brave song

Chapter 6

Li Yinian's schedule is tight, and the time he can spare is only in the morning or late at night.Knowing that he was very tired every day, Han Zhou didn't want to disturb his sleep in the morning, so he offered to treat his guests for supper.

Li Yinian was not polite to him, he chose a shop with a good environment, the interior decoration is small and fresh, the taste is actually very ordinary, and the price is staggeringly expensive.This restaurant was recommended to him by Zheng Yun. Girls sometimes like things that look good but are not very practical. This restaurant is like this, flashy.But Li Yi Nian ate very happily. He has been too busy recently and hardly had a good meal. This kind of supper is considered a luxury for him.

He came today ready for a showdown.

That day he thought he was being followed, Han Zhou was so nervous, he couldn't believe that Han Zhou didn't have any feelings for him, once he had this thought, he was eager to say what was in his heart.

Han Zhou also came to the showdown, but he and Li Yinian had completely different ideas.

He thought he should tell Li Yijiu about Cheng Peng's release from prison, and let him pay more attention to his own safety. There is no harm in having a precautionary heart.Then they try not to communicate with each other anymore, he is not sure that he can get along with Li Yinian as a friend or brother, if that is the case, the relationship between them will be like sex, and it may get out of hand at any time.

Compared with Han Zhou, Li Yinian was younger and more impatient. Before he finished his meal, he couldn't hold it anymore.

"Brother Han Zhou, did you worry that night? I made too much of a fuss."

"It's right for you to be defensive. That person wasn't a bad person that day. If he really planned something against you, it will be too late for you to regret it."

Li Yi Nian put down his chopsticks and mustered up the courage to test him: "Brother Han Zhou, actually I've been—"

"Mu Mu, I invited you to dinner today, but I actually want to tell you something."

Han Zhou guessed what he wanted to say, in order to avoid too much embarrassment, he had to interrupt Li Yinian.

Without interrupting the conversation, Li Yinian looked a little frustrated, he sighed and said, "Okay, you go first."

Han Zhou didn't want to hurt him, but it was better to speak up early than to procrastinate.He was not a procrastinator at first, and at this time he knew better that he should cut the mess quickly: "Mumu, I was very happy to meet you in the cemetery that day, because you still remember Han Qing, and I still go to see him after so many years. Thank you, friend, for him. I didn’t want to hide my homosexuality from anyone, and Han Qing also knew it. I have had several boyfriends, and some...um...not a regular partner, but only for a short time Get along with each other, I have been here for so many years. My way of life will not change in the future. I like this peaceful life very much, and I can’t bear any more. I thought about treating you as a good friend. Or younger brother, but that's not fair to you. I think, for me, it's best to treat you as Han Qing's friend, and you, also treat me as a good friend's brother, okay?"

Li Yinian gently picked the placemat under the tableware with his fingers. He lowered his head, as if he didn't want Han Zhou to see the expression on his face: "You have moved out of Han Qing, what else can I say?"

Although he was not the culprit, Han Qing's matter was related to him after all, and he was already very guilty. Han Zhou used his identity as Han Qing's brother to suppress him, and he couldn't say anything.

Han Zhou gritted his teeth: "It has nothing to do with Han Qing, Mu Mu, the two of us are not suitable, you should be very clear."

"You were so anxious that night, I thought..." Li Yinian could hardly bear it any longer, he felt the shame of being rejected, and endless embarrassment: "It turns out that I was being self-indulgent."

It turned out that it was such a feeling to be rejected by others, and he finally realized it.

No wonder so many people prefer to be unrequitedly in love with someone for a long time and are unwilling to confess. The feeling of being rejected is really uncomfortable.He wished he could leave this place quickly and hide in a corner that Han Zhou couldn't see.But at this moment, his whole body was as if he had been poured with lead, unable to move, he could only sit in the same position stupidly, letting this feeling of being at a loss surround him.

However, Han Zhou still put on a persuasive attitude of an elderly person: "Mu Mu, if you think about it, you will soon know that it's nothing, and you will meet someone more suitable."

What is a more suitable person?

It turns out that a person who refuses can say such high-sounding words.

What if you can't meet them?Will you be responsible?

At this moment, Li Yi Nian suddenly felt that Han Zhou must be old in grades, and he spoke in an old-fashioned and educative tone, which seemed reasonable at first, but in fact it was all an excuse.

