The man who was taken away by the season

Chapter 11 11. If this is considered unscrupulous

Zhou Haihe has always been confident in his self-control. It would be a lie to say that he is not lonely, but loneliness is never something that can be solved by performance.However, this time, he felt that he might be indulging himself in trying to solve the problem roughly in the most disdainful way he had ever been.What happened later, in fact, he also acquiesced. He was trying to change his life, and he didn't want to let himself live in the shadow of the past. Besides, there were not so many people who were sorry for anyone, but they just didn't love each other and left.

Zhou Haihe has always been a gentle person who is used to forgiving others. Perhaps it is because of this that there is Liu Nan's unscrupulous involvement in the past and Wu Zizai's blatant and straightforward entanglement now.Zhou Haihe has been introspecting recently, if the same problem occurs once or twice, then it is not just someone else who has the problem, there must be his own reasons in it.

The result of introspection is that Zhou Haihe has not interacted with Wu Zizai for a long time, and this interaction includes disgust and rejection.This undoubtedly makes people feel helpless and desperate, but as far as Zhou Hai and himself are concerned, he just wants to review the recent events from beginning to end quietly and unaffected.If he can't sort things out clearly, Zhou Haihe is worried that unnecessary problems will easily arise in the future when he gets along with each other. Hugging Buddha's feet has never been his style.

Although Zhou's father and Zhou's mother were stunned after seeing Wu Zizai's passionate confession that day, it took a long time to digest the news-it turned out that their son already had a boyfriend.In fact, they have spent enough time doing psychological construction before, but there is always a big difference between what they heard and what they saw.But the two of them were unexpectedly very reasonable, neither disappointed and stopped after knowing their son's sexuality, nor tried to use any means to correct their son in a hurry.This made Zhou Haihe, who was already physically and mentally traumatized at that time, feel that his choice was not wrong after all.

Zhou Haihe didn't think that he would end up alone after losing a relationship, not to mention that the environment and atmosphere in foreign countries are much better, and same-sex couples are not so difficult to meet.Zhou Haihe knew that his parents had to face these things after all, so Wu Zizai's appearance was considered unintentional and intentional, and it was also a favor for him.After all, it would be somewhat embarrassing for Zhou Haihe if he opened his mouth about this kind of thing, especially because he was afraid that his parents would be embarrassed.But now Zheng Zizai has no intention to calculate and has intentions, and he directly spread the matter out, as if many things were justified naturally.However, Zheng Zizai did not cling to him as shamelessly as before.That person is still there, but what's up with the just-right distance?Zhou Haihe never believed that Zheng Zizai would be a person who knows how to back down, that person is clear, and he is bound to win.

Zhou Hai and Zheng Zizai, who were not used to being clingy around people, suddenly realized that they seemed to be a bit cheap and missed the person who appeared in front of them from time to time.Zheng Zizai is actually a person who is not easy to get close to. He seems to have a good relationship with everyone. Because of this, he is not so close to everyone. It seems that everyone is the same in his eyes. Sense of distance.Zheng Zizai is tall and has long legs, broad shoulders and narrow waist. He has a typical oriental handsome face. He likes to smile and is very smart. Behind him is such a family consortium that cannot be ignored. Whether it is a man or a woman, there are countless people who want to approach him. .People in the world are always realistic and philistine, Zhou Haihe doesn't think there is anything wrong with doing this, probably everyone wants to have one or two friends who can help them.Probably Zheng Zizai also thinks so, so he doesn't reject those who just have small thoughts.His childhood education gave him a good demeanor, and he always smiles even when approached with malicious intentions. It is good to know many things in your heart, and you don't need to show your intelligence in front of others.

Speaking of which, over the years, probably the only thing that made him not like himself was after meeting Zhou Haihe.Obviously the most practical person, but he also believed in the legendary "love at first sight".The world is wonderful, and never gives people the opportunity to fully understand the whole plan of fate.Zheng Zizai is not a perverse person, but his growth environment determines that he will not be a timid person, so the straightforward and unremitting pursuit of Zhou Haihe, in fact, seems to be very suitable for his true temperament in the eyes of those who are familiar with him.

What many people who are familiar with Zheng Zizai can't understand is that the relationship between Zheng Zizai and Zhou Haihe has been inseparable these days.Many people thought that they finally had their chance, and Zheng Zizai was finally tired of that person's indifferent rejection for many years.However, it is true that Zheng Zizai did not follow Zhou Haihe any more, but when some ignorant people mocked Zhou Haihe and troubled him, he still received Zheng Zizai's direct and firm fist.Without any explanation, and without giving anyone a chance to explain, he just beat up the person who tried Weinan Zhou Haihe as a matter of course, and then left silently.

Zhou Haihe tried to thank him, but he didn't know how to say it.When he made up his mind, the man who almost wanted to grow on him had already left.Zhou Haihe is not a person who cannot solve his own problems, but he does not exclude Zheng Zizai from coming forward. "Perhaps, human beings enjoy the feeling of being valued by others." Zhou Haihe thought this way on the way back, and was surprised to pass by.It was only when I got out of the car and changed the line to sit back that I realized that I seemed to have spent too much time and energy thinking about everything about that person recently.

"Damn it, that guy didn't do it on purpose." Zhou Haihe thought a little depressed.

"Of course I did it on purpose." Zheng Zizai, who reappeared after two months, confessed embarrassingly.

"I just want to be captured." After finishing speaking, he bullied himself to approach Zhou Haihe who was inexplicably excited because he hadn't seen him for a long time.

