The man who was taken away by the season

Chapter 6 6. If the farewell is not thorough

The opportunity to return to China came too naturally, so Zhou Haihe took this opportunity to go back according to his own will.Before leaving, the professor had a good chat with Zhou Haihe. The professor hoped that Zhou Haihe would think about it when he went back, and hoped that he could return to the United States and work on projects with him.Being able to do research while going to school, and having a fairly low income is an opportunity that many people studying abroad dream of, but Zhou Haihe didn't immediately reply to the professor.Firstly, he was worried about his parents, so he always had to go back to discuss it, and secondly, he still had one thing that he hadn't gotten an answer to. If he just ignored it, he would probably regret it for the rest of his life.

I didn't tell my parents about returning home, because I had to deal with the professor's affairs first, and I didn't want my parents to read at home, so I simply told them when I got home.Moreover, Zhou Haihe still decided to find Liu Nan, and he had to explain to each other about what happened five years ago.If it is so unclear, the answer may seem obvious to others, but if Zhou Haihe can't hear Liu Nan's answer with his own ears, he may never be able to give up completely.

The professor's affairs went smoothly. Both parties had already communicated clearly before, handed in the documents and collected some data.I stayed in the company there for about half a month, basically compared all the experimental data and sent the results to the professor, and then Zhou Haihe started his vacation.And he has been looking for Liu Nan in various ways for 20 days—from the day he decided to return to China, Zhou Haihe began to purposefully look for former mutual friends or friends and classmates who were close to Liu Nan.

After traveling to several cities, the so-called hard work pays off, Zhou Haihe waited until Liu Nan got off work.The meeting between the two was actually uneventful. Zhou Haihe already knew that he was married and that his wife was about to give birth before he went to meet this person.These made Zhou Haihe very frustrated, but it is not unacceptable, he has already prepared for the worst, and now everything is better than expected-at least Liu Nan did not pretend not to know him or directly told him not to Come to bother yourself again.

"Senior." Zhou Haihe looked at the man in front of him, as if the past five years were just a joke, because he would still feel moved when he saw this man again.

"Hai, Haihe?" Liu Nan hasn't changed much. Although Zhou Haihe has matured and looks like an elite, Zhou Haihe has changed a lot. The quiet and childish big boy before now looks very calm, with a convincing aura.

"Long time no see." Zhou Haihe didn't know why he could talk about these unnutritious topics calmly.

"Well, long time no see." Liu Nan followed his words, and seemed to feel that it was inappropriate to keep silent like this, so she spoke again, "You haven't eaten yet, have you? Let's go eat, and I'll welcome you."

"Okay, thank you senior." Zhou Haihe looked at the man opposite who was suddenly a bit cautious and smiled harmlessly, but his heart was extremely bitter. He didn't think that it would be impossible to be the same as before if he didn't see two people for five years. When dealing with Liu Nan who was too polite to him, Zhou Haihe still felt that he overestimated his tolerance.

I chose Zhou Haihe, who likes Hunan cuisine very much. Zhou Haihe likes spicy food, but he is incapable of prickly ash, so he has always loved Hunan cuisine the most. However, the Sichuan cuisine that many people never forget is average.It turned out that Liu Nan still remembered, and Zhou Haihe was a little happy again.At this time, just a little thing and a word can make Zhou Haihe's mood fluctuate greatly.He knew it was wrong, but he couldn't control it. It seemed that since he hadn't seen this person for five years, everything had started to get out of control.

I love him.

I still love him.

There were only these two sentences in Zhou Haihe's mind, and he couldn't figure out what the big table of food tasted like.

Afterwards, the two chatted a lot, talking about their experiences over the years, but neither of them mentioned anything about the original agreement and Liu Nan's breaking the appointment.Another thing that no one mentioned is the current life of each other. Zhou Haihe didn't want to talk about it because he knew it. Maybe Liu Nan didn't know how to talk about it.But things always have to be faced, Zhou Haihe felt that he had to push himself, so he said, "Senior, I contacted my senior before, and she said that you are married." After finishing speaking, he stopped After a while, "Congratulations."

"Well, she is pregnant now, and the due date is next month." Speaking of this, Liu Nan, who had been a little uncomfortable, laughed, and then he asked again, "How about you? How are you?"

"I... Senior, you know, I'm gay." Zhou Haihe had already lit a cigarette when he said this, he had never smoked before.

"Uh... the United States is so open, and now the whole of the United States recognizes same-sex marriage..." Liu Nan stopped, perhaps thinking that five years ago, the fool in front of me just ignored him in order to marry him went to America.

"Haihe, I..." Before he could say anything, Zhou Haihe interrupted him, "Senior, can you take me in for a day today?" He didn't say anything more.

"Okay, okay, you can come to my house and meet your sister-in-law." Liu Nan refused the cigarette that Zhou Haihe handed over before, saying that he quit, probably for the sake of his wife and children.he's changed.Or maybe this is what he should look like, an elite in the workplace, a good family background, knowledgeable and responsible, loving his family and his wife and children.This person has really become the son that all parents want, Zhou Haihe suddenly thought about himself, and twitched the corner of his mouth a little self-deprecatingly, but he couldn't even learn to laugh.

Liu Nan's wife is very gentle, probably because she is going to be a mother soon, she looks warm.After Zhou Haihe said hello, Liu Nan and him continued to chat a lot.Zhou Haihe thought, maybe it's not a bad thing to end like this.But things developed in an unexpected direction again. Liu Nan's wife suddenly suffered from abdominal pain, and she fell into a coma after being sent to the hospital.

Afterwards, Zhou Haihe accompanied Liu Nan to work in the hospital for a long time, and in the end, in the end, he just got the word "scroll".This man he loved for so many years and waited for so many years, after relying on him weakly and giving him hope, asked him "where is his conscience" so righteously.Zhou Haihe couldn't help but want to laugh, he didn't know why he had to be hurt so cruelly by their Liu family over and over again when he just wanted to be with him.Zhou Haihe came out of the hospital, and when he was at the door, he suddenly thought, maybe Zheng Keke, Liu Nan's wife, would be the greatest punishment for them if they remained unconscious like this.It's just that this woman is so innocent. Among all these incidents, the most innocent are this woman and the child in her belly, but now they are the ones who pay the price for these things.

How unfair is the world?

Zhou Haihe thought, he is still too kind.He felt sorry for wanting Zheng Keke to die at that moment before.Maybe Liu Nan is right, he is really not a good person.But for so many years, he has been a well-behaved child for so many years, so what now?

Can you give me a chance to be a bad guy once.Just let me take you away from her, okay?

Before he could say those words, that person had already told him to go away.So it's about time.The five-year-delayed breakup is finally coming to an end.Five years ago, Liu Nan unilaterally ended their love. This time, it was his turn to end the mistake that had dragged on for too long.

We, never see each other again.

If love cannot be thorough, it is injury; if hatred cannot be thorough, it is debt; if farewell is not thorough, it is probably betrayal.I have failed myself and the courage I have accumulated for nearly 2000 days and nights.