The second generation ancestor always collapses

Chapter 66

Lou Ningzhi: "Why did you run away from home?"

After asking this sentence, Zhuang Sheng didn't respond for a long time.Lou Ningzhi pushed her arm, raised his face and asked, "Are you asleep?"

Zhuang Sheng laughed: "Have you ever seen a person sleeping with their eyes open? I was thinking."

"Thinking about what?"

Zhuang Sheng didn't answer, and rubbed her head casually.

What are you thinking about?Probably thinking about where to start, she has never liked to mention her past to others, whether it was hanging out with friends at school in the past, or coming to the imperial capital later, she has no close friends, and it was fine if she had friendship two years ago , she did not confide half a word.

"I..." She frowned.

"Why didn't you say it again?"

"I don't know how to say it." Zhuang Sheng spoke clumsily, "My family has nothing to say, my parents are ordinary people, and I am also an ordinary person. Because the relationship with the family was tense, I ran away from home impulsively."

"Oh."

Lou Ningzhi asked unwillingly: "Aren't there any details? For example, how do you get along at home?" If it were her, she could talk about her family's situation for three days and three nights without repetition. Her eldest sister and her second sister, when she thinks of her eldest sister and second sister Lou Ningzhi, her mood sinks.

"detail?"

"detail."

The room was dimly lit, Zhuang Sheng squinted at the incandescent light bulb hanging in the air, and searched his memory for a few things that could be called details in Lou Ning's mouth.

"I..." just said the first word, she still got stuck habitually, and had to think about it in her heart to reorganize the words, "I almost didn't give birth, our family is patriarchal, my father is drunk Jiu always tells me why I am not a son. I heard from my grandma that my father wanted to kill me, but my mother insisted on giving birth to me. For this reason, my father never hugged me in the delivery room after I was born. I."

There are three sisters in the family, and Lou Ningzhi, who grew up under the doting of thousands of people, feels incredible about this kind of thing, and even wants to beat her father up.

"Because it was a dual-career family, family planning was strictly controlled at that time, and if he dared to have a second child, he would have to be laid off, so no matter how dissatisfied my father was, he had to accept it. Fortunately, as time goes by, it may be flesh and blood. Family, he gradually showed his fatherly love to me. He would carry me around, take me out to play, but only saw other people have sons, or... I don’t know how to say it, anyway, he is often alone in the living room , he smokes a lot. Especially when relatives visit during the Chinese New Year, he wants to save face in front of others. He said that my daughter is no worse than my son, and you are all out of date. In fact, when relatives leave, they will call me Entered the room, and then yelled at my mother, saying that she didn't live up to her stomach, why she didn't kill me back then, and my mother shed tears silently."

Lou Ningzhi: "What about your mother?"

Zhuang Sheng: "My mother loves me very much, I know it, but even she thinks I'm not a son. I'm sorry for my dad, I'm sorry for their old dealer, and I can't leave him a queen. She has a gentle temper and speaks softly. A good husband and daughter, a traditional good wife and loving mother. My father has a bad temper, but seeing her become more submissive, it became worse. Eat well, throw bowls and chopsticks at every turn, and drink hot tea when it is cold If he refuses to drink, he will deliberately pour it on the ground and ask my mother to wipe it. It is especially difficult to talk when he is drunk. It was blistered in one hand, and now there are scars. I really hate him, really, thinking about it at night makes me have nightmares.

"When I was in elementary school, I got good grades and always got full marks in the exams, but I never got compliments from my dad. He just looked at my papers coldly and scolded me for not being a good guy. I once read I made a wrong question, and I only got [-]% in the math test, so he asked me to kneel on the floor of the living room for three hours. In the winter, there is no heating in the house in the south, and the ground is very cold. I had a fever the night after kneeling, but the first It’s amazing that I got up and went to school the next day.”

The incandescent bulbs in his field of vision became blurred, Zhuang Sheng always felt that he couldn't remember those things, but now he realized that she just didn't want to remember them, and pretended to forget them.

Zhuang Sheng slowed down for a while, and waited for his vision to clear again before continuing.

