if love was a play

Chapter 1

"Su Ruoshui, you must help me with this favor."

In front of me is Mo Sang, a senior from the film and television company who has been taking care of me since two years ago.I am a freelance screenwriter, and it has always been my dream to become a freelance screenwriter. Two years ago, I finally made up my mind to resign from the film and television company where I had worked for three years, and concentrate on writing the book. In fact, it is precisely because of the advice and support of this senior in front of me.

"But..." I was a little hesitant. Brother Mo called me to the company today and said he had a job for me.I just heard that there is work to do, and my eyes immediately lit up. After all, I have been at home for a month and I am old. If there is no work, I am afraid that I will not be able to pay the rent.However……

"This drama is a new project that our company is trying. Although it is only an online drama, in order to open up the female market, we specially chose the theme of Tanmei. But when I received a call yesterday, the original screenwriter suddenly had other more important tasks. I can't do it anymore, but you know, the schedule for the future has been arranged, and the actor will be selected in a few days. I really can't find the right person, please! You must help me with this favor!"

Brother Mo in front of me clasped his hands together and bowed his waist again, making me at a loss as to how to refuse.

Danmei... let a man write Danmei?

Maybe he saw that I didn't answer for a long time, so he continued to lobby: "Talking about Tanmei is actually a story about the emperor and his male molestation. You always know the song of eternal regret, right? Just write Yang Guifei as a man."

In an instant, black lines appeared on my forehead... Brother Mo, do you have any misunderstandings about Tanmei?

"So, there is always an original story, right?" Under his begging, I finally let go.

Sure enough, Brother Mo was overjoyed, and he took my hand when he came over, his eyes glistening. "Yes, yes." As he spoke, he fished out a document from a pile of documents on the table and placed it in front of me.The title has four large characters, "Song of Life and Death".Turning to the first page, he took a cursory glance, and the general idea was not too different from Song of Everlasting Regret. As he said, it was just that the girl was replaced by the blue girl.

I looked up at him, hoping he could feel the million reluctances in my eyes.I am happy to have a job, but I also want to write a normal book. No matter how bad a court drama is, it must be a palace fight. Men like men. I have never experienced it in my life. How should I write it?Are you looking for a man to date?Then I'd be crazy to do that.

Sure enough, Brother Mo finally saw that I was in a dilemma, but...he seemed determined and would not let go, and kept emphasizing "Song of Everlasting Regret" and "Song of Everlasting Regret", which made me meet someone like Yang Let's talk about a man as beautiful as the imperial concubine.

However, being soft-hearted is my weakness.Looking at his dry looking eyes, he nodded his head after his mind was blank.

"We currently plan to have 20 episodes of this drama. The filming period is three months, and one episode will be shot, so the book can be given to me one by one. Of course, a summary of the episodes must be given before that. Next Saturday will be the selection of actors. I hope the book of the first episode can be given within this week. We need to have a specific positioning and lines for the role first, so as to facilitate the selection of actors. Oh, by the way, you can come together next Saturday and participate in the selection of actors , it will also be helpful in shaping the character in the future. Then, there is..."

Brother Mo dragged me on for more than an hour about story conception, character conception, and repeatedly emphasized the planning purpose of this drama many times, and finally let me go.

As a conscientious social person, once you take over the job, of course you will do your best.

In order to uphold the basic concept that art comes from life, this evening, I brought in a good buddy Hua Ziyao and decided to go to the GAY bar to find out.That buddy is my classmate in high school, and I have known him for ten years. When he heard me say that he was going to the gay bar, he looked at me in horror, and stepped back from me step by step, as if I was a hungry wolf. like.I immediately raised my hand and gave him a slap on the head, and said, "Don't worry, bro, even if I'm gay, I won't fall in love with you." After hearing what happened, I half-believingly agreed to accompany him. I went to find out together, but I don't know if it's my illusion that the way he looks at him is still weird.

"Ruoshui, your brother's personal safety is entirely up to you. You are responsible for taking me in and out safely." We stood at the door of a gay bar, he wanted to get closer, but he was a little afraid, and I kept a subtle distance.I couldn't help but burst out laughing, "I said, Brother Hua, are you a man? You can take care of your own safety!"

He gave me a bitter look, "You said it, sir, I'm going back."

