ca-book Chapter 62 I Don't Regret
Chapter 62 I Don't Regret
Lou Ningzhi asked back and pushed himself away.
Lou Wanzhi finally nodded: "Okay, I'm pursuing her."
Lou Anzhi remained silent, and in Lou Ningzhi's eyes, he continued to second the proposal.
However, she always has a kind of sympathy for her second sister. A few days ago, she wanted to find a partner, but now she was kidnapped by Lou Wanzhi and put into bed. It must be Lou Wanzhi's fault, so Lou Ningzhi tsk at her elder sister. stop.
Lou Wanzhi crossed his hands on his knees, raised his eyebrows and said, "Do you have any objections?"
"I have no objection." Lou Ningzhi said, "You beast."
Lou Wanzhi: "..."
Lou Anzhi smiled lightly.
Seeing her smile, Lou Wanzhi lost face, "A few more curse words."
Lou Ningzhi: "???"
Lou Wanzhi: "I want to hear it."
Lou Ningzhi racked his brains to find words: "A beast in clothes, a gentle scum, a madman, a heinous one, destroying flowers with hot hands, an old cow eats young grass..."
Lou Wanzhi said "Hey", and stopped her with a smile: "I don't recognize the last one, we are about the same age, we are a perfect match."
Lou Anzhi secretly laughed at the side, thinking that Lou Wanzhi didn't see it, and Lou Wanzhi really only looked at her from the corner of his eye, so as not to make her feel bad about him again.
"Don't be so hippie." Lou Ningzhi took out a branch from under the coffee table, the thickness of her little finger, and she picked it up on the way back today. She used the stick as a pointer and whipped it twice on the coffee table, "You are now being interrogated!"
Lou Anzhi stared at him.
Lou Wanzhi looked at her with a smile.
Lou Ningzhi licked his dry lips, and laughed dryly: "Then what, friendly discussion, friendly discussion, correct your attitude."
Lou Anzhi: "There is something to talk about, and there is fart. I just read the climax."
Lou Wanzhi said lightly, "Secondary." Sniffing his hand, he said in distaste, "It smells like oily smoke."
Lou Ningzhi asked with a dignified expression, "When did you two start?"
Lou Wanzhi: "In April last year, I started unilaterally."
Lou Anzhi: "...I don't know."
"Be serious! Ah no, I mean I'm serious about asking questions, don't you keep perfunctory me, Second Sister." Lou Ningzhi began to act both good and miserable.
"Second sister, go to the kitchen and burn the leftovers." The eldest sister asked Lou Anzhi to save her.
Lou Anzhi slipped away as if she had been pardoned, and Lou Ningzhi wanted to keep her, but Lou Wanzhi stopped her, "I know what she knows, and I know what she doesn't know, just ask me one question, if you go on like this When can we have dinner?"
Lou Ningzhi: "But——"
"Don't make me do it."
"Oh." Lou Ningzhi, who was at the bottom of the food chain, lowered his head.
"Throw away the branch in your hand, isn't it dirty?"
So the branch was thrown away.
Lou Wanzhi began to tell her what happened the night before yesterday. The second sister of the Lou family believed Lou Ningzhi's frigidity rumors and sent a sheep to the tiger's mouth. Lou Wanzhi took advantage of the situation to confess her love.Regarding the topic of Lou Anzhi's life experience, Lou Wanzhi omitted it. Firstly, she felt it was unnecessary. Whether there is a blood relationship is no different to Lou Ningzhi, and she does not need to challenge ethics. Secondly, this is more or less Lou Anzhi It's not good for her to tell Third Sister without authorization.
Her speech was very organized, and she explained the current situation clearly in a concise manner.
"So you are chasing second sister, are you really chasing second sister? In the sense of a couple?"
"Do you think I'm joking?"
"Where am I going?" Lou Ningzhi got hit on the head and yelled, "Why did you hit me?"
"It's nothing, I just want to hit your elm head."
"Aren't I a walnut brain?" Lou Ningzhi laughed, not ashamed but proud.
"You really..." Lou Wanzhi shook his head and smiled, not knowing what to say.
"Sister, how do you think about telling Dad?" Lou Ningzhi glanced in the direction of the kitchen, turned around and asked her, "Zhuang Sheng said, it's easy for you to go to Germany to see orthopedics."
