Femme beauty chooses to stick to the end

Chapter 21 I miss you so much

The latter finally struggled for a moment, and it seemed that his mind was no longer clear.

In the next few days, Qu Xiuran came to visit Yu Chiyuan every now and then, and the man also became sober after a long time.

The damp basement is quiet and dark every day. A normal person would probably be driven crazy in such an environment. The person sitting in the corner hasn’t seen light for a few days, and the person looks even whiter. Yuchiyuan is like The eyes of the shattered porcelain figurine began to become foggy.

Ever since Qu Xiuran appeared in the room, his gaze never left that person, his eyes seemed to be locked, moving with Qu Xiuran.

After so many days, Yu Chiyuan also gradually discovered Qu Xiuran's habit. The more he looks directly at him, the easier it is for Qu Xiuran to retaliate, but his eyes greedily swept the other's body inch by inch.

Sure enough, Qu Xiuran began to torture him again.

The wound on the back broke open again, and the person who always struggled because of the pain did not escape this time, but suddenly hugged Qu Xiuran's arm.

He hummed some syllables: "Don't go..."

The crazy appearance of the other party also reminded Qu Xiuran of himself in the dream, and he was very familiar with this kind of reaction. He stroked Yu Chiyuan's chin like teasing a pet, raised his head, and stared blankly at him with those glass-like eyes. Looking at Qu Xiuran: "I'm already out of my mind."

This is exactly the effect he wanted.

What you have experienced, let the other party experience it more.

After many days of abuse, Qu Xiuran was very gentle today, Yu Chiyuan held his arm without struggling.

His cheek was also coldly attached to the back of his hand, Qu Xiuran moved his fingers, and rubbed the other's face with the back of his hand: "This look really should be seen by the brothers in the sect, their high-ranking master is this You look so good, who will praise you to the altar in the future?"

Even though he was humiliated, the other party did not let go of his hand, but his eyelashes trembled slightly.

Qu Xiuran squatted down and looked at him, imitating Yu Chiyuan's appearance in the dream, sliding his fingertips from his cheeks to his neck.

Others interviewed Yu Chiyuan like a lion, but Yu Chiyuan in front of Qu Xiuran was as docile as a cat at the moment. This intimacy became the only warmth in the empty and dark world. Excited all over.

Instead, he took Qu Xiuran's hand.

But I heard Qu Xiuran say:

"I won't come here to torture you later, are you happy?"

The other party's pupils trembled, wondering if he understood Qu Xiuran's words, he squeezed Qu Xiuran's hand tightly, and he finally said what he said the most these days: "No."

Because of the fear of being alone in the dark, he became dependent on the perpetrator.

But he was still cruelly thrown away by Qu Xiuran, he clicked his tongue, pinched Yu Chiyuan, turned his face and laughed and said:

"Look at you."

Because of the enlightenment of his consciousness, Qu Xiuran would go to a place a little further away from the side hall to clean his sea of ​​consciousness.

He originally wanted to kill Yu Chiyuan directly, but seeing him like this today, he suddenly felt that killing was not so interesting. Sometimes mental torture can destroy a person more than physical/physical torture.

Half a month passed in a flash, and Qu Xiuran spent the next few days practicing in a study further away. The scene in his sea of ​​consciousness changed from only sights at the beginning to some people gradually appearing.

Wearing coarse clothes, walking between houses, carrying poles, and feeding livestock, the air is filled with the smell of livestock excrement. The skin of the elderly men and women here is as thick as bark in the wind and sun. The children here look like The dust is like a little mouse.

Qu Xiuran grew up in such a place. He had no father since he was born, and lived with his mother in the town at the foot of the Fangjia Zongmen Mountain. During the day, his mother would go to the Zongmen to wash clothes and eavesdrop.

Sometimes Qu Xiuran would be taken there, and everything here was exactly the same as when he was a child, so that Qu Xiuran himself was in a daze.

Here is his subconscious, his memory.

