I'm off powder

Chapter 37

Compared to the sudden typhoon that came upon his return to China, Shen Huai's decision to take a rest looked more like a whim.

The first person he told was naturally Gu Hanshi, and Gu Hanshi thought of the conversation he had with him before, so he naturally thought it was a joke made by him in a fit of anger.

It wasn't until Shen Huai repeated that sentence for the second time with his normally unserious face that he suddenly suppressed the smile on his face.

Gu Hanshi touched Shen Huai's forehead, and said "呵": "It's not burning. It seems to be serious. How long have you been thinking about it?"

"It's been a while."

"Have you thought about it?"

"Ah."

"That's good."

He looked unusually calm, and his reaction was far from Shen Huai's imagination.

Now it was Shen Huai who wanted to touch his forehead.

Shen Huai asked him: "Is there anything you want to say or ask?"

"It will be a pity for us others. But as long as you don't feel it, I'm happy for you."

These words were beautiful and sounded impeccable. If someone else said it to Shen Huai, he would definitely feel that he was being deceived, but when he met Gu Hanshi's clean and deep pupils, his heart was so soft that it was completely soft.

Even if he lied to him that he would take a rest with him, he would believe it.

Shen Huai doesn't have any relatives other than Shen Nanfang, and after explaining to Gu Hanshi, he doesn't know who to talk to.

It was necessary for Nie Shuangcheng, but it was a pity that this guy had such a big mouth that he had to tell him as a last resort, or just let him read the official announcement directly.

The next thing I have to say is Zhang Yue.

To be honest, Zhang Yue is what he is most worried about.

Zhang Yue is used to everything under his control, so if he really hears this news, he will probably go crazy.

Shen Huai tossed and turned all night, and when it was almost dawn, he finally plucked up the courage to send Zhang Yue a WeChat message: "Sister Yue, I have something to tell you when we meet tomorrow."

After posting this, it seemed like I had finally pushed myself to the edge of a cliff, and the next thing I had to do was to close my eyes and jump down.

Shen Huai finally felt sleepy.

There was no announcement the next morning, he went to bed late, didn't turn on the alarm clock, and woke up at nearly nine o'clock.

On WeChat, Zhang Yue replied with the word "yes", looking at the calm and calm, Shen Huai smiled knowingly, thinking that she would never have expected that one day he would set off such a huge wave.

He thought to himself, not only Zhang Yue, who would have thought of it.

They would not have imagined that he would retreat from his success at the moment, nor would they have thought of the pain hidden behind his smile in front of the camera.

Zhaozhao came to pick him up at home after ten o'clock, and they had to go to have lunch first because there was a draft in the afternoon.

There are only a few restaurants that I frequent, or it is the company, Shen Huai is too lazy to ask, and closes his eyes when he gets in the car, and when he is dazed and about to fall asleep, the car stops.

Zhao Zhao woke him up: "Brother Huai, we're here."

Shen Huai opened his eyes and looked out the window, it was a place he had never been to.

"Sister Yue said she came here."

Zhao Zhao hesitated to speak, looking a little cowardly, as if he was afraid that he would be unhappy, Shen Huai was taken aback, wondering if Zhang Yue had the ability to foretell, and expected that he would present such a big show to her today?

He walked into the box, although he always boasted that he was not afraid of anything, but he was also a little shy.

Zhang Yue rarely wore heavy makeup today, dark lipstick, and her hair was meticulously arranged, exactly like the heroine in the play who is about to turn black and make big moves.

Seeing him coming in, he asked with a half smile, "Are you awake?"

"Yeah." Shen Huai sat down, turned around, and found that Zhao Zhao didn't follow.

"Don't look at it, it's just the two of us eating."

"……Oh."

Zhang Yue obviously has something to say, and it is estimated that something happened, and it is inevitable that the teacher will ask the crime.

Shen Huai quickly recalled in his mind that he hadn't done anything out of the ordinary recently, it's just that the way she hung on to people's appetite was really uncomfortable, he just hoped that she would be killed or cut, and have a good time.

Moreover, dying once is no different from dying twice. He was planning to have a showdown today, so he decided to go together.

The two have worked together for many years, and naturally they have a tacit understanding, and neither of them pretended to be polite and said something like "order food first".

After a brief silence, Shen Huai took a deep breath and spoke first: "I want to take a rest."

The effect of this sentence is tantamount to a muffled thunder.

The appropriate analogy is probably a "child from other people's family" who has just been admitted to Qingbei and suddenly said to his parents, I don't want to study anymore.

Zhang Yue's pupils shrank, and there was a look of surprise in his eyes, which was fleeting and turned into a smile.

She took a sip of tea pretending to be calm, and raised her chin: "Is it because of Gu Hanshi?"

Shen Huai: "..."

In fact, Zhang Yue already had an ominous premonition during the interval between Zhang Yue's sharply changing expressions, but he never expected this to be the case.

Ever since he was with Gu Han, he hadn't really thought about the question of "what to do if someone finds out", sometimes this thought flashed through his mind quickly, and he really let it "flash past" , leaving no trace.

