I give you ten years, you bear my life

Chapter 33

I choose to clarify all the memories about you, and I also start to avoid how much I love you in the memories.

One and a half months after the college entrance examination, Yuyou faced white sheets, a white room, and white people almost every day.Yuyou didn't leave the hospital until the day he filled out the volunteer form.He couldn't think of any way to stop himself from thinking about Liangcheng, as long as he closed his eyes, it would be Liangcheng's eyes, Liangcheng's back, Liangcheng's kiss, and Liangcheng's hug.These days, Yuyou never let the phone leave her body, for fear that she missed the opportunity to contact Liangcheng, but she didn't.The empty number is still an empty number, and there is no voice from Liangcheng anymore.The college entrance examination scores came down, Yuyou scored 630 in total, and finally filled in his ideal school-Shanghai University of Finance and Economics.This place has the sea, but it doesn't have him.After filling out the application and returning home, my uncle has already prepared meals... "Yuyou, you are back, a college student in our family." After seeing Yuyou's college entrance examination results, my uncle really came from the heart I am happy, on the one hand, I feel that my careful care in the past few years has not been in vain, and on the other hand, I also feel that this is worthy of Yuyou's parents. "Uncle, my first choice is Shanghai University of Finance and Economics." "Go to Shanghai, it's so far away, can you do it by yourself?" "Uncle, I'm not a child anymore, I'm an adult." Yes, we Yuyou have grown up...I am old too." "Uncle, you are not old...you are still very young." "Yuyou, can you tell me what happened to you in the past month or so Are you done?" "Uncle, I..." When this matter was mentioned, the tears in Yuyou's eyes couldn't stop streaming down, it was something she couldn't let go of, "I don't know how to say it... Xiao Uncle." "It's okay, it's okay, Yuyou, everything will be fine, we won't mention this matter, never again. Let's go back to our hometown in a few days and tell our grandparents the news." "I... want to go back?" "After all, that's where you were born, don't you want to go back and have a look?" My friend brought her back and explained." "By the way, Uncle, today's 'aunt' (although she is not married yet, but Yuyou has admitted that she is his aunt.) Why didn't she come?" "She today I'm a bit busy with work, so I won't come to eat. Just ask her to go with me when we go back." Perhaps only when facing her uncle can Yuyou truly relax and enjoy the love that comes from her family .In the past few days, Yuyou's condition has improved a lot. He still thinks of Liangcheng every day, and dreams of Liangcheng every night. In every dream, Yuyou wakes up when Liangcheng says that he is coming back. Yes, after waking up, there was nothing but a wet pillow.He didn't dare to think about it anymore, he was afraid that the greater the hope, the greater the disappointment.

The weekend came, and my uncle took Yuyou and my aunt on the way home. This time when I returned to my hometown, it was quite different from the past. The neighbors greeted me with smiles. What was even more amazing was that my grandparents saw Yuyou didn't have a straight face anymore.In a small town, it is a great thing to be admitted to a university. Presumably, my grandparents are also proud of having such a college student in their family. "Yuyou, it's very good. My old Su family also has a college student. It's great. It's really for our old Su family." Grandpa's first praise made Yuyou a little embarrassed.Although grandma didn't say anything, she could see that she was also extremely happy in her heart.Yuyou's success and fame is the lifelong event of my uncle.Things seem to be going well.This reunion dinner is the happiest time Yuyou has ever eaten. Before eating, he would be treated as someone who did not exist; now the bowl is full of dishes filled with grandparents.Family affection is a wonderful thing, it can give you some comfort when you are hurt.In my opinion, it is beautiful and precious.After dinner, everyone was resting, only grandma was still in the room tinkering with something.Yuyou went over to see if there was anything that needed help.When I entered the room, I saw my grandma making a mosquito net. Seeing Yuyou coming in, my grandma said, "It's hot at night, attracting mosquitoes. Put up a mosquito net and a fan for you." Yuyou didn't expect that these were all for him. Ready, he ran over and hugged grandma, "Thank you, grandma." "Good boy, it was grandma who was too harsh on you before. It's fine if you don't hate grandma." "Grandma, no, I How could I hate you?" "Grandma just can't get over the hurdle in her heart, but now that so many years have passed, she gradually figured it out, and now that she is old, all she can think of is to hope that her children and grandchildren can It is enough to live happily." "Grandma..." Yuyou hugged grandma tightly, and called grandma the happiest time.At night, the stars came out, and Yuyou climbed up to the roof alone, enjoying the starry sky quietly. "Yuyou, what are you doing here?" "Auntie, I'm watching the stars here." "Oh, do you like it?" "Yes, I like it very much." "Do you miss your parents?" "Yes , I can’t even remember what they look like. But, I miss them very much.” “Your uncle told me that you like to look at the stars because you can see your parents.” “Yes Ah, they must be the two brightest ones, they have been looking at me and accompanying me all the time.” “Actually, my aunt has no parents since she was a child. They either passed away or left me behind. For what reason did they abandon me? After I knew the truth, I was very sad and angry, but after a long time, I also wanted to understand some things. I lived with my adoptive parents since I was a child, and they treated me like Like a biological daughter, there is no slight neglect. Some things are not as bad as imagined. When God closes a door for you, he will definitely open a window for you. Sometimes since we are destined to be unable to change, then we Just try to accept it, accept it with another mentality, maybe something unexpected will happen. To be honest, even though I still don’t know who my biological parents are, I still have a very happy life. I also feel that I am lucky enough to meet my adoptive parents and your uncle who love me. When you give enough time, you will be in the right place and meet the right Isn't life like this? Give yourself more excitement and less regret. It is enough to truly achieve the perfection you want. Yuyou, a few days ago, when you fainted in the hospital, you Uncle was so worried that I didn't fall asleep for several nights. I want to tell you, don't ignore the people who love you because of some things. Both your uncle and I hope you have a good life. Since you called me a little Aunt, you should listen to what I say." "Well, thank you, aunt." Indeed, what my aunt said made Yuyou understand some truths and gained some experience.In the process of growing up, we will all experience some things, gains and losses are not so important, what is important is what we can understand.Because I have experienced it, I will understand it.The weather was just right, and the mosquito net and fan given by grandma were just right, and Yuyou also fell asleep slowly under such "care".

The next day, when he woke up early in the morning, the sunlight filled the whole room, and Yuyou stretched himself. This night, he slept soundly.My aunt's words seemed to have played a big role. "Yuyou, come and see." As soon as Yuyou left the room, he was called over by his uncle.What the uncle held in his hand was a photo of Yuyou not long after he was born, which was taken by his parents holding him. "Look, this is you when you were young, isn't it very cute and cute." Yuyou looked at the photo, it was a very old photo, but the faces of the three people on it were so clear, he never I don't remember the appearance of my parents. This is the first time I saw and discovered that he and her mother look very similar. His mother has a heroic spirit that is rare for women. "I look like my mother." "Yeah, I just found out that you look so much like your mother. This is a photo your grandma found just now. Take it as a souvenir and put it away." "Well... ..." Yuyou gripped the photo tightly, he was finally able to clearly remember the appearance of his parents, so that he could put them in his heart and cherish them well.Time is ticking, and the weekend is quickly gone.After saying goodbye to grandparents, I returned to my uncle's warm home. The two of them, oh no, it's now a home of three.The process of growing up is for us to learn to face it.In the face of every encounter in life, remember every vivid and unrestrained scene, remember every affectionate look back, learn to love, and learn to be loved.