After tying up with CP, I bent

Chapter 16 Hug

Ji Meng once played a character who was a PTSD patient. Because she couldn't bear the torture of the disease, she finally chose to commit suicide by cutting her wrist to end her life.Because there was a close-up of the scar on his wrist during the filming, the special effects makeup artist put on a very realistic scar makeup on his right wrist, which was very similar to the one on Jing Xuan's hand, so he recognized it at a glance.

When he realized this, he was greatly shocked in his heart.Why did Jing Xuan cut his wrist?Suicide or accident?Ji Meng didn't know, but no matter what the reason was, he couldn't believe it.He held Jing Xuan's wrist tightly, but he dared not touch the glaring scar again.He stared at Jing Xuan on the bed, his eyes were full of sadness and pity that he didn't realize, and he used his hands unconsciously.

Jing Xuan seemed to feel discomfort, his brows were slightly furrowed, and he groaned, and his wrist struggled unconsciously.Ji Meng came back to her senses, immediately released the strength from her hand, and held it weakly.The shackles on his hands disappeared, Jing Xuan also stopped struggling, and fell into a deep sleep again.

Ji Meng closed her eyes and took a deep breath, trying to get rid of the messy thoughts in her head, forcing herself not to think about those things first.Jing Xuan didn't sleep comfortably, frowning all the time, wondering if he dreamed of something unhappy.He leaned slightly, stroked his brows with his thumbs, stroking gently and gently.

After smoothing the wrinkles between his brows, Ji Meng was about to sit back on his seat when he suddenly heard Jing Xuan uttering a very small raving. Ji Meng listened carefully, but he spoke intermittently, only vaguely hearing a few vague words.

"Dad... it hurts... so... it hurts..."

A sound of pain aroused Ji Meng's worry, and he leaned into Jing Xuan's ear and asked eagerly, "It hurts? Where does it hurt? Brother, can you hear me?"

However, Jing Xuan still closed his eyes tightly, repeating that sentence repeatedly, and then even curled up uncomfortable.

Ji Meng forgot which book she read about. Curling up while sleeping is a sign of insecurity.Jing Xuan in this state completely lost the indifference and tranquility of the day, just like a wounded hedgehog that lost its hard thorns, leaving only a body covered in bruises, which made people feel helpless and distressed.Ji Meng looked at Jing Xuan's pitiful appearance, wishing she could hold her in her arms and take care of her carefully.

Ji Meng recalled her first encounter with Jing Xuan.Sitting in front of the piano, his whole body was covered with a thick layer of sadness, and that helpless figure was exactly the same as at this time.At that time, he wanted to go up to hug him but he didn't dare to do it due to being a stranger, but this time he no longer hesitated, and leaned over and hugged him without hesitation.

Ji Meng hugged Jing Xuan tightly, stroking her warm palms on her back, and comforted her softly, "Don't be afraid, I'm here."

As soon as the voice fell, Jing Xuan really quieted down.He nestled obediently in Ji Meng's arms, and his breathing gradually stabilized.The waist was held by Jing Xuan, unable to move, Ji Meng simply kicked off her shoes and lay down next to Jing Xuan, quietly accompanying her.Suddenly he felt a burst of wetness on his chest, with a scalding temperature.

It's tears.

Ji Meng let go of Jing Xuan a little bit, revealing his face, and saw an obvious water mark in the corner of his eye, and the end of the water mark was the clothes on Ji Meng's chest. At this time, the light gray sweater was already wet.More and more tears flowed from the corners of Jing Xuan's eyes, wet the eyelashes.

Ji Meng had never seen such a fragile Jing Xuan. At this moment, he suddenly felt that Jing Xuan was not as calm and free as shown in the camera. He should have a heavy past.He just used a smile to hide the years of sadness that lingered in his heart.

Thinking of this, Ji Meng felt distressed and her heart ached. She wanted to stop the tears from the corners of her eyes but didn't even have the courage to raise her hand. There was a voice in her heart telling him - let him cry, you can't help him .

Ji Meng was a little frustrated but helpless, she could only hold the person in her arms tighter and tighter, bowed her head and kissed Jing Xuan's heart and forehead tenderly while weeping silently, repeating those pale words over and over again—" I am here".

