double rebirth

Chapter 59

"You, you little bastard! You are so talented, isn't it you!"

The cane hit his back with a muffled sound. Kneeling on the cold tiles, Shen Zequn's body was already shaking, his face pale.

The door was pushed open, and Shen Zewei blocked the old man's raised crutches: "Grandpa, do you want to beat Zequn to death?"

The old man was so angry that he trembled all over, pointed at Shen Zequn and said angrily: "I'll kill him! Tell me one more thing... I like men? You're really embarrassing the Shen family! Take it back!"

Shen Zequn propped up his crumbling body and slammed cold sweat on the floor, but he gritted his teeth and shook his head: "I won't take back what I said, I just like someone, I don't think this is something that cannot be said The matter of export. I will not neglect the company, I have exceeded the expectations you gave me, and I have a clear conscience, why not?"

"You! Listen...you listen to what he's saying!"

"Zequn!"

Although Shen Zewei felt distressed, she also felt that her brother was really confused.For that kind of boy, it's fine to play outside. He had heard everything about that little star before. She even went to find him a few days ago and warned him not to pester Shen Zequn.

But what's going on now?Is it true that Shen Zequn was not being pestered, but was sent up by himself?

It's even possible to run to the old man here and say that we need to have a serious relationship, really!

Shen Zewei hurriedly said: "Grandpa, I will persuade Zequn, don't be angry, Zequn is just confused for a while!" Shen Zequn felt that the eyes were colorful, but he still grabbed Shen Zewei and shook his head: "Elder sister... I'm not……"

"Stop talking, Zequn!"

Shen Zequn only felt his eyes go dark, and then he didn't know anything.

When he woke up again, Shen Zequn was already lying in the hospital.

He said in front of the old man that day that he would reject the Zhao family's marriage, saying that he had someone he liked, a boy.The old man lifted the table on the spot, and Shen Zequn had expected the old man's reaction long ago, so he knelt there without saying a word.The old man asked him to blow the air to wake him up. Shen Zequn was always the most obedient, so he knelt on his knees all night.

The next morning, the old man saw that he was kneeling upright, so he asked him if he knew he was wrong. Shen Zequn stubbornly said that he was right. When did you get up.

The steward who has been in the Shen family for many years can't stand it anymore, so he came to persuade the old man. Steward Wang is almost 60 years old this year, and the old man said for his sake that if he doesn't want to agree to the Zhao family's marriage, then forget it, but he likes men Something must be changed, and Ren Qing said some unpleasant things, Shen Zequn was very weak, but he didn't give in, the two just quarreled for a few words.

Shen Zequn got up shaking and was about to leave, but the old man locked it up and said that he should not go out until he agreed.

Shen Zhenhai wasn't a vegetarian anymore, he really locked up Shen Zequn for more than a month, and let Shen Zewei take over the company's affairs.

Shen Zequn's mobile phone was confiscated, and he was thinking about Ren Qing, who was about to go out, but the old man refused to let him, so Shen Zequn went on a hunger strike in a fit of anger, and the two of them were really on the hook.

Shen Zequn's stomach has always been bad, how can he stand such a hungry, although Wang Guanshi sent some snacks in, but just over a week later, Shen Zequn was sent to the hospital because of the recurrence of stomach problems, and underwent surgery.

The old man loved Shen Zequn the most since he was a child, and he has always been proud of raising such an excellent grandson. With the example of Shen Yuqiu's untimely death, Shen Zequn felt uncomfortable, and the old man felt uncomfortable.

Later, the old man inquired a little about Ren Qing's affairs, but he didn't find out any bad comments about the other party, so he went to the hospital to make concessions.

It probably means that the boy turned a blind eye and closed his eyes when he was raised outside, but don't even think about bringing him home.

But Shen Zequn was dissatisfied now, and kept saying that Ren Qing was not just raised by him, but someone he wanted to spend his whole life with.The old man was so angry that he beat him again.In the end, Shen Zewei persuaded him to go back, saying that he would really be beaten to death if he continued beating like this.He also said that if you let them toss by themselves, it won't last long, maybe they will break up that day.The old man was exhausted physically and mentally, so he listened to Shen Zewei and felt that there was no way for him to enter the Shen's house anyway, so he went back.

Shen Zewei came over to persuade Shen Zequn to ignore him, assuming that anyone who made it difficult for Ren Qing would recruit someone desperately, so frightened that Shen Zewei didn't dare to tell him that she actually went to find the other party some time ago and told about his and Zhao Xue's affairs , I want the other party to quit.

