brave song

Chapter 12

12

Li Yinian really wanted to go directly to Han Zhou, but he didn't even know where Han Zhou lived.He was afraid that he would not be able to explain clearly on the phone. He was very afraid that Han Zhou would repeat the sentence "We don't want to see each other for the time being" as soon as the call was connected. He would definitely go crazy after hearing it.

In desperation, he can only turn to Zheng Yun for help, hoping that Zheng Yun, who has several love experiences, can give him some good advice.

"Actually, I know you don't like to hear this. The situation last time can be regarded as his refusal to have sex with you. Of course, there are two possibilities for this. One is that he didn't think about your relationship clearly and didn't want to Responsible, the other is that he thinks too clearly and wants to be responsible for you. If it’s the former, it’s probably not good. If it’s the latter, it means he’s not just playing around with you, he’s here to be serious. .”

After hearing Li Yinian's words, Zheng Yun was actually more inclined to the first possibility.From his sister's point of view, he didn't want Li Yinian to be hurt because of this.She could actually speak more bluntly, but this is the first time Li Yi Nian has encountered emotional troubles, so she can only choose to be as tactful as possible.

"You've made it very clear, let's just treat dinner together as a date. He offered to go out on a date, but quickly said that he couldn't come. I think it's just an excuse, let alone he doesn't want to. See you again."

Li Yinian emphasized: "He said that we will not meet for the time being."

Zheng Yun shook her head: "Do you think there is a difference?"

It really doesn't.

The word "temporary" is difficult to define specifically, it may be a day, or a week, a month, or even a year or more.The definition of this length depends on Han Zhou's own wishes. Li Yinian is not stupid, he knows that Han Zhou is likely to repent.

It was his wishful thinking to keep in touch with Han Zhou. Although Han Zhou didn't refuse, didn't he say it from the beginning?They are not suitable.

"Anyway, I think so. He probably thinks that you still have no possibility of being together." Zheng Yun patted him on the shoulder: "I also don't agree with you pursuing him unilaterally. It doesn’t matter if you reject it twice? You’re not just anyone, it’s too easy to find someone better than him, so don’t spend any more time on him.”

Even Zheng Yun said so, this time Li Yi Nian really felt depressed.

He thought that if he showed more enthusiasm, Han Zhou would be more or less infected by him, but being rejected again and again, Han Zhou really made him feel daunted.

"You don't even know how much I like him."

"No matter how much you like it, you can't be cheap." Zheng Yun is very principled, "Even if you go all the way to catch up with him, if he reluctantly stays with you, he won't cherish you in the end. Men are like this, things that are too easy to get are not worth it." It's important, finish it before it starts, so you don't have any real losses."

Just give up like this?

Li Yinian was actually quite unwilling, but it really took a lot of courage to let him continue to be mean.

"You let me think about it."

After returning home, he sat on the sofa and thought about it for a long time. The last time he confessed his love, Han Zhou's refusal was subtly resolved by a few words, but this time Han Zhou didn't give him a chance. After sending that sentence, he didn't send any other messages. , if not literally, he should have explained it clearly.Han Zhou is not the kind of person who doesn't understand. He either makes it clear or waits for him to ask.

If Han Zhou is willing to answer his call, does it mean that this matter can still be explained?

Li Yi Nian thought, I'm going to risk it anyway, or I'll make another call.People often say that there are only three things, and if he is rejected for the third time, then he will let Han Zhou disappear into the wind, and treat him as an unattainable goal in his memory, a first love that could not end well.

The reason why Han Zhou sent such a message actually had his own ideas.

On the one hand, because of Ji Chengpeng's appearance, he was worried that Li Yinian's identity would be discovered, and that lunatic Ji Chengpeng might do something to him.On the other hand, Ji Chengpeng's appearance also seemed like God gave him a chance, a chance to cut off his relationship with Li Yinian.Li Yinian is a person with self-respect, and if he treats him with such an attitude, he will probably give up.