When Jing Xuan woke up, he felt as if he had slept for a century, his body was limp and weak, and his head was still aching.The brain that just woke up is still not clear, he hasn't remembered what happened last night, he only feels that he has slept more peacefully than ever before, and the usually cold bed is extraordinarily warm today, as if a heater is stuffed inside , So he lazily closed his eyes again, moved his body a little towards the heat source, halfway there, his palm suddenly touched a soft object, and he opened his eyes suddenly.

Ji Meng still maintains the posture of embracing Jing Xuan, with her left hand under his neck, her right hand on his waist, and the same pillow as his head.His sleeping appearance is a bit childish, his mouth is slightly pursed, as if he has something on his mind, and he is frowning in his sleep.The hot and humid breath sprayed on Jing Xuan's face lightly and shallowly. He blinked and stared blankly at the magnified sleeping face, and his brain fell into a short blank.

He has no idea why Ji Meng sleeps on his own bed in such an ambiguous position.He was stunned for a few seconds before he came back to his senses, and slowly moved to the side of the bed little by little, trying to get up before Ji Meng woke up, so as to save time and embarrassment.However, just as his hand was attached to Ji Meng's palm, he was about to turn around when the hand around his waist tightened again, and he was hugged into Ji Meng's arms again.Jing Xuan didn't dare to move for a moment.Looking at the rising and falling chest in front of him, he sighed helplessly and had to look for another opportunity.

He lay in Ji Meng's arms and waited for about 10 minutes before launching another escape plan. He carefully removed the hands on his waist and was about to move to the bed when he heard Ji Meng's hoarse voice sounding above his head.

"Brother, are you awake?"

Jing Xuan's expression froze for a moment, and then he raised his head after a moment of silence, humming pretending to be calm.

Ji Meng didn't notice his strangeness, she let go of Jing Xuan naturally, turned over and stretched on the bed.Jing Xuan took advantage of the situation and sat up. He didn't talk about why Ji Meng slept on his bed. He only asked about last night's situation: "Did I pass out last night?"

"Yes, it scared us to death. The doctor said that you fainted because you didn't have a good rest and were severely exhausted. In addition, you were exposed to the rain for so long last night and you still had a little fever. The doctor gave you a drip. As he spoke, he stood up from the bed, sat cross-legged in front of Jing Xuan, tested the temperature of his forehead with the back of his hand, and then tried his own, and he was relieved when he felt that the temperature was almost the same. Get up. How are you feeling? Is there any discomfort in your body?"

Jing Xuan shook his head: "There's nothing uncomfortable, it's just a minor problem, just sleep and it will be fine."

Ji Meng disagreed and said: "What a small problem, there is no such thing as being in a coma all night. You passed out as soon as the director finished yelling, and I couldn't wake up no matter how I called, it scared everyone half to death."

"Sorry for worrying you."

Ji Meng took Jing Xuan's hand: "Brother, did you feel uncomfortable before the filming started yesterday?"

Jing Xuan lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Ji Meng sighed, squeezed his palm and said: "Brother, next time you feel uncomfortable, tell me, don't bear it anymore, okay?"

Jing Xuan smiled, did not agree, but asked: "Did Xiao Wei tell you something?"

Ji Meng said distressedly: "He told me that you were injured when you were hit by an iron rod on your ankle before filming."

Jing Xuan rubbed his head and explained: "It was just an accident, and the wound only looked serious, not very painful."

Ji Meng curled her lips, not believing what he said, she lowered her head and played with his brother's fingers silently.The finger accidentally touched the needle port of the IV drip yesterday, Jing Xuan couldn't help hissing, and withdrew his hand.

"Brother, I'm sorry, did I hurt you?" Ji Meng hurriedly pulled Jingxuan's hand to check.Jing Xuan let him pull, but halfway through the pull, he pulled it back suddenly, and shook his head calmly: "It's okay." He put down his hand while talking, and pulled down his sleeve pretending to be calm, covering his wrist.

Ji Meng noticed his movement, her eyes sank, but she didn't say anything, she quickly settled her mood and raised her head to smile at him, and got out of bed first: "Brother, you go wash up first, I'll go and see Xiao Wei , he slept in the living room outside last night, so he probably hasn't woken up yet."

"Okay." Jing Xuan replied.

