if love was a play

Chapter 3

On a rare and leisurely weekend afternoon, I asked Hua Ziyao to come out to play a game of billiards (billiards) after a long absence. After exercising and feeling refreshed, we found a roadside coffee shop and sat down for a while.

Hua Ziyao obviously expressed his dissatisfaction with my Shenlong not seeing the end these days.

"You go to work every day and still talk about me?"

"But you're not free to make an appointment after work..."

"You won't go out with girls when you have time to ask me out?" He said that, but he still felt a little guilty in his heart.

Hua Ziyao suddenly laughed wickedly, "I said you boy, you won't have a woman, right?"

Ha ha, women don't have one, but men have one.These days, after get off work, the boy Fei Shiqi robbed him of his basic time.

When he said seriously before, let's have a relationship, I probably underestimated how serious he was.Why is this kid so similar to me back then, he insisted on everything, what a waste of this lively face.

After that, every day after work, he would call me, or ask me to take him to dinner, or let me take him to the bar, or invite me to watch a movie, or take me to the mall, or... Or maybe he also Haven't thought of it yet.

"Tip, do you feel like you've found love?" I tried to ask, maybe he would be able to end this game relationship if he was satisfied.

I saw him turn his head and blinked at me, "Brother Ruoshui, we've just started, how can it be so fast?"

Ha... you kid quite understands.

"Tip, if you really can't do it, don't force yourself." I said earnestly, how can feelings be forced.

But he was extremely firm, "Don't worry, Brother Ruoshui, I will definitely like you!"

No, no, you don't have to really like me, boy, I mean it.

However, he could only smile helplessly in front of him. It seemed that this game would not end so easily.

"Brother Ruoshui, what do you think we still lack?" He turned his head and asked me seriously.

"Brother, what you like is a woman, how could you like a man like me?" I think I am quite honest.

He was skeptical, but asked me back, "What about you?"

I was silent...I...Thinking of the two nights when I held Xuanyu in my arms, I also want someone to clarify my sexuality with me...

"Brother Ruoshui?" He leaned in front of me, patted my shoulder, and cast a worried look.

I smiled bitterly at him, "Forget it, just work harder."

He nodded happily, and took my hand, interlocking his fingers. After clasping, he didn't forget to turn his head and cast a perfect smile, young and sweet, boy, a natural actor, Grandpa was almost taken aback.

"Brother Ruoshui, I think we should proceed to the next step."

ha?Next step?which step?

The kid pointed to a couple who were hugging each other by the door of the mall, and blinked at me twice.

I couldn't help but laugh... This era is also, cough, very open.

When I looked back, I found that kid was looking at me eagerly. Don't you think... now?it's here?

No, no, no, I still want this bit of reserve, I have a thin skin, let alone two men, even with a girl, I wouldn't dare to be in public... right?

He seemed to see my concerns, and said to himself: "Then let's go to a hidden place."

Um?Before I could react, I was dragged into an alley by him. I looked around, but there was really no one there.Fei Shiqi walked towards me step by step, his face was just an inch away from me, Nima, this young baby's skin is really good, nothing to say, there is no pit on the face, it must be very tender to bite. Cool.Um?

Now that he has made up his mind, then he will be good to the end, and take a quick bite while there is no one around.Thinking of this, she stepped forward and put an arm around his waist, biting his mouth.This studious child is really enlightened, last time he could only scratch the surface, but this time he can already gnaw Lao Tzu's lips.I only felt a hot feeling in my body, and my mind went blank for a moment. When my tongue was entangled, one hand had already slipped down. He obviously had a reaction and moved slightly.I took advantage of the opportunity to push him to the wall, lifted his shirt, and touched him in without any restraint.Nima... I never thought that I would be so good at dealing with men.

When my lips moved to his shoulder, he softly moaned, pulling my reason back a little bit.Still, that's enough.I immediately put away my hands, but he looked at me reluctantly.

I smiled at him, "Brother is playing with you, do you take it seriously?"

