secret love is not as good as open love

Chapter 41 Chapter 41

From that day on, the two seemed to be in a cold war. Xiao Haolan was full of guilt and dared not talk to Qin You, and Qin You didn't take the initiative to talk to Xiao Haolan, which made Xiao Haolan even more worried about gains and losses.

During this period, Xiao Haolan went to the company once, and rejected all the announcements and invitations, even the person in charge of the autumn and winter fashion week design. The low pressure on his face made Wu Yun hesitant to speak, trying to persuade him Don't dare to persuade.

That's the person in charge of the design of the autumn and winter fashion week. This style is completely different, okay?Wu Yun sighed, and resigned herself to picking up the phone to contact the person in charge of Fashion Week.

She didn't notice that Su Xing, who was passing by when she was making a phone call, stopped abruptly, his disbelieving expression turned into understanding, and then deep resentment appeared in his eyes.

Su Xing skipped work that day. He came to the bar and ordered a case of beer. He sat in the corner to get drunk. He hated, hated the company for not giving him a chance, but he didn’t dare to leave without finding another job. How can Xiao Haolan be angry in his heart, why can Xiao Haolan reject so many opportunities dreamed of by designers, why Xiao Haolan rejected the company and didn't give himself a chance!

Su Xing was drunk and complained about the unfairness of the company.At this time, the man sitting next to him raised his head and looked at him. The man walked up to Su Xing with a glass of wine and sat down, "Are you dissatisfied with Hangyuan?"

Su Xing tried his best to open his eyes wide and looked at the person coming. His blurred vision and chaotic brain made him unable to tell who the person was. He stuck out his tongue, "You, who are you!"

The man smiled slightly, "I am the opponent of Hangyuan, are you interested in cooperating with me? I can give you the opportunity you dream of. Isn't it the person in charge of fashion week design? It's not difficult for me to make a phone call .”

"What do you want me to do?"

The man smiled evilly, took out a business card and handed it to Su Xing, "This is my business card, you can call me after you think it over."

Watching the man leave gracefully, Su Xing tried his best to distinguish the writing on the business card with his eyes wide open, "Sheng, Sheng Tian, ​​You Co., Ltd., President, President, Xiao Qiming..."

After reacting in the chaotic brain for a long time, Su Xing suddenly burst out laughing, and then lay down on the table and started crying with a smile. If it's good luck, his luck has come!

Another program recording came, and Xiao Haolan showed that he really believed that Qin You went to Atayal District to record alone. He regretted it as soon as he stepped on the train. He wanted Qin You by his side, and he only got along with Qin You for a few months. It has become his air, without Qin You, he can't even breathe, just like a drowning person, he can only struggle in pain, waiting for that person's rescue.

Qin You wasn't really angry with Xiao Haolan, he actually wanted to use this incident to tell Xiao Haolan that he could trust him more, but he didn't expect to frighten the kid that day, he secretly watched him every day and didn't even dare to say a word.Qin You shook his head helplessly, and handed the ticket in his hand to the ticket inspector.

The young ticket inspector was not tall, and when he raised his head, he met Qin You's deep eyes under his hat, blushing, "Atayal District is now in the rainy season, please be careful, I wish you a pleasant journey."

"Thank you." Qin You nodded and took the ticket back and walked into the passage.

The little girl covered her face and rubbed it shyly, "Ah, so handsome!"

The program begins with interviewing each individual individually.

Staff: "The show is already in its fifth episode, do you have any ideas?"

Xiao Haolan smiled and put on a gentle expression, "The show is very fun, and some ideas are also very bold. It is everyone's hard work to present such a great show to the audience."

Staff member: "You are affectionately called Little Brother Gentle by our black fans. Everyone likes you very much. Do you have anything to say to them?" Fans who escaped from the black house are called black fans for short.

Xiao Haolan: "Thank you for your likes, I will continue to work hard."

Staff member: "Netizens are very curious about the mysterious little brother who doesn't show his face. I wonder if Haolan can clear up the confusion for everyone today?"

