lily

Chapter 25

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Mom, I met a strange person today. Even though I rejected her, she still dragged me to run together. Her hands were very warm.When I said that I don't need her to pull me together, she actually said, "I experienced exuberant fat and fat, and I just pulled you to lose weight."What a strange idiot indeed!Right, Mom!

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Mom, fool's hands are really warm, just like yours.Mom, I miss you so much!

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Mom, even though today is your memorial day, that man married that bitch.I will never forget that afternoon and I will never forgive them.If you hadn't bumped into the scene of them having sex with my cousin when you took me home that day, you wouldn't have left me and ran out crying alone.I won't let me see you being run over by a big truck...I hate, I hate them for killing you and ruining our originally happy home; I hate myself even more for being powerless.Mom, I'm sorry!

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Mom, I was drunk yesterday, and I always thought you were the one who took care of me.When I opened my eyes, I realized that it was that strange person.She has been nagging since I woke up, and I actually kissed her inexplicably.I went to the bathroom as if I was running away, and leaned against the door to touch my heart, it was beating very fast... She seemed a little angry, when I walked into the room wearing a bath towel, she stared at me, obviously I should feel I'm sorry, but in the end she seemed to realize something, she blushed and turned away quickly, she felt so cute!I don't know why I feel so at ease when I see her. I willfully don't want to go back to that cold home, so I stayed in someone else's house for the first time.

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Mom, when I woke up from my dream, I found someone hugging me, and I was motionless and longing for the warmth of that embrace.Looking at the moonlight outside the window, a certain idiot slept soundly, snorting against my neck, itching.I feel inexplicably at ease.When I opened my eyes again, she was actually riding on me.I don't know when the towels came loose, she should have seen something... My heart beat unexpectedly fast, I pushed her away guiltily.When I came out, I realized that it was raining unexpectedly hard. I looked back, but she didn't chase her out. What was I expecting?I walked in the rain, letting the heavy rain wet my clothes, looking at the gloomy sky, I don't know where I can go?Finally my cousin found me and sent me to school.The moment I saw my cousin, I wanted to cry, but I couldn't cry.It was embarrassing to see her again in the dormitory, seeing her wet, standing there blankly, pretending to be calm and telling her to take a shower

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Mom, I won the first place in the school again today.Don't worry, I will never give up my career and my dreams for a man like you.If you had your own business back then, that man wouldn't look down on you and call you a parasite!Obviously you were more capable than him before you got married.

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Mom, today is the parent meeting.Idiot's parents are here, so envious. . .I don't know what my cousin said to her, but she has been acting weird since she came back.She asked me why I kissed her, but I actually didn't know, it's normal for girls to kiss each other!But why does my heart beat so fast just thinking about it?strange feeling.

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Mom, it turns out that today is my birthday.It's been too long, even I don't remember it myself, but she knows.Today is my first birthday since you left, I am very happy!

I seemed to have gone a little too far and stained her quilt, so I asked her to share a bed with me at night.She said that I was very cold, and she hugged me from behind to sleep without rejection.She was obviously very warm, but that night I completely lost sleep.My heart was beating very fast, I don't know from a certain moment my feelings for her became subtle...