"Uh uh uh! Don't!" I pulled him back immediately, "Brother, I'm... also afraid..." I smiled timidly as I asked for help... If I said I was afraid, then I didn't lie After all, it's my first time here too.A normal man would come to gay bars every now and then.

The two of us looked around at the door for a long time, afraid that some acquaintance would appear at this time, and then an ambiguous photo would spread in the circle of friends, "Su Ruoshui and Hua Ziyao went to a gay club in X City together" headline The news will be known to everyone, which is fucking embarrassing.

But fortunately, there was no one around, so it was a good time to enter.

I stretched out my hand and carefully pushed open the door, the bell on the door suddenly rang, which really jumped my thumping little heart into my throat.

The inside of the bar is not too different from an ordinary bar, it is dark, the lights are blurred, and there is a long jazz music playing, which is quite emotional.Hua Ziyao kept tugging at the corner of my clothes, we sat down at a bar, and asked the waiter to serve two glasses of whiskey.

Waiter understood from my face to Hua Ziyao's face, and smiled slightly: "This is the first time for the two of you?"

Dare he still remember every customer's face?

I nodded to him and raised the corners of my mouth.

He didn't talk too much nonsense, just made a little publicity: "Today, you are lucky to meet Jay's resident performance twice a month."

Jay?who?Is it red?I thought so, and asked the same question.

Waiter was not surprised, "Jay is our signature here. He used to be part of an underground band. After it disbanded, he came to our place to work part-time. In order to see Jay, we have some female guests here."

I looked around, and I could indeed see a few girls in twos and threes in the dark corner, chatting and laughing, and they were more at ease than the two of us, and the smile froze at the corner of the mouth in an instant.

Hua Ziyao next to me became daring when he saw the girl, and his hand loosened the corner of my clothes, and his expression became more natural, and he swayed his body gently following the Jazz. quick.I glared at him angrily, well, he didn't look at me at all, he was concentrating on the glass of whiskey and the ditty.I picked up the cup and took a sip. It was slightly spicy in my throat, but there was a hint of sweetness when it reached the back of my tongue, which was good.

Of course, I'm not as comfortable as Hua Ziyao, but I'm here to work.

Taking advantage of the time to sip the wine, he took a good look at this not-so-big bar.The bar is on the left after the entrance, and the remaining space is scattered with a few small tables, and the tables against the wall are equipped with sofas, and a candle is lit on each table.In the innermost part of the store is a very small stage, so small that only three people can stand on it, and the grand piano will definitely not be able to open.Today may be because that Jay will be on stage, and the seats are still full. When Hua Ziyao and I entered the store, there were only these two bar seats left.

I looked at the sofa by the wall again, it was strange... I felt guilty for a moment, and I wanted to look away immediately.But my reason is still reminding myself, work, work, this is for work.There are two over there, um, the men are having a hot fight on the sofa, cough, yes, the contact between the four lips is still a small case, and it is clear that one person's hand has already, cough, stretched out to the other... cough, um , everyone understands.I can't help but sigh in my heart... modern people are still very open.The one sitting next to him is much more restrained, it's just a passionate tongue kiss, um, that's all.Others are just cuddling, cuddling and cuddling.

I felt that I was reaching my limit, so I quickly took it back and stared blankly at the whiskey in front of me for a while. This pool of water looks really clear now, haha.

I was giggling, and suddenly felt a hand on my shoulder.I raised my head reflexively, and a man, a very handsome man, smiled at me, his eyes bent like peach blossoms in March, which made me a little flustered.

"What... what's the matter?" Hearing the voice that he was not on tune, he wished to slap himself.

The man's eyes turned deeper, "First time?"

I nodded, and subconsciously pulled Hua Ziyao beside me, the boy looked at me innocently.Look at hair?Didn't I come to you today just to serve as a shield?Well, this sentence has not been said to him.

"My name is Xuan Yu, what about you?" He looked at me with peachy eyes, making me more and more flustered, and almost wanted to say that I am not gay.So if I say it, will I be kicked out?

"Su Ruoshui."

"The goodness is like water, very good, very good." These words sounded strange to my ears, I glanced at him again, I couldn't make out his face under the dark light, I just knew that he smiled beautifully, as if... just like that " Looking back at the concubine Yang Guifei who smiled and smiled "Bai Meisheng"... wait a minute... eh?Suddenly, a flash of inspiration came to his mind, and he took his hand, "Brother, shall we be friends?"

