Yifeng + Continuation: Qinglian + Continuation: Angel Tears

Chapter 15

In the evening, we would go to the most exclusive hotels, and every time I would see the doorman there would open the door for me reluctantly with a pen and mocking eyes after opening the door for him politely.

After enjoying high-class and delicious food, as usual, we will perform useless but most primitive behaviors that can arouse our senses in the most exclusive room of that high-end hotel.

This is our life, we usually see each other once a week.

Go to the streets, eat, make love.

That's all we do.

I feel empty, like I'm really enclosed, just repetitive physical relationships that fill my back with every orgasm.Moreover, the distance between us is also filled with many, many substances.

Emptiness, and nothing but emptiness.

If I could choose, I would not allow myself to foolishly tie this person to me again.I can know that he loves me.The body will not lie, I can feel his love for me.

However, there is already a big barrier between us—so big that we cannot overcome it.

I want to cry loudly, but crying alone will be very cold.

"Qinglian, I like you, can you be my boyfriend?"

The girl in front of me is from the same department as me. She is very cute, but she likes to talk a little bit.

Tilting my head, I looked at her a little confused.

"What if we don't get along?"

"If you haven't tried it, how do you know we won't get along?" Following my example, she also tilted her head, her appearance was still cute.

I felt that what she said made sense, and I smiled slightly.

"Ok."

In this way, I made my first girlfriend in my life.

Sissy is really cute, and she is also very gentle and considerate. It should be said that she is a good girl.She likes to get bored with me, likes to let me go places with her, likes to introduce me to her friends and show off her sweet and beautiful boyfriend to her friends.

Although I don't like her loudness, these small shortcomings are nothing. She is a nice person, and she is more suitable for my personality that doesn't like to talk.

"Qinglian, I didn't know until I dated you that you are not a talkative person!"

She giggled and smiled at me, and I responded with a gentle, drowning smile.

"But you are a gentle person! And there are many things you don't say, just do it, and that's your goodness!"

I didn't speak, I was still just smiling.

I don't like talking because I don't know what to say to her.Gentle, because I feel guilty for using her as my lonely pastime.I'm not a nice person, nor a person who can be gentle with anyone.

I - very selfish, but also very despicable.

I began to reject Long Xiaohai's invitation.

"Qinglian, are you free on Saturday?"

His voice is as deep and magnetic as ever, and every time he hears it, he will be fascinated.

"I'm sorry, I have to go to class." I said the excuse I used for a long time, "When is the next time, I'm sorry."

"It's okay, I know you're busy."

On the contrary, the very busy person is him.My Saturday is just a silent daze at home alone.He is still so considerate, as a school teacher, how could he not know my work and rest time.

I don't want to see him, I'm afraid of seeing my filthy self, and I'm also afraid that the emotion called desire in my heart will let me destroy him.

If distance can be good for each other, I'd rather it be.

Four

"Qinglian, where are we going?" Sissy took my hand, raised her face and looked at me with a happy expression.

Showing the same smile as usual, I imagined that my smile was as bright as a peach blossom. "Go where Sissy wants to go. I said that you are at the mercy of Sissy all day long."

Because of my words, her expression became shy, she lowered her head, and muttered slightly: "Qinglian, you are good or bad, you will say things that make me happy." Putting her body on me, I can feel the tenderness of her body. Graceful curves. "Then let's go buy a gift for Qinglian! Qinglian's birthday is coming soon!"

Pointing my fingers on her powdered cheeks, I was worried that my fingers would be poisoned by those beauty reagents containing chemical ingredients, and at the same time said to her in a gentle voice: "Okay, this is Sissy The first gift you bought for me, no matter what it is, I will keep it well."

"Then what does Qinglian want?"

"As long as Sissi buys it, everything is a treasure."

No one can give me what I want, not even myself.

It's time to relax, I can't let myself live in the gloom forever.

Whenever you come to the business district, there will be many people.

I seldom come to this place, even if we are dating Long Xiaohai, we try not to go to places with so many people - on the one hand because we are afraid of crowding, on the other hand because we will meet people we know well.

