lily

Chapter 20

She seems to be very busy after going abroad, we have less and less contact, and in the middle of the night I always dream that she will never come back.When I woke up, I was glad it was just a dream.In the year of graduation, I went around for loans and contracted 30 acres of land to plant fruit trees.Starting my own business is really more tiring and bitter than I imagined. Sometimes I work more than [-] hours a day, and I don’t even have time to drink saliva.When it was the hardest time, I didn't even have the money to eat instant noodles. Sometimes I really couldn't hold on anymore, but thinking about the promise I made to her, I still bit the bullet and carried it through.Most of the time, food was about to run out, and Deng always offered help in a timely manner.I think if it weren't for her, I would probably be really grateful to give her body.

Three years later, the scale of my farm has grown from 1000 mu at the beginning to more than [-] mu now.Because in the first year of starting a business, when I passed the biggest hurdle, an investor unexpectedly invested several million in me, so I have the me three years later.So I'm grateful to him, I've been wanting to thank him, but he never showed up.

When my business slowly scaled up, when I wanted to share my joy of success with her, when I thought I had the ability to give her happiness, when I finally gave my feelings for so many years to her. When she said it, she told me she was married! ! !

I don't know what she said later, I just know that my world lost its color at that moment, I can't say words of blessing, and I don't know how I ended that phone call.The scenes that emerge in front of my eyes are her, the way she smiles, the way she is in a daze occasionally, the way she holds my hand, the way she is serious, the way she is kissed by me, the way she scolds me for being an idiot... What is despair?Despair is not hopelessness, but when you fly to the clouds and feel that happiness is within your reach, you fall into hell in an instant.I didn't eat for a week after that, and I vaguely remember being dragged to the hospital by Deng on the third day.I was suffering from anorexia, and my already skinny body became skinny. Seeing the gray hairs on the heads of my busy parents, I realized that my life was not just my own.I still have my parents who need my filial piety, what can I do without them?I worked hard, and my body got better day by day.After I was discharged from the hospital, I was still busy working on the farm every day, and went home to spend time with my parents when I had time. Everything was the same as before, but the real smile was gone.Mom was always nagging me about my marriage, so two years later I decided to get engaged to Deng.He knows everything about me, but he is still willing to accept me. He said, "The moment he fell in love with me, he accepted everything about me. He is already very satisfied if he can grow old with me in this life." I think I am Fortunately, I met Ying and Deng in my life.Yes, I don't regret meeting Ying, from beginning to end.

After she knew that I was going to get engaged, she insisted that she would return to China to be my bridesmaid. I agreed, although my heart hurt.But she didn't come on the day of the engagement, I delayed for two hours for her, but she still didn't come...

For a long time, there was no news from her, and the phone could not be reached.I think she is probably very busy!On the day when Deng and I were going to take wedding photos, Deng came a little later because I was walking on the street, and I happened to meet her boyfriend, no, to be precise, it should be her husband!Although unwilling to admit it. "Can I buy you a cup of coffee?" He said very gentlemanly.I said yes because I was eager to hear from her.