Wearing books as a koi O

Chapter 112 The first day of dressing as a koi carp

Song Binbin found that Song Changfeng had changed. The father who was indifferent to him and swearing at him was gone, replaced by a gentle and kind father.

But for some reason, although Song Changfeng treated him very well, many times better than before, he always felt very uncomfortable.He even felt that being with Song Changfeng was not as comfortable as being with Zheng Qiwei.

Children are sensitive creatures, especially Song Binbin.Although he is still young, he has become sharp-minded because he has never experienced maternal love and the deliberate or unintentional ridicule of his classmates.

Song Changfeng only thought of Song Binbin as a child, and didn't bother to embellish his disgust hidden under his care. He thought Song Binbin knew nothing.

The truth is, Song Binbin sensed something was wrong, and was afraid that after asking, his father would return to his previous state.

He didn't want to tell his schoolmates and teachers what happened at home, and the only person he could confide in was Zheng Er who occasionally came to pick him up to Zheng's house.

Zheng Er told him: "Some people are cruel to you, but it is for your own good; some people are kind to you, but they have other plans. You are still young, all you have to do now is to enjoy, don't think about anything , leave everything to me... to your brother."

Song Binbin looked at him blankly, and said with some dissatisfaction: "I'm not young anymore, I'm already 12 years old."

"I know," Zheng Er responded in a low voice, "Little brat."

Song Binbin puffed up his cheeks: "Don't call me a brat."

Zheng Er: "What's your name?"

"Call me by name!"

"Binbin?"

"Ah."

Zheng Er was dazzled by his smile, and laughed too.

In a blink of an eye, Song Binbin entered junior high school and received his first love letter.

He showed it to Zheng Er as if offering a treasure.

The delicate handwriting floated on the paper, the background was pink, which is the favorite color of girls of this age, and a faint fragrance wafted from the letter.

Zheng Er was silent for a moment and asked, "What do you think?"

"I don't think so, I'm so handsome, it's normal for girls to like me." Song Binbin said triumphantly, but because he was in the period of changing his voice, his voice sounded a little hoarse, and he didn't deserve a beating.

It's amazing that this young man has experienced so much, but he didn't develop a gloomy personality, but became more cheerful and lively.

Zheng Erhe said to him that when the pressure accumulates, it needs to be relieved in some way.

It seems that Song Binbin regards this way of getting along with people as a way to relieve stress.

Zheng Er smiled, but said nothing.

That afternoon, he put the girl's personal information in front of Song Binbin: "She is only in the third year of junior high school, and she has dated three boyfriends. Although she looks sweet and is called the school girl, her love history is chaotic and she is not worth dating."

Song Binbin's face froze, he didn't think about it that much at all, he just felt that receiving the love letter was the first time, and it was a very respectable thing.

As for dating or something, he didn't think about it at all.

He is a good boy, how can a good boy fall in love early?

"I see, I won't date her." Song Binbin casually threw the school belle's information and the love letter in the schoolbag into the trash can.

Zheng Er patted him on the shoulder to show his comfort, but secretly hooked the corners of his lips where Song Binbin couldn't see.

However, this incident reminded Zheng Er.

Song Binbin has a good family background and a good personality, so he will definitely attract the attention of the opposite sex.This time it was a love letter, next time it might be something else.

So he put on a little make-up to make himself look like a junior high school student, got a school uniform and badge from Song Binbin's school, and opened the school gate every morning.

Then he unlocked and slipped into Song Binbin's class, checked his seat, and left after making sure there were no love letters or anything like that.If there is, throw it away.

He didn't have the slightest awareness of infringing on Song Binbin's sex. He was sure that he was looking after Song Binbin for his boss, and tried his best to ignore the strange feeling in his heart when he saw the love letter.

Zheng Er thought that this would allow Song Binbin to study hard, but he didn't expect Song Binbin to tell him that he was in a relationship in the first year of high school.

He couldn't describe the feeling in his heart at that time. Even after many years, he still clearly remembered the pain, but he couldn't express it. He could only force a smile: "Really, congratulations. Do you want to tell your brother?"

Song Binbin hurriedly said: "No need, my brother definitely doesn't agree with my puppy love."

Zheng Er was silent for a moment: "Then let her accompany you home, I think you don't need me anymore."

Song Binbin stared at Zheng Er with a strange emotion in his eyes.Soon, he lowered his head: "Second brother, don't you have anything to say to me?"