It's sad, but I can no longer wallow in self-pity for myself.If this continues, I will always imprison myself.

"Qinglian, look—"

Just when I was thinking about something, Sissy tugged at my arm.

Following the direction of her finger, I saw something very interesting——

"Don't follow me anymore!" A very tall man, even if he doesn't look at his appearance and only looks at his expensive clothes, he can deduce that his identity must not be comparable to ordinary humans like us.

"Why? I have the right to follow you!" It was a woman, and I couldn't see her face clearly because of my poor eyesight.But she too, like the man, wears expensive clothes that we don't even dare to think about as house clothes.

However, what caught my attention was not the lackluster quarrel, but what the man was holding in his hand.

"Ling Xiaofeng! Stop!"

Before that woman yelled loudly, I had already seen it—that man was my lover, a man named "Ling Xiaofeng" whom I called "Long Xiaohai".Even if I don't see his face, just his figure and his temperament, I can find him in any corner of the crowded city.

"I said, don't follow me anymore!" Stopping, Long Xiaohai said coldly to the woman behind her: "I have tolerated you until now, you have been following me since you left the company .My patience has a limit!"

"I'm your fiancée! You're going to use this to curry favor with that vixen!" I couldn't believe my eyes, the usually gentle and gentle lady could actually growl like a shrew.

The next moment, Lin Yawei grabbed the object in Long Xiaohai's hand with lightning speed, yanked it to the ground, and stamped on it with her feet.

Long Xiaohai stared at Lin Yawei fiercely, looked at the things on the ground with pity, in the last gentleman's demeanor, he didn't raise his hand, but slapped Lin Yawei hard - I could tell that he had Such thoughts.

But he didn't, if he did, he would no longer be the Long Xiaohai I knew.

"Get out!" Closing his eyes, his voice almost seemed to be squeezed out from between his teeth.

Rubbing her red eyes, Lin Yawei turned around and ran away.

"Qinglian, let's help him."

When I was about to turn around and leave, Sissy tugged at my sleeve.The flood of sympathy can be regarded as a major advantage of this woman.

Long Xiaohai had already squatted down, slowly trying to pick up the thing on the ground—to be exact, it was the wreckage of the thing.

Without comment, I silently watched Sissy walk up to him.

"Let me help you." As she said, Sissy knelt down, ignoring the surprised eyes of passers-by, and helped Long Xiaohai pick up things on the ground.

"Thank you, miss... no... I want to pick it up myself..." Clearly, I saw tears dripping from Long Xiaohai's eyes to the ground, wetting the things in his hands. "This is me...I want to give it to..." He obviously couldn't continue, "It turned out like this...I can't protect him...Even...Even what I gave him..."

"It's really beautiful Qinglian, you must like that person very much." Continuing with the movement of her hands, she picked up what fell on the ground——Qinglian.

The beautifully packaged green lotus looks as if it has just been picked.

However, it has been turned into mud and dust, and it is no longer beautiful and glamorous—just like me at this moment.

Nodding, Long Xiaohai didn't care who was talking to him, and continued: "His favorite flower is green lotus, I promised him that I would plant a pond full of green lotus for him... this is The green lotus with roots...but..."

"You can buy it again."

"Impossible, if you miss the season, there will be no seeds...Qinglian...I'm sorry..."

Silently watching him burst into tears, I walked over.

"Missed the season... Even if it is love, it will not germinate."

My words make both of them raise their heads at the same time.

"Qinglian, you sound like a poet!" Standing up happily, Sissy's eyes showed undisguised joy—her boyfriend is very poetic, which made her feel very glorious—but she But I don't know what kind of feeling is in the heart of a person who can say this.

"Qinglian..." Long Xiaohai even forgot to stand up, and stared at me blankly.

Holding Qianqian's waist, I showed a smile to Long Xiaohai. "Long time no see, Ling Xiaofeng. Is it a bad relationship? We always meet when we shouldn't meet."

"Qinglian, you..." He was still squatting on the ground, his eyes were full of disbelief.

"Do you know?"

I ignored Sissy's question