lily

Chapter 19

We chatted a lot on the way back. I know that she majored in finance and has already gone out for an internship. Her goal is to study abroad by herself... She is as free as a bird under the blue sky, and I think Be a tree that can stop when it is tired, and shelter her from wind and rain.

Since our university is not far away, whenever we have free time, we will get tired of being together, eating, shopping, walking, watching movies, and going out on trips.I like her nasty expression, her black belly, her serious look, her holding my hand, her calling me an idiot, her arrogance, her breath... In fact, I like the most when others misunderstand me. Think we're a couple because we look so right in the mirror, although I'm a bit shorter (I'm 172, she's 168)

The happy time is always short. In her senior year, she successfully got a place to study abroad.Although I want to be with her all the time, I don't want to be her hindrance, so I'm really happy for her.I invited her to dinner that day, celebrated for her, and practiced for her.

"Ying" was on the way to the airport, looking at her side face, I still couldn't help calling her.

"Well, what's wrong?" She looked back at me.

"I, I..." I didn't start, some words still couldn't be said.

"What are you, why are you always acting weird recently? Although I know you are very reluctant to part with me, you don't have to be so shy! Make it like a little daughter-in-law," she said with a smirk.

"If you are not narcissistic, you will die." I blushed and rolled my eyes at her.

"Narcissism also requires capital, what do you think?" After speaking, he still did not forget to wink at me.

"Do you have capital?" I turned my head and looked out the window and whispered.

"Huh??" Suddenly she turned my head back, her face was very close, and her breath hit my lips, itching.She looked into my eyes very seriously, I don't know how fast the blush spread on my face, I just felt my head was hot and my heart was about to pop out, at that moment I forgot to breathe...

"Hahahaha, look! Someone's face is much more honest than his mouth." She had a victorious expression.

I was speechless, looking at the scenery passing by the window in shame.

Parting is always sad, and I never confided in her until the moment she boarded the plane.Because this feeling is not acceptable to everyone, to be exact, it can only be accepted by a few people.I was afraid of the way she looked at me when I said it; I was afraid that we would not be friends in the end; He chose to stay by her side as a friend, silently loving and protecting her.Even if he was covered in bruises, so what?Now I don't have the ability to give her happiness, and I don't deserve her.I made a secret promise to myself, if she hasn't gotten married after she has developed herself, then it will be like she confessed.For her, I have been trying to make myself better.

Although I have never understood what she meant when she hugged me and said "wait for me" at the moment of getting on the plane...