I give you ten years, you bear my life

Chapter 39 The Confession of Failure

A city, a figure, and two people.One water, one line of scenery, two lines of tears.

At 2 o'clock in the morning, Yuyou tossed and turned and couldn't fall asleep. I don't know what happened.On the other side, Liangcheng arrived in Shanghai, took a taxi, went to Shanghai University of Finance and Economics, and stayed in a hotel near the University of Finance and Economics.However, all of this is unknown to Yuyou. He doesn't know that Liangcheng has also come to this city. Of course, he doesn't know what kind of "surprise" Liangcheng will bring.

After coming to this city for a few days, Liangcheng still didn't take the initiative to contact Yuyou, but obtained Yuyou's whereabouts and everyone around him through various channels, including Zhou Li, Xia Chen, including Lin Yuxuan.Yuyou, still an ignorant child, looks at this unpredictable world with clear eyes.

"Yuyou, haven't you slept well in the past few days? It seems that your dark circles are much heavier." Zhou Li asked casually during the meal. "Well, yes, I don't know what's going on, but I just can't sleep for no reason." "Is there some kind of illness? Do you want me to accompany you to the hospital?" Yes, it should be fine after a while." "Well, that's fine. By the way, tomorrow is the weekend again, but I have to train tomorrow, so I can't accompany you to the orphanage." "Well, it's okay I'll just go by myself." "Well, remember to call me if you have anything to do." "Don't worry, nothing will happen." This is the last weekend of December, and the New Year is coming soon .Yuyou has prepared some New Year's gifts for the children.

Early on Saturday morning, Yuyou went to the orphanage by car, took the gift he had prepared, and smiled with satisfaction, but when he got there, he found that someone had arrived earlier than himself, and that person was Lin Yuxuan is distributing gifts to the children.Although he didn't like Lin Yuxuan, he was very grateful for his behavior. He walked into the orphanage and greeted the dean: "Grandma, I'm here." "It's Yuyou, come quickly. Yes Oh, I forgot to tell you, this classmate is also from your school. He..." "Grandma, we know..." "Oh, so you know each other... Then why didn't you come together." "Uh... "I want him to sleep longer." When Yu Youzheng didn't know what to say, Lin Yuxuan answered. "Yuyou, haven't you had a good rest? You have dark circles under your eyes." Are your dark circles really so obvious?Even the dean's grandmother could see it. "Well, I haven't been able to sleep at night lately." "Well, Yuyou, come here, let me give you something." The dean pulled Yuyou into the room, took out a pillow from the cabinet, and said, "This is for treatment." Insomnia, I don’t know if it will work or not, you can try it.” “Grandma, no, no, how can I take it…” “Good boy, every time you come, you will bring gifts to my children How should I put it, you should ask grandma to give you something, just as a New Year's gift, don't refuse it again, or grandma will be angry." "Well, thank you grandma, by the way, grandma, this It’s a New Year’s gift I prepared for the children, please send it to them.” “Okay, I’ll thank you for the children.” “You’re welcome, Grandma, it’s my pleasure to see the children happy.” By the way, that Yuxuan is also a good boy. He came every time after you left, and he didn’t want to tell me which school he was a student from. I didn’t intend to ask him to participate in this job. , but seeing that he is equally sincere and caring towards the children, I agreed. It was not until last week that I found out that he and you are from the same school. He also played with the children regardless of his image. Looking at you, I seem to think of myself when I was young. When I was in college, I also went to the orphanage as a volunteer." "Grandma, thank you for your hard work." "Just looking at these children, you will not feel hard. You Look, how happy Yuxuan is playing with them." Yuyou looked out of the window, Yuxuan, this 187-year-old man, also has such an innocent side. It's like two different people.Actually, he doesn't seem so bad.Yuyou secretly felt in his heart.The dean wanted to keep them for dinner, but both of them refused.After saying goodbye to the children, Lin Yuxuan took Yuyou's hand and left.Although Yuyou shook off his hand, he was still seen by a pair of eyes not far away, and he clenched his fist secretly.Yuyou and Lin Yuxuan boarded the return car.

"Lin Yuxuan, I never thought you would like children." "Yuyou, do you know why?" "Why?" "Love what you love and do what you do." "Can I ask you something?" "What , you said." "At the beginning, why did you do that?" "I wanted to get you at the beginning, I know you may not believe it, but I can be sure, I have fallen in love with you since then, I want To get you, I, Lin Yuxuan, will try my best to get what I want, but the way I did it was a bit childish. Sorry, Yuyou, it was my fault at the time. Now I just want to pursue you again, really , I hope you can forgive me and give me a chance." "The past is over, but you really don't need to waste time with me, I already have someone I like." "I can wait , Waiting for you to forget him, waiting for you to give me a certain place in your heart, I am just doing what I think is worthwhile and right." "You...I admit that the you now and the you I saw at that time are different. It's a big change, but I can't change it, you are a good person, so I don't want to hurt you." "How could it be hurt, no harm. Let me take care of you, let me stay by your side, let me have the opportunity to accompany you I'm looking at you, okay?" "Thank you, but I can't accept it." "It's okay, as long as you don't hate it. I'll go back to school later, and I'll treat you to dinner." "This..." "That's the decision " Yuyou really wanted to try her best to clear up the relationship between them, but Lin Yuxuan made this relationship even more ambiguous.