It would be fine if the two of them could end up at this moment.

Li Yinian closed his eyes and pressed the call button. He thought, all his courage was spent on this phone call. No matter what Han Zhou said, he would listen. He directly scolded him with a loud voice, "You are an ignorant idiot, you deserve to be single for the rest of your life."

The phone rang for a long time, so long that he thought that Han Zhou would not answer his calls again, the familiar voice finally came out from the receiver, calling his name: "Mu Mu."

"Don't talk yet! Let me finish talking!"

No matter what, he thought, this time he would say everything he hadn't said.If Han Zhou wanted to reject him for the third time, he would do everything he could, and he would have no regrets.

Han Zhou didn't say anything, and waited quietly for him to speak.

"Actually, I never thought of pestering you, really. Brother Han Zhou, I'm not as good as you think, and I'm afraid of many things. I didn't dare to call you, but I really...really I don't want it to end like this. I'm happy all day today, and I don't even want to do work at the thought of having dinner with you after work. I'm afraid you don't like where I live, but I'm usually pretty messy, no Love tidying up, yesterday I did a special cleaning and prepared slippers and water glasses for you."

Han Zhou found that his heart was beating very fast.

"You said that we are not suitable, I understand very well, from many aspects, we are not suitable. But I like you, I want you so much, I want you to love me so much, I want to go crazy. I still want I have learned a lot, but I can’t say it, because it would make me look very stupid. Han Qing told me before that you hope he can get good grades in the exam, and you like smart children, but I don’t Smart. I want to act smarter in front of you, but in fact, I didn’t even pass CET-[-] in college, and I finally got my graduation certificate after taking CET-[-] in a school.”

Han Zhou clenched his fists, his ears were burning.

"Ha... Look, I'm already talking nonsense. I don't know what to say, so go ahead."

Li Yinian suddenly fell silent as if waiting for the final verdict.

Han Zhou rubbed his hot eye sockets. He found that his throat hurt so badly that his voice was hoarse when he spoke.He asked Li Yinian: "Have you had dinner yet?"

Thinking of the sweet dinner that he had fantasized about, Li Yinian suddenly felt wronged, and he replied with tears: "No."

"Do you have food at home?"

Li Yi Nian thought of the two lonely eggs in the refrigerator: "There are two eggs."

Han Zhou paused and said, "Then wait for me, I'll cook noodles for you."

Li Yinian understood what he meant, and immediately jumped up from the sofa: "I'll wait for you downstairs!"

"No need," Han Zhou hurriedly stopped him, "Just tell me your house number. I probably remember the location, but I don't know which floor you live in."

Li Yinian quickly reported the house number, then stood at the entrance and waited anxiously.

Soon he remembered that the place where Han Zhou lived was not too close to here, no matter what, it would take more than 10 minutes to drive here, not to mention that he had to buy noodles first.He hurriedly checked the house again, making sure that every corner was clean and tidy, and even picked up the socks that had been kicked under the sofa when he came back just now, and hid them in the bathroom.

When the doorbell rang, he stood by the door, pressed the unlock button, opened the door a crack, and stood in front of the crack, waiting for Han Zhou to come up.

Fortunately, there was no power outage today, and the elevator was very fast.

Han Zhou pushed open the door and saw him standing there.

He didn't change clothes, just came in a sweatshirt.

Li Yi Nian suddenly felt very uncomfortable, squatted down and set up his slippers, and was about to take off Han Zhou's shoes.

"You don't have to do this." Han Zhou took a step back, handed him the things he was carrying, and bent down to take off his shoes.

The two eggs in the refrigerator finally came in handy. Li Yi Nian heard the sound of eggs being laid in the pan, and soon smelled the aroma of fried eggs.

In fact, he was standing by the kitchen door, and Han Zhou was cooking noodles for him in the kitchen, so he couldn't bear to move away.