He moved his lower lip, wanting to refute something, but swallowed it anyway, and only said softly: "Brother Ruoshui, I understand a little bit."

I was baffled by the reaction, you know?What do you know?

"Brother Ruoshui, thank you!" He grinned, and that innocence made the guilt in my chest continue to expand. I was able to lay hands on this child. Su Ruoshui, Su Ruoshui, you are such a hopeless man ...

Then he took my hand and went home together very contentedly.I'm very glad that this show doesn't have restricted-rated content...otherwise, I would have been able to play with him...

After that day, however, the atmosphere on the set seemed to change.At least during the few days I went there, I always felt that something was wrong.

It took a while for him to walk by as if nothing had happened. The director talked to him about the play, and he nodded seriously while listening. His appearance was really gratifying.Um?Make people happy?I shook my head, thinking about something.And then I suddenly understood where the strangeness was coming from.On the set, it is rare for time-consuming to stick with me.

My eyes followed him, and I saw him sitting quietly on the stool and looking at the book, scratching it with a pen from time to time, and there was a book beside him, which should be the one I brought to him last time.Then Zhong Xinzhi moved a stool to sit beside him, they looked at each other and smiled, and began to chat happily.Fei Shiqi's smile is very beautiful, very pure, very calm, like moonlight, it can fade away all impetuousness.While chatting, Zhong Xinzhi moved his chair, and the two got closer.Chatting again, Zhong Xinzhi moved closer to Fei Shiqi's face, and the two of them looked at the notebook in his hand together, occasionally touching their pointing hands, and a smile would appear on Zhong Xinzhi's face.I was stunned, Zhong Xinzhi, isn't he straight?I really want to ask God, what happened to this world?Are those rumors fake?Is it a double?The entertainment circle is really hidden... but the tip like a plaster has finally found a new owner, my heart should be at ease... huh?I touched my chest, why does it hurt a little?

When I realized it, I had already walked in front of them, squatted down, and asked politely: "Is there anything you two don't understand?"

Zhong Xinzhi looked up at me, and the chill in his eyes lasted only a second, even though it was only a second, it was still clearly captured by me.In the next second, he put on an idol-like smile, and answered my question: "Brother Ruoshui, we are talking about this place, the place where the emperor and Zixi bid farewell always feels too ordinary, how about adding a kiss at this time? "

"Mr. Zhong, this is in full view, uh, it's not appropriate." I laughed.

"Then, let's add a two-person scene? I always feel that the separation is not in place." He shook the pen in his hand and casually tapped his chin.Was this big star so dedicated?

I patiently gave him a professional explanation: "This kind of separation can elevate the emotions of the subsequent reunion to a higher level." It's so easy to hug and hug.

He let out a long sigh, feeling very sorry.Boy, you just want to take advantage of the opportunity, right?I glanced at Fei Shiqi at the right time, and he was fine, with a calm face, as if it had nothing to do with him.Reluctantly, he threw the topic to him, "Tip, what do you think?"

He bent his eyes and looked at me: "Brother Ruoshui said yes, that's it." Well, I was still so obedient, I smiled with satisfaction.

Zhong Xinzhi obviously still didn't give up, "Then, do we have a sex scene after the reunion?"

? ? ?Brother, do you know what you are talking about?Our movie is not restricted!If you want to hug, don't use the show!

I tilted my head and glanced at Fei Shiqi, "Tip, what do you think?"

The kid still looked like he had nothing to do with himself, and said lightly: "I will act as Brother Ruoshui writes." I supported my head and lost to him.How serious are you at this time?Aren't we seriously discussing the script?

Zhong Xinzhi looked over with eager eyes, and I felt that my face was also hot being stared at by him.I had no choice but to prevaricate: "I need to negotiate with the director and producer to confirm this."

Zhong Xinzhi raised the corners of his mouth, "Then I'll leave it to you." There was an obvious malicious intent in this smile.The opponent's scene is too dangerous, do you want to reduce the part of the scene for the emperor?I thought very unprofessional.

