Married after losing memory

Chapter 29

Liu Yichen actually didn't mean that.

He just felt that there was no need for Shi Yan to always be afraid that he would leave without saying goodbye and run away with others.

He never liked anyone at all, so it is impossible to talk about leaving Shi Yan because of anyone.

But after saying this, it sounds like it has other meanings.

Liu Yichen wanted to say something else, but Shi Yan had already stared at him unblinkingly: "The legs are on your body, you... don't plan to leave me, is that what you mean?"

Liu Yichen turned his head, looked at the ceiling, hesitated for a while: "I don't like anyone else, why should I leave?"

This is ambiguous and can be interpreted in any way.

It's not that Liu Yichen wanted to be perfunctory, it's just that he himself didn't understand how to deal with his relationship with Shi Yan.

Unexpectedly, Shi Yan was determined to get to the bottom of it this time, so he approached Liu Yichen with a calm voice, "Don't fool me, you don't like others, so do you like me? If you don't leave, do you want to be with me?"

These questions, in turn, do mean that.

But Liu Yichen didn't think about these black and white opposites. When asked by Shi Yan, he froze for a moment, not knowing how to answer.

Liu Yichen knew that Shi Yan had always been unprincipled in front of him.

Even if at this moment, he didn't answer anything, or still brought the topic away with a perfunctory attitude, Shi Yan wouldn't really say anything.

These days, Shi Yan has always been like this. Although he expected to get an answer from himself, he never forced himself to do anything.

But Liu Yichen knows very well that Shi Yan is more patient and tolerant of his willfulness and escape than saying that Shi Yan has a good temper.

For the past twenty years or so, I have always escaped like this.

If you are afraid of being hurt, you will not love at all, and if you are afraid of facing it, you will simply avoid it. This is true for the abuse of stepfathers, the same is true for biological fathers who suddenly come to the door, and it is still the same for suitors who appeared in the past.

So in the past few days, he has the same attitude towards Shi Yan.

Liu Yichen stared at the ceiling for a while, there was a spider hanging upside down, crawling towards the lampshade, and then falling down again.

After a long time, Shi Yan said in a muffled voice: "You should give me an answer anyway. If you want to kill or cut, you always need a letter. Are you going to swallow what you say?"

On the ceiling, the spider finally climbed up the lampshade and became a small black shadow.

Liu Yichen looked at the black shadow, as if he had made some decision, finally shifted his gaze down, and looked directly at Shi Yan: "Shi Yan, you want to fall in love with me, right?"

In fact, this is not a problem.

It was obvious that Shi Yan wanted to date him.

Liu Yichen just wanted to find an opening line for himself.

Shi Yan immediately nodded and said, "Not only do I want to fall in love with you, I also want to marry you... Although we are married now, then I want to marry you for the rest of my life!"

Liu Yichen had already guessed what he was going to say, brewed his emotions, and organized his words: "I hope you can understand something, I am different from those people."

Shi Yan subconsciously said: "Who are they?"

Liu Yichen sighed, and pointed: "Some people in the circle."

In the current circle, the marriage relationship is more and more like a kind of cooperation.

Contracts have deadlines, and so do marriages.

During the surviving period of the marriage, the artists were tied together, relying on division and cooperation as a gimmick to earn enough attention, and the chain of interests behind them was also inseparable.

As for whether they want to fall in love or want to indulge themselves, they will turn a blind eye to each other.

When did the cooperation end, the two of them started dating and broke up, each finding a new home, so that they could get together and break up.

Even their current state is the same. The two are forced to participate in variety shows together because of those contracts, isn't it also a kind of binding.

"I've always known that you are different from them." Shi Yan said solemnly, his eyes fixed on Liu Yichen, full of anticipation.

Liu Yichen turned away slightly, and his voice was so calm that he couldn't hear the trembling: "I know that many people in the circle are at home, and outside is outside. If you want to be with me, then don't expect me to bear you."

Shi Yan nodded cheerfully: "It's impossible for me to go outside to mess around, what kind of request is this, shouldn't it be, of course, don't expect to get out of the affair!"

Before they were together, Hong Xing came out of the wall, Liu Yichen choked on Shi Yan's bizarre brain circuit, and couldn't laugh or cry.

He's 29 this year, and it's time for him to try to take a step forward.

You can't just curl up in a shell for the rest of your life.

Seeing that Liu Yichen didn't answer, Shi Yan seemed to be urging, and his tone became fluttering: "I promised you, can we be together?"

"I haven't finished yet." Liu Yichen continued, "Secondly, we don't really know each other well. If one day we get to know each other and find that the other party doesn't match your ideal type, I will allow you to have the chance to regret it. same……"

Before Liu Yichen could finish his sentence, Shi Yan interrupted him: "I won't take this opportunity, and neither should you, don't even think about it."

What regrets and no regrets?

As soon as he entered the gate of puberty, when hormones and dopamine started rushing towards love, Liu Yichen filled all the fantasies of puberty.

Where does the ideal type come from?

Shi Yan has no ideal type at all, and he doesn't have any specific rules and regulations. All his ideals are Liu Yichen.