"I also forgot how the state of mind changed in the middle, and then I gave up on myself. Xiao Shengchu always drifted past the line. When I was in middle school, I mixed with a few friends who also didn't want to study. They went out to fight. I provoked the teacher in various ways, even got into fights with the teacher, and was punished countless times. My mother begged the school hard, but at least she didn't expel me.

"After graduating from junior high school, I thought, I don't want to study at all. I'm not a material for studying anyway. I'll go out to work, I'll make money, take my mother away, and leave that scumbag. I'll go to that kind of big shopping mall, Playing as a doll during the day and distributing leaflets in crowded places in the city center at night added up to 200 yuan a day. I saved 7000 yuan for two months and gave it to my mother. I said, "You divorced my father." Well, she's not a good man, I can live without him, I can take care of you, and if you want someone else, I'm absolutely in favor.' Guess what she answered me?"

Lou Ningzhi has always been in a state of listening silently. Hearing her question suddenly, he was taken aback for a moment, and said, "No agreement?"

Zhuang Sheng grinned.

Lou Ningzhi looked at the smile on her lips, but felt very sore in his heart.

Zhuang Sheng: "She slapped me."

Lou Ningzhi couldn't bear it anymore, and jumped up from her arms: "Fuck me?" What kind of shit mother, still love her, love her, love her herself.

Zhuang Sheng also sat up, she was not very comfortable in this posture, her chest was shaking when she spoke, "After she slapped me, she called me a white-eyed wolf, saying that I never cared about her feelings, I want her to divorce, have you ever thought about whether she wants to divorce? She thinks my dad is very good, it's funny, she still thinks such a man is very good. "

"What about after that?" Lou Ningzhi asked.

"The money was confiscated, and then handed over to my dad, saying that I was filial to him. My dad gave me 100 yuan and asked me to go out and buy a pack of cigarettes for him. The rest of the money was used as a reward for me." Zhuang Sheng said.

Lou Ningzhi: "Fuck me."

Zhuang Sheng's unhappy mood was aroused by her, and he said with a smile: "Stop fucking, little girl, who can you fuck?"

fuck you.Lou Ningzhi grumbled.

"What did you say?" Zhuang Sheng asked.

"It's nothing." Lou Ningzhi bared a row of small white teeth at her.

Zhuang Sheng didn't delve into it, sighed, and said: "After hitting there, I knew that this family was completely hopeless. I continued to go to school and dawdle until I met someone I liked, and then I started to study hard." She There was a sneer in his eyes, "My dad's attitude towards me has improved a lot this time. I guess it's because he's getting older, and he thinks that I should be the one to take care of him in this life. He should treat me better. There are many small favors and small favors, and I really plan to reconcile with them, the family has no overnight hatred, after all, it is my biological father."

But they shouldn't touch her diary, she has hidden it so carefully and locked it, even the chain has to be pried off by her.In that home, she was a puppet, a walking dead, and a soul without freedom. In the three years since she left, she has been shaken and missed that home where there is occasionally a trace of warmth, but she has never regretted her original decision.

"Did something important happen? The person you like rejected you?" Lou Ningzhi asked her, otherwise the situation would not have turned so sharply.

"Goldfish brain is indeed a goldfish brain." Zhuang Sheng nodded her head, "Didn't I tell you that I ran away before I got close to him. It's not a big deal, but they broke the lock of my diary. Show me my diary, which contains some secrets that I care about and cannot tell others."

Lou Ningzhi: "Oh, I have to go. If my parents dare to read my diary, I will definitely quarrel with her. Although I have never written such a thing, I will ask my younger brother No. [-] to do my homework for me."

"Are you quite proud of finding the gunman?"

"That is."

"Okay, I'm done talking, isn't it boring?" Zhuang Sheng asked her.

"No, it's not boring, it just sounds too exasperating, you are so nice, yet they treat you like this." Lou Ningzhi felt the same way, and his whole body was like a blowfish.

Zhuang Sheng: "I used to be bad. I went out to fight every day and always invited my parents."

It's a pity that in the eyes of Lou Ningzhi, who has added the filter of beauty in the eyes of a beholder, she is called "a young man who is not frivolous and in vain". Her admiration for Zhuang Sheng is like a continuous river, or like a flood of the Yellow River. And out of control.