His smile froze for a moment, and immediately parted the corners of his mouth doubled, and handed me a business card.

By the brightness of the candlelight on the table, I could see the words on it clearly: Xuan Yu, Manager of Propaganda Department of Jiahe Film and Television Group.

Damn, insider?

Beneath it was another business card: The Westin Hotel.

I twitched the corners of my mouth in embarrassment, his eyes seemed more attractive than before.I want to cry but have no tears, and my heart growls, I really just want to be friends with you!

Reluctantly, I had no choice but to hug Hua Ziyao who was cracking popcorn next to me, and smiled at him apologetically.He also pressed my hand with his hand very understandingly, left a glance with unfinished thoughts, and left.

This stubble was over, only a burst of screams could be heard from the audience, it was the girls in the corner.

The lights on the small stage were turned on, and a figure stood on the stage.It's not the current Xiao Xianrou's appearance, and he doesn't have the decadent feeling of the underground band. On the contrary, he is clean, with a white shirt and jeans, and the moderate short hair can be seen to be well-groomed.He smiled, a refreshing smile, like a student walking out of the campus.Unexpectedly, the resident singer in the GAY bar is actually such a person, I was really surprised.Can't help but ask Waiter his age, 23, really young.

Jay's singing voice is as clear as his image. He sang those lyrical love songs leisurely, which made the girls in the audience mesmerized.

I continued to lose my curiosity and asked Waiter what this kid usually does.

Waiter replied to me, which surprised me, "He is studying acting and said he wants to be an actor."

"Singing so well?"

Waiter narrowed his eyes and smiled.

We sat in the bar for about three hours, and the two couples who were having a hot fight on the sofa and the one next door who was kissing ecstasy also packed up and left. I'm afraid we found some hotel to continue the unfinished business.Anyway, the book can't write such explicit places, so it doesn't matter.

Seeing that the guests in the bar had almost left, I finally dragged Hua Ziyao out.This girl has been lying on the bar and dozing off for the second half of the time, which caused me to say sorry to Waiter several times.

I patted his face, and it was hard for him. Brother, please have a good meal some other day.

After sending him into a taxi, I stood on the side of the road and wanted to hail one for myself.A silver-gray Mercedes-Benz stopped in front of me, the window was rolled down, and the person inside smiled at me, it was so fucking beautiful, but I still vomited something very unscrupulous in my heart.

"I'll see you off," he said.

At that moment, I froze in place.I was stunned because I didn't understand whether he meant it literally, or there was something in his words.

At this moment, he urged again, "Get in the car quickly, you can't park here."

With a blank mind, I subconsciously opened the car door in a hurry when I heard that parking was not allowed here, and sat in it.Don't ask me what I think, I don't know either.

The Mercedes-Benz car is really comfortable to sit in.This TM is actually my first impression after getting in the car.

He tilted his head and smiled at me, "Where is home?"

I showed him the way, leaned on the back of the chair, closed my eyes, and thought it was almost two o'clock now.Consciousness sank like that.

In my consciousness, a pair of gentle objects touched my lips, and my mouth seemed to be stirred by something. It was unspeakably awkward, but it was very comfortable.I think I drank too much alcohol and had a dream.Since it's so comfortable, it doesn't hurt to just do it a little longer.And then the soft object moved down from my lips, earlobe, neck, chest...etc?It hurts a little bit, isn't this a dream?

I woke up with a start and opened my eyes.

I saw a person pressing on him, raised his eyes, and bent the corners of his eyes.

???

Even though the room was heated and air-conditioned, I felt a mess in the wind.

I jumped up from the bed and looked at him warily.To be honest, his peach blossom eyes really made me very hot.However, reason is reason. Think about living for 27 years and liking a girl in high school.I had three girlfriends in college, kissed and slept with them, and after graduation, I was down and out for a while, and I really haven't had a decent relationship with a girl in the past two years... Ah... No, I probably haven't even touched them.But, wouldn't it make people turn crooked after a few years of female sex?Is there any reason for this?I suddenly felt that this was a very good question, so I kept it in my heart and decided to go online for BD later.No, no, now is not the time to think about this...

Look, when I was in a daze, that handsome man rushed over again, gently touched my ear with his lips, and said softly: "Isn't that your date today?"