Having said so much, it's better to say "I don't like you, don't be passionate"...

The more Li Yinian thought about it, the more annoyed he felt. The shame at the beginning was relieved a lot, and the embarrassment almost disappeared. He only thought Han Zhou was ridiculous.Obviously he had several boyfriends, and he would go out to find a companion to spend a good night with because of loneliness, but he was unwilling to try to develop with himself. In fact, he was simply timid and afraid of getting into trouble.The more he thought about it, the more he felt that this was the case, so he asked him directly: "Then do you like me, or don't you like me?"

Han Zhou finished all the words he had prepared, and he didn't talk about Li Yinian suddenly asking him such a question.

Such... straightforward question.

Seeing that he couldn't answer, Li Yinian confirmed his guess even more, and spoke confidently:

"Then why do you say that I will meet a more suitable person soon? It took me eight years to meet you again, and I will spend eight years to meet another person? Then What if I meet you after eight years? Wouldn't we have wasted eight years in vain?"

Han Zhou was stunned by his question, which gave him a sense of accomplishment.

"You have no reasonable reason to persuade me at all, unless you say now that you don't like me at all, let me go away, and I promise that I will never come to you again."

After saying this, Li Yinian even put on a confident smile.

He had a very nice smile, Han Zhou didn't dare to look him in the eye, so he could only helplessly rubbed his temples.

Li Yinian waited for a long time, and finally said: "We are not suitable."

He almost laughed out loud.

"Brother Han Zhou, although I don't know what you are worried about, as long as I don't like me, I can stick to it. Look, where else can you find someone who likes you like me for so long? Can't you?" After Li Yinian finished speaking, he blushed with shame, "You see, I don't even want face. I can say such things. If you still insist on rejecting me, I will really lose face."

Han Zhou sighed helplessly: "You were always quiet before, why are you so eloquent now?"

In the past, he didn't like to talk...

"In the past, I was afraid that you would think I was strange, that you would reject me, and dare not say anything. I was afraid that if I said one more sentence, I would make a mistake. Now it is different. I am not afraid anymore. I have been rejected by you just now, and there will be nothing more terrible. thing."

Han Zhou could only smile wryly.

"I don't want to force you. If you don't want to accept it, I can continue to work hard, but don't force me, okay?"

Getting ready for a showdown, Han Zhou thought about countless possibilities.Li Yinian might turn around and leave on the spot, or he might cry sadly, or he might pretend to be strong and say goodbye to him. He had thought about all these things, but he never thought that he didn't know what the real Li Yinian was like. , completely different from what he remembered and imagined.

But it attracted him even more.

He felt that he was possessed. Li Yinian was so difficult, but he still thought it was good.

Li Yinian felt that although the showdown process was a little tortuous and different from what he had planned before, the result was still good and he could barely accept it.

He knew that Han Zhou had a lot of concerns. Although he couldn't fully understand it, he could guess some of it.

Perhaps it has something to do with age, the different environments the two of them live in, and Han Qing. In the final analysis, they have never gotten along well and don't know each other well. There must be some time to adapt and understand, right?

Before going to bed, Li Yi Nian sent Han Zhou a voice message on WeChat.

Han Zhou's WeChat is still the default avatar, he really lives like an old man.

"Bah! Old people don't go out to ask P!" Li Yinian complained quietly.

The voice he sent was very simple, just one sentence: "I will work hard."

After listening to it countless times, Han Zhou felt that he was very well-behaved.

Before today, most of his determination to keep a distance from Li Yinian had been disintegrated. Although he didn't show it in front of Li Yinian, he knew it very well in his heart.

It was only after he got home that he remembered that he hadn't told Li Yinian about Ji Chengpeng's affairs. After such a toss, he even forgot the business, and he didn't know what Ji Chengpeng would be like after he was released from prison.Maybe his worries are superfluous. After all, eight years have passed. Ji Chengpeng should want to put aside the past and start again more than anyone else. Once he is really bad for Li Yinian, it will not do him any good.

Maybe it's better not to tell him about this matter, because telling him will also add to worry.

Not to mention whether Ji Chengpeng still remembers Li Yinian's proof of his hatred, Li Yinian has changed his name, and now he is a star again, Ji Chengpeng may not know who he is, and he cannot approach him easily.

Let's wait and see, there's no need to panic at this time.

The author has something to say: This one is a bit short haha