Qu Xiuran was only 13 years old when he followed his mother to attend the auditorium. He had reached the age when he should temper his bones. Other children were in the Zongmen Academy, but Qu Xiuran had no such opportunity.

Qu He didn't want to delay Qu Xiuran's best time to practice, so he sent him to listen.

At the beginning, he was similar to other outer disciples, squatting outside the school door, and followed secretly.

Qu Xiuran was often taught some Taoism by his mother at home, but it was far less interesting than it sounds. He likes to learn Taoism, and listening to this incident made Qu Xiuran very excited, even if he could only sit at the door.

The first class is Qi training.

According to the elder's teaching, he tried to feel the surrounding qi, spiritual qi, evil qi, and chaotic qi.

This was not difficult for him at all. Before entering the fairy gate to listen, Qu Xiuran could already feel the abundant aura when the inner sect disciples of the same age had no idea about qi.

He never knew how to operate them before, and this was the first time he had the opportunity to contact them, which made Qu Xiuran's eyes shine.

Several inner disciples in the room were fighting with each other, whoever started to take a look outside first noticed those sparkling eyes at a glance.

Immediately he slapped the person next to him with his hand: "Look there, here comes a girl."

His friend also took a look outside. Qu Xiuran's face was a bit dirty, and his clothes were rustic and ugly, but he could still see his appearance. He was thin and was often taken as a girl: "This? It looks like the woman in the laundry room Pretty similar."

"It's her child, she has a son."

The boy who spoke at the beginning was surprised: "Have all the children of this kind of person come to listen? What can a child of a laundry maid learn?"

It seems that Qu He's behavior of expecting a child to become a dragon is funny: "Sure enough, there are many maidservants in the outer door who want to squeeze into the inner door with delusions. Why don't you just find a man when she looks like that? It's not as good as it is now. Chic."

"Finding a man is not as fun as hanging out with many men. I don't know how many people have slept/passed."

"What a bitch, bitch."

The young Qu He and Qu Xiuran look somewhat alike, they are standard beautiful faces, so it is not difficult to recognize them as mother and child simply by looking at their faces.

Because of Qu He's beauty, many people in the sect have paid attention to him. Whether it is a child or an adult, basically everyone knows that there is a beautiful woman in the laundry room.

Because there was no man but brought a child, and the child had the mother's surname, people almost acquiesced that Qu Xiuran was the bastard born of Qu He and the wild man.

At that time, no matter where Qu He was, some gossip was unavoidable, and in addition to her own personality, she always had some bad ideas on the mother and son.

At this time, a class just ended, Qu Xiuran listened to his mother's words, bent down and prepared to escape as soon as it was over, but he was surrounded by several people before he had gone far.

Qu Xiuran was so familiar with this scene, several boys who were taller than him pinned his shoulders: "Hey, where are you from? Running around in the fairy gate is dangerous, do you know that?"

Qu Xiuran didn't speak, he stared at the person in front of him, and another person asked him: "Your mother is Qu He, what's your name?"

"Qu Ye."

Sure enough, it's my mother's surname.

These boys are more than a head taller than Qu Xiuran, they are all seventeen or eighteen years old, and they are very clear about adult things.

"I don't know who your father is? Are you a bastard born from your mother and a wild man?"

The other party pinched Qu Xiuran's face and turned it around: "You look quite iconic, why don't you play with us?"

As he spoke, he began to get close to Qu Xiuran obscenely and rubbed his body, and several people pushed him to a place where no one was around.

Qu Xiuran obediently followed a few steps, during which the boy kept his hand on the back of his neck.

He followed to a hot spring area where there were fewer people. Seeing that these people had relaxed their vigilance, Qu Xiuran suddenly made a movement, first stepped on one person's foot, and then hit another person in the abdomen.

Fighting with people all the time since childhood, although Qu Xiuran was thin and weak, he was quite strong. He knocked two people over at once, his eyes were shining, and he punched the opposite person in the face again. acid.

Those two people quickly realized Qu Xiuran's resistance.

