impersonating queen

Chapter 60

On the day when Qin Jiaqian ascended the throne of God, the entire Huai Palace was beaming with joy, decorated with lanterns and festoons, and the courtiers sent their blessings one by one. Qin Jiaqian sat high on the dragon chair, watching all this with a blank expression.

Qin Jiaqian calculated the height of the steps, ninety-nine and 81 steps.

Jumping from here, I don't know if I can fall to my death.

Qin Jiaqian looked away regretfully, he must not, he has a good martial arts, and his survival instinct will allow him to maintain the best protection measures when he lands, so as to save his life.

Everyone knows that he has reached the peak, only he understands how much he wants to die at this moment.

In fact, this idea has been haunting his mind since the day the Queen Mother sent someone to kill him, and never disappeared.

If a person's biological parents are looking forward to his death, it is really difficult for him to find the courage to live.

The Empress Dowager sent someone to assassinate him, but it didn't work. It just left a bowl-sized scar on his heart. The scar should be healed in theory, but Qin Jiaqian used a knife to pierce the wound again when he was almost healed. Years later, the wound still hurts.

He couldn't explain why he did it, but it did make him feel better.

Qin Jiaqian looked at the courtiers in the hall, and each of them had unlimited expectations for him. This is normal. Compared with Qin Jiami, who was lingering in the bed, he, the healthy emperor, did make people have more expectations.

It's just that Qin Jiaqian always looked dull, and today happened to be the memorial day of Ping Qiujin.

Qin Jiaqian didn't believe in fate, but at this moment he was eager to ask the Great Master to find out if he was some kind of lone star.Otherwise, how could his biological parents expect him to die, his adoptive father and adoptive mother would sell him to sell him in the gold cave, but his master who was good to him died unexpectedly.

Sometimes Qin Jiaqian is very envious of Qin Jiami, his twin fate, one day he is strong, Qin Jiami will be weak one day, the two compete for that poor life, the loser Qin Jiami lingers on the sick bed, and lives well Qin Jiaqian felt guilty all the time - otherwise he wouldn't always open the wound with a knife.

If they changed, and Qin Jiaqian was the one who was sick, Qin Jiaqian might feel better in his heart, just like when he was not brought back by Ping Qiujin.

Qin Jiaqian's life is actually meaningless. Although he has an ideal of helping the world and saving the people, he can't even save himself.

After Ping Qiujin's death, he obviously felt that his energy was not getting better day by day. He didn't want to eat, drink water, sleep, talk, or take any action. He just wanted to be in a daze.

His physical strength was declining rapidly, and his life felt like it was passing.

The imperial doctor said that his situation was a little dangerous and he needed to be adjusted in time.

Qin Jiaqian didn't know, but he just couldn't get interested.

His whole life seems to have been spent in betrayal.

Tired of the enthronement ceremony, Qin Jiaqian found an excuse to change his clothes and wander around, looking for a place where he could die reasonably—when he died, Qin Jiami would be completely healthy.

Maybe his biological parents would be happier.

It can be considered that he has repaid their kindness.

Since then, the two have not owed each other.

Never see you again in the next life.

When he is dead and sees Ping Qiujin, Ping Qiujin will probably be furious, so let him get angry.Qin Jiaqian is fearless, it's hard to live alone in this world, and Qin Jiaqian doesn't want to stay with his mother and brother who wished him to die all the time.

Lonely, and tormented.

The lotus pond is not acceptable, he can swim.

Zhaixinglou is not good either, his qinggong is very good.

Duke Huai Palace is so big, there is no place where he can seek death.

After going around, Qin Jiaqian went to the Leng Palace and met Shao Wangshu.

Shao Wangshu was a young child, thin and thin, but there was always an inexplicable sense of familiarity about him.It is not easy to live in the palace at a young age.Qin Jiaqian was moved by the scene, thinking of himself when he didn't meet Ping Qiujin.

At that time, he was always hungry, there was no money in the family, and there were many people eating, his father had to work in the fields, he had to eat well, his mother had to do housework, she had to spin cloth for money, and she had to eat well, His older siblings and lower siblings are all biological, and Qin Jiaqian is always the last to move his chopsticks and eats the slowest when eating.

He only picks the spoon in his own bowl to eat, and he will never pick up the dishes on the table in an offensive manner.

The rice in his bowl is always the least.

Qin Jiaqian didn't have enough food, and he was always hungry in the afternoon and evening, so he searched all over the mountains and plains for edible leaves and turf, made traps to catch birds and rabbits, or caught fishy bonito that no one else wanted in the creek that was not as big as a palm.

But the above are the skills of the children in each village. There are too many monks and too little porridge, so it is difficult to find, so Qin Jiaqian is always hungry.

Qin Jiaqian was moved with compassion, and brought Shao Wangshu back to Hanzhang Palace, intending to settle down.

Unexpectedly, Laifu told him that it was Ping Qiujin's child.

Qin Jiaqian has never seen this child before. Ping Qiujin has offended too many people. Every day, someone wants to kill him. Even if the marriage is a secret, he never brought his wife to everyone until his death. The same goes for the child. .

For a while, the wife was in poor health and could not take care of the child, so Ping Qiujin had to take care of the child herself.But when he brought the child with him, no one was allowed to enter the child's room except the nanny, and the scope of activities was strictly restricted. Occasionally, he sent pictures about the child to his wife, and did not pass them on.

Qin Jiaqian only knew from Ping Qiujin's chatter that the child had a diamond-shaped birthmark on his right ankle.

Qin Jiaqian looked at the child carefully, Shao Wangshu looked very much like his biological mother, his facial features completely followed his mother's, leaving no trace of flat autumn brocade.

Qin Jiaqian felt a little regretful. After all, this was Ping Qiujin's only heir, and he was not at all like him, as if Ping Qiujin had never been in this world.

