not can't lose

Chapter 9

Ning Qiu slept through the night, but woke up the next day with dizziness and a headache. There was nothing he could do about it. This was the result of excessive indulgence.

Ning Qiu was prone to low blood pressure in the morning, but this morning, his blood pressure was even lower, and he felt drowsy and very uncomfortable.

The physical pain is not the focus of his pain, but the mental pain.

Ning Qiu woke up a long time ago, but he lay still, thinking about many problems in his mind.

For example, why did Lin Xiao, who was usually fine, suddenly go crazy last night, and insisted on wrapping his hands around him without saying a word.

Because Ning Qiu's knowledge and understanding of the situation in this area is really limited, he neither knows whether it is reasonable for men to do this kind of thing, nor does it mean what it means. He is not sure whether it means "love" or "love". Possessiveness" or something else.And where can he get explanation and help for this kind of thing?

Ning Qiu could only sigh inwardly.

After thinking about it, he had to regard Lin Xiao's behavior as the embarrassment after he caught him taking a shower/flight last night, and then insisted on making a fight with himself, then it was even.

But Ning Qiu felt that Lin Xiao wouldn't be so narrow-minded and thoughtless, but if it wasn't this kind of reason, what could be the reason.

For the real reason, maybe it would be good to ask Lin Xiao, but Ning Qiu imagined several ways to ask, but finally denied them all, because he really couldn't ask.

For example, ask, why did you do that with me last night?

Ning Qiu got confused and couldn't ask.

Or ask, who did you learn from, don’t learn from the good ones, and try to learn from the bad ones.

He couldn't even say that he put all the blame on Lin Xiao and erected the memorial archway like a saint. Ning Qiu is not yet so hypocritical.

……

After thinking about it like this, there is only one conclusion in the end, that is, it is best to acquiesce silently, and it is best not to discuss it afterwards, which is the least embarrassing, because in this matter, speaking, there are no victims, just , this behavior made Ning Qiu somewhat unacceptable.

Ning Qiu thought again, should Lin Xiao be strictly demanded not to do this again?

It's better not to say it. When I say it, it seems that I think Lin Xiao will do that again. Maybe Lin Xiao never thought about doing it in the future?

Thinking carefully about what happened last night, Ning Qiu still had the feeling of pleasure rushing straight into his brain. Ning Qiu, who had never paid much attention to the issue of "sex/pleasure" before, was opened the door to a new world last night. He felt that "kissing is not just lips touching lips, what is the difference between lips touching a cup and a bowl and a spoon", now he knows that the difference is too big, that kind of soul seems to be sucked away by Lin Xiao Warm, warm, happy and excited feelings, he really understands that kissing is part of sex.

What's more, Ning Qiu didn't dare to think about being caressed/touched by Lin Xiao. When he thought about it, it seemed that his whole body was sensitive/spotted, and his body would become numb and excited when he touched him.

Ning Qiu thought of another thing. Male animals, in order to reproduce, even risk their lives or beat their heads to find females/mate/mate. What drives them to complete this process is not "" "Reproduction" itself, but the role of hormones.

Ning Qiu thought, am I an animal controlled by hormones now?

But no matter how he thought about it, the embarrassing situation was difficult to face for a while, so he pretended to be a dead body for a long time and refused to open his eyes to look at Lin Xiao.

Lin Xiao woke up early, and he was also anxious, but he was afraid that Ning Qiu would get angry and drive him out of the house.Or, Ning Qiu thinks that he is not a "good boy". If he doesn't study hard, but does this kind of thing, it must be because he doesn't learn well every day.

Because of this, Lin Xiao even understood his sister's thoughts a little bit. Not only was his sister proud and reserved, but also because Ning Qiu had always been very upright and innocent. The obscene/obscene thoughts in my heart make me look down on myself.

Lin Xiao knew that Ning Qiu was awake, but Ning Qiu pretended to be asleep, so Lin Xiao couldn't expose him.

Lin Xiao had no choice but to get up first. He took a shower, went out to buy breakfast at the steamed stuffed bun shop at the gate of the community, and went home with the breakfast, only to find that Ning Qiu really got up after he went out, because he heard Ning Qiu's bedroom There was the sound of bath water running in the direction.

Lin Xiao was like a guilty person, he served breakfast with the tableware at home, and then went to see Ning Qiu silently, he knocked on Ning Qiu's bedroom door, but Ning Qiu didn't respond.

Lin Xiao had no choice but to knock on the door again and said, "Brother?"

He tried to open the door, but it was locked and he couldn't open it.

Lin Xiao had no choice but to say: "I bought breakfast and came back. If I don't eat it, it will be cold."

After Ning Qiu put on his home clothes, he noticed it when he was taking a shower. His skin was thin, and Lin Xiao had left several bruises last night. The pain was not so severe, but it made Ning Qiu very embarrassed.

Ning Qiu really wanted to be an ostrich, so she kept locked up in the bedroom. It would be best for Lin Xiao to leave and go to school by himself.