The beating was so severe that Shen Zequn couldn't even lie down to sleep, but could only lie on his stomach.

At the beginning, he could take some painkillers, but taking too much of that kind of medicine would be bad for his health, so Shen Zequn had to carry it by himself.

He couldn't get out of bed at that time, even if the old man didn't lock him up, he couldn't go to Ren Qing.At night, the pain was so severe that I couldn't sleep, so I found my mobile phone and called Ren Qing.

It was only when the second call was made that Ren Qing connected.

Ren Qing asked him why he called so late, Shen Zequn was curled up on the bed in pain, but he just said that he missed him a little and wanted to hear his voice.

Ren Qing didn't mean any surprises, it seemed that he would not laugh easily because of him anymore.

Ren Qing's words were obviously much less than before. Shen Zequn asked him if he had something on his mind. Ren Qing only said that it might be because he was tired from work and stayed up late, and nothing else was said.

The physical pain was really not as good as the uneasiness in his heart, Shen Zequn began to eat seriously, wishing he could heal his injury and go to Ren Qing tomorrow.

He was really frustrated. He hadn't mentioned Lin Li's matter to Ren Qing yet, and the old man's side had become like this.

Sometimes Shen Zequn would wonder, would one day he persuaded the old man, but Ren Qing would leave him because of his mistakes?

Thinking of this, Shen Zequn couldn't sleep anymore.

It was already the end of summer when Shen Zequn was discharged from the hospital to fully recover his body. Before Ren Qing came back, Shen Zequn went to find him. Ren Qing was indeed very busy, rushing back and forth between the three studios, and he lost a lot of weight.

It's just that the two met again after the second half of the year, but Ren Qing didn't seem very happy. Shen Zequn tried his best to find topics to make him happy, but Ren Qing didn't seem to buy it.

For the first time, Shen Zequn felt extremely wronged, and couldn't help but hugged him in his arms and said, "You little bastard, don't you miss me at all?"

Did Ren Qing just lower his head but didn't answer? Shen Zequn looked at him, as if the sense of dominance from before was gone, instead he grabbed the other's hand and kissed him: "Ren Qing...in your eyes, What is love like?"

Ren Qing was obviously a little confused, and Shen Zequn felt sour in his heart, but he just said: "My eldest sister said that her love is mutual benefit, but when she knew that the other party was outside, she decided to divorce. I My mother said that love is being with someone you like, not forced. After my father died, my mother remarried. The other party was a university teacher. I went to see her once. Although it was nothing compared to my previous life, she said that It's what he wants." Shen Zequn looked at him: "Ren Qing, what do you think? What do you think love is like?"

Ren Qing, who was held in his arms, was silent for a long time, before saying: "The love in my heart is equal, respects each other, there is no deceit, no one can do it except the other party, it is irreplaceable."

As soon as Ren Qing said this, Shen Zequn's face changed, and he couldn't help asking softly: "Then what if the person you like lied to you? Will you give him a chance?"

"You lied to me? How?"

Now Shen Zequn didn't know how to explain it, but Ren Qing sighed: "Mr. Shen, in fact, in this world, there are only three types of deception in relationships. One is that the other party cares too much about you, so even an obvious lie can Lie to him, because he believes in you deeply. The second is that he doesn't care at all, it doesn't matter if you lie or not, because the other party is too lazy to guess."

Ren Qing raised his head and looked at him: "The third type... is that he actually knows it well, but he lies to himself, because he doesn't want to let go, so he can only lie to himself and let it go."

For some reason, Shen Zequn didn't even dare to speak anymore, but just lingered blindly, as if he wanted to get to know each other through his body so as to gain some sense of security.

***

Ren Qing took on three roles this time, and two film and television theme songs.

It was early autumn when I came back.

Ren Qing didn't tell him when he came back, so he didn't go to pick up the plane. He just went back to the villa after get off work as usual at night, but was delighted to find that the house was lit.

Ren Qing was busy working in the kitchen when he entered the door, and Shen Zequn suddenly felt sour around his eyes feeling the long-lost warmth.After he entered the door, he went to the kitchen and hugged Ren Qing from behind, and Ren Qing let him hold her front and back.

Shen Zequn felt in a good mood. He felt that with this momentum, he could tell the old man about Ren Qing again during the Chinese New Year this year, and try to bring him home as soon as possible.

After eating, the two took a bath, hugged and kissed naturally, and went to bed. Ren Qing also responded to him, and the two experienced a satisfying and pleasant love affair.