I looked away awkwardly, not knowing how to deal with the situation.The man smiled like a flower, "First time?"

Uh...and man, indeed for the first time...

"Like above? Or below?"

MD... Why did this sentence arouse my curiosity again, can't my haunted curiosity stop at this time?

But with the mentality of a top student who asks if he doesn't understand something, I still shamelessly asked two words: "What about you?"

He suddenly laughed again, even the laughter was so nice that I felt numb all over.This kid must be zero, right?Must be right?I can't imagine a goblin this seductive would be on the attacking side.No matter how I say it, I'm the concubine Yang Guifei... huh?There seems to be a problem with this sentence.

He came up again, bit my neck, and licked it with his tongue, and continued to make me excited, only to hear him say: "Then let me serve you, today first."

So, I wrapped my arms around his waist very unsteadily, turned over and pressed him down, lowered my head and gnawed on him.The imperial concubine's skin was smooth and she felt very good.

"Do you like to eat lychees?"

He hummed twice under me, and the word "like" could be vaguely heard.Sure enough, Xiao Du did not lie.

☆. The first scene of the Song of Life and Death (case)

On Ma Xpo, the 40-year-old emperor is now unkempt and dusty.

He slumped on the ground, watching a beauty surrounded by a group of ministers.

The beauty is tied up with five flowers, but the facial features are still so delicate, and the charm still exists.He cast a sad look at the emperor, and the emperor could only endure the heartache but could not say a word.If you can't even save the person you love the most, what do you call yourself an emperor?

He saw a strong man raise his knife, and waved it down.next?The next thing the emperor closed his eyes, just pretending he didn't see anything.The blood and tears in his heart were probably only seen by him.

At that time, the 12-year-old emperor was still the prince, and his father found him a companion, the youngest son of Master Gu, Minister of Rites, named Zixi, who was three years younger than the prince.The little doll had a pretty oval face and two round eyes, and looked at the prince very clearly. He grinned at the prince, which melted the prince's heart.

From then on, the prince and Zixi were inseparable, and followed the Taifu to read the Book of Songs and Historical Records every day.The prince is smart, and Zixi is not bad either. He can answer the homework and questions assigned by the Tai Tuo fluently and insightfully. The Tai Tuo is also very pleased and smiles every day.

In a certain class, the prince asked a question, "Teacher, what is Ning Xing Chuan?"

The corner of the Tai Tu's mouth twitched for a while, and said: "That is a biography of the emperor's favorite courtiers."

The prince was indomitable: "Is there any subject in the world who the emperor doesn't love?"

The Tai Tu continued to twitch the corner of his mouth, and put on an embarrassed smile: "This... is the emperor's favorite subject."

The prince tilted his head, and said in his mouth: "I love you so much...?" He rolled his small eyeballs, and suddenly his eyes lit up, and he clapped his hands, "I know! If I become emperor in the future, then Zixi's biography It will be recorded in the biography of Ning Yuki, right?"

This sentence made the Taifu spit out a mouthful of water, and he quickly changed his words: "Ning Xing, I mean those ministers who have won the emperor's favor through improper means. Mr. Gu will be a pillar of our dynasty in the future. where?"

The prince thought about it again, and felt that Taifu's words were reasonable, so he nodded and didn't ask any more questions.

After the class was over, he turned his head and asked Zixi: "What did the Taifu mean by improper means?"

Zixi is three years younger than the prince, so he doesn't know much about it, so he can only blink his eyes twice, thinking of what to say, "I often hear my mother scolding Aunt Cui at home, saying that she was raped by her father through inappropriate means. It’s probably this kind of relationship that brought them back home.”

The prince nodded half-understood, and patted Zixi on the shoulder, "Don't worry, Zixi, I won't accept you, if you say it's marriage!"

Zixi corrected him blankly: "Prince, marrying a wife and taking a concubine are both used on women."

The crown prince tilted his head again, thinking for a while, "It's okay, when I become emperor, I will be the biggest, and I will do whatever I say!"

Zixi didn't argue any more, just grinned.

When the prince was 15 years old, he occasionally felt cold and had a fever and was dizzy.

In a daze, he still read Zixi's name.The eunuchs and maids were very anxious seeing the prince's frowning. Although the imperial doctor said that sweating would be fine after taking the medicine, it didn't look good.Now that the crown prince has already read Mr. Gu's name, let's find Mr. Gu.