But this kind of thinking is just a thought, Lin Xiao will not go back to school on weekends, where can he go when he leaves home.

Besides, Lin Xiao is still a child, and he is so much older than him, how can he be an ostrich and not face things?

In Ning Qiu's imagination, Lin Xiao had already made the best of it, and even went to buy breakfast when he got up in the morning. It would be best if he didn't lose his temper and embarrass him.

After a few years, Ning Qiu would often regret her thoughts of "spoiling children" at this time, thinking that overindulging children would actually harm the other party.

But at this moment, Ning Qiu felt that Lin Xiao should not be made difficult, so he went to open the door, seeing Lin Xiao's worried and flustered eyes, Ning Qiu felt even more responsible for not letting Lin Xiao take on this matter. Although he was embarrassed, he remained calm and said, "Let's eat first."

Lin Xiao breathed a sigh of relief.

When the two of them had breakfast, Ning Qiu originally wanted to praise the delicious vegetable porridge for breakfast, but he didn't say it out of embarrassment.

Ning Qiu didn't speak, and Lin Xiao didn't dare to speak, so the two finished their breakfast in silence.

Lin Xiao silently cleaned up the table and chopsticks again. In the lives of the two of them, Ning Qiu was in charge of cooking and Lin Xiao was in charge of cleaning, but this time, Ning Qiu helped Lin Xiao clean up the dishes.

Lin Xiao was flattered and said in a low voice, "Brother, I'll be fine if I come."

Ning Qiu said, "It's okay, I'll wash it today."

"No, I'll do it." Lin Xiao was very firm.

Ning Qiu had no choice but to not force it.

In the past, Ning Qiu always had a lot of overtime work, even on weekends, he would always be called back to work, but this day, he wished he could go back to work overtime, but there was no overtime, so he had to go back to his bedroom to read a book, after a while , Lin Xiao finished his work and came to knock on his bedroom door. Ning Qiu was a little nervous, and felt that his nervousness was unreasonable. He went to open the door, looked at Lin Xiao standing at the door, and asked, "What's the matter?"

Lin Xiao said: "Are we going to go shopping? I don't see anything in the refrigerator."

Lin Xiao was not at home, and Ning Qiu ate almost every meal at work, so naturally there was no stock at home.

It was only then that Ning Qiu realized that he was thinking about things, but he had forgotten even the most basic common sense of life.

He said, "Well, go get some food. What would you like to eat?"

Lin Xiao said, "I want to eat beef brisket stewed with tomatoes."

This is also Ning Qiu's specialty, because Ning Qiu doesn't particularly like spicy food.

Ning Qiu: "Alright. Go buy some beef and tomatoes."

Ning Qiu wore thick clothes to go out. He used to change clothes in front of Lin Xiao. He never thought it was a big deal, but this day, he always felt uncomfortable, and he felt even more uncomfortable after thinking that he felt uncomfortable. normal.

As usual, the two went to the supermarket not far from the community to buy vegetables. In the past, they mostly talked while walking, but today they remained silent.

Lin Xiao took a piece of beef to buy, Ning Qiu saw it, and quickly reached out to grab his hand, saying: "For stewed beef, you can't use this kind of lean meat, but this kind of beef brisket with oily flakes."

"Oh." Lin Xiao put the beef in his hand back into the freezer. Seeing that Ning Qiu was going to pick the meat, he gently blocked Ning Qiu's hand and said, "Brother, which one do you want, let me get it , it's too cold in here."

Ning Qiu was stunned for a moment. In fact, when Lin Xiao was so considerate in the past, Ning Qiu didn't pay attention at that time, but he felt a little uncomfortable today.

Ning Qiu instructed Lin Xiao to choose a piece of beef brisket, and then went to buy other vegetables and fruits. When the two returned home, Lin Xiao also carried everything in his hands, not letting Ning Qiu carry it.

Ning Qiuxin said, did Lin Xiao know that he did something wrong last night, so he suddenly became very obedient and sensible today?

Ning Qiu breathed a sigh of relief, feeling much better.

But soon, Ning Qiu knew that her thinking was completely wrong.

When he was cooking, Lin Xiao would wash the vegetables, but after Lin Xiao finished washing the dishes, he would stand beside him and look at him with dim eyes, which made Ning Qiu feel very strange. Besides, Lin Xiao rolled up his sleeves for him, It also made Ning Qiu feel uncomfortable, because Lin Xiao touched his arm several times by pulling up his sleeves.

Ning Qiu wasn't sure if Lin Xiao rolled up his sleeves like this before, but with what happened last night as a basis, and looking at Lin Xiao's actions today, he always felt that there were other meanings in his touch.

Ning Qiu wasn't sure if this was her own "seeking prostitution". In fact, Lin Xiao didn't have any superfluous thoughts.

These wild guesses of Ning Qiu were confirmed at night. Before he was going to take a bath and go to bed, Lin Xiao followed him to his bedroom, looked at him eagerly and said, "Brother, can I take a bath with you?"