Yifeng + Continuation: Qinglian + Continuation: Angel Tears

Chapter 17

Ask for help.

"I'm fine, Grandpa, don't worry." I showed a very relieved expression, "Can we not be so exaggerated... Just let me live in an ordinary ward."

The person who has always pampered me is Grandpa Yifeng, and Grandpa Mingjia is like a strict father, what has been decided will never change.

"You know what's wrong with you? Apart from being physically exhausted and the anus is torn, let's not talk about malnutrition causing mild gastroptosis." Grandpa Mingjia glanced at me, "We don't need to say anything, the doctor has already It's very sensitive. If you are sent to the general ward again, if something happens, won't you feel embarrassed?"

Biting my lip, I don't know what expression I should use to deal with my current situation.

"If...he comes...please don't let me see him..."

Maybe it was hoping that Long Xiaohai would come to visit me, but my hope was in vain—he never looked for me.

Why not give up?Why do you still hope for this?It's like the heroine in a third-rate romance drama, but the kind who is too stupid.

Unexpected visitor, took me by surprise.

"Father..." To my surprise, the first and only person who came to visit me was my father—Lin Yuncheng!

A little embarrassed, but he smiled at me anyway.

"I heard that you are sick, so I'll take a look." He said, and put a thermos on my bedside.Carefully scooped out a bowl of soup from it, blew it cool and handed it to my mouth, "I thought you must be weak, so I made something for you."

That bowl of soup is what I always wanted to drink when I was young, oxtail wolfberry soup.

"Dad...you still remember..."

"Yeah... I'm always thinking about things from your childhood... so I just remember... drink it while it's hot, or it won't work."

Silently drank the bowl of soup with a nostalgic taste, and then, my father's big hand touched my head again like when I was a child.

"You're so good, you drink so clean!"

The gentleness of those hands brought tears to my eyes.I don't know, I'm so sad.

"Qinglian, what's wrong with you..." At a loss, my father hurriedly wiped away my tears.

"Dad..." I choked up, unable to speak, "...I just wanted to say...you...can you...touch my head again..."

Sobbing, I threw myself into my father's arms.It's been a long time, and I've never been able to cry like I do now, in the arms of my most reassuring family members.

……

"Qinglian, are you really all right by yourself?"

Looking at the villa-style building in front of me, my grandfather's words came to mind again.

My father, the day after he visited me, asked me: "Qinglian, do you want to live with my father?"

I hesitated, I wanted to change my environment, but I felt uneasy about living with my father, whom I hadn't lived with for nearly [-] years.

But I still want to change the environment, even if that environment is not the best choice for me.

However, I still underestimated the financial resources of the Lin family. Such an expensive house is not something that mere mediocre people like me can move into casually.Habits are really scary.

Long Xiaohai didn't seem to be uncomfortable, did he have a different talent?

My worries were more or less too much. When I entered the house, my father enthusiastically introduced me to everything in this house.

"Big brother……"

When I didn't pay attention, a cute little girl in her teens hugged my leg and looked down at her. She was really petite and cute.

"This is……"

Picking up the little girl, my father smiled at me and said, "Qinglian, this is your sister."

Looking at those two somewhat similar faces, I forced myself to smile.It's normal, my mother married someone else very early, so there's nothing surprising about my father's remarriage.

"Sure enough, a beautiful child!"

Following the sound, I saw my stepmother—a very gentle woman who matched my father very well, but she seemed to be very young, she looked about 30 years old, and her actual age might be older .

"Hello, Qinglian. You can just call me Aunt Xu."

Intimately, she took my hand as if welcoming a guest from afar.

"Hello, Aunt Xu." I smiled at her, although, my heart is not very good - once again, I will be sent to others.Is there nothing in this world that can only belong to me?

"Qinglian? Is it really Qinglian?"

Before I could react, I was hugged by a strong arm.The owner of the loud voice just now is rubbing against me like a small animal.

"Guangyan?"

Surprised, really surprised!Here, I can actually see my childhood sweetheart!

Guangyan, one of the few friends who treated me well when I was young and didn't have any other ideas.I remember that every time I was bullied, he would use his fists to teach those children—even though I often got mud and bruises all over my body.

Being able to see him here again made my heart soar again.

"Great! Qinglian still remembers me!"

"How could I forget! You are still as strong as before! You are a handsome guy!" Indeed, he is still as masculine as I imagined, and his appearance is quite masculine and handsome.

His big hands messed up my hair, pulled my cheeks like when I was young, and said: "You have changed a lot! I thought you would still be the same as when you were young, as cute as a girl! I didn't expect to become like a man!"

"I'm a man!" I gave him an elbow, and I laughed out loud.

Looking up, I saw my father's gratified smiling face.Yeah, it seems like it's been a long time since I laughed so sincerely.

In the new environment, I should have a new starting point.

Seven

It has been nearly two months since I moved to my father's house. During this time, I can really forget about Long Xiaohai. No one mentioned him, and no one reminded me of him.

This feeling is really good. It turns out that it would be so easy to completely erase a person from my memory—at least, I can finally stop suffering from my own decision.It turned out to be so difficult to forgive myself.

Guangyan didn't go to school, so he should be the same age as me. It is said that he was expelled from school because of some personal problems, and then kicked out by his family -- he is my cousin, and the Lin family's policy has always been to In this way, we are also used to it.His father took him in, and now he seems to be helping someone translate something. Although he stays at home every day, he is not idle.

As for me, I didn't go to school.My father entrusted me with the relationship so that I could study by myself at home and then take the final exam on time. As for homework and other things, my father gave me a notebook computer, and I can use it to learn everything about school more conveniently.

Life is very peaceful, which makes me feel a little overwhelmed. I often look at the sky and don't know what I'm thinking—or rather, I don't know what to think.

There is not a trace of cloudy clouds in the sky, which makes me see God again.

"Qinglian, may I come in?"

"Ah, yes." I came back to my senses and agreed.

Pushing open the door of my room, Guang Yan's tall body almost blocked my door.He held a lot of peeled fruits in his hand, just like a Santa Claus, smiling at me.

"You can be Santa Claus with a beard!" I joked, and helped him take the things in his hand.

As usual, he would bother me almost every day when I was in a daze, and I was kind of grateful to him, because if I was left alone, some horrible things might happen that I couldn't even imagine myself.

Without any direction, we just talked nonsense together.It's a bit like when we were young, we could talk nonsense on the grass for a long time.

When I was young, we were all problem children to varying degrees.And now, we are still problem children.

"Qinglian, do you know why I was kicked out of school?"

I didn't expect him to bring up this topic. I was not mentally prepared, so I could only shake my head in a daze.

He smiled desolately, and said slowly, "Gay."

"Gay...huh?"

I'm a little surprised, this person...in fact, I don't think it's very strange, he didn't despise me who has an improper relationship with Long Xiaohai, it's not very strange that he would be like this.

"Do you know," Guang Yan continued, "Who is my first love?"

Shaking my head, I really don't know.

"It's you."

I can't say anything, his first love is me, so what can I do?

"That's just young and frivolous, we are still very young..."

"But I've always liked you."

Looking into his eyes, I think of Long Xiaohai's eyes when he said he loves me.They are all the same affectionate, people are deeply fascinated by it, and they don't want to come out.

Still looking directly at him, I slowly said, "I'm sorry, Guangyan, I don't like you."

"Is it because of Ling Xiaofeng? Because you still love him, so you can't love me."

"His existence cannot be ruled out, but even if he's not there, I probably wouldn't like you."

"Why? Why not?"

Lowering my head, I smiled wryly. "There's no reason for that, I think