"She knows too?" The eldest sister raised her eyebrows.
"That's what she told me," Lou Ningzhi said with pouted lips, "You two are so mean, you didn't tell me about your secret relationship. You kiss every now and then, I thought it was some new game."
"As for what you just performed, we both kissed like this—" Lou Wanzhi imitated her tone, and said, "Which sister would kiss at home without any problems?"
"Me and Zhuang Sheng, we are two good sisters."
The eldest sister was drinking water, and spewed out with a puff, her throat split: "What are you talking about—who are you with?"
"Zhuang Sheng and I," Lou Ningzhi sat down and hooked her shoulder affectionately, showing off, "You don't know, our relationship is very good, we both sleep on the same bed with a quilt, and we can still play kissing , that is, not being able to go to bed, nothing else is better than finding a partner."
The elder sister's face sank like water.
Lou Ningzhi said: "Zhuang Sheng is good-looking, good-natured, good-natured, and treats me well. I can get a little money right after the filming of this movie. Friends can stay together forever. If the partner breaks up, it's over. I don't want to break up with her."
Lou Ningzhi lowered his head, clasped his hands together, moved back and forth, and said: "Our father said, gathering and parting follow fate, I don't think that's the case, some people can follow fate, some People can't follow, anyway... Anyway, I don't want to break up with her."
The more Lou Wanzhi listened, the more he felt that she was not in the right mood, and turned her face away only to find that her eye sockets were a little red.
"what happened?"
"I don't know, it's just sad."
Lou Wanzhi hugged her and patted her in his arms. The little girl grew up and knew that she was sad and worried about her feelings.
Lou Ningzhi huddled in the elder sister's arms for a while, and touched her shoulder with his forehead: "Don't talk about me, you haven't said how to solve our father, I don't want to have two disabled sisters."
"The boat will be straight when it reaches the bridge, and I will solve it satisfactorily." To be honest, Lou Wanzhi is not optimistic about this. If this kind of thing that not only challenges the three views but also ethics is poked in front of him, I am afraid that the stick will be discounted twice.A paternity test without blood relationship means that she and Lou Anzhi can use it to comfort himself. For Lou Guoqing, these are his two biological daughters.
Fortunately, she is older than Lou Anzhi, and when the time comes, she insists that she brought Lou Anzhi to harm. Anyway, the truth is the same, and Lou Guoqing will not punish Lou Anzhi again, and beat her snarky mother, Lou Ning Just knocking on the side drum, probably can pick out Lou Anzhi clearly.
Lou Ningzhi gave her a thumbs up.
Lou Wanzhi raised her eyebrows with a smile: "What?"
"Responsible, if I were you, I would run away." Lou Ningzhi said.
"Where are you going? Didn't you see your parents?"
"No, when will they want to see me? When will I come back?" Lou Ningzhi shrank his neck and said fearfully, "I'm afraid of pain."
Miss Lou San has always been more delicate than ordinary people, and she would cry for a long time if she scratched her skin. If she really tried Lou Guoqing's stick, she might faint from fright before it hit her body. Lou Wanzhi mused, "If Dad beats you, Count your share on me."
"Dad shouldn't be willing to beat me, right?" Lou Ningzhi looked up at her.
"It should be, you were never beaten when you were young."
"What do you think I do, dad can hit me so angry?"
Lou Wanzhi looked at her and said, "Just like me."
Lou Ningzhi bounced back from her embrace like a spring, and stared at her dumbfounded: "I'm not, I'm not."
Lou Wanzhi: "Just kidding, why are you so excited?"
"Am I excited?"
"Excited."
"Then let me calm down." Lou Ningzhi sat down and poured himself a glass of water.
Lou Wanzhi glanced at her, staring at the cup in front of her thoughtfully, could it be what she thought?Make a phone call later to ask Dad if he is in good health.
Many things flashed through his mind, Lou Ningzhi deliberately didn't think about her, and focused on her elder sister: "You never thought about what would happen if you didn't pursue the second sister? Continue to be a sister? Or say , if you were with Second Sister and ended up breaking up because of personality differences, what would you do?"
When she asked Lou Wanzhi, she seemed to be asking herself.
