Love of Autumn

Chapter 16 I also have a secret

The cool autumn wind rolled up the dead leaves on the branches and hovered in the streets of the city.Yao Xin and Tao Jia sat face to face in the coffee shop on the corner of the street.

Yao Xin said solemnly, "Miss Tao, do you really think that the two of us can stay by Ruoqing's side and live in harmony?"

Tao Jia asked casually, "Is there any question?"

Yao Xin hesitated and said: "I don't understand, how can you tolerate Ruoqing infinitely? If you really love her, you should be like me. When you see her with other women, you will feel very uncomfortable .”

"I'm uncomfortable," Tao Jia replied sincerely, "but you are not some 'other woman', you are the only woman Ruoqing has loved since she was a child, and her love for you will not change because of anyone I know Ruoqing's personality very well, so I won't ask Ruoqing to give me her whole heart."

Tao Jia's attitude caught Yao Xin by surprise. She thought Tao Jia's view of love was still naive, so she put herself in the position of a "third party" heartlessly. Deeper than yourself.

Yao Xin asked puzzledly: "Why did Miss Tao fall in love with Ruoqing? I don't think it's just because she is outstanding?"

Tao Jia took a sip of coffee, pondered for a moment, and said, "Ruoqing is very good. I knew this before you. When I was young, everyone thought I was not good-looking, so I was often bullied. In fact, I am more beautiful than you." Girls know better, and I have long known that most people only love the beautiful appearance. They can try their best to show their gentle and kind side in front of beautiful people, but they use the most severe and vicious side to treat me. I I never insisted on anything until I met Ruoqing in high school. Although she just helped me when I fell down, I have been in love with her for so many years. Because I know she is different from others, she is not Bad-hearted, she doesn't know what to say, she really respects me from the bottom of her heart. Maybe you don't understand this feeling, what I want to say is, I know I don't deserve her, but I can't help it Stop loving her."

Yao Xin hurriedly said: "I didn't mean that, you two are a good match..."

Before Yao Xin could finish speaking, Tao Jia interrupted her calmly and said, "I understand, but you don't understand. I had plastic surgery just so that Ruoqing could see me."

Yao Xin was surprised and speechless.

Ruoqing said with a wry smile: "Look, it's not just you who have secrets, but me too. Even though they are students in the same high school, you and Ruoqing don't know me, and no matter where you go, you are the focus of everyone's attention. I dropped out of school and went to Shanghai because of Ruoqing, and I went to her school to find her. At that time, she was so glamorous that any beautiful woman would be overshadowed by her. I made up my mind to have plastic surgery, not to compare my beauty with anyone, but just to let her see it When I am, I can feel comfortable."

The more Yao Xin listened, the more she felt pity, and said with emotion: "You have waited for her for so many years and done so many things for her, don't you want her to know?"

Tao Jia smiled and shook her head, and said: "I won't tell her, and I don't want her to reciprocate. Loving her is my own business, not just to get her. I want to apologize to you. After you broke up last time, Ruoqing was drunk at the bar, I took her to my room, and then I did something sorry for you. But please don't get me wrong, she kept calling your name that night, I was just your substitute. Said After all, I have selfishness, seeing Ruoqing in so much pain, I think she needs me, even if only once, I hope I can do something for her."

Yao Xin was speechless, she felt that compared to Tao Jia's sacrifice, what she had done for Ruoqing was really insignificant.

"Although Ruoqing has sex after drinking, she regretted it very much when she knew that it was my first night. I knew she was in a difficult situation. She didn't want to let me down, and she didn't want to betray you. In the end, she chose to let me go Staying by your side is just for peace of mind. If you can't even tolerate me being around her, it may be even more difficult to accept her flirtatious and lustful nature. You can find out by just doing some research. Back then when no one cared about her in college, she said It's hard to hear—she's just a 'beast'." Tao Jia couldn't help covering her mouth and laughing, and persuaded Yao Xin: "Everyone has shortcomings, and Ruoqing's shortcoming is that she treats everyone well. Very good, her kindness is too average, it is easy to make people feel close, and she doesn't know how to refuse the closeness of others. If you can't let go of the sensitivity and suspicion in your heart, you won't be able to integrate into her love."

Yao Xin felt that Tao Jia's analysis was right, everyone was a little bit wrong, after all, Ruoqing didn't meet a slut who loved each other, she just wanted to have fun.Now Yao Xin can understand Ruoqing's choice. She and Tao Jia are together entirely out of responsibility. This is also the greatest satisfaction for Tao Jia, and she really can't care about it any more.

Tao Jia opened up her heart to Yao Xin and gained her trust.Although it is a bit strange, this pair of rivals and Ruoqing live under the same roof, and they are always peaceful and peaceful.

Of the three, Ruoqing was the happiest. Not only did she get back her beloved woman, but she could also live up to her own conscience. She proudly told Situ Jing the good news.

Situ Jing didn't have such a good leisure time, listening to Yao Ruoqing talk about her "results".The subordinates sent by Chen Binglong pestered her all day to talk about the acquisition of Meili Company, and Situ Jing was very disturbed.She didn't know how Chen Binglong found out her address, when Ruoqing called, she asked Ruoqing casually, "Did you tell Yao Xin my address?"

Ruoqing said puzzledly: "No, Yao Xin never asked me about you, and she hasn't contacted Chen Binglong for a long time."

Situ Jing couldn't figure it out: If it wasn't Yao Xin, who would be secretly helping Chen Binglong?

The author has something to say: Ruoqing: Tell me, are you acting as an Infernal Affairs with me?

Yao Xin: It’s really not someone else~~~

Ruoqing: Don't say?Then I have to use lynching, hehehe (=^^=)

Yao Xin: You just want to bully others!Hate~~~