The corners of Xiao Haolan's lips curled up a bit, and he shook his head, "I don't want to disturb his life because I don't show my face, so I can only tell you quietly that he is good-looking enough to make a debut."

Staff member: "It's even more curious to say that! Do you have any wish that you most want to realize? You can say it now!"

Xiao Haolan was stunned for a moment, he sat up straight, thought for a while, turned his head to look at the camera, and said softly, "When this program was broadcast, it happened to be the birthday of the person I like, I made him angry, I hope he can forgive me Me, don't leave me." Xiao Haolan lowered his head, then raised his head quickly, the smile on the corner of his mouth was sweet with unspeakable bitterness, "I believe in you, I just don't believe in myself."

After the solo recording, when he didn't see Qin You and saw Xiao Haolan's almost crying expression, Shao Chaole patted him on the shoulder, "Can you hold on?"

Xiao Haolan nodded, staring blankly at his cuff buttons, "Don't worry, I'm fine, I promised him that he will be fine."

Tsk, it's true that you can't leave your lover with three words, and the strictness of your wife's control is really terrible, Shao Chaole shook his head in his heart.

This episode was recorded in a hut in the mountains. Although the state was a bit poor, Xiao Haolan managed to record it smoothly.

When it was time to call it a day and leave, Xiao Haolan sat on a stone stool and said to Meng Li, "Go back first, I want to sit here for a while."

Meng Li was a little worried, looked at the sky and said, "Then you sit down for a while and come down quickly, it's going to rain again, and it will be hard for you to go down the mountain then."

"Yes, I know." Xiao Haolan lay down on the stone table and buried his whole face in his arms.

Meng Li and Shao Chaole looked at each other, shook their heads, and could only go down the mountain first.

Xiao Haolan looked gentle, but he was stubborn, especially emotionally. These friends couldn't help him at all, and he only hoped that he would get better soon.

Just as Meng Li and the others went down the mountain, it began to rain heavily. The rain hit people like running water. Meng Li looked up the mountain, "Why is it suddenly raining so heavily? What should we do if Haolan hasn't come down yet?"

Shao Chaole frowned, and before he could speak, everyone around him screamed in horror.

"Mudslide! It's a mudslide! Run!!!"

With the impact of the torrential rain, a large amount of sand and rocks on the mountain began to fall, gradually forming a huge torrent. Shao Chaole pulled Meng Li and turned around and ran to the car, shouting, "Quick! Run to the car !"

His roaring voice was covered by the rumbling sound of falling rocks. In the face of nature, people are always so small.

"Xiao Haolan is still on top! Xiao Haolan hasn't come down yet!" Meng Li reacted suddenly, he wanted to run back, but seeing the sand in front of him, his eyes instantly turned red, "Xiao Haolan!"

A group of people drove towards the safe zone at full speed. Shao Chaole and Meng Li had ugly expressions on their faces. He patted Meng Li and said in a harsh voice, "We have to trust him, he can last until we rescue him... "

The group of people fell silent, the incident happened so suddenly, before they had time to rejoice that they escaped from the natural disaster, they were faced with the news that Xiao Haolan might have been unfortunate.

Meng Li wiped his face, rummaged through the bag on the car with trembling hands and feet, "Where is my mobile phone, where is my mobile phone?"

Shao Chaole silently pressed his trembling hand, and handed him his mobile phone from his bag.

However, Meng Li didn't pick it up, he tremblingly said, "Call, call Qin You!"

A group of people were sitting in the car, so quiet that they were breathing too heavily. The sound of knocking on the window at this time scared them into a shudder.

Shao Chaole looked over, only to find a tall and handsome man standing outside the door. Although his face was unfamiliar, his figure was very familiar. When he opened the door, he didn't know what to say for a while.

Meng Li looked at Qin You, his eyes were red and swollen from crying at some point, he held Qin You as if he saw a life-saving straw, "Hao Lan is still on the mountain, he is still on the mountain, I failed to bring him down, I You should be tougher, save him, he is still on the mountain!"

The mudslide gradually calmed down, Qin You patted Meng Li's arm and took his hand away, "I see."

