Second marriage era

Chapter 247 What should I do

Seeing Youshu like this, Qin Mi felt more and more guilty, but now she didn't have time to worry so much.

Taking out her mobile phone, she glanced at You Shu, and deliberately found a place with good sound insulation to make a call.

"Hello? Call me at this time, what's the matter?"

On the other side of the phone, Fu Yan, who had just finished work, saw the news from Qin Mi, and felt a little joy in his heart.

But this excitement didn't last long, Qin Mi's extraordinarily cold voice brought his mood back to the bottom.

"It's already such a time, are you going to tell me?"

Qin Mi's voice was chilling to the bone, without any emotion, which made Fu Yan frowned subconsciously.

"What's not going to tell you?"

He didn't know why he felt a little uneasy.

Sure enough, in the next second, Qin Mi personally confirmed the uneasiness in his heart.

"I already know about the blood clot in my head, Li Mei told me today."

She continued: "If I don't know today, how long are you going to keep it from me?"

Fu Yan hurriedly said: "Listen to my explanation..."

"No." Qin Mi interrupted him crisply, and said indifferently, "All I want is an answer."

For a long time, there has been a deathly tranquility over there, but this time Qin Mi was stubborn, and he was in a stalemate with Fu Yan, never speaking first.

I don't know how long it took before Fu Yan's voice finally came from the opposite side.

"I... I'm afraid that you will be under pressure. I plan to find a suitable doctor first and then notify you. Even if I don't find one, I will tell you in the next two days."

Pursing his lips, Fu Yan's rare tone was cautious, but his eyes were a little confused.

He vaguely felt that he seemed to have done something wrong again this time.

"I'm sorry." He lowered his eyes like a puppy, and he chose to apologize, "I didn't want to tell you on purpose."

Qin Mi closed her eyes, and Fu Yan was cautious in her ears, her voice was amplified as if she was treating a treasure, she covered her mouth, and forcibly suppressed the desire to cry.

After a long time, after she calmed down her feelings, she didn't continue to worry about Fu Yan not telling her about it in time.

Since Fu Yan did this out of concern for her, there was no need for her to worry about it.

Taking a deep breath, she said: "Let's not talk about this now, you said you went to the doctor, did you find it?"

"No." Fu Yan shook his head, "If I find it, I will definitely notify you as soon as possible, but unfortunately...not yet."

Having said that, he suddenly blamed himself.

He blamed himself for being a man, but he couldn't even do the trivial thing of protecting his beloved woman.

Without having a face-to-face conversation with Fu Yan, Qin Mi couldn't see his expression, and didn't know his mental activities.

She asked again, "Tell me, if the operation is not performed as soon as possible, how long can my body last?"

Fu Yan has seriously investigated the matter of Qin Mi's condition. After Qin Mi asked, he hesitated for a moment before saying: "This... at least half a year, at least a year, your body will start to feel unwell. After the problem becomes serious... you may die."

Although he couldn't bear it, Fu Yan still said that word.

Immediately afterwards, there was another silence, a long, deathly silence.

"The possibility of surgery is only one in two, right?"

Qin Mi suddenly said a word.

Fu Yan subconsciously nodded and replied, "Yes, only one in two, the probability of survival and death is half."

It is of course good to be able to survive, but if you die, you will really be powerless.

"Is that so?" Qin Mi asked thoughtfully.

After a while, she said again: "Then can I trouble Nu to make an appointment for an operation as soon as possible? But it's better for the operation to be as late as possible. I need to allow time to prepare."

Prepare for where you will go after she dies, and your mother's medical expenses.

After the original house with my mother was taken back from Gu Wenwen, it was immediately demolished.

If she doesn't want the house, she should be able to receive a considerable amount of money.

Carefully arrange the words, it should be enough for You Shu.

Qin Mi here was calmly conceiving his "will", while Fu Yan on the other side was shocked by Qin Mi's words.

He never thought that Qin Mi would be so calm and say such a thing.

"Have you really thought it through?" His voice was trembling, "If the operation fails, there is only one thing, and no one can bear the consequences."

Qin Mi, who had already cried and suffered, was unexpectedly free and easy, "If you die, you will die. If you die sooner or later, you will die. Anyway, sooner or later you have to gamble, so it's better to gamble quickly. If you don't gamble now, your condition will worsen later." , the odds are even greater.”

One of Qin Mi's strengths is that she never wastes too much emotion on unnecessary things.

Because now the matter has been settled, and there is no room for redemption.

It would be better to make a decision earlier, so as to save yourself from living in the anxiety of the countdown to death every day.

On the other end of the phone, Fu Yan's hand holding the phone trembled slightly.

Qin Mi was right, of course it is better to have the surgery as soon as possible, but when things got to this point, he found that he couldn't deal with it calmly.

He wanted Qin Mi to have no more accidents after the surgery.

But he couldn't afford to lose Qin Mi either.

"What if... what if you lose the bet?"

Fu Yan finally said this sentence.

Qin Mi leaned against the wall, quite indifferent, "If you die, you will die. I remember that before the operation, anesthesia should be given. I didn't feel any pain during the operation. If I die, I will die. Maybe it will be after I die." Maybe my brain was still asleep when I was there, and I didn’t even know I was dead.”

As she spoke, she even told a cold joke and made herself laugh.

But Fu Yan on the opposite side was obviously not in such a good mood as her, and Qin Mi could vaguely feel the low air pressure around him through the phone.

"What's wrong with you?" She was puzzled, "I'm the one who needs surgery, not you, why is the air pressure so low?"

"But have you ever thought about what should I do?"

Fu Yan said suddenly.

"What do you mean?" Qin Mi was puzzled.

Fu Yan paused every word, and said seriously again: "Have you ever thought about what should I do if you really die?"

Closing his eyes, he took a breath and continued: "I should have told you many times that I like you.

This kind of liking is not just talk, if you really have an accident... I don't know what will happen to me. "