I'm off powder

Chapter 41

It was the first time Shen Huai and Gu Han had an argument, and they deliberately ignored each other for a few days, and secretly hoped that the other party would take the initiative to talk to him.

I have to look at my mobile phone countless times a day, turning on and off the screen, more attentive than a peacock.

After all, Gu Hanshi ate a few more years of rice than Shen Huai, and after a few days of cooking, he still bowed his head first.

He intended to ease the relationship, knowing that the eighth anniversary of Shen Huai's debut was coming soon, so he called him: "Let's have a meal together then celebrate."

Gu Hanshi had already given the step down, Shen Huai felt a lot more relieved, and a little secretly happy, pretending to be serious and said: "Yes. But there is a filming that day, and I don't know when it will end."

Gu Hanshi knew that he could open a dyeing workshop if he gave three points of color, and he could even imagine the way he suppressed a smile when he said this. He hung up the phone with a helpless smile on his face.

But no matter what, half of what happened that day is finally over, although the pimples in each other's hearts may not all disappear.

Shen Huai's popularity is still very high in today's entertainment industry. Although he didn't reach the top three on the super chat list, he has been in the top ten for a long time. For someone like him who has debuted for eight years, it is not easy.

Recently, the "Shen Huai's eighth anniversary of his debut" super chat on Weibo has been frequently searched, and it is hard for Gu Hanshi not to pay attention.

So I also know that he will celebrate with the support club that day.

Shen Huai has been very busy these few days, and because of the previous incident, the two of them didn't have so much contact. Shen Huai couldn't bear to report everything in detail like before. Gu Hanshi was still constrained by the script plagiarism I didn't ask much.

He booked a private room on the top floor of an extremely expensive hotel, with top-notch catering services.

Specially asked someone to arrange it meticulously, and also prepared gifts, but the first waiter waited from six o'clock to nine o'clock, and Shen Huai still hadn't moved.

Gu Hanshi checked Weibo, and saw that he was on the trending search again, it was a photo from a celebration event, it was freshly released, and it was a raw picture that hadn't been uploaded yet.

In the photo, Shen Huai's smile is relaxed and bright, just like before.

There is even a photo where the tip of the nose, the corners of the lips and the tips of the hair are covered with cake cream, which looks extra playful.

In just a while, the most popular Weibo search has changed from "new" to "boiling". Gu Hanshi quit Weibo and sent him a WeChat message.

"When are you coming back?"

Shen Huai never replied.

The dishes were already cold, the ice cream cake melted slightly, and he had almost drunk the bottle of red wine he had prepared.

The hour hand pointed to ten, and inadvertently jumped past eleven.

Gu Hanshi looked at the silent cell phone, put on his suit, and prepared to leave.

At this moment, the door opened.

Shen Huai walked in from the door, took off his black mask, sunglasses and peaked cap, and sat on the sofa with his whole body stretched out, closed his eyes and said, "I'm exhausted, pour me a glass of water."

Gu Hanshi said "um", without saying anything, went to the side and poured a glass of warm water, and handed it to him.

Shen Huai gulped it down, drank too fast, coughed violently after choking, Gu Han frantically fetched tissues for him, went to the bathroom and soaked a clean towel with warm water for him to wipe his face.

After wiping his face, Shen Huai became sober, stared blankly at him and asked, "What time is it?"

"11:30."

"It's so late." Shen Huai frowned in confusion, "Have you eaten yet?"

"No." Gu Han replied patiently, "I sent you a WeChat message, but you didn't reply. I'm waiting."

"WeChat?" Shen Huai fumbled from his clothes pocket to his trousers pocket, finally took out his phone, pressed the lock screen button, and shook the phone in front of him, "It's out of battery. I'm sorry."

He leaned over to kiss Gu Hanshi's lips, but Gu Hanshi turned his head away and frowned: "You smell of alcohol, how much have you drunk? Isn't it a celebration with fans? How did you drink so much?"

Shen Huai was already slightly drunk, he didn't notice the displeasure in his tone, shook his head, and even had a sporadic smile in his eyes: "No, I don't want to, it's the company's people, they must give me another To celebrate a round, go to open a private room."

And he just waited stupidly.

Gu Hanshi sighed softly in his heart, and patted the back of his head lightly: "I haven't seen you so happy for a long time. Shen Huai, you are very happy."