Shen Zequn thought that tonight was a good time, and in such an atmosphere, he might try to tell Ren Qing what happened back then.

But before he could speak, Ren Qing got up and took out a bank card from his coat and handed it to him.

Shen Zequn was a little unresponsive, but Ren Qing said: "This is... 120 million, thank you sir for helping me so much at that time, I really can't repay you."

Almost subconsciously, Shen Zequn pressed the person under him suddenly, and said word by word: "Ren Qing, what do you mean?"

Ren Qing turned his eyes slightly to the side, and said, "It's not interesting. I said before that I would give it to you."

Shen Zequn squeezed his jaw and forced him to look at him, and asked, "Tell me the truth, your schedule is so full, is it just to pay me back the money as soon as possible, so you force yourself so much?"

As Shen Zequn said, his hand touched his thin back: "Do you think... I, Shen Zequn, lack your 100 million?"

Ren Qing pursed her lips: "Of course, Mr. Shen will not lack me for the money. I want to pay it back... I don't want to owe Mr. Shen, I mean... um..."

"I said you don't need to pay it back!"

You don't need to pay it back, you still owe me some, so that you won't have the opportunity to say something that you don't owe and then leave me!

……

That day, Shen Zequn held Ren Qing in his arms for the whole night. Ren Qing obeyed unexpectedly, did not beg for mercy halfway, and his voice was very depressed.Even if he deliberately tossed harder, Ren Qing just hugged him and kept silent.

The two were clearly kissing, possessing without leaving room, the two bodies were so tightly fitted together that there was no gap left, but there was still something different.

Until the end, Ren Qing couldn't hold on any longer, his whole body seemed to be collapsed by Shen Zequn, he repeated several times what Shen Zequn said that I would not leave, and only then did he get a moment of relaxation.

But when Ren Qing fell asleep in his arms and he hugged her tightly, Shen Zequn suddenly wanted to cry.

This is a feeling that he has never felt before, and it can even be described as horror, because he can't find a way to eliminate this feeling in the slightest.

He suddenly thought of what Rao Manyun had said before.

If it is said that what he experienced from Ren Qing before was satisfaction, joy and happiness.

Then as his punishment for that mistake at the beginning.

He is now full of anxiety, panic, frustration, and humbleness.

He also knows enough that there is no absolute leader in love, because the heart has long been in the hands of the other party and is at his disposal.

Even if the other party slashed at his heart one by one, he would still keep smiling, because it was better than the other party throwing him away and throwing him to the ground hard.

***

Recently, Shen Zequn has been busy with the acquisition case. Shen Zequn from Ren Qing told Xu Fan to pay more attention, and to send some set meals when he recognized relatives to film, but Xu Fan heard that Xu Minghao intends to take Ren Qing with him. Last year and early next year, I made a movie abroad.

This matter made Shen Zequn a little worried. He asked Ren Qing, and Ren Qing also said that he was thinking about it, but Shen Zequn was very upset.

Xu Minghao was Ren Qing's former classmate, and he was domineering. Ever since he reunited with Ren Qing in the circle, he had pulled Ren Qing to cooperate, obviously because he was interested in Ren Qing.

Furthermore, Ren Qing had been cold to him during this time, and the two of them seldom saw each other. Now that this kind of news came out, of course he would be worried that Ren Qing would go away for a few more months, and he would see him even more. It's not Ren Qing anymore, let alone with Xu Minghao.

Seeing that his birthday was approaching again, Shen Zequn couldn't help but think of the time Ren Qing celebrated his birthday last year.He felt that that time was the key reason why he and Ren Qing became what they are now, and he wanted to change the way they get along now.

He wanted to confess to Ren Qing, confirm the relationship, and invite his friends, Ren Qing might be happy, and the feeling between the two of them could return to the past.It is also equivalent to announcing in front of friends, asking them to respect others in the future, after all, we still need to meet frequently in the future.

When the relationship between the two is settled, he can tell the old man about it during the Chinese New Year.

Then... I mentioned Lin Li's matter to Ren Qing and begged him to forgive me.

If he confesses first, Ren Qing will believe that he likes him even more!

……

Taking advantage of the time when Ren Qing went to shoot an out-of-town shoot, Shen Zequn worked overtime to complete the work and booked a private room in the hotel.

He thought that Ren Qing said that those arrangements were all done by himself at that time, so he bought all kinds of lamps, and then bought several packs of balloons to inflate them himself, and brought a lot of flowers by air.

