lily

Chapter 24

A few days after disappearing, I didn't know what kind of appearance I opened the door of the house. I saw the anxious faces of my parents and the newly added silver threads on my temples, and I felt unspeakably uncomfortable.I thought they would ask me a lot, and just as I was about to speak, they held me gently in their arms.I cried loudly, it seemed that this was the only way to prove that I was still alive at the moment.When Deng came back, I had already fallen asleep, and it was already noon when I woke up.Deng prepared a table of meals for me, but he didn't ask me where I have been these few days?What have you done?Looking at this gentle man, there are so many things I can't say...

After the meal, I stared blankly at the farm outside the window, the pasture I worked hard to build for her.

"You can leave at ease! I will take good care of my aunt and uncle, and I will help you take care of the farm and wait for you to come back. It doesn't matter if you don't marry me, as long as you live in peace." He stood Said lightly at the door, he can always see my thoughts.Just as I knew at this point that he was suppressing his emotions.To me, he's always been that way.

"I'm sorry, thank you!" I walked over and hugged the man, and I couldn't help crying again.

"Don't cry, I still like the way you smile." He gently wiped my tears with his hands.

The next day I dragged my luggage and walked out of the house. My mother couldn't help crying, and she kept saying, "It's all my fault, it's all me, it's all my fault..." I hugged my mother, although I don't understand what she means, but I know what right do I have to blame the woman who gave birth to me and raised me?I signaled my father and Deng with my eyes, and got into the car without hesitation.

When I came to his cousin's house, I gently picked up her urn, as if it was Ying.

"Are you really going to take her to travel around the world? She's gone, and all she wants is your happiness. Even if you don't fulfill your promise, she will never blame you," he said.

"Well, I know. After all, she has always been so stupid. She only knows how to think about me. I wish she could be more selfish. She knows that if she says she loves me, I will never get engaged, even if the back Infamy, I would also like to wander the world with her... But she doesn't, she doesn't! She always thinks about me." I cried again, as if I wanted to release everything before.

Her cousin handed me some tissues with red eyes.

"Let me do something for her this time! This is what she promised me. Since she can't achieve it, I will do it." I touched her portrait and replied with a smile.

His cousin gave me a thick book.

"This is her diary. I think it can tell you everything. She never lets anyone touch it. Although I haven't read it, I think it belongs to her and you!" Her cousin said.

"Well, thank you!" I hugged it tightly, as if it was everything between me and her