, it was not so easy for parents to feel at ease after all.
The later getting along was too natural and harmonious, Zhou Haihe wanted to come, it was already doomed for their later entanglement at that time.Obviously they are two people from different departments. Although University B is just a university, and City X is not a big place, it is still not easy to find a few fellow villagers.But except for some large-scale gatherings, both Liu Nan and Zhou Haihe seldom contact other villagers, they just know each other very well.
This overly good atmosphere made Zhou Haihe tangled for a while. On the one hand, he was very happy that Zi and Liu Nan were getting closer and closer. On the other hand, he was even more afraid that when he couldn't help but admire this person even more, the other party would just treat him as a junior. ,friend.If you can't be a lover, you should keep a distance from the object of your love.Zhou Haihe didn't think he could laugh and get along happily with a fruitless object as a friend. People are greedy creatures. As long as they get close, they want to get closer, and if they get a little, they want more. It's good to get all of them.Zhou Haihe didn't know if he could control himself in good time. If he lost control for a while and hurt the relationship between the two, wouldn't it be too ugly?
Amid all kinds of worries, surprises and wild thoughts, Liu Nan's senior year is ushered in.
Zhou Hai and Zhou Haihe, who was thinking that the two places might be separated in the future and would never have a chance to get in touch again, were very frustrated.At that time, Liu Nan had not yet decided whether to take the postgraduate entrance examination or go abroad. His grades had always been very good, and he had been making two-handed preparations, but he was not as hard-working as others.However, Zhou Haihe, who was anxious, didn't have so much time to hang out with Liu Nan because he had a lot more homework in his sophomore year.
It's amazing to say that Zhou Haihe seems to have completely turned on the top student mode since he was admitted to University B. Although the competition in the university has become stronger, he has always been very good.Excellent in all aspects, whether it is professional achievements or various clubs and activities of the school.Zhou Hai and himself were more inclined because Liu Nan was leading the way, and he didn't want to lag behind that person and be influenced by that person, so he worked harder.I always feel that the so-called near Zhuzhechi is so reasonable.
The turning point was probably that day, after playing, I went directly to Liu Nan's dormitory, which was closer to the court.Liu Nan lives in a two-person room, and his roommate is a local because he is already preparing to go abroad, so he moved home early to concentrate on preparing to go abroad.Now only Liu Nan lives in the dormitory. The dormitory has a balcony, toilet, bathroom, washing machine and air conditioner. It is considered the best dormitory in the school.Compared with Zhou Haihe's four-person room, the conditions are not better. It's 01:30, so most of the time the two of them will go to Liu Nan's dormitory to take a shower even if they take a detour after exercising, and then go to the fourth canteen in Zhou Haihe's dormitory Fujian .
That day, it was Zhou Haihe who went to take a bath first, because he came here often, he always brought clothes, and later he simply prepared a set of clothes for Liu Nan.After washing, Zhou Haihe brushed his hair casually as usual and went to the bathroom to wash his clothes.After drying for a while, you can go directly to eat, as usual.But what was different from usual was that Liu Nan came out of the bathroom that day with wet hair, wearing a simple T-shirt and shorts, obviously very ordinary, but Zhou Haihe found himself holding his breath.Zhou Haihe, who hurried back to the dormitory after finding an excuse and saying a few words, knew that the camel in his heart had been crushed to death by this last straw. At the age of 20, Zhou Haihe, a sophomore, finally admitted that he fell in love with a man.
Fortunately, Fate still takes good care of Zhou Haihe.
Zhou Haihe, who hadn't slept all night, still decided to confess his love. Liu Nan is already a senior, and he has no time to hesitate anymore.The next day Liu Nan came over and brought Zhou Haihe to his dormitory.Zhou Haihe walked behind and closed the door as soon as he entered the dormitory.
"Senior, I like you." Zhou Haihe held Liu Nan's shoulders to prevent him from turning around, and then added, "I want to be with you and never be separated for the rest of my life."
Zhou Hai, who didn't get a response, trembled, and then he let go.As soon as he lowered his head, someone hugged his waist, and then a warm lip leaned forward.Zhou Haihe, who was belatedly aware of it, found that he had been kissed by someone, by the person he had been obsessing over, entangled and wanted but dared not touch.Things got a little out of control, Zhou Haihe was a little clumsy when he counterattacked back, so the two of them just kissed that day, but it seemed like they had a fight, with wounds hanging on the corners of their mouths.Embarrassed Zhou Haihe felt that he was really stupid, but he was very happy.
Liu Nan is the same as himself, Liu Nan also likes the same sex, and Liu Nan also likes himself.
Zhou Haihe, who returned to the dormitory, had only this sentence in his mind, repeating it in an infinite loop.Everything is like a dream, the person I've been thinking about for a long time suddenly fell into my arms, and things went smoothly like a fake.Zhou Haihe wanted to pinch himself, but was afraid that if it was a dream, he would wake up.Why not, let me dream this dream for a little longer.
After confirming the relationship, the two people have not changed much from the previous way of getting along, which is to say before people.After all, they were still in school, and the two of them were still very careful, and didn't want to cause any trouble for themselves, but in private, they were naturally much closer.But it's just the way of getting along with ordinary lovers. Compared with it, there is more forbearance in front of others.This is a problem that homosexuals have to face. They already knew their sexuality when they knew their sexual orientation. Although they will be somewhat unwilling and regretful, they still have to obediently abide by the rules of this world—if they don’t want to cause trouble for themselves.
After graduating, Liu Nan unexpectedly neither took the postgraduate entrance examination nor graduated, he chose to stay and work in City C.In fact, it is also the result of two people's deliberation. After all, they don't know when their current situation will be known by the family. Before that, they want to take part of the initiative.If you go abroad, the contact between the two parties is too easy to be cut off. If the contact is not smooth enough, it will be very easy for the two people to misunderstand, and they must be financially independent as soon as possible, so the postgraduate entrance examination is not considered for now.The plan is to tell the family after the two are stable, and then it is not a bad thing to consider going abroad after working for a period of time to clarify their own direction.Liu Nan’s family does not lack this kind of money, but Zhou Haihe knows that his parents are ordinary working-class people, so if he goes abroad, he must first work for a few years to save some money and save some capital for himself. You must have something that you can hold in your hand and take it out.
It is a pity that the ideal is full, but the reality is very skinny.
The sweet life didn't take long before Liu Nan's parents found out about Zhou Hai and them.Although they have been very careful, they have maintained the status of good friends in front of them as before, and they have not revealed even a single word to anyone around them.After a long time, there will always be some clues, intentional or unintentional, they will be discovered after all.Liu Nan, who was still at work, was forcefully asked for leave by his parents and brought back to his hometown. After that, Zhou Haihe never saw Liu Nan again, and could only occasionally report to each other on the Internet that he was safe, usually without saying a few words.Zhou Haihe was very wet and anxious, but there was nothing he could do.
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