I was very tired from this day's work, and when I got home, I fell headlong on the bed, and suddenly thought that I hadn't given him the string of words that Xuanyu asked me to give.I haven't seen Xuanyu since he left my house last time.It's not wrong to think about it, after all, with my identity and his identity, it's normal not to see him.However, there is always a pimple in the heart.

I called his phone, and it rang several times before I heard back.A second after the other party picked up the phone, he said "Hello" in a voice that sounded like he hadn't eaten enough. Just this sound, like a cat's paw, scratched my heart.

"Where are you?"

He hesitated for a moment, and replied, "Home."

"Liar." The noise of people coming and going could be clearly heard.

He chuckled, "Well, the bar."

"Give me the address, don't go, I'll pick you up."

"Ah."

When I drove to the entrance of the bar, I saw a man standing in the strong wind, his hair was blown messy, he squinted and rubbed his hands. Although it was spring, it was still a bit cold at night.

I got out of the car and put my arms around his shoulders, "You wear too little."

He raised his head and bent his beautiful peach eyes towards me.

"Get in the car." Throw two words to them, wait for him to get in the car obediently, and start the engine.

As if he hadn't gotten used to the temperature inside the car, he still rubbed his hands, breathed in and out, and could still see the white air coming out.

"Uh...your home address?" I'm a fool, I never asked him where he lived.

He smiled at me, "Go to your house. Stay safe." He said softly.

My heart sank, I didn't say anything, and walked home.

I invited him to sit down, and it seemed to be the first time that I treated him seriously as a guest.

He was also at ease, looked around my room, and kept smiling and nodding.

"what happened?"

"I seem to see what your room looks like for the first time."

I gave him a blank look, whoever made you come here the first two times was out of conspiracy.

He picked up the teacup I handed him and took a sip.

"I'm going to America."

Um?I was shocked by this sudden confession, like being struck by lightning.I slowly moved my eyes to his face, still with that beautiful smile, I tried to adjust my breathing.

"Go to him?" Indeed, he recalled that his ex-boyfriend was in the United States.

He shook his head, and his smile suddenly turned pale. "Go and study for an MBA or something. After all, the company will still be in my hands in the future. It has been neglected for too long."

I gave a soft "oh" sound, not quite believing what he said.Look at his old love, it's strange to let it go.

"Do you have to go there and read?"

"It's the best there."

I continued with an "oh".This excuse is also found to be impeccable.

"What? No support?"

"What does it matter if I support it or not? We're just..." We've only slept together once, and we're not even friends.

He didn't seem to care about my words, but said softly, "Thank you."

I said with a dry smile, "Thank you? This is all voluntary on my own, and you didn't ask me for anything."

He said "um", and we fell into a long silence.

"Speaking of which, why are you looking for me so late?"

"Oh..." Well, it's just been a long time and I want to meet you, "Didn't you ask me to write something before? After it's finished, take a look?"

He smiled lightly, "For this matter, you can just send me an email, and you still need to call me at night?" After finishing speaking, his smile froze on his lips, thinking who was it for this at the beginning? Why don't you just call me for a small matter?

"That..." We both opened our mouths at the same time, and looked at each other awkwardly.

"I..." If I had known today, I should have had two more sips of wine during the day, "I can't replace him?" I could hear my heart "thumping" louder and louder, and my breathing became a little difficult.

He opened his eyes wide, but I couldn't see the meaning in them.

But it doesn't matter if you can't see through, because I have already walked over, pressed his shoulder, and kissed him.His body was warm and soft, very comfortable, addictively comfortable.It seemed that he had no intention of refusing, and allowed Lao Tzu to tear off his shirt and unbutton his pants.And I can't think about anything in my mind now, if we want to separate, then give me the last night, is this too much?After all, he was the one who came to the door first. He provoked me, and he should be responsible for this. This is the logic in my mind. Although I know it's fallacious, I can't control it anymore.