Zhou Haihe was a little distressed, and didn't know how to face the current situation - as a man, he didn't reject 419 with someone who wasn't annoying, but he thought a lot about the follow-up questions.Wu Zizai is not a stranger in a GAY bar or on the Internet. After one night, everyone will not see each other. This is a man who has been passionately pursuing him.If Zhou Haihe felt that he couldn't explain it to himself if he only used one sentence, "wine is red and chaotic", let alone facing such a Wu Zizai.Zhou Haihe could foresee that if he left as if nothing had happened, Wu Zizai would not cry, but would only apologize to him—this man has almost all the qualities he likes, and he has never been a stalker, but he I never knew what giving up was.

Although things did not go according to the script he thought later, Zhou Haihe was very disappointed to find that he had spent a long time not smoothing out his thoughts, but he knew clearly that he really did not hate Zheng Zizai of.

In the past, it was not that no one had pursued Zhou Haihe, and there were many people who used all kinds of means, but in the end they were dealt with lightly and lightly.Zhou Haihe had to admit that Zheng Zizai was a special existence.This realization once made Zhou Haihe very unhappy. After all, he was no longer a child. After coming out of China, he never thought about believing in love more, and was even prepared to die alone.Of course, even if it is, suppose, yes, this is just a hypothesis, even if he and Zheng Zizai are together, no one knows how long they can date.

Zhou Haihe admitted that his tone of voice was very bad that day, because he was shocked by his parents' discovery, and he tried his best to disentangle himself from this man as if he had never come out of the closet.Although the parents said they understood, they still couldn't justify themselves.After all, he is actually a coward.Obviously after that 419, they didn't turn against each other, probably Zheng Zizai also thought that he acquiesced in the relationship between the two of them.Although Zhou Haihe really didn't know what kind of relationship the two of them had, he did not withdraw in time, perhaps because he was addicted to that person's tenderness.He refused to admit that he was lonely because he was not a person who couldn't stand loneliness.

"What have you been doing lately?" Zhou Haihe looked at the person who was still smiling and talking in front of him, and suddenly felt very tired.

"Hey, Haihe, do you miss me?" Zheng Zizai is always able to push things in his own favor, and he seems to have returned to the time when he was madly pursuing Zhou Haihe, saying this is as sticky as a bone.

Zhou Haihe regretted talking to this person a bit, but he knew very clearly that during Zheng Zizai's departure, he did not calmly straighten out his thoughts. It's all this person.

"Zheng Zizai, what exactly do you want? Love? Forever?" Zhou Haihe suddenly looked straight at the young man in front of him, "Sorry, I don't have any of these now."

The man's eyes were like ignited fireworks for a moment, and the flowers bloomed brightly, "Haihe, are you willing to try with me? Let's try dating. Let's talk about other things later." It was obviously a picture Very sexy thin lips, but what he said was as unbeatable as ever.

"Okay." After Zhou Haihe finished speaking, he didn't care how surprised the person opposite was, and dragged him back to his home.These days, Zhou's father and Zhou's mother happened to be traveling with relatives who came to play in China.Zhou Haihe suddenly felt that if there is something to say, just do it.

So, after six years of silence, Zhou Haihe lived a harmonious sex life again.

No matter what others say, Zhou Haihe is indeed with Zheng Zizai quietly and low-key.As the name suggests, Zheng Zizai is a comfortable person. He has a high emotional intelligence and always knows where he should be.They didn't say anything, and they met and went to bed when they were free in their lives. They had common topics and hobbies, so harmonious.But Zheng Zizai never regarded himself as a lover. He knew that Zhou Haihe didn't regard him as a lover at all.

At best, they are a suitable sexual partner.

But the two of them are very tacit, and they didn't let a third person intervene in their lives.Zhou Haihe has never been a pleasure-seeking person, and it was never his goal to go to bed, but getting along with this person is too comfortable, and everything is taken for granted. There is always an ambiguous relationship between two adults, and it is always unavoidable. So some relationships.Zheng Zizai is because he really loves and admires this person, and his heart and eyes are all about him, so there is no place for others.

Even Zhou Haihe, who has been busy with various experiments, knows very well that many people are by Zheng Zizai's side intentionally or unintentionally.That person is a luminous body, naturally attracting people around him, whether it is for beauty, wealth or other things, they can all get from him.Although this person's temperament and IQ are magnificently showing the difficulty of this matter, there are always many people who do not believe in evil.Zhou Haihe didn't care either, he thought he knew Zheng Zizai well, this proud young man was not a casual person.

Even though the two are not a couple now, and they haven't even discussed the relationship, Zhou Haihe only has Zheng Zizai as their sexual partner, and he thinks Zheng Zizai also acquiesces in this way.This is their tacit understanding.

What Zhou Haihe didn't know was that in order to start this relationship that he thought was nothing, Zheng Zizai returned to China and had a showdown with his family.Of course, it was not an easy task, and when I found out about the hardships, Zhou Hai and such a cold person also cried while holding Zheng Zizai.That person said it lightly, but the fact that he lived in a hospital for a month in China cannot be erased——Zheng Zizai and his family explained and expressed their determination, exhausted, but still obediently handled the family according to the arrangement of the elders work.Just in a trance, a large car accident happened unexpectedly.Although the family was relieved by a blessing in disguise, the terms Zheng Zizai agreed to were not discounted in any way.It was a promise of a lifetime.

"Zhou Haihe, I've put my life and my whole life at risk, how can I let you go." On the plane to the United States, Zheng Zizai thought as he touched his scar that hadn't faded away.

This young looking man didn't say a lot of things, but if a man wants to talk, he has to do it.

Later, this sentence became a little love between their husband and wife.Well, that's another story.