Whatever Liu Yichen is, so is his ideal type.

Liu Yichen looked clear and expressionless: "I gave you the rights, you can choose to give up, but I keep mine."

Shi Yan was dumbfounded, and stammered: "Isn't this the overlord clause?"

"I reserve the right to explain unilaterally, you can figure it out." Liu Yichen looked at Shi Yan with a dull face calmly, feeling a little better for no reason.

He had already guessed Shi Yan's reaction.

People with procrastination tend to say, wait until you finish eating this biscuit before starting work, wait until your phone runs out of battery before starting work, and so on.

A fearful person, on the other hand, finds a reason for his fear.

Liu Yichen was ready to take a step forward.

Also found a reason for retreating——

If Shi Yan doesn't agree, then it's not that he backed down, it's that Shi Yan didn't have the courage to agree to his conditions.

But Shi Yan was really silent as Liu Yichen expected.

Although he had already expected this to happen, Liu Yichen was still a little dazed.

It seemed that Shi Yan promised that he would be forced out of the shell of self-protection for more than twenty years.

But he refused, and Liu Yichen suddenly felt dull again.

He crossed Shi Yan, reached out and took away the towel thrown on the bed: "I forgot to take the towel just now, I'm going to wash—"

"Wait a minute!" Liu Yichen was still leaning over Shi Yan's shoulder, and was grabbed by the wrist, "I see, if you want to keep it, then keep it, can we fall in love now?"

Liu Yichen was stunned: "What did you say?"

Shi Yan stiffened his neck, raised his head halfway, and looked at Liu Yichen who was slumped on his shoulder: "I said, I agree, if you want to reserve the right to go back on it, then you can."

Liu Yichen: ...

unwise.

"Don't keep silent. If you are worried that I will bind you with property or contracts, we will sign the contract as soon as we get home and go for notarization. I guarantee that you will not be subject to any legal restrictions when you want to leave." Shi Yanbian said As if making an oath.

He finally figured it out, no matter what Liu Yichen said, he agreed first.

In short, hold him tight first, and then he will never give Liu Yichen a chance to repent.

Legally there is no hindrance.

The only thing that can be discussed in the agreement is property, but Shi Yan doesn't care about property at all.

The big deal is that Liu Yichen will leave with all his property, that's not a problem at all.

At that time, Liu Yichen will go to whatever crew he goes to, even if he is playing a eunuch, as long as it is a rival play, he will act.

It's not like he hasn't done this before, so he's afraid that he won't succeed the second time?

Liu Yichen didn't know how to answer for a long time, Shi Yan became anxious, and raised his head to look at Liu Yichen: "Don't tell me, we talked so much just now, you didn't listen to a word, I said, you have nothing to doubt, I'll tell you everything I want to know, but you still don't want to believe me?"

Liu Yichen shook his head: "I didn't, I believed it."

If you don't even believe Shi Yan's sincerity, then there is really nothing to believe in.

Shi Yan relaxed a little, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth again: "Then are we together now?"

"Well..." Liu Yichen responded with a very soft voice, and added, "But our relationship will last until one of the parties recovers the memory. How to choose after recovering the memory is left to the one who recovers the memory to decide, is that okay?"

Although he agreed to try it with Shi Yan, but after recovering his memory, he will be himself two years later, and it is not certain whether he will lose the memory of this period of time.

The rest of the decision can only be made by myself two years later.

Shi Yan thought Liu Yichen wanted to say something else, but he was relieved when he heard this sentence: "Yes, everything is fine."

He figured it out just now, the present is the most important thing, what will happen in the future, no matter how many Liu Yichen repeats, it will be the future.

"Also, I'm not ready yet, we're now... as soon as we order..." Liu Yichen hesitated halfway through the sentence, but the meaning was not difficult to understand.

Shi Yan turned his eyes around, and said cautiously: "I understand, I understand, but you have to explain where this point is?"

Liu Yichen froze, clearly thinking about how to answer.

The initiative was thrown into his hands by Shi Yan, but he didn't know where this point should be.

While still thinking, Shi Yan directly dragged his wrist, and put his other hand on his waist: "Is it okay to hold hands?"

Liu Yichen just recovered from the shock of "unknowingly agreed to be with Shi Yan", nodded subconsciously——

They have held hands more than once these days, and holding hands is nothing.

Obtained acquiescence, Shi Yan's whole heart turned pink, and the hand on Liu Yichen's waist moved down, bringing him into his arms: "Then how about a hug?"

The high fever quickly enveloped Liu Yichen, and a heartbeat resonated from his chest.

Liu Yichen couldn't tell whose heart was beating, but lay on Shi Yan's shoulder, feeling the warm breath next to his ear.

The emotion of joy is faithfully conveyed through the heart and temperature.

Liu Yichen relaxed a little, and handed over his weight to Shi Yan.

Now that you have promised to give it a try, you should let go of your guard and fear.

Liu Yichen just relaxed for a second, and the next second, Shi Yan directly raised his neck: "What about kissing, is it a foul?"

The author has something to say: Yanyan: If you dare to make the decision, I will give you a red card for a whole year, and I will kiss you enough before talking.