I pried open his teeth, and he also greeted him with his tongue. We were biting each other. This is still not your love, I don’t know what your love is.Thinking of the person who was in my arms with pear blossoms and rain at that night, I just wanted to keep him in my arms for the rest of my life, and after he had shed all the tears in the past, I would give him a big smile and say that there is Grandpa, Grandpa Will give you today and tomorrow, for the rest of your life.However, I didn't say this sentence after all, because when he raised his eyes and looked at me, the past was still reflected in his pupils, and I flinched. The past is a terrible thing. Just because the word "past" will be covered with a beautiful filter, "this feeling can be treated as a memory, but it was already lost at that time", how can it be compared?Why compare?

My lips moved down slowly, and he sucked under me.I clasped his fingers tightly, "In my room, only my name is allowed." I touched his ear again with my lips, and whispered.I don't want to hear that word again because it makes me lose control of my body even more.

"Ruoshui..." He murmured softly, "Ruoshui..." seemed to confirm.

I kissed his forehead contentedly, and tried my best to enter his body bit by bit.There was a flush on his face, and the hot breath from his breath hit my neck, making me boil even more.I listened to him keep calling my name, and buried my face in his shoulder very contentedly.

Lunyi pushed the pillow up and hovered, the pearl foil silver screen opened.

Yun Temple was half asleep, and the corolla came out of the room.

The wind blows the fairy robe, like a feather dance in neon clothes.

If everything is just a dream, I hope this dream will never wake up.

If there is nothing around me when I open my eyes, I am afraid there will be only black and white in my world.

"woke up?"

I stretched out my hand to fish, but the person was still there, so I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth.

"What are you smirking at?" He poked me.

I laughed again, and hugged him tighter, "Thank you, it's not a dream."

Glancing at the desk clock next to the bed, it was just after eight o'clock.If I were Emperor Xuanzong of Tang Dynasty, I'm afraid I would not go to court early.

☆、Song of Life and Death Parting Act III (Case)

Under the command of Gu Zixi and Gao Huan, a plague of locusts in Yizhou was wiped out in time.Although a large area of ​​land was still affected by the disaster, it was much better than the spread of the impact.

For the people affected by the disaster, Gu Zixi asked to open a granary for relief.The emperor naturally agreed immediately, and greatly praised this achievement, and brought him a lot of gold, silver, jewelry, silk and satin.

Gao Huan looked at these things in the hall and felt very uncomfortable.Since then, Gu Zixi has been avoiding himself. When he visited the mansion, the other party would talk to him in an official manner, and never called him "Brother Huan" again.Gao Huan felt a little regretful in his heart, he shouldn't have confessed so hastily, but at that time, she was really too beautiful to be taken away. If he could take it in, Gao Huan felt that he was not worthy to be called a man.

Today was his nth attempt to open up a conversation with Gu Zixi in the past few days.

"Zixi..."

As soon as he got started, the other party snatched his words: "The report is over, Mr. Gao can step back."

Although Gao Huan usually looks free and easy, he is a stubborn bull at critical moments, and he will never compromise on what he believes in.He felt that Zixi must live more comfortably here than in the deep courtyard of the palace, and that he must be able to give Zixi the simplest happiness compared to the high-ranking emperor.Zixi has been locked in the palace wall all this time, and he doesn't know how big the world is. I have the obligation to tell him that not only an emperor can treat him well in the world, but he can also be happy.The emperor did not really like him, and he still did the same to the emperor.

"Zixi, stay with me." However, as he said, it is really inappropriate for a warrior to do this kind of civil work.

Gu Zixi's expression was indifferent, and he didn't even glance at him, which made Gao Huan's heart half cold, so he could only let go: "Okay, I'll come again next time." Before leaving, he still didn't give up and added, "You have to know, The emperor just wants to tie you down, that's not really what he likes."

I saw Zixi smiled slightly, and said calmly, "Why isn't Master Gao?"

With just one sentence, Gao Huan's words were blocked, and only then did he start to regret that he didn't recite the book properly when he was a child.

On a sunny day, a yellow light flashed into the governor's mansion in Yizhou.

The guards around were shocked, and they all prostrated and shouted "Long live".

The majestic emperor asked them to stand up and asked, "Where is Lord Inspector?"