"I don't know, there is no turning back when you shoot the bow." Lou Wanzhi said, "Let's take a step and see."
Lou Ningzhi let out a meaningless "ah", with confusion in his eyes.
Lou Wanzhi said: "I think my hope is still quite high. She doesn't reject me even if I kiss her or touch her." There was a hint of complacency in his words.
Lou Ningzhi was absent-minded: "Maybe she always thought of you as the eldest sister, and didn't want to resist you."
Lou Wanzhi: "..."
When Lou Anzhi came out of the kitchen serving dishes, he saw the distraught sisters sitting on the sofa and sighing at each other, it was very strange. "It's time to eat." She called out.
The two sisters dragged their heavy legs, filled the meal, sat on the dining table, and sighed once they sat down.
Lou Anzhi saw that the two were very annoyed, so he tapped his chopsticks on the rim of the bowl, "What are you doing? My cooking skills are so difficult for you to explain in words? I like to eat, but I don't like to get out."
Naturally, the two were determined not to leave, put away the mourning, and began to eat.
After dinner, the eldest sister took the lead in calling her parents in her hometown. This time she called with ulterior motives.It was nine o'clock, which happened to be a relatively free time at night, and Lou's father and Lou's mother were not asleep.
A phone call came, and the nanny answered the phone, and the nanny called Lou's mother to come over.
Lou's mother asked happily, "Jin Hua, have you eaten yet?"
Lou Wanzhi replied, "I have eaten."
Lou Ningzhi mouth-shaped on the side: What are you eating?
Lou's mother asked, "What are you eating?"
The second sister knocked on Lou Ningzhi's head.
Lou Wanzhi said, "You can eat meat and vegetables."
Lou's mother said: "Isn't it hard work recently, you should remember to eat on time, you know, your stomach is not good, it can't be more serious, take care of Yinhua and Xiaolou."
Lou Anzhi, who was overly taken care of, wiped away tears of bitterness in his heart.
Lou Ningzhi knew silly music.
Lou's mother nagged a few words, Lou Wanzhi agreed, and then asked, "How is Dad recently?"
"It's good. I went fishing with my neighbors in the reservoir for a day this afternoon."
Lou Wanzhi: "When fishing, you just sit still, and your blood will not circulate easily. Elderly people usually move around a lot to promote blood circulation and new metabolism."
Lou's mother: "Hey, you go tell your dad, I'm too lazy to tell him."
Lou Guoqing has a loud voice, Lou Wanzhi turned off the hands-free beforehand, and was shocked: "Jin, is the company okay?"
"it is good."
"How are you?"
"it is good."
"The building didn't cause any trouble, did it?"
"No."
"Is there no doctor in the hospital?"
Lou Wanzhi looked at her second sister, who shook her head and replied, "No."
Probably all the words I can think of have been said. The omnipotent phrase "Are you short of money? Dad will call you" when the child was in school has not been said for more than ten years. Even Lou Ningzhi's pocket money for tuition fees is It was given by her elder sister.Lou Guoqing was silent for a long time, and said, "How about I return it to your mother..."
Lou Wanzhi: "Dad!"
"You said."
"It's okay, I just advise you to exercise more, get up in the morning and run in the morning, don't just sit there all the time, it's easy to get 'three highs'."
"I know, I know, I'm going to ask someone out for a morning run tomorrow."
Lou Anzhi, a medical doctor, rolled his eyes at the elder sister of the Lou family.
Lou Wanzhi raised his hand and pinched her face, but Lou Anzhi didn't notice, so he didn't dodge.
Lou Ningzhi felt that his eyes were going to go blind, but he didn't know it was okay, until now he felt that the smell of dog food was everywhere in the house.
After Lou Wanzhi finished talking with her parents, the two sisters each said a few words and called "Parents" twice, and it was basically over. Lou's mother even hung up before Lou Ningzhi finished her last sentence.
Lou Ningzhi kicked her arms and legs on the sofa and yelled that she was not Lou's mother. The two sisters looked at each other, ignored her and went back to the room.
She was howling halfway, but when she turned around, she found that there was no one there, she was injured immediately, and went back to the room to chat with Zhuang Sheng to heal, covering her heart. When she left at noon, Zhuang Sheng asked her to tell her something.