Xu Fan looked at him in the wrong way, but Shen Zequn enjoyed it.

Ren Qing said that when he came back after nine o'clock in the evening, Shen Zequn ordered a suit, and for the first time asked a well-known stylist to help him dress up carefully.

At the same time, he called his best friend. When Gao Fang and several people came over, they looked at him like a monster, and asked him what he was doing. Shen Zequn said, "I'm going to give the boy I like tonight." Son courtship."

Gao Fang almost stared out his eyes, and immediately wanted to check the phone number of the famous mental hospital, and then book a VIP room for him.

Shen Zequn also practiced and memorized his lines several times on his own. It was the first time he was so nervous. His friends often satirized him, and Shen Zequn just smiled and took out the custom-made men's ring in his pocket to look at it again and again.

When it was almost nine o'clock, Shen Zequn thought that it was time for Ren Qing to get on the plane, so he planned to let him get off the plane and come over directly, but Liu Yuan suddenly entered the door from the outside, and said with a smile: "I saw Lin Li coming just now, Shen Don’t be nervous when you’re here.”

"Lin, Lin Li?"

Shen Zequn's smile was still on his lips, he didn't react at all, Liu Yuan also looked at him and said, "Yes, aren't you going to confess to him?"

"Who told you that I'm going to confess to Lin Li! I like Ren Qing!"

As soon as these words came out, the group of people were stunned.

Liu Yuan was also stunned, subconsciously looked at Gao Fang: "Ren...Qing? Who is it?"

Zhao Peng thought about something now, and couldn't help but said: "Shen Zequn, don't tell me you want to court that third-rate little singer last year, right? Are you crazy buddy?!"

After Gao Fang heard this, he looked at the roses in this room again, and hurriedly said, "Okay, what time is it! It's all over! That... Liu Yuan, where is Lin Li?"

Liu Yuan knew that he had done something wrong, and now he wanted to slap himself: "Lin Li has arrived in the hall... But I didn't tell him, that is, Shen Zequn put on a show and invited him to dinner, so that he must come."

"Come on!"

How could Shen Zequn still be in the mood to listen to this? He thought that Ren Qing should be preparing to board the plane at this time, and today's matter had to be cancelled, otherwise Lin Li would probably misunderstand Ren Qing when he saw Ren Qing, and he probably would never be able to explain clearly.

"Where's my phone!"

Shen Zequn said something impatiently, and several people found Shen Zequn's cell phone in an unused balloon box.Shen Zequn took it over to have a look, only to find that Ren Qingzao had already called him five or six times.

Shen Zequn called Ren Qing in a hurry, and opened his mouth and said, "Ren Qing, where are you? Are you ready to board the plane?"

"Ah... I, I called you and you didn't answer. I thought it was Mr. Shen's birthday today, so I came back a little earlier. Then I called Mr. Xu, and he said you were at the hotel, and I'm here now. "

When Shen Zequn heard this, he threw the rose in his hand and said angrily: "Lin Li is here, please say hello, I'm leaving first."

As soon as Shen Zequn came out of the private room, he saw Ren Qing with a cake in his hand.

Shen Zequn was in a mixed mood, and he grabbed Ren Qing's wrist like a fugitive: "Go back!"

Ren Qing and Lin Li must not run into each other at this time!

What the hell is going on? !

Shen Zequn turned his head and glanced at Ren Qing, and said lamely, "Didn't you say you won't be back until three hours later?"

Ren Qing looked at him, and couldn't help pursing his lips: "It was originally like this, but then..."

"Brother Zequn?"

Before Ren Qing could finish speaking, a soft voice came from that side, and Shen Zequn froze immediately.

Ren Qing also looked over subconsciously.

The door of the private room was opened at this moment, Ren Qing looked at the few people who could be seen, and then at Shen Zequn, his face was full of astonishment.

Gao Fang wiped his face in embarrassment, and could only say: "Oh, Lin Li, you're here!" Gao Fang winked at Shen Zequn as he spoke, signaling him to take him away quickly.

Ren Qing suddenly took his hand away from Shen Zequn's.

It seemed unbelievable, Ren Qing's whole expression was wrong, he looked at the private room and then at Lin Li, Lin Li was also surprised, and finally had to turn to Shen Zequn.

Shen Zequn only felt that he couldn't explain, he didn't even dare to look at Ren Qing's gaze at this moment, his whole body was as stiff as a sculpture.

How could this be?

What should he say? !

What else can he say...

"It turns out...it's like this...ah..."

He listened to Ren Qing's words, but his throat seemed to be tightly strangled by a pair of invisible hands.