"I'm going to invite adults here."

The emperor waved his hand, "It's okay, I will go to the back to find him myself."

At this time, Gu Zixi was taking care of the flowers and plants in the courtyard. If there was no work, this was probably one of his few hobbies.The hand that was sprinkling water was grabbed by someone, and he was very familiar with the temperature of the palm.He looked up, met the man's eyes, and smiled.

The man put his arms around his waist, pulled him into his arms, and held him tightly, which hurt a little.

"Your Majesty..." He called softly.The emperor finally let go of his hand.

"How are you doing?" the emperor asked softly.

"Very good." Zixi rolled his eyes and asked the emperor to sit down in his room.

The emperor opened the folding fan in his hand, he didn't know who he learned this style from, Zixi squinted his eyes and smiled like a spring breeze.

"Why is Your Majesty here?"

The emperor took his hand and touched it repeatedly, "I came to see you."

Zixi's smile deepened, and his heart felt warm. He had been thinking about this person for a long time, every night, every night, and the more he thought about it, the more painful it became, and now he was holding him, that kind of real The feeling made him feel very at ease.

"Want to go back to the palace?" the emperor asked, looking at Zixi with distress.

Zixi shook his head, "I don't have many days here, so I'm afraid it's inappropriate to go back now."

The emperor nodded thoughtfully. The term of office will be at least two years. The old guys in the court are not so easy to shut up. If you are not careful, your sweetheart will be taken care of by them. You have to think What a safe solution.

"I miss you, every day."

"Zixi also thinks about it every night." As he spoke, Zixi leaned closer to the emperor and tapped his lips lightly.The emperor grabbed him, put him on his lap, and held his head for a while.

"I regret it now." Zixi heard the emperor whisper in his ear, "I regret sending you out of the palace."

"Zixi doesn't regret it." He replied lightly but firmly. The emperor was obviously displeased, but he continued to finish the sentence, "If he doesn't leave the palace, Zixi won't know that he likes you, Manjusri."

It is also a sentence, warming into the emperor's heart, like a field being watered, some things are sprouting and growing, waiting to bloom and bear fruit.

He really wanted to say, go back with me, as long as you are by my side, I don't care what other people say, as long as you are by my side.But he couldn't say it, because he didn't want to deprive his sweetheart of his rights and dreams.He thought that it was Zixi's ideal to be an official in the court and make contributions, just like his father and his elder brother.He didn't know, maybe as long as he said these words, Zixi would be able to follow him back to the palace obediently, and continue to be by his side every day and night, because his liking was so great, it was already bigger than those ideals.

That night, the emperor fell asleep next to Zixi, feeling familiar for a long time, but something was faintly different.Zixi thought, maybe this is the difference between "like" or not.The emperor thought to himself, this decision is really good, the beauty under him is even more attractive than when he was in the palace.However, thinking of this farewell, and how many years have passed, the two sighed in their hearts at the same time, and then hugged each other tightly.

The next day, Gao Huan still reported to the Governor's Mansion on time, but had a face-to-face meeting with one person.The man was dressed in a yellow robe, he was imposing, with a heroic look on his brows, he was clearly not a mortal.Gao Huan's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately realized the background of the person in front of him.He cupped his hands and said respectfully: "I am Gao Huan, and I pay my respects to Your Majesty."

The emperor looked up at him, "What is your job?"

"The Chief of the Guard of the Governor's Mansion."

The emperor glanced at him again, and explained, "Master Gu will leave it to you."

"If your Majesty doesn't say anything, I will definitely do my best."

Without any more words, the emperor walked away.Gao Huan looked at the back of the emperor going away, gritted his teeth and clenched his fists.He could imagine what happened that night, and then the man just left.If you like it, take him back and put him by your side to take care of him. If you call him like this, he will come and go, and why is the other party thinking so hard for you?

However, the Zixi he saw that day was the most beautiful Zixi he had ever seen.The spring breeze blew across his face, and he smiled faintly among the flowers, as if there was only this touch of color left in the world.