It's been another seven or eight hours since she sat, slept, and chatted, and hasn't sent her a message, but there is no new message from Zhuang Sheng on WeChat.
Why didn't Zhuang Sheng take the initiative to send her a message?She pinched her mobile phone and couldn't understand it. She felt that she was the one who contacted her every time, except for the day when the two of them had a quarrel.
Lou Ningzhi swipe up the chat history, and saw the conversation that night——
【I am at the gate of your community】
【Are you home? 】
【Can you see me】
【Hit me whatever you want】
[I'm here, where are you! ! ! 】
……
And Zhuang Sheng's voice: Don't run, wait at the post booth, I'll go up to find you!
What happened later, Lou Ningzhi thought that she would forget everything with her own memory, but miraculously, she remembered it clearly.For the first time, Zhuang Sheng hugged her seriously and firmly.
Bickering like kids, coming out of the underground garage hand in hand.
I like you.
Zhuang Sheng's dark and deep eyes were full of starlight, and he said these words.
His heart was beating very hard, his ears were buzzing, and a large piece of night was spreading before his eyes. Zhuang Sheng was standing in the middle of the moonlight, looking a little silly, and he kissed him hard, loudly, like cupping.
Lou Ning pointed his finger at the upper right corner of the screen, his eyes found the "Clear Chat History" option, hesitated for a moment, and clicked OK.
……
After washing up, Lou Anzhi stepped into Lou Wanzhi's room again without fear of death.
Lou Wanzhi seemed to have expected it, and actually left the door open for her. Out of politeness, Lou Anzhi knocked a few times, and entered. There was no one in the room, only the sound of showering from the bathroom.
In order to avoid repeating the same mistakes, Lou Anzhi didn't make the bed this time, but sat on the stool. The stool is at least three or four meters away from the bed. If it wasn't for the inconvenience of talking when sitting diagonally, she would definitely sit diagonally.
Lou Wanzhi didn't wash her hair today, so she put it in her hands, revealing her snow-white swan neck, her figure is slender in a bathrobe, and her calves are straight.Seeing Lou Anzhi's posture, she didn't seem to be flirting, so she asked straightforwardly: "What do you want to tell me?"
"When I was cooking in the kitchen, what did you say to Third Sister?"
"Say I'm chasing you, nothing else."
"My background..."
"No, don't worry, I won't tell anyone again without your permission."
"Then I'm relieved." Lou Anzhi breathed a sigh of relief.
"It's okay to know, Xiaolou won't mind." Lou Wanzhi said.
"I know." Lou Anzhi understood Lou Ningzhi's character, "I'm just not ready yet."
"It's about me," Lou Wanzhi asked her very slowly, "Are you ready to prepare?" The words sounded a bit awkward, but the meaning was easy to understand, just asking her if she had a chance.
"I don't know." Lou Anzhi opened his mouth, not knowing where to start, looked at Lou Wanzhi, then lowered his eyes, "I..."
She suddenly seemed to have a crying voice, as if she had slashed Lou Wanzhi's heart.
"Okay, no need to talk." Lou Wanzhi took the initiative to interrupt her, "I know everything, I know everything."
Lou Anzhi calmed down for a while, and forced back the sourness welling up to the tip of his nose.Although she has never been in a relationship, she has always been a heterosexual in her cognition and has never had any unreasonable thoughts about women; she also has a sister who has been with each other for 30 years, and they will always be the closest family.Lou Wanzhi's actions in the past two days undoubtedly shattered her two cognitions. After two days of refusal and welcome, Lou Anzhi decided to have a frank talk with her.
"I don't know if I like you or not, but I don't hate it when you touch me. But we are so familiar with each other, and I can't confirm whether this dislike is out of liking or habit."
"There are too many problems between us. First of all, there are parents. They will definitely not agree. I am [-]% sure. The worst result may be that both of us are kicked out of the house together."
After talking about the reasons for himself and his family, Lou Anzhi continued to be silent for a while, and then looked at Lou Wanzhi with deep eyes: "I want to know, how long will you like me?"
"a long time."
"How long was that?"
"Unless I die."
"If, I mean if," Lou Anzhi asked uneasily, "we broke up for some reason after we got together, wouldn't we even be considered sisters?"
"I will leave until I no longer have love for you, and come back to be your sister."