The three of them tried to hold Qu Xiuran together, but they were not good at learning and their bodies were weak. They failed for a long time and were beaten by Qu Xiuran several times. Their mouth and face were swollen. One of them was pressed to the ground by Qu Xiuran. .

But he was in the upper hand, but Qu Xiuran suddenly felt his arms tighten, and only had time to see a rope flying from a distance, binding him three times.

He used to fight with bare hands. He had never seen anyone using a weapon, and he didn't know that there was such a thing as an immortal lock.

He was tied up with an immortal chain, and the enraged young man raised his hand and gave him a slap, Qu Xiuran's face was slapped in the face, he didn't have the slightest fear, and his eyes were fixed on the person who had already sat on him. people.

Qu Xiuran struggled and got a slap in the face, but he was still calm, using the knowledge he learned in class to mobilize the surrounding aura, and some of the activated aura floated around him, forming a strong wind.

Before Qu Xiuran could make a move, a voice suddenly came from a distance:

"All stop."

It's a grown-up.

Qu Xiuran had already seen many beautiful immortal disciples on the mountain one day, but the person who came was the most beautiful among them.

With a little morbid beauty, but like a fairy, she should be a beautiful woman, Qu Xiuran thought to himself, the other party made those people leave Qu Xiuran's side with just one word.

The people around shouted at the man, second senior brother, and Qu Xiuran realized that the man was a man.

It's Yu Chiyuan's disciple, who came to Fang's family to teach.

No matter how lawless those brats were, they didn't dare to show their power to Yu Chiyuan's disciples, and they left in a hurry.

Qu Xiuran sat on the ground, and the other party asked because he had never seen him in the sect, "Who are you?"

"I'm Qu Ye." Because he hadn't learned it before, Qu Xiuran didn't have the courtesy that other juniors in the sect should have, and asked directly to the other party, "What about you? What's your name?"

It seemed that this was the first time he had met such a boy, the immortal replied after a while: "Tantai'an is a disciple from another sect."

When Qu Xiuran heard the word disciple, envy and jealousy instantly appeared in his eyes, but he heard the other party say again: "Don't come here in the future, if they bully you once, there will be a second time."

"How do you know, have you been bullied too?"

"If you haven't been bullied before, why do you want to teach me how to do it?"

It wasn't intentional confrontation, Qu Xiuran himself was often bullied, and he felt that the best way to relieve anger in this situation was to work hard with the other party, but Qu Xiuran didn't agree with this person's preaching.

Before Tantai'an could say anything, Qu Xiuran suddenly got up, patted the ashes on his buttocks, and began to educate Tantai'an, saying: "Be sure to beat back when you are bullied, and no one will bully you if you are bullied." is you."

Before he was about to slip away, he was still saying: "If they didn't have that broken rope today, I would definitely not lose to them. Cut off all their things, and let them kneel on the ground and beg me..."

Suddenly, Brick looked at Tantai'an: "I will get that rope one day."

Finally snorted, and said to Tantai An: "Thank you today."

The latter didn't speak, Qu Xiuran finished cleaning up and left by himself, his face was swollen and he acted as if nothing had happened.

He found a secluded place, and waited for his face to subside a little before going back to find his mother near the laundry room.

The small laundry room is damp and cold all the year round, and the most common thing to see besides the clothes are the tired servants.

As soon as Qu Xiuran reached the door, he heard voices inside, as if they were arguing.

He heard his mother's name, opened the door and saw his mother was held by two men's arms, and there was a woman standing in front of her.

The woman slapped his mother three times, and her face was crooked:

"It's not enough to eavesdrop by yourself, and you have to bring your children to eavesdrop. Do you really think that your useless son can become a dragon and a phoenix? A laundry maid is daydreaming... Do you know who he provoked today? If it weren't for the Fang family's recent happy event and not dealing with the slaves, you would have been kicked out a long time ago."

It was because of him, because he injured those trash today, that mother was beaten.

It must be that some trash went to the head of the Fang family to complain.

Qu He lowered his head and did not speak, but was fixed in place by Qu He's eyes.