Meng Li wanted to yell, how could you be so indifferent, thinking of Xiao Haolan's abnormal behavior today made him even more angry, but before he could say anything, he saw this handsome man walking up the mountain, his firm back stopped him all words.

Although the mudslide on the mountain has calmed down, the rain has not stopped. Who knows when the next eruption will be. Meng Li opened his mouth. He wanted to tell Qin You this, but he couldn't say it.

The sloppiness on Qin You's face disappeared completely. He held a palm-sized computer in his left hand. The speed at which his fingers moved on it almost turned into an afterimage. Soon Qin You ran in one direction, and a three-dimensional image appeared on the computer. The mountain, and a small red dot in its center is constantly flashing.

The cufflinks that Qin You gave to Xiao Haolan once contained a tracker inside, but Xiao Haolan always treasured the pair of cufflinks and kept them in the closet. This time, because he was going to come to Atayal alone, he took them out of the closet. He took out the pair of cufflinks.

When Qin You ran near the red dot, the red dot suddenly disappeared, Qin You frowned, and the cuff button was broken.

"Xiao Haolan! Xiao Haolan!" Qin You searched around. The mudslides covered the traces of their activities, but he could still find a clue, "Xiao Haolan, can you hear me?!"

Soon Qin You found a place and started digging. His eyes were anxious and his hands moved quickly, and he shouted while digging, "Xiao Haolan! Hold on, I'm coming, you wait for me!"

I don't know how long it took to dig, but there was a faint sound from the ground, Qin You lay down on the ground and dug carefully, "Xiao Haolan?!"

In a small dark corner, Xiao Haolan curled up into a ball, talking in a mess.

"Don't go."

"I love you."

"I believe you."

"Qin You, Qin You, I want to see you."

He sobbed and cried, "I can't find him, I can't find him, I can't find him..."

"It's broken, it's broken, the gift is broken..."

Qin You felt great pain in his heart. At this moment, he wished to slap the self who forced Xiao Haolan to death a few days ago. He clearly knew that this person had a delicate mind, and he clearly knew that this person had an unimaginable attachment to him. Why can't he take his time? Why do you want to force him.

"Xiao Haolan, I'm here," Qin You dug up the dirt, "Look at me, I'm here to find you, look up, it's Qin You, Qin You is here to find you."

He curled up deeply, "No, Qin You doesn't want me anymore, he doesn't want me anymore, I know I'm wrong, don't want me, Ayou..."

Qin You carefully hugged him in his arms, the rain seemed to be getting heavier, and he couldn't stay here for long.Holding the person up horizontally, Qin You ran down the mountain.

"Xiao Haolan, open your eyes and look at me," the person in his arms kept trembling, his eyes were closed with tears on his eyelashes, Qin You gritted his teeth, "If you don't open your eyes, I... I kiss you!" He wanted to say that I don't want you anymore, but he abruptly changed his words. His words were sweet to Xiao Haolan, but his words could make Xiao Haolan fall into the bottom of the sea. Now Qin You Xiao Haolan couldn't bear to be sad anymore.

He ran to a fairly safe place, lowered his head and kissed Xiao Haolan's trembling lips.

Feeling that the person in his arms gradually calmed down, Qin You continued to lead the person down the mountain, "Don't you open your eyes yet?"

"The cufflinks are broken and crushed."

"Then put it away, and I'll give you a new one."

"No, don't want the new one, just have it."

Qin You looked at the cuff button on his palm, and said softly, "Okay, I want it, and I'll fix it for you."

Xiao Haolan laughed contentedly, he held Qin You's skirt, looked at Qin You's handsome face, and reached out to touch the corner of Qin You's mouth, feeling a little dazed.

"15 years ago, my brother and I were kidnapped and locked in a small room with only one small window. It was dark even during the day, which made me afraid to stay in a dark and closed place."

"We were locked up for three days and three nights. My younger brother passed out. I didn't give up calling for help and threw a distress letter through the small window. It was about early morning, and there were two big men guarding us in the outer room. I heard two people outside saying that they were going to tear up the tickets. , I was desperate, but I still threw out the last distress signal in my hand, there was a sound outside the house, they were about to come in, I dragged my brother and kept shrinking into the dark corner."