"What if it doesn't work for the rest of your life?"
"Then I will never see you again."
"What if I explicitly reject you now?"
"same."
The blood on Lou Anzhi's lips faded, she never expected such an answer, she asked hurriedly: "That is to say, since you opened your mouth that night, you have made plans for the future?"
"Yes." Lou Wanzhi answered simply.She has even bought a high-rise building near the company. She has all the decorations and appliances, and moved in with her bags. In the corner of her current room, there is a suitcase full of clothes, standing quietly, almost sane. Ruthless.
"Are you forcing me?" Lou Anzhi's chest rose and fell.
"I didn't force you, it was you who forced me. As long as the path I chose is according to your wishes, I can accept it no matter whether it is good or bad." Lou Wanzhi finished speaking in a warm voice, showing a wry smile, "As for going out Wait, you just have to pity me, do you have the heart to see me think of you rejecting me every day when I see you?"
Lou Anzhi stood up, with clear resentment in his eyes: "Lou Wanzhi, why did you confess your love?"
"I can't hide it anymore." Lou Wanzhi looked up into her eyes and said, "I don't regret it."
"Then have you ever thought about my feelings?!" Lou Anzhi's voice suddenly rose, "You are comfortable, I am the sinner in this family, right?"
"I'm sorry, but I still have to say, I don't regret it."
"Why are you so cruel?"
Lou Wanzhi still said the same thing, but this time she lowered her head, her voice was very soft, like a sigh: "I don't regret it."
The sound in the room did not know when.
Lou Wanzhi raised his hand to touch his cheek, felt it was cold, and murmured, "Do you really not regret it?"
……
After deleting the chat records, Lou Ningzhi played an English song for himself. He didn't know what he was singing, so he fell on the bed and lost his mind.I don’t know which time Tingge set up a single loop and didn’t jump back. I sang a song back and forth three or four times. Lou Ningzhi, who was in a daze, got tired of listening to it and wanted to drink. The cup on the table was empty. I opened the door to go out to pour water, and heard loud voices from the next door.
Walking over lightly, trying to put his ear on the door, just getting closer, the door opened from the inside, and Lou Anzhi walked out from inside.Lou Ningzhi looked at the safety talisman hanging on the door, this is the eldest sister's room, why did the second sister come out?No way?Finished a wave of bed sheets so early?Big sister can't do it.
She smiled ambiguously at Lou Anzhi, but Lou Anzhi ignored her and walked over.
Lou Ningzhi: "???"
Lou Ningzhi pushed the unclosed door a little, creaked, and looked inside: "Elder sister?"
The elder sister turned her back to her, quickly wiped her face with her hand, and put it down: "What's the matter?"
No matter how dull Lou Ningzhi was, she could still feel the strange atmosphere. She asked cautiously, "Did you quarrel with Second Sister?"
"No."
Lou Ningzhi paused and said, "Don't quarrel."
"No noise." Lou Wanzhi, who had his back to her, sniffed.
"You have the flu?"
"No, you go to sleep."
"Oh, I'm going to bed then."
Lou Ningzhi gently closed the door, leaving a gap, ran back to the room and hugged a pillow, pushed the door, entered the room, locked the door and went to bed in one go, half a bright smiling face appeared under the quilt: "Sister, I want tonight Sleeping with you, I'm afraid of ghosts."
Lou Wanzhi didn't refuse, rubbed her head, turned off the light and lay beside her, softly said: "Sleep, good night."
"Good night Miss."
Lou Ningzhi's hand tucked under the quilt touched Lou Wanzhi's hand, and patted it lightly.The bed surface then collapsed towards Lou Wanzhi, Lou Ningzhi turned sideways, put his palm on the back of Lou Wanzhi's head, and silently pressed her face on his shoulder.
After a while, the shoulders were wet.
The author has something to say: In fact, the small building is half-opened, and it is relatively obscure
The elder sister's confession in this way actually caused the second sister a lot of trouble, probably a little more serious than the kind of girlfriend who confessed to herself...
The road is long and difficult!
Ready to start singing: Falling in love is not so easy~ Everyone has her temper~ I have passed the age of dreaming~ Vigorous is not as peaceful~
"It's Not That Simple" by Huang Xiaohu