At that time, Gu Zixi was 12 years old, a bit longer than the nine-year-old baby, with exquisite facial features, fair skin, and a pair of red phoenix eyes, which were especially attractive.

The 12-year-old child was hurriedly called into the palace, seeing the prince on the bed with his eyes closed and still sweating, Zixi was suddenly a little scared.He heard the prince calling his name non-stop, and was pushed from behind by the eunuchs and maids, so he knelt down beside the prince's bed and held his hand. It was very hot, like the porridge that was just served in the morning. hot.Zixi felt a little distressed suddenly, he caressed that hand, and said "Manjusri" softly in his mouth, it was the prince who ordered him to call him that when no one was around.

Maybe it was because he felt the warmth in Zixi's hands, or maybe he heard Zixi calling his name, the prince's expression improved slightly.

That night, before the maids left the room, they put Zixi to sleep next to the prince, because the prince kept shouting "cold, cold" and refused to let go of Zixi's hand.

And after that day, Zixi would attend to the prince's bed every day and became the prince's special servant.

When the prince was 24, his father passed away, and the prince successfully ascended the throne and became the emperor.

The first thing the prince did when he became emperor was to make Zixi, 21, a high official.Of course, his proposal was unanimously opposed by all the ministers, which is understandable, because Zixi was still a junior with no achievements at that time, and those cunning and sophisticated old ministers would not allow a brat to snatch away his power.Besides, Gu Shangshu also passed away a year ago, and only Zixi's elder brother and second elder brother were moderate officials in the court, which was useless.

When I went back that day, the crown prince who became the emperor was scolded by Zixi: "Wenshu, I don't want to be included in the biography of Xing Xing by the official historian in the future."

The emperor was taken aback, and the memory was brought back to the time when they were all children.He looked into Zixi's eyes sincerely, "I'm sorry, I didn't think carefully. But I don't want to wrong you."

Zixi faced the emperor and smiled brightly: "I am not wronged, as long as I can stay by Manjusri's side."

The emperor couldn't hold back, he took Zixi into his arms, bowed his head and kissed him.The soft lips made the emperor want to stop, the two entangled for a long time, the emperor reluctantly let go of Zixi, and whispered in his ear: "Go to my room?"

Zixi nodded shyly, her cheeks blushed, she snuggled into the man's arms, and followed him into the room.

"Zixi, do you really like me?"

This is the question that the emperor always asks in bed all these years.

Zixi finds it difficult to answer this question, because after being together for too long, she no longer remembers what it feels like to like her.

Every time he saw him silent, the emperor would sigh and say: "Forget it, as long as you can stay by my side."

But today was different, he held Zixi in his arms, kissed his forehead sideways, and then hugged him even tighter.

"Zixi, do you want to be an official?"

Zixi was stunned for a moment, this question obviously exceeded his expectations.Now that he has become the emperor's prostitute, to be honest, he never thought that he could still be an official.After all, he hates hearing those gossips.

Seeing that Zixi didn't answer, the emperor still took up the topic by himself: "I know you're thinking in your heart, but you just have some concerns." The emperor paused, took a deep breath, as if he had made a big decision, " I...let you go out of the palace."

Zixi was taken aback again, leaving the palace?He thought that this word had long since missed him.All these years of court life was his everything, he thought that it would be his everything for the rest of his life in the future, but he didn't expect...

"Why?" A low smile came from his head, "I don't want to?"

"No, it's just...too sudden." Zixi said, his voice was so calm.

"Then do you want to leave the palace?"

"think."

Thinking, thinking about it for almost ten years, the scenery outside the palace wall has long been blurred, but in the blur, it is a piece of sky blue, grass green, water clear and sandy white...

The emperor sighed heavily, "I will order you to be dismissed from your post in the palace tomorrow. I'm afraid you won't be able to stay in the capital. I'm going to wrong you and go somewhere else to stay for a while."

Zixi nodded in the emperor's embrace, "But it's up to His Majesty to decide."

There was another sigh, and there was a little tiredness in the deep voice: "Tonight, stay with me one more night, okay?"

"Okay." There was a happy smile on the corner of his mouth, he raised his head, and lightly touched the emperor's lips.