"The door opened. It wasn't those two big guys who were so fierce. What walked in was a child about 10 years old. His appearance was extremely exquisite. He walked in, carried me on his back, and went out with my younger brother in his arms. Two big men outside the house passed out. I don’t know how he got in, but he saved me. I was dizzy from hungry eyes and dizzy. Leaning on his shoulder, I saw a small red mole on his left collarbone. He looked so thin, but he was so strong. He led me and my brother out of the room. After I relaxed, I passed out and woke up again. Come back home."

Xiao Haolan smiled lightly, "That's you, Qin You, you saved me the first time we met."

"My parents asked me what was going on, and I remembered that before I passed out, you said, 'Don't tell me', so I concealed the fact that you saved my brother and me, and only said that I didn't know. Later, my brother and I became seriously ill. Once, after recovering from his illness, my younger brother was still so cheerful and lively, and I still looked so obedient and sensible, but I knew it was different."

"I started to feel insecure, even when I was with my parents. I started to draw a red dot on my collarbone with a red pen. I didn't dare to turn off the lights and go to sleep. I curled up on the bed and recalled your memories. Body temperature, my hands will unconsciously rub against the collarbone, which makes me feel safe, I don't think there is anything wrong with being dependent on a child, I believe in you, I trust you, even if I only saw you once."

"Later, I went to the place where my brother and I were locked up. More than once, I thought maybe I could run into you again? Actually, I was quite afraid there, but when I thought of meeting you, I felt infinite bravery in my heart." .Ten times and hundreds of times, I never met you again."

Qin You paused, and then returned to normal. When he was ten years old, he was still training with Zhao Jincheng. Zhao Jincheng lived in a very remote place. That day he was driven by Zhao Jincheng to run ten kilometers, and then he found two children who were trapped , After saving people, sending them to a place where people pass by so that they can leave, this is a common and trivial thing in his life, after all, what they do in the team is to save people, and he has been like this since elementary school , and because of this, he turned around and forgot about it.Later, Zhao Jincheng had a mission and entrusted him to others for a period of time, so naturally he would not pass by the place where Xiao Haolan was imprisoned.

He had long forgotten it, but Xiao Haolan integrated him into his life, thinking about it and doubting it.

"Seeing you again in college, I'm going crazy with joy," Xiao Haolan laughed, the corners of his eyes were red and scary but no tears flowed, "I approached you cautiously, but you have always regarded me as a student from another college. No progress at all, I am so anxious that I am irritable every day, and my roommates and classmates tease me every day, saying that I am cowardly and have no courage to chase someone."

"I planned to confess my love when I graduated, but I couldn't find you anymore. At that time, I was going crazy looking for you, but you didn't have any friends. I couldn't even find someone to ask."

"It was hard for me to find the house you used to live in. I bought it with all my money and waited for you to come back one day. And I can only calm down the anxiety in my heart when I stay there One or two."

Qin You listened silently. During college, he became a temporary member of the team, and occasionally assisted in the tasks of the team. He didn't spend much time in school, so naturally he didn't have much impression of the school classmates.When he graduated, he officially joined the group, and left the school to perform tasks. He did not attend the graduation ceremony, nor did he go back.

"It will be five years later when I meet you again. I dare not approach you cautiously. If you are too careful, you will not remember me at all."

"I have been frustrated many times in my confession, but you finally accepted my confession. I don't know how happy I am. My heart is about to explode. Friends around me say that I seem to be a different person. I thought happily at that time, I How can I still be the same as before? My eyes are bright because my heart is bright.”

"I remember every word you said. I keep it in my heart. When no one is around, I take out the aftertaste. I always laugh like a fool."

"Qin You, I believe everything you say. I just don't believe in myself. I'm afraid that I won't be able to keep you. I'm afraid that you will disappear one day when I open my eyes. I'm afraid that these days are all my dreams."

"I've had too many dreams like this."

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