Zhuang Sheng looked at the starry expression in the other party's eyes, and laughed: "What are you doing?"

Lou Ning Zhifei threw himself into her arms, happily hugging her neck and rubbing against her neck.

Zhuang Sheng is so kind.

She really likes her so much, she likes her so much, she's almost as much as she likes her eldest sister.No, Eldest Sister has done something like that recently, so she doesn't like Eldest Sister for the time being, she likes Zhuang Sheng the most.

Lou Ningzhi was like a puppy when he rubbed against people, his whole body moved up and down, his face rubbed against his neck, his hands rubbed against his hands, and his feet rubbed against his feet. Zhuang Sheng was very glad that Lou Ningzhi didn't let her change clothes just now, she was still wearing long trousers , If sleeping shorts rub against bare skin, I'm afraid I can't hold it anymore.

After rubbing against each other, Zhuang Sheng felt that something was wrong. She suspected that she was thinking too much, because the other party seemed to be rubbing seven or eight times, mixed in with another kiss, and the temperature of the lips was different from that of the cheeks.After a while, Zhuang Sheng was sure that Lou Ningzhi was really kissing her secretly.

Can't you stop for a while?Relying on being a straight girl, she would not pay for her life if she flirted with someone.

Zhuang Sheng began to hold his breath, imagining that it was not a person rubbing against her but a dog, which couldn't arouse her desire.

Lou Ningzhi thought she did it perfectly.

It wasn't so obvious when I didn't realize my intentions before, but now that I do, it feels really different. Zhuang Sheng's whole body seems to be like candy, and the smell on his body is so sweet and fragrant, so sweet that she wants to take a bite.

Oh, why is she straight?

Lou Ningzhi drooped his ears and became depressed.

She stopped, and Zhuang Sheng's back sweated, and he let out a sigh of relief.

Lou Ningzhi said, "I want to sleep."

"Okay," Zhuang Sheng asked for her opinion, "Can I change my clothes first?"

"Yes." This time Lou Ningzhi agreed.

Zhuang Sheng first quietly put the trash can on the edge of the bed, and then turned on the lamp.

Lou Ningzhi shouted: "You haven't changed it yet, why turn off the light?"

Zhuang Sheng said, "It's okay, I can change it with the lights off."

Lou Ningzhi was very disappointed that she couldn't see her naked.

When Zhuang Sheng changed his pants, he pulled out a tissue from the bedside table, purposely made a loud noise on the bed, and then quickly threw the tissue into the trash can under the cover of the movement.

"Go to sleep." She lay down on her hands and feet.

Lou Ningzhi called pitifully in her ear, "Sister Xiaosheng."

Zhuang Sheng's breath was stagnant, and he asked in a trembling voice, "What's the matter?"

"Can you hug me to sleep? I'm scared."

"Can……"

Lou Ningzhi just waited for this sentence, and rolled into her arms, as if the poor little girl just now was not her, and said contentedly: "Sleep, good night."

"Good night."

Zhuang Sheng kissed her cheek lightly like he did the previous two nights, and then felt the soft body in his arms stiffen instantly.

What's going on here?

The two went to sleep with each other's thoughts, and when they woke up the next morning, Lou Ningzhi's hand was inserted into Zhuang Sheng's sling, and it was just stuck on the lower edge of her ribs, and a little above her full chest.

Zhuang Sheng closed his eyes and felt, his body sank a little, Lou Ningzhi's fingers moved twice, and landed on his chest as she wished.

The corners of Zhuang Sheng's mouth curled up silently.

It was not yet dawn, and she couldn't see in the darkness. The girl sleeping next to her showed the same expression as her, with the corners of her lips curled up higher than hers.

"Good morning."

"Good morning."

When the two opened their eyes, there was nothing unusual about each other's limbs. It seemed that apart from a hug at the beginning of the night, they slept separately afterwards.Zhuang Sheng is in a good mood today, and Lou Ningzhi is also in a good mood.

Lou Ningzhi asked her, "Why are you smiling so happily?"

Zhuang Sheng said: "It's one day closer to my six-figure figure, how about you?"

Lou Ningzhi replied: "The game has a new event."