At this moment, it seems that everything is just sophistry and cover-up.

And until Ren Qing led the cake and disappeared from everyone's sight, Shen Zequn couldn't recover.

Only then did Lin Li tentatively ask: "Brother Zequn, that person just now was... What's going on?"

Shen Zequn's eyes were sour, and he forced a wry smile: "He is Ren Qing, I like him, I thought I would confess to him today."

"Huh? But..."

"He looks like you, right?" Shen Zequn's voice was choked up: "Yes, I was curious about him at first because he looked like you, but you are different, what I like is He, I'm sorry... Lin Li. I'm all to blame for this matter, Liu Yuan and the others didn't know about it beforehand, so they called you here."

Lin Li couldn't say anything, so he just nodded and said, "Then that person... it's better to explain as soon as possible."

"Ah."

Shen Zequn touched the small square box in his trouser pocket and ran out, but he failed to catch up with Ren Qing.

For the next few days, Shen Zequn was looking for Ren Qing, but Ren Qing seemed to have evaporated from the world. He called Liu Chuan, but Liu Chuan also said that he didn't know. He went to the cemetery to look for Ren Qing, but Ren Qing was not there.

No matter how he calls Ren Qing, Ren Qing always shuts down the phone.

I searched non-stop during the day, but the more I searched, the more uncomfortable I felt.

What reason, what pride, what was he doing before? !

He was afraid that something would happen to Ren Qing, but there was nothing he could do, so he searched everywhere every day, called Ren Qing's cell phone over and over again, and left messages to Ren Qing again and again.

……

"Ren Qing, where are you? Can we talk?"

……

"Ren Qing, things are not what you think. I know it may be mean for me to say this now, but I like you, not Lin Li, I swear! You...don't turn off your phone all the time, I'm worried about you."

……

"Ren Qing, where have you been these few days? I've been looking for you all the time, and I like you."

……

"Ren Qing, I actually wanted to confess to you on my birthday, but Liu Yuan and the others thought I wanted to tell Lin Li, so they called him here. I'm sorry... I messed up again. I don't know Why, I became scared and timid when you encountered you, I'm sorry...can you turn on the phone, I miss you very much..."

……

"Ren Qing... don't be like this, okay? I'm really worried about you, so I beg you..."

……

"Ren Qing, do you want me anymore...Okay, even if that's the case, I will admit it, but you just...just don't hide from me like this, I really... really miss you... very worried about you, you Call me back, okay?"

……

"Ren Qing, I'll wait for you to go home, I love you."

……

For more than a week, whether it was a sea of ​​people or a lonely villa, Shen Zequn was alone, holding his phone tightly for fear of missing the other party's news.

But no matter what he did, Ren Qing still had no news.

Shen Zequn really had no other choice. He didn't eat well for several days. His stomach ached and he was sweating all over. Then Shen Zequn drove back to the villa and wanted to take some medicine to relax, but as soon as he entered the house, he found many It was the one he gave Ren Qing back then, and there was a pair of panda dolls that Ren Qing bought back then.

"Ren Qing!"

Shen Zequn searched around, but there was no one in the kitchen, so he ran upstairs to look for it, but the master bedroom was empty.

Shen Zequn's heart sank, and he hurried up to the third floor.

Sure enough, Ren Qing's trophy and manuscript were gone.

But he only came back once in the morning, Ren Qing should not have gone far!

Shen Zequn thought so and rushed out the door. Standing on the slope, he eagerly caught sight of it, and finally saw Ren Qing who was walking with his luggage behind his back at the intersection.

Shen Zequn wanted to call him loudly, but the stomachache made him sweat profusely, and he almost couldn't stand up.

Shen Zequn had no choice but to take out his cell phone and call Ren Qing's cell phone again. Fortunately, Ren Qing answered this time.

"appoint……"

"I know, Mr. Shen."

Before Shen Zequn could call his name, Ren Qing hurriedly interrupted him: "I know our relationship should end...Don't worry, Mr. Shen, I, Ren Qing, will never pester you."

Shen Zequn only felt that his eyes were blurry, and he watched Ren Qing in the distance wipe the corners of his eyes fiercely, showing that a pair of hands dug up his body and wanted to grab all his internal organs.

"Oh, by the way, I put the key you gave me before on the shoe cabinet. Anyway, I thank you for lending a helping hand to me at that time, and now I have settled with Mr. There is nothing more to do, please rest assured."