He knew that he was purely a paper tiger in this kind of matter, vulnerable and not crying when he saw the coffin coexisted, now that Zhang Yue suddenly made it clear, his first reaction was still panic, and then he wanted to call Gu Hanshi.

Shen Huai tried his best to pretend that he had seen strong winds and waves—even though he knew that the effect would not be good, especially in front of Zhang Yue who had seen all kinds of embarrassing appearances before him: "What happened when you cared about Gu Han?"

She asked back, keeping a smile on her face when she was extremely angry: "Isn't it your idol? You also learned from him to retreat bravely?"

Is that so...

But Shen Huai didn't breathe a sigh of relief because of this, he wasn't sure what Zhang Yue was thinking, nor what she knew.

The only thing he can be sure of is: if he really thinks that Zhang Yue's phrase "Is it because of Gu Hanshi" means "to learn from a good example from an idol", then he is definitely a [-].

Shen Huai coughed: "Sister Yue, just say what you have to say."

For the first time, he felt brave, like a warrior waiting to die generously, but at the same time, he felt a great confusion mixed with a little sadness.

Many people in society will put various labels on people like them from different levels.

But in the past, he was always intoxicated in his own world, without hatred, criticism, or extra attention.

When he finally decided to use this identity to try to fight against the world today, he began to hesitate and question.

He will think: why?

He is obviously like many people, just because he wants to give up a job he doesn't like so much, he just likes a person of the same gender as himself.

These two things are not necessarily related.

Why does this world use weird logic to force them together?

Then blatantly add contempt and contempt.

"I don't want to judge too much about you and Gu Han."

She still had that proud posture, Shen Huai saw it for so many years, and for the first time felt that kind of aloofness was disgusting.

"In this circle, there are quite a few people like this."

What kind of person?

His ears were ringing like a sudden tinnitus, followed by a tingling pain.

"You were quite stable before, and I don't think you've reached this point."

Zhang Yue smiled generously.

Shen Huai looked at her face - the fine lines around the eyes, the chin that was padded just a few months ago, and a red and swollen pimple popping out from the red lips...

He suddenly felt that face was so strange.

After so many years, did he know her?

Gu Hanshi said, never expect to be understood by everyone.

We want them to respect us, but we also respect their right not to respect us.

Just being a happy gay is enough.

Shen Huai finally lowered his voice: "It's my own choice who to be with and where to go."

"Don't be stupid!" Zhang Yue suddenly turned up the volume, and the previous calmness and self-control suddenly disappeared, "Do you think you can be with him if you quit the entertainment industry? Over the years, you have accumulated so many fan bases, you don't say anything Suddenly disappeared, do you think no one will suspect the reason?!"

Shen Huai frowned: "I want to quit has nothing to do with Gu Hanshi, it's purely my personal decision."

"When I first took over you, I said that fans are like judges, who can acquit you or kill you at any time, and let you fall from heaven to hell. It is more terrifying than any kind of capital power in this circle." Zhang Yue His voice was already sharp, "Aren't you afraid of losing your reputation?!"

"Sister Yue." Shen Huai was unusually calm, in stark contrast to Zhang Yue's hysteria, "Are you so angry for me or for yourself?"

He finally said the straw that broke the camel's back.

Zhang Yue was startled when she heard the words, then blushed, and gritted her teeth: "Shen Huai, listen to what you're saying now?! I don't care what tricks Gu Hanshi gave you, in short, your contract still exists." For two years, you should not have forgotten how much liquidated damages are.”

A sky-high liquidated damages of over [-] million yuan.

Of course Shen Huai did not forget.

Once you enter the star shadow, it is as deep as the sea, and from then on, the other family is a passerby.

Xingying has the well-known gray overlord clause in the industry. If he hadn't been in a hurry to repay the debt back then, and he had no background, and no one gave him advice, he wouldn't have dug such a big hole.

In fact, it only took more than a year and a half, and after a while, I can always get ahead.

Once in and out, during this period of time, you can make a lot of money.

But he just didn't like it.

Shen Huai and Zhang Yue naturally broke up unhappy. Zhang Yue said coldly that he should think about it in the next few days.

Shen Huai agreed, and after thinking about it before leaving, he still said "I'm sorry" to her, but Zhang Yue didn't respond.

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Gu Hanshi's announcements during the day were full today, and he didn't even have a lunch break. In the evening, he finally stopped to catch his breath, took out his phone and saw a few messages from Shen Huai.

"I told Zhang Yue."

"guess what?"

Xu Shi saw that he hadn't replied for a long time, and after two hours, he began to ask and answer by himself.

"She knew about me and you."

Gu Hanshi was very calm when he saw that line, as if the second boot had finally fallen off.

But this description does not seem to be very accurate.

In fact, he didn't care so much, let alone be frightened.

At that moment, he just felt as if he had let go of a long-standing burden, and he could finally breathe a sigh of relief.

He even thought a little erratically, if Shen Huai told everyone that they were together when he announced his withdrawal from the entertainment circle, it would actually be pretty good.

The two of them have lived their lives to the present, and their lives are somewhat extreme.

Either for other people's lives, or passively wallow in the past.

If there is such an opportunity, maybe it will be braver.

Be a brave gay couple.