As long as you say you won't let me fall in love, I won't talk about it, as long as you open your mouth.

"I wish you happiness." Zheng Er's eyes flickered slightly, and these four words overflowed from his throat.

Only he knew that every word seemed to be pierced in his heart, numb with pain.

He remembered that two years ago, when the Z Group was on the verge of bankruptcy, when several of them suffered an air crash and fell into the forest, he was almost dying due to a wound infection.

What supported him to survive was Song Binbin's clean smile and his unforgettable longing.He has always known that Song Binbin is a special existence to him.But he was still a child, and he shouldn't have led him down this thorny road.

That's good too, Zheng Er thought.

Binbin has a girlfriend and may have a wife and children in the future.The family is harmonious, the father is kind and the son is filial.Why bother to bring unnecessary trouble to Binbin because of the emotion he dare not face up to.

From now on, he just needs to guard silently.Just like at the beginning, he guarded the little boy who was watching at the gate of the primary school.

be his shadow.

Tears welled up in Song Binbin's eyes, if Zheng Er looked back, he would be touched by his red eyes.

Non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect.From childhood to adulthood, he has never enjoyed maternal love, nor has he experienced true fatherly love.Apart from Zheng Qiwei, only Zheng Er treats him the best in this world, so good that he doesn't talk about principles and doesn't care about everything.

In his heart, Zheng Er is also a friend and brother, and even fills the role of father.He relied on him, cared about him, and... liked him.

Song Binbin was afraid, afraid that once he said the word like, the second brother who had been protecting him would disappear.He can feel that Zheng Er's kindness to him must not be all due to Zheng Qiwei's instructions, but he is not sure whether Zheng Er also likes him.

Once you like it, there is no room for change.If Zheng Er doesn't like him, then he will definitely hate himself because of this, and they will part ways from now on.If God favored him and Zheng Er also liked him, then he would definitely not allow him to fall in love with a girl.

Fortunately, I didn't ask.

While Song Binbin was rejoicing, he was also extremely disappointed.

Maybe this sentence of liking will be hidden in my heart for a lifetime.

As life goes on like this, Zheng Er will still show up when Song Binbin needs it, sometimes tutoring him with homework, sometimes bringing him lunch and drinking water.

It doesn't seem to be any different than before.

But they all know that there is a difference.

Song Binbin's girlfriends are often changed. He seems to be very kind to every girlfriend, generous in spending money, but that's all.

The most intimate moves are stuck in the hand-holding stage.

Finally, in the first semester of the third year of high school, his current girlfriend felt uncomfortable and accused him of not caring enough about her and not giving her boyfriend the care she deserved, which made her unable to bear the loneliness and tasted the forbidden fruit with others.

Song Binbin was disgusted enough, but at the same time, a bold idea suddenly appeared.

He didn't want to go on like this anymore, even if Zheng Er was straight, he would bend him!This bastard has made him deeply attached to him. Why does he feel uncomfortable, but Zheng Er doesn't know anything about it?

He's going to take the initiative!

So he took the initiative to provoke his current girlfriend's cheating partner, and then successfully received a severe beating.

Song Binbin hugged Zheng Qiwei's thigh and cried out about the suffering he had suffered. He also said that he had a psychological problem and asked to suspend school for half a semester.

At first, Zheng Qiwei disagreed with a cold face: "You will take the college entrance examination soon, how can you take the exam if you take half a semester off?"

Song Binbin quickly said: "I can ask Zheng Er to help me with my homework! Isn't he better than the teacher for one-on-one tutoring?"

"There is a specialization in art, and Zheng Er is very knowledgeable, but he may not be able to teach you well." Zheng Qiwei insisted on his own opinion.

Song Binbin had no choice but to cry, make trouble and hang himself three times, either acting like a baby or going on a hunger strike, which forced Zheng Qiwei into agreeing.

"If I am not satisfied with the mock exam at the end of the semester, you will die." Zheng Qiwei said coldly.

Song Binbin ignored Zheng Qiwei's stern warning.

He got his wish and made Zheng Er his exclusive tutor, and he used the convenience of teaching to try his best to seduce him.

Either stealing stockings and pretending to be caught, or not wearing underwear and only wearing a top to flirt.

He tried all kinds of methods, but Zheng Erlang was unmoved.

Song Binbin gave up, the man couldn't move the steel pipe.

Little did they know that every second day after Song Binbin became the demon queen, Zheng Er's balcony would have an extra pair of underwear to dry.