The two congratulated each other, rather dishonestly.

This day, Lou Ningzhi sent Zhuang Sheng to the film crew, but he didn't go in. The first reason was to avoid suspicion. An investor was watching her every day. As the gossip about the film crew spread more and more outrageous, she couldn't help but quarrel with others; It's just that the crew is really boring, even with Zhuang Sheng around, it's still boring.

She went back to her own home. She came back today in a completely different mood than yesterday. She looked at the empty home and didn’t feel anything. Anyway, she didn’t come back to live at night. She sealed a big red envelope that was enough for her half a month's salary, and said euphemistically that because something happened at home, she might not be able to sign the contract.The live-in aunt picked up half a month's salary for nothing, and she was so happy that she left the job immediately.

Lou Ningzhi went back to her room and packed her luggage. She looked at her clothes and game consoles. She wanted to take everything with her. She sighed. It would be great if Zhuang Sheng lived in her house. Such a big house is a pity. Why? Then screw it.

In the end, she left with two big suitcases, went back to Zhuang Sheng's Tongzilou, sat on the bed and sent WeChat messages to her two older sisters, with a slightly angry tone.

【I've moved too, don't think it's just the two of you who will】

Posted in the group, but the reply was two private chats.

[Lou Wanzhi: Is Miss Zhuang there? 】

[Lou Anzhi: The surname is Zhuang? 】

Lou Ningzhi is so angry that the two of them can't even talk to each other now, so whoever cares about them.

He replied to both of them with the same sentence: [hehe]

After playing the taunt, I quit WeChat, and after a while I remembered that Zhuang Sheng also used this to send her a message, and went online again with a pout.

[Zhuang Sheng: Eat obediently at home, if you order takeaway, your home address is xxxxxxxx]

[Zhuang Sheng: I'll bring you strawberries when I come back tonight, do you want to eat anything else? 】

【Zhuang Sheng: How about ice cream?Buy a few more and put them in the refrigerator, and eat them when you are free]

【Zhuang Sheng: Do you like sugar? 】

【Zhuang Sheng: Do you like biscuits?nut?raisin? 】

Lou Ningzhi fell on the bed with his mobile phone in his arms, and replied with a sweet face, if Zhuang Sheng started a video with her now, he would hear her eyes full of spring water, almost overflowing.

[Lou Ningzhi: Eat, I'll call later]

【Lou Ningzhi: want to eat】

[Lou Ningzhi: I want ice cream, sugar, biscuits, nuts and raisins]

【Lou Ningzhi: I want you most】

Her subordinates typed it out naturally, at least she saw it before sending it out, she was so frightened, and deleted it from the input box, her face burned very badly.How could she say such shameless words?

No, isn't she always shameless, why is she ashamed at this time?

"what……"

Lou Ningzhi rubbed her face, hiding her eyes between her fingers, but she was just shy.

It turns out that liking someone is like this.

It feels like my favorite orange-flavored soda.

She had never realized so clearly how much she liked each other like this moment.Under this kind of strong liking, it is impossible to forcefully return to the relationship of friendship. If you fail, you will be benevolent.

The eldest sister confessed to the second sister, and now the second sister stays up all night and sees no one in the morning, and the two of them are as old as dead.

She can't be so impulsive, she has to be calm, chase after her quietly, make the other party fall in love with her, and then confess to her, she can't repeat the mistakes of her eldest sister.Clenching his hands into fists, Lou Ningzhi sat down at the table with high spirits, and searched online: how to court girls.

That afternoon, Zhuang Sheng received a strange WeChat message.

[Lou Ningzhi: Your legs must be very tired, right? 】

[Zhuang Sheng:? ? ? 】

[Zhuang Sheng: It's okay, the crew didn't go anywhere, and they didn't hang on to Wia today]

[Lou Ningzhi: ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah you withdraw, the one above is withdrawn]

[System message: Zhuang Sheng withdrew a message]

[Lou Ningzhi: Continue, quickly ask me why, quickly ask]

【Zhuang Sheng: Why】

【Lou Ningzhi: Because you have been running in my mind all day long】

Zhuang Sheng: "..."

The author has something to say: tell a joke, Xiaolou wants to chase people quietly

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