It's always like this, always let him be patient. I don't know how many times this happened since he was a child. His mother was beaten and made trouble, and he was always made to watch. If Qu Xiuran went to stop it, it would only make Qu He more angry.

"You still dare to stare at me? Did you slap your nose and face when I gave you a bite of food?" After speaking, he slapped me twice again.

From Qu Xiuran's childhood until now, such things have always happened. Qu He is not patient with everyone. She will resist many things, but facing the people who can determine their lives, they are on top of their heads and will affect their future. Man, she never resisted.

Because she wanted to stay in the sect and hold on to the last sliver of hope, because although the ordinary town was stable, it was impossible to turn over in a lifetime.

Only when everyone left, Qu Xiuran could return to her side, watching her being beaten to the corner of her bleeding mouth:

"Mom, let's not come to this kind of place."

He said this more than once, and Qu Xiuran wiped the corner of her mouth:

"Burn down their shabby hut, and then we'll find a place, and I'll raise you."

Qu He just picked up the scattered clothes on the ground in silence:

"Don't listen to them, my boy is the most gifted of these people, better than all of them."

Talented, but without this background, without this fate.

He pursed his lips, and there were obvious slap marks on his mother's face. Qu Xiuran stretched out his hand to touch it, and the swollen parts appeared one by one.

"I shouldn't have hit them..."

This should be the only time Qu Xiuran felt regretful, because of his own reasons, his mother was almost kicked out of the fairy gate.

Qu He shook his head: "Next time whoever provokes you, you still have to fight back and beat him to death."

Qu Xiuran covered her face with wet clothes in cold water, and Qu He said to him: "Even if we are retaliated afterwards, we will live longer than them, so don't suffer at that time."

Qu He often said this to him.

The memory only ends here, Qu Xiuran woke up from the illusion, his illusion was suddenly interrupted for some reason, and the next moment he reappeared in front of the dark tree.

"Tsk."

I haven't seen him for a few days, but this person's consciousness seems to be much stronger. Qu Xiuran looked at the grown tree, and he should have been forcibly dragged back into Yuchiyuan's sea of ​​consciousness.

It was only midnight.

He walked to the basement. In order not to be disturbed in his practice, the best way was to kill Yu Chiyuan.

But when the door was opened, a bloody smell wafted out, and the scene inside made Qu Xiuran frowned.

Sitting in the corner is no longer the blackened version of Yuchiyuan, but Yuchiyuan who is between a teenager and a young man with a somewhat clear and youthful look.

"Are you here? It's been a long time." The other party saw him approaching intimately, completely defenseless and hostile, "How is your sea of ​​consciousness cultivation?"

The memory inherited by the young Yu Chiyuan is the memory of Yu Chiyuan when he was young, and it is the part of the memory with the most harmonious relationship between him and Qu Xiuran.

The other party naturally wanted to pull Qu Xiuran's hand, but was dodged without leaving a trace. Qu Xiuran approached the door and did not continue to walk in, but asked:

"When did you show up here?"

If the original Yuchiyuan died, it is not impossible for a new Yuchiyuan to appear.

The other party's natural expression was like a big dog clinging to Qu Xiuran, "I'm here when I wake up. It's been a few days, and I haven't seen you."

lie.

After the death of Yu Chiyuan in the Sea of ​​Consciousness in the past, the consciousnesses that came again all appeared around that tree, and none of them should have appeared in the basement.

Besides, the door of the basement had been locked by Qu Xiuran from the outside, so it was impossible for Yu Chiyuan to go into the basement by himself and lock the door from the outside.

This person is not the young Yuchiyuan, he is still the Yuchiyuan who has been staying in this room.

It was such a strong obsession that Qu Xiuran could be dragged back.

Seeing that he had been seen through, Yu Chiyuan took Qu Xiuran's hand but still did not let go: "I miss you so much."

The author says:

This chapter may or may not be revised. I revised the relationship between Sheng Yu and Sheng Yu in the previous chapter. I feel that it is more in line with the character design. If you are interested, you can read it. If you are not interested, it will not affect the follow-up plot. .