Chapter 17 16. Reunion may not be an injury-2
Chapter 17 16. Reunion may not be an injury-2
The second time I saw Liu Nan was when Zheng Zizai helped Zhou Haihe buy clothes.It's a rare break and the two of them are not so busy, so they sneak out to buy the clothes of the season, and make a long-lost appointment.Zhou Haihe also gradually got used to some of Zheng Zizai's little romances. Maybe people are really easy to get close to the red, the red and the black, and it seems destined to be influenced by the people around him.Or, I just want to make this person happy, so I am willing to accompany him to do things that will make him happy.Zhou Haihe thinks he is not a romantic person, but this does not prevent him from becoming a caring and good lover.
In fact, Zhou Haihe was not the first to see Liu Nan. At that time, Zhou Haihe was changing clothes in the fitting room and trying on the coat that Zheng Zizai had chosen for him.Zheng Zizai had never met Liu Nan, but this did not prevent him from recognizing the man who played an important role in Zhou Haihe's life at a glance.He didn't want to admit that he had always been jealous of the man who occupied Zhou Hai and his entire youth, but he couldn't help being impressed by that man.All those youthful memories about Zhou Haihe that Zheng Zizai wanted to have, as well as the initial initiation and devotion to love, were easily obtained by that person. Zheng Zizai never said it, but he knew very well how he was. She is envious of the man who doesn't know how to cherish.I will not thank him for quitting. Even if that person is still by Zhou Haihe's side, Zheng Zizai feels that he will not let go. He thinks he is not a good person in the first place. When he meets Zhou Haihe, he is bound to win no matter what. do not let it go.He even thought about what he would do if Zhou Haihe had already married a woman and had children when he met Zhou Haihe. After thinking about it for a long time, he still had to admit that he would do anything to get this man.
Whether it is fate or robbery.
Liu Nan came out of a nearby men's clothing store. He was followed by a little girl, very small and cute, but she looked weak.And Zhou Haihe discovered Liu Nan because Zheng Zizai had been staring at them, and Zhou Haihe, who followed Zheng Zizai's gaze, discovered Liu Nan's father and daughter.Yes, that little girl who is almost three years old but still very thin is Liu Nan's daughter, the child of Liu Nan and Zheng Keke.
It may be that Zheng Zizai's gaze was too hot, when Zhou Haihe saw Liu Nan, Liu Nan just turned around and found them both.When the three majors and one junior sat down together in the coffee shop, Zhou Haihe felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't stop Zheng Zizai's invitation.Even if it's just an ordinary friend, it's a basic courtesy to have a cup of coffee together when you meet.
Liu Nan's daughter, Liu Jiajia, was born prematurely. Although she has been carefully nursed back to, she is still weaker than children of the same age, with a much poorer physique and not strong enough.But it can be seen that Liu Nan loves this child very much.Perhaps, people are born with an indescribable deep love for their offspring. Whether it is the instinct of creatures or the wisdom of human beings, blood relationship is a wonderful thing.Thinking of this, Zhou Haihe felt a little sad. He and Zheng Zizai would never have two children connected by blood.This is probably the most powerless thing he can do about this marriage, but there are gains and losses. Instead of marrying a woman who has no feelings and having children, Zhou Haihe still prefers to be with the person he loves for the rest of his life.Things like children are always unpredictable.Blood relationship may be very attractive, but love is the most important thing—neither Zhou Haihe nor Zheng Zizai ever thought of going to be a surrogate.
The little guy is very well-behaved, and he doesn't like to talk. After he said hello, he quietly ate his own little cake.The three adults on the side were relatively speechless for a while, Liu Nan didn't know how to speak, Zhou Haihe didn't know what to say at all, and Zheng Zizai was worried that his speaking would make Zhou Haihe unhappy.But the more this kind of silence, the more embarrassing it was. Zhou Haihe took a deep breath, and decided to start it himself.
"Is Jiajia's mother okay?" Zhou Haihe is really not a person who can chat, but this question won Zheng Zizai's heart.
"She died half a year after giving birth to Jiajia." Liu Nan said flatly.
"Uh, I'm sorry." Zhou Haihe was really going to die of his stupidity.
"It's okay, it's not anyone's fault." Liu Nan looked up at Zhou Haihe after speaking.
Zhou Haihe suddenly remembered that Jiajia gave birth prematurely because Zheng Keke saw him, and his face suddenly turned pale. "Because of me?"
"Ah?" Liu Nan didn't react for a moment.
"Mother Jiajia, is it because of me that she died?" Zhou Haihe said with some difficulty. Zheng Zizai, who was at the side, felt his trembling, and stretched out his hand to hold his hand in his own.
"No. This matter has nothing to do with you. You don't want to take everything on yourself. Jiajia's mother is because of her own health. We have tried our best, but after all, people will not survive." Liu Nan finished speaking, Sighing, I feel that the whole person is not so energetic.In fact, when I met Zhou Haihe again after returning to China, I discovered that Liu Nan was no longer as vigorous as before. I thought it was an illusion last time, but I realized this time when I saw him. Probably this once proud man has also been worn away by life.