Shen Zequn's eyes turned red in an instant. Looking at Ren Qing's thin back, he couldn't help whispering: "Ren Qing, do you really think so... If so, why are you crying?"

Ren Qing suddenly turned around, and the eyes of the two seemed to touch each other at this moment.

"Ren Qing, I have a lot to say to you, just stand there and wait for me, okay?"

I want to say sorry to you.

Want to tell you I love you.

I want to tell you that I want to spend my whole life with you.

But when Shen Zequn took a step forward, Ren Qing in the distance started to step back step by step.Suddenly, a car sped past in front of Shen Zequn, followed by a bang, accompanied by a sharp brake sound, and someone's screams poured into his head.

Ren... Ren Qing...

Ren Qing...

"Ren Qing!!!"

Shen Zequn roared angrily, and ran down like crazy.Ren Qing was lying on the icy road, and the fine snow hit his face, and Shen Zequn knelt there instantly.

Ren Qing's face was covered with blood, and Shen Zequn was shaking when he called the ambulance.

He didn't dare to touch him, for fear of causing secondary injury, he could only knelt there and wiped the blood on Ren Qing's face with his sleeve, but Ren Qing's face was as pale as ice, and Shen Zequn suddenly felt very scared.

He took off his overcoat and wrapped him around him, rubbing his hands together and rubbing them on Ren Qing's face.

But Ren Qing's complexion became more and more ugly.

No one can understand how desperate he is at this moment.

"Ren Qing, you are not allowed to have anything! You can't..."

"It's all my fault, it's all my fault, open your eyes and look at me..."

Until the ambulance arrived, Shen Zequn was hugging Ren Qing and talking to himself, his hands were rubbed until they were swollen and swollen, but his body was shaking constantly.

"excuse me!"

The doctors and nurses who came over saw this scene. Some felt Ren Qing's pulse, and some lay on his heart to listen to the heartbeat, but their faces changed drastically, but they shook their heads at each other within half a minute.

"No, the wounded are dead."

"You fart!"

Shen Zequn rushed up and grabbed the other party's collar, the blood on his hands instantly stained the other party's white clothes: "Save him, save him for me!"

"This gentleman probably died on the spot from what happened in the car accident. There is really nothing we can do."

"You're lying...it's impossible! He's still so young, you save him, you save him, you save him..."

Shen Zequn was about to kneel down to the other party, and several people hurriedly carried Ren Qing onto the stretcher when they saw this posture.

Along the way, Shen Zequn tightly held Ren Qing's cold hand, saying over and over again: "Don't be afraid...don't be afraid...I'm here, you'll be fine, I won't...I won't let you be in trouble. "

His eyes were scarlet, as if someone was walking back and forth, but he couldn't see clearly what was in front of him.

In a daze, he heard Shen Zewei say: "Zequn, even if you hug him, he won't be able to come back, so let him go to the ground as soon as possible."

He heard Lin Li say again: "Brother Zequn, Sister Zewei asked me to persuade you, don't do this... You can use it even if you hold Ren Qing's ashes, Ren Qing is already dead..."

Who... died?

His Ren Qing?

No, it's impossible, he was still hugging him to sleep yesterday...

hold...

Shen Zequn muttered to himself and looked down at the person in his arms, but there was only the black urn lying quietly in his arms, and the cold made him stop breathing even at this moment.

No, you can't...

"no, do not want!"

Shen Zequn suddenly caught the phantom in front of him, and he woke up in an instant.

What catches the eye is a delicate face, as well as the warm, real touch from another person and another hand.

"Shen... Mr. Shen?"

Ren Qingye just came back from the hotel at night, and as soon as he got home, he saw Shen Zequn, who shouldn't be here, sleeping on the sofa and shouting like he was having a nightmare. He came over to wake him up, but as soon as he got close to Shen Zequn, Grabbing his hand really scared him a lot.

Seeing Shen Zequn's sweaty head and cold hands, Ren Qing couldn't help but said, "Boss Shen, you're having a nightmare... um..."

Before Ren Qing could say anything, Shen Zequn hugged him violently.

He remembered...

He remembered it all.

He remembered that he had admitted in the hotel that he was Ren Qing.

He did admit it!

"Ren Qing...Ren Qing..."

It is clear that it is lost and recovered, but it is painful.

What's ridiculous is that he couldn't say the thousand and ten thousand times I'm sorry and I love you buried in his heart, all he can do is call the other person's name over and over again, helpless like a Babies who can't walk.

How fortunate that he finally found the person he loves.

How cruel, he still lost the person who loved him.