When Ji Meng left the bedroom, Jing Xuan also went into the bathroom, ready to wash up.When reaching for the toothbrush, the wide sleeves slid down to the elbow, revealing the white scar.Jing Xuan stretched out his hand and touched it. It was itchy and numb when he touched it when the scab first formed. Now, after so many years, he no longer feels it, but the uneven texture is not very good.After so many years, he almost forgot the reason why he cut his wrist in the first place, and only remembered the feeling of seeing the bright red blood flow out of his body was so exhilarating, so that when he lost too much blood and fell into a coma , There is a smile on the corner of the mouth.

That time was the closest he was to death, but he didn't die in the end.

In the living room, the noise of Ji Meng and Xiao Wei's liveliness sounded, Jing Xuan withdrew his thoughts, squeezed on toothpaste and concentrated on brushing his teeth.Xiao Wei seems to know that Ji Meng slept on his bed last night and is "chasing" Ji Meng.And Ji Mengdong hid in Tibet and tried to explain, but Xiao Wei, who was eager to protect his master, didn't intend to listen, and said angrily: "Don't explain, you are just coveting my brother's beauty! You are a disciple! You should not have let you go yesterday Take care of my brother alone!"

"What is your brother, that's my brother! What else do you want me to covet my brother's beauty! Am I that kind of person?"

"Who are you not?"

"you!"

Jing Xuan listened to the content of the conversation between the two, shook his head and laughed, spit out the mouthwash, picked up a handful of water and flushed his face, and when he opened his eyes, he saw the two people who were still arguing in the living room just now. He was pawing at the door frame of the bathroom from left to right, looking at himself eagerly.

"What are you doing standing here?" Jing Xuan wiped the water off his face, and looked at them through the mirror with a faint smile, "Is the quarrel over?"

"There's no quarrel," Ji Meng defended guiltily, "We're discussing business."

Xiao Wei also nodded in agreement: "That's right, that's right, we're talking about business."

Jing Xuan smiled, did not expose their clumsy lies, grabbed the towel on the shelf, wiped his face casually, and then came out of the bathroom.Ji Meng and Xiao Wei quickly followed him, one on each side, and followed behind him like a bodyguard.

Ji Meng took a few steps to Jingxuan's side, and asked briskly, "Brother, are you hungry? What do you want for breakfast? I'll call and order."

Jing Xuan went to the living room with two little tails: "Let Xiao Wei decide, I can do it, just tell Xiao Wei what you want to eat."

Ji Meng was not happy anymore, and insisted: "No, I will decide, I have money."

Jing Xuan couldn't help laughing, so he had to let him go: "Okay, then you decide."

Ji Meng happily called the hotel customer service with her mobile phone to order food.

Jing Xuan felt a little thirsty, so he opened the wine cabinet and poured himself a glass of red wine. Just about to toast, Ji Meng stretched out her hand to block the mouth of the glass, and looked at him seriously: "Drinking on an empty stomach in the morning is not good for your stomach. Okay, don't drink." After speaking, he looked at Xiao Wei again: "Xiao Wei, pour me a glass of boiled water for my brother."

"Okay!" Xiao Wei went down without saying a word.In fact, he had already had an opinion on Jing Xuan's drinking in the morning, but his boss seemed to be easy-going but was very stubborn.This time, he took advantage of Ji Meng's courage to stop it as he wished, and he was in a good mood.

Jing Xuan was clearly arranged by the two little guys, and he couldn't get in a word at all. He could only watch Ji Meng pour the glass of red wine into the sink, feeling distressed, but seeing the little guy's rare serious expression , After all, I didn't say anything, I lay down on the sofa with my pillow in my arms, and fell asleep with my eyes closed.

As soon as Ji Meng turned around after making the phone call, she saw Jing Xuan lazily lying on the sofa, resting on a chinchilla pillow, half of her fragrant shoulders were exposed, the corners of her mouth were slightly raised, and the sun was shining gently on his body, covered by a layer of Surrounded by soft light, the picture is quiet and warm.

Subconsciously, Ji Meng lightened her steps, walked to Jingxuan and squatted down, holding her face in her hands and looking at it for a moment, sometimes giggling silently.

Xiao Wei stood aside with a glass of water, looking at Ji Meng with disgust.

Tsk tsk tsk, just like that, he didn't covet the beauty of his boss.

What a liar!