But he thought about it again, it's a good thing not to be that bastard Ping Qiujin, so as not to be hunted down, maybe he has a good personality - after all, Ping Qiujin's personality is too bad.

"What's your name?" Qin Jiaqian asked.

Little Shao Wangshu looked at him timidly, and said in a childish voice, "When he is obedient, he is called Guaibao, and when he is disobedient, he is called a bastard."

Qin Jiaqian laughed and patted Shao Wangshu's head, he was still a child.

When Shao Wangshu first came to Hanzhang Palace, he was not used to it. Qin Jiaqian thought about it and gave him a candied haws—this was what he longed for most before he met Ping Qiujin. He always heard the children in the village say that candied haws are good. The more favored children get a candied haws on their birthdays, which they say is the most delicious thing in the world.

Shao Wangshu was really careless, he was coaxed with a candied haws.

The coaxed Shao Wangshu was playing ball in the yard by himself. Qin Jiaqian looked at his back and suddenly didn't want to die so much. This is still a child, and if no one takes care of him in the palace, he won't live long.

He also carried the infamy of restraining his six relatives, and no concubine dared to adopt him.

All the people in the palace who could treat him well, counted and counted, only myself remained.

That's it.

Qin Jiaqian thought, this is Ping Qiujin's last bloodline left in the world. Ping Qiujin adopted him for several years, but before he could repay the kindness, Ping Qiujin was gone, and it would be better for Shao Wangshu.

He was not in such a hurry to die, he could wait for Shao Wangshu to grow up.

At night Shao Wangshu had a nightmare and cried to find him.

Laifu and Mingzhu stopped him in fright, for fear that the young master would wake up the emperor.

Shao Wangshu refused to leave, so he squatted outside the door. In the windy night, Shao Wangshu was barefoot and wearing a thin pajamas, squatting outside his door, refusing to leave.

Qin Jiaqian didn't care, anyway, he was dreaming, and in the dream, either the queen mother sent someone to kill him, or his adoptive parents sold him to sell him to the Golden Cave, or... it was Ping Qiujin's poisoned and purple face.

In short, Qin Jiaqian didn't want to sleep.

Qin Jiaqian empathized with Shao Wangshu who had the same nightmare and dared not sleep.

Qin Jiaqian put on his shoes and went out, and carried Shao Wangshu, who was squatting outside the door and shivering with cold, into his bedroom, and stuffed him under the quilt. Shao Wangshu rolled in the quilt, and when he saw Qin Jiaqian going to bed, he immediately rolled to his side, hesitating , wanted a hug, but was afraid of being too presumptuous, finally mustered up the courage, grabbed a strand of Qin Jiaqian's hair, and fell asleep contentedly.

"Have a nightmare?" Qin Jiaqian asked.

Shao Wangshu nodded.

There was no candlelight in the yard. After entering the house, Qin Jiaqian saw the tears on Shao Wangshu's face clearly by the candlelight by the bedside. Qin Jiaqian reached out to wipe the tears from his cheeks, "I'm not afraid."

Qin Jiaqian, who suffered from nightmares, said: "There is nothing to be afraid of from nightmares."

"You have to be brave."

Qin Jiaqian took Shao Wangshu into his arms and patted him on the back lightly: "Go to sleep, I'm here, I'm fine."

Shao Wangshu looked at him, as if he was weighing the credibility of the words, but his brain was only so big, and in his heart the emperor was the most authoritative and invincible, so he closed his eyes boldly and confidently.

"Your Majesty, go to bed early, too."

"Yes." Qin Jiaqian said.

Qin Jiaqian didn't sleep. In the past two days, stimulated by Shao Wangshu, he dreamed of Ping Qiujin more often, and every time he died tragically, Qin Jiaqian really didn't want to sleep.

After a while, Shao Wangshu opened his eyes and said in a low voice, "Your Majesty, are you also having nightmares?"

Qin Jiaqian said, "No."

Shao Wangshu, who had nightmares every day, judged that this was too experienced. He could see through Qin Jiaqian's real situation at a glance. Shao Wangshu stretched out an arm, imitating Qin Jiaqian's posture, trying to hold Qin Jiaqian in his arms, but unfortunately the arm was too short and only rested on Qin Jiaqian's body. .

Shao Wangshu didn't care either, and said, "Your Majesty, go to sleep. I'm here. It's okay. If you have a nightmare, I'll wake you up."

Qin Jiaqian glanced at Shao Wangshu and said, "Okay."

That being said, Qin Jiaqian simply closed his eyes and kept his consciousness clear.

Shao Wangshu waited for a while, and quietly opened one eye. He felt that Qin Jiaqian was still awake. Shao Wangshu lay in Qin Jiaqian's arms and whispered, "Your Majesty..."

Qin Jiaqian was in a dilemma. He didn't know whether he should open his eyes or not. According to his experience in bringing up his younger siblings, if he dared to open his eyes at this time, then they would be excited, find a playmate, and be refreshed; At first glance, Shao Wangshu seemed to have something to look for him.

Shao Wangshu waited for a while, knowing that he was going to pretend to be asleep, so he patted him lightly, humming an unknown tune with a melodious sound, like a lullaby.

Qin Jiaqian thought endlessly, maybe this is what Shao Wangshu's mother sang to Shao Wangshu, which is very suitable for coaxing children to sleep.

Qin Jiaqian had closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep. As he listened, his consciousness gradually became drowsy, and he gradually became sleepy...

The author says:

There is a slight difference between Qin Jiaqian's perspective and Shao Wangshu's perspective. From Shao Wangshu's perspective, he will pay more attention to how Qin Jiaqian loves him, while Qin Jiaqian's perspective is the opposite.

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