"Then you?" Zhou Haihe didn't relax because of Liu Nan's words.
"I take Jiajia by myself now. My parents took her when she was young, and now she is in kindergarten. I have an aunt at home, so I take it with me. My company jumps to the river, and my parents are more used to it. I'm in my hometown, so I don't want them to follow me around. My child, it's more at ease to be with my parents." Liu Nan took a sip of coffee, looked up at Zhou Haihe, "I don't plan to get married anymore. After all, Jiajia Now, getting married is not fair to anyone. I don’t believe that others will really treat Jiajia well, and I can’t ask others not to have children after marriage.”
Zhou Haihe frowned, and was about to speak when Zheng Zizai interrupted him, "Haihe, is this the senior you mentioned earlier?"
It was only at this moment that Zhou Haihe realized that he hadn't introduced them to these two people. He was a little embarrassed and guilty.Obviously nothing happened, but he still lost his composure when he saw Liu Nan, maybe he still underestimated the influence of that relationship on him.Sighing silently in my heart, I don't know how to coax Zheng Zizai when I go back later.
"Well, this is Liu Nan, my senior." Zhou Haihe still bite the bullet and opened his mouth.
"Hello, Mr. Liu, I am," said Zheng Zizai who stretched out his hand, turned his head and looked at the people around him with a smile, "I am Haihe's lover."
"Ah, oh, hello." Liu Nan seemed shocked by this man's unadorned words, and was a little taken aback.He could tell that the atmosphere of these two people was unusual, but when Zhou Haihe was with him before, the two of them were sneaky together, but this person was so unscrupulous and so intimate with Zhou Haihe outside. Straightforward self-introduction.
"We got married in the United States." It seemed that the words were not surprising, and Liu Nan Zheng Zizai, who was a little frightened, simply dropped another explosive news.
"Ah?!" This time, Liu Nan didn't even care about the basic politeness, and said in surprise, "I'm sorry, I was rude." Realizing her gaffe, Liu Nan quickly apologized.
Zheng Zizai didn't mind, he just smiled and said nothing, he just wanted this person to understand that Zhou Haihe was already his.In fact, this is not the first time Zheng Zizai has done this. This man just likes to declare his ownership of Zhou Haihe everywhere.Zhou Haihe has always been used to his little capriciousness, because he also knows that this person is not a disrespectful person. At least these days after returning to China, Zheng Zizai has never done anything too intimate outside.Compared with others, Zheng Zizai always puts Zhou Haihe's feelings first, and he never wants to make things difficult for Zhou Haihe.
"Congratulations." Liu Nan didn't look too good when he said this, "I'll make up gifts for you next time."
"No need, a blessing is enough." Zheng Zizai refused politely, and added in his heart, "Anyway, we don't know each other that well."
The atmosphere was a little awkward for a moment, Zhou Haihe said something else belatedly and changed the subject.Then the three of them drank coffee without embarrassment, sat for a while, and each made excuses to leave.
After they separated, Zheng Zizai no longer had any interest in shopping, so he dragged Zhou Haihe to watch an inexplicable movie. The 3D movie was very long, but Zheng Zizai didn't know what the movie was about, he just stared at the screen quietly.Zhou Haihe was always silent, especially in the movie theater, he didn't even say a word.On the way back, the two of them were also speechless for a while, and the atmosphere was a little depressed again.
"Haihe..." It will always be Zheng Zizai who can't stand it first.
"Hmm. What's the matter?" Zhou Haihe was not a sensitive person at certain times, well, at many times.
"You..." Zheng Zizai didn't know what he wanted to ask. He didn't want to interfere with the two people's current life because of the past. He was very satisfied with the current state, and he cherished it because it was hard won. He didn't want to be affected by anyone or anything. until now.
"Zizai, if, if that woman died because of me. I..." Zhou Haihe held Zheng Zizai's hand tightly, very hard, and he didn't know it hurt when he pinched him.
"Don't think wildly. People have said that it has nothing to do with you." Zheng Zizai put his arms around Zhou Haihe's waist.
"But, it was because of seeing me that the woman fell into a coma and gave birth prematurely..." Zhou Haihe went to the United States after leaving that year, and did not pay attention to Liu Nan's affairs afterward.When I think about it now, I feel that I am actually a pretty irresponsible person. Zheng Keke was so dangerously unconscious when he left, but he only wanted to be hurt by Liu Nan and ran away.
"Haihe, it's not your fault. If you don't believe me, I'll help you investigate tomorrow, okay?" Zheng Zizai saw Zhou Haihe panic and blame himself for the first time.He didn't know much about what happened back then, so he didn't know how to comfort him.Now is not a good time to understand the details of the matter. Zheng Zizai really hates Liu Nan, and every time he appears, nothing good happens.
Fortunately, Zheng Zizai's investigation showed that Zheng Keke was not in good health, the premature birth was just an accident, and she didn't know anything about Liu Nan and Zhou Haihe.Based on Zhou Haihe's description, the meeting with Liu Nan at that time was just a simple meeting of friends, which would not irritate Zheng Keke at all.It can only be said that everything is too coincidental.Although Zhou Haihe still blamed himself, he was no longer as uneasy as before.
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