On December 12st, the last day of the year, in the evening, Yuyou, Zhou Li and senior sisters had dinner together. Lin Yuxuan was an uninvited guy. His arrival made Zhou Li a little upset, but he couldn’t say much. , Yuyou felt a little embarrassed, but Lin Yuxuan was acquainted, and had a great chat with her senior. After dinner, the school was also very lively. The New Year's party was being held in the school auditorium. When reporting the program, Zhou Li originally wanted Yuyou to participate, but Yuyou refused to live or die, so they just had to watch. At 31:9, the New Year's party is over.Senior sister went on a date with her boyfriend, Zhou Li received an invitation from the basketball team to have another dinner, and only Yuyou and Yuxuan were left. "It's just the two of us now. Yuyou" "Yes, are you going back to the dorm?" Alright." So Yuxuan took Yuyou and walked aimlessly on the street. "Yuyou, have you ever hated me?" "What can hate do, it's just adding sadness to yourself." "No, Yuyou, I hope you are happy, happy every day ""Don't worry, I don't hate you." "That's good, can I take you to a place later? We don't go back to school tonight, okay?" "Why?" "Because, that place must be It's beautiful, you'll definitely like it, I'm sure, if you miss it, you won't miss it." Lin Yuxuan said it so mysteriously that Yuyou was a little curious, and he agreed after thinking about it.At 11:[-] in the evening, Lin Yuxuan said to Yuyou: "It's almost time. Let's go." "Where are we going?" "The closest place to heaven." "Ah?" "Just follow me." Yuyou Had to follow him.Lin Yuxuan led him up a building, which was very tall, because he walked up the stairs, Yuyou felt that he was going to be exhausted, Lin Yuxuan grabbed his hands, carried him on his back and went up Crawling, "what are you doing, put me down quickly, so that you will be exhausted." "It's okay, it's my happiness to carry you on my back." "You... put me down quickly..." Although Yuyou shouted like this, But Lin Yuxuan was still walking up with him on his back, and Yuyou could clearly feel the sweat sliding down Lin Yuxuan's face.Finally reached the roof, it is a very spacious roof. "Look, Yuyou." Lin Yuxuan put Yuyou down, wiped the sweat from his brow, pointed to the distance and said, "Are you ready? It's about to start." "What?" The silent night sky began to be just stars Embellished, suddenly, the rising fireworks exploded in this peaceful night sky, followed by fireworks all around, one after another, gorgeous and beautiful, coquettish and surprising. "Wow... so beautiful." "I'm telling you, you will like it. Every year during the New Year, there will be a lot of fireworks, and this place is the best place to watch, because there are all around, just like I feel surrounded by these fireworks." "That's true, when will these fireworks be over?" "It will last for about half an hour." "Wow, so long?" "Well, yes. "Thank you." "You're welcome... Yuyou..." "En?" "Happy New Year." Lin Yuxuan took out a small delicate box from his pocket.Open it and inside is a necklace.The pendant is engraved with "love Yuyou" "This, I can't accept..." "Why." "Really, Lin Yuxuan, I thank you very much, but it doesn't mean that I will accept you." "Yuyou, give me this once Opportunity, let me take care of you, okay?" "Some things cannot be forced." "Yuyou..." "Sorry, I really can't do it." "It's okay, I said I would wait, I I will definitely wait until the moment when I touch you." Lin Yuxuan put away the necklace.This failed confession also came to an end with the sound of fireworks blooming.

Because it was very late, the dormitory was closed. After Yuyou and Zhou Li explained the reason, they went to a hotel with Lin Yuxuan. "Hello, are there any rooms?" "Sorry, it's full." Helpless, I had to change to another one, "Hello, are there any rooms?" "Sorry, it's full." It is suitable to live outside, so I changed to another one. "Hello, do you have a room?" "Yes" "Give us a standard room, please." "Sorry, there is only one big bed room." "This..." "Yuyou, let's find this If it continues down, it will probably have the same result." Yuyou thought, so he decided to live here.After entering the room, Yuyou took a shower, which gave Lin Yuxuan the space to flirt, neither sitting nor standing, always peeking at Yuyou.After Yuyou finished washing, Lin Yuxuan smiled, "Why, is there any problem?" Seeing his inexplicable smile, Yuyou asked. "No, it's nothing, I'm going to take a shower." So he hurried into the bathroom.Yuyou dried her hair and lay on the bed. She seemed a little tired from playing today, and fell asleep not long after.In his sleep, he suddenly felt someone hugging him. He thought it was Liang Cheng, so he grabbed his hand and was reluctant to let go.However, he suddenly woke up.Looking at the people around him, it was not Liangcheng but Lin Yuxuan, which made him get up quickly. "What's the matter? What's the matter, Yuyou?" "You, how could it be you?" "The two of us came to open the room. Did you forget?" "I...I...then why are you holding me "Isn't it okay to hug you?" "No." "No, I've wanted to hug you to sleep for a long time." "If you do this again, I'll leave." "Okay, okay, I don't want to It's over, stop hugging, okay? You can lie down quickly." Yuyou lay down dubiously, but still kept a certain distance from Lin Yuxuan.This is really hard for Lin Yuxuan, the person he likes is lying on the same bed with him, but he can't do anything, he can only try his best to restrain his inner desire.Tossed all night on the edge of mutual struggle and desire.It's just that they didn't know that all of this was being monitored. Liangcheng watched their travels, watched the fireworks they watched together, watched his confession to him, and watched them enter the hotel, but didn't come out.At this moment, he seems to be lonely. If it is said that a lonely person is a landscape, then he can only appreciate this landscape by himself. "Su Yuyou, I will make you regret it." Liangcheng clenched his fists again.It's just that others don't understand why he doesn't go to him directly, since they are all back, why don't they go to him, but secretly follow him, investigate him, and monitor him.He left without saying goodbye back then, now he avoids seeing him, what exactly does he, Luo Liangcheng, want.