Love of Autumn

Chapter 10 The Love That Can Be Wrong or Wrong

When she was confessed by a girl for the first time, Ruoqing still felt a little flustered, thinking that it was cruel to reject someone who liked her, but later she found that the girl she rejected was sad for at most three days, and then continued to live happily.Thinking of the pain and depression she had suffered for Yao Xin's departure for so long, Ruoqing couldn't help feeling disappointed with these girls. Do they really understand what it feels like to like someone?Since it's not serious, why bother to confess and waste everyone's time?It was so boring.Since then, Ruoqing has gradually become cynical, heartless, and very disgusted with the so-called crush.

Tao Jia bit her lower lip, as if she had made up her mind, she broke free from Ruoqing's hands, bent down, and threw off the quilt on the bed.

Ruoqing stared straight at her, she stood blankly, then suddenly changed her expression, and said in a panic: "Why, why are you... a virgin... I, I didn't mean to..."

Tao Jia blushed, and covered the bright red blood on the bed sheet with the quilt again.Her voice was soft, floating in the room like a breeze: "I like you for many years, I know you hate girls who don't love themselves, so I never let anyone touch you. I want to clean up everything for you."

Ruoqing felt that the world was spinning, and her world view was about to collapse.The girls she met in the past either treated sex as a game, or had sex with women as a game. Faced with such a "lover", she can accept all comers.Girls who don't love themselves don't deserve love, this is the principle that Ruoqing insists on.It's not that she has any virginity complex, she just hopes that the other party can keep clean and clean. Although Ruoqing is dissatisfied with the modern people's mentality of treating love as a pastime, there is nothing she can do about it.

This incident was completely unexpected. Ruoqing's disorderly behavior after drinking has exceeded Ruoqing's usual behavior. She actually contributed her most precious virgin body, Ruoqing's attitude at this time will directly determine whether she is a human or a beast.If saying "you play with me, I'll play with you" is just a passive resistance, then it also means that Ruoqing has a longing for a pure and pure girl in her heart, and Tao Jia is the one who doesn't play with feelings and loves her. The "heterogeneous" whose lover is loyal and loyal, also happened to respond to Yao Xin's words:

"Go find a clean, nice girl."

Ruoqing was still immersed in the sadness and depression of losing her love last night. When she woke up, she found that she was about to fall into another relationship entanglement. She still couldn't forget Yao Xin in her heart. Yes, and...then what.Now in a dilemma, even a master in the field of love has no choice but to be at a loss.

Seeing Ruoqing's distressed face, Tao Jia sighed, and still said softly, "Ruoqing, don't be embarrassing, what happened last night... If you don't want to remember, just pretend it never happened. Being so close to you, being able to talk to you, is already the greatest happiness. I don’t ask you to give me anything, I just ask you to keep me by your side, whether you are a mistress or a slave, as long as If I can be with you, I will be content."

Ruoqing hurriedly said: "What are you talking about? Although I don't know you yet, I will never wrong you. Last night, I treated you as someone else, and that's why I did this to you. Your fault is all my problem. Give me some time, we must figure out the relationship between the two of us, and we cannot be irresponsible to you. "

Tao Jia tried her best to hold back her tears, and asked, "Is the other person you're talking about Yao Xin?"

Ruoqing was taken aback and said, "How do you know?"

Tao Jia smiled wryly and said, "Last night, when you and I... were 'like that', you kept calling her name."

When Ruoqing heard this, the scene of last night flashed through her mind—yes, that’s right, it was Tao Jia who brought me here from the bar, she put me on the bed to wipe my sweat, and then I regarded her as a Yao Xin...Damn it!She must have been in a lot of pain last night, both physically and mentally.

Tao Jia gently stroked Ruoqing's face and said, "You don't have to worry about me, what happened last night was voluntary, I don't know what else to say to understand my intentions, I really just want to stay It's just by your side!" After speaking, tears welled up in his eyes.

Ruoqing was deeply moved, and hugged Tao Jia's thin body.She gritted her teeth, with tears in her eyes, both blaming herself for hurting Tao Jia and grieving for Yao Xin hurting herself. In contrast, Tao Jia's innocence touched her heart.

"Tao Jia, let's date, I will treat you well." Ruoqing's eyes were firm, she was not so much encouraging the other party as she was warning herself.

Tao Jia couldn't see Ruoqing's expression. She leaned into Ruoqing's arms and asked uneasily, "What about Yao Xin? I know you love her, don't you want to chase her back?"

Ruoqing frowned, and said displeasedly: "She doesn't want me anymore, so I won't force it. You are not a third party, so don't have a psychological burden."

Tao Jia said lightly: "No, I am the third party. You don't love me, but I insist on staying by your side. It doesn't make sense anyway. Ruoqing, don't lie to yourself, the one you love It's Yao Xin, we must chase her back."

Ruoqing asked distressedly: "Then what should you do? Don't you want to be with me?"

"There are many ways to be together," Tao Jia said, "Even if you are not an aboveboard couple, living under the same roof as a companion is the same. I don't care about status, the key is whether you are satisfied with this kind of life, without Yao Xin , even if there are ten more me, you will still feel dissatisfied; with Yao Xin, you will feel satisfied if you only have one more me. Because I love you, I hope you are happy, as long as you are satisfied, I will Satisfied."

The author has something to say: Tao Jia: It turns out that Ruoqing has been secretly in love with Yao Xin all along~~

Author: Don't you know?

Tao Jia: Oh, my memory is a bit confused after plastic surgery.

Author: ······Nima I wrote this is science fiction?