Han Zhou was stared at by him all the time, somewhat uncomfortable, and turned his head to urge him to wash his hands, but he turned on the faucet to wash in the kitchen, and still didn't leave a step.

Li Yinian doesn't know how to cook, and the kitchen only has simple furnishings.Fortunately, he occasionally cooks instant noodles or eggs by himself, otherwise he might not even have a pot at home.Han Zhou cleverly bought all the basic seasonings, but even if it was white noodles without salt and taste, Li Yi Nian would definitely be able to eat them like a luxurious meal.

Seeing his reluctance to leave, Han Zhou felt amused and felt strangely warm. He sighed, walked up to Li Yinian, picked up his hands that were still dripping, and put them on his sweatshirt. dry off.

Li Yinian looked at the water stains on the hem of his clothes, and felt that he was so happy that he would faint in a second.

But he can't faint, at least he has to eat the noodles before fainting.

Han Zhou's cooking skills must be pretty good, and Li Yi Nian felt delicious after just one bite.It's not because Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder, it is indeed much better than the noodles he usually eats, and he has been hungry for a whole day, and now he doesn't feel full after a big bowl of noodles.After he finished eating, he took the initiative to wash the dishes. Han Zhou saw that he was not very skilled in washing dishes, so he guessed that he seldom did it himself when he was at home.

This is indeed the case, Li Yinian occasionally cooks instant noodles at home, he doesn't need a bowl at all, he just takes the pot and eats it.

After eating the noodles, the two sat on the sofa and watched TV. Li Yinian was afraid that Han Zhou would suddenly say, "I'll go back after cooking the noodles." Fortunately, this didn't happen.

What Han Zhou said was, "Sit over here."

Li Yinian hurriedly followed suit and sat down next to him.

Han Zhou grabbed his shoulders and asked, "Are you scared?"

Li Yinian nodded: "Don't let this kind of ups and downs happen again, I really can't bear it." He mustered up the courage to turn over and save Han Zhou's waist: "But it doesn't matter, you are by my side now, this is much better than I thought Yes. I didn't even dare to blink my eyes just now, I was afraid that what I saw was the hallucination caused by my obsession too deeply."

Han Zhou lowered his head, saw Li Yinian staring at his eyes, and kissed him deeply on the lips.

He thought, this time he still failed to refuse to the end, so he should not say anything that made him sad in the future.

Li Yinian was so weak from his kiss that he fell down on the sofa. Han Zhou let him go and brushed his messy hair.Looking at Han Zhou's face close at hand, he asked in a low voice, "Then can you stay tonight?"

Han Zhou froze for a moment, then smiled: "Yes."

Li Yi Nian immediately thought of a very important question: "I forgot to prepare—"

Han Zhou actually didn't think about it. Although it was difficult to sit still, he stayed to appease Li Yinian.He knew that if he left at this time, he might be thinking wildly again.Of course it wasn't Li Yi Nian's fault, it was all caused by his timidity.

He pulled Li Yinian up from the sofa: "You can prepare later."

Li Yinian didn't think so.

What a great opportunity this is. If I don't do it, I always feel that he may suddenly regret it at any time.

Looking at his regretful expression, Han Zhou slapped his forehead with a wry smile: "I didn't come here for this, you..." He kissed the forehead he had slapped: "I came here today , I just want to tell you that I was too hesitant before, now that I have made up my mind, I will not change it again."

Li Yinian rubbed his nose: "Then will you sleep in my bed tonight?"

Han Zhou held him in his arms: "My mother slept with me last night. I gave him the bed. I didn't sleep well all night. Today I don't want to sleep on the sofa anymore."

Li Yinian looked back at him, unable to hold back the smile on his face.

"I have two beds here, but I'm going to quietly lock the door of the other bedroom while you're in the bathroom, and then you'll have no choice but to sleep in my bed."

Han Zhou smiled and stood up: "Okay, then I'll go to the bathroom now."

The author has something to say: Li Yinian is a soft sweet bean.