"En." Shen Huai made a sound from his throat, his bloodshot eyes were wet, "There are a lot of people today."

They were all the people who accompanied him through the lonely time.

It didn't matter whether he knew their names or not, and it didn't matter what traces they would actually leave in his life.

Gu Han felt a little sad, and thought a little guilty, but he didn't.

He had been looked up to by Shen Huai for so many years, and fell in love with him again.

How can he be.

Without him, Shen Huai would have had a good life, including with his father.

He was the one who pulled him into that abyss.

"What are you thinking about?" Shen Huai's smile and words were drunk, he didn't expect an answer, instead he reached out and pinched Gu Hanshi's ear, "By the way, I haven't given me my gift yet."

Gu Hanshi looked into his eyes and was silent for a while: "I'm not prepared."

Shen Huai's smile faded away.

"That's it." He seemed to be a little more sober, looked at the surrounding layout, and then stood up to look at the dishes on the table, "I should come back earlier today. You are angry."

"No."

"It's too obvious." Shen Huai sighed softly, "Gu Hanshi, I apologize. Can't I apologize?"

"Really not." Gu Hanshi shook his head slightly, and patted the seat next to him, "Shen Huai, sit down. Sit next to me."

Shen Huai didn't move, but frowned vigilantly: "What do you want to say?"

Gu Hanshi's brows and eyes became a little cold: "I've been thinking about it for a few days. Maybe it's really irrational for you to quit like this. You can't let go of all this. Maybe you're just acting on impulse."

Again.

Perhaps the effect of alcohol exacerbated his irritability, Shen Huai tugged at his collar, and said bluntly: "I said, I don't want to do it, it's purely my own decision, it has nothing to do with you. Tell me at this time Great truth? Gu Hanshi, what's wrong with you?"

He was furious, like a ball of fire just ignited.

In contrast, Gu Hanshi was much calmer, with no trace of anger visible on his face, he just continued: "Once we withdraw, we will definitely cause an uproar if we don't mention the breach of contract. Or someone picked up something, are you really ready? Have you thought about the consequences? At least from now on, you are unable to bear the price behind this incident."

Gu Hanshi thought that after saying this, he would be so angry that he would jump his feet, but he didn't expect that Shen Huai just sneered and shrugged: "Okay, I understand. You are the one who regretted it. You are afraid. If you are afraid, you are afraid. It's nothing, you can tell me, I will try my best not to let you get a little stain."

"Shen Huai."

When Gu Han called his name, his voice trembled slightly.

Shen Huai looked at him coldly.

Gu Hanshi had never seen his eyes like that, calm, indifferent, and guarded.

But at this time, Gu Hanshi was no longer surprised.

He thought, maybe this is Shen Huai, the real soul under that glamorous skin.

Devastated.

Like a child shouting "I hurt so much" in a dark corner.

At that moment, Gu Hanshi finally knew why he liked him.

Because in him, what is reflected is himself, the complete self.

His Adam's apple moved, he said "I'll go first", and then turned around.

At this moment, Shen Huai strode over and hugged him from behind.

Gu Hanshi's body froze.

Shen Huai buried his face between his neck and collarbone, his breath was warm, but his nose was cool.

Gu Hanshi calmly said, "Shen Huai, let go."

"You are not allowed to go." He shook his head, and the grip on his hands tightened a bit.

Gu Hanshi put his hand on his, trying to break free.

"Don't move." He opened his mouth, bit his shoulder lightly, and even lowered his voice, like a small animal whimpering, "I'm afraid."

He actually cried.

Gu Hanshi's movement of breaking away from his fingers froze, and as soon as he turned his head, Shen Huai kissed him.

Mixed with more intense colors than ever, what did he taste between his lips and teeth?

Sadness and pain.

He suddenly thought of half a year before his mother died, that time when she ran out of the house like a madman, he went to look for his father in a panic, but saw his father cuddling with another woman.

He was angry but held back, never questioned anything, and never tried to pierce that layer of cellophane.

Even though his father and all relatives in the family resented him and felt that he was unreasonable.

Later, when he grew up, he thought more clearly, and one day he suddenly realized that what he blamed more was that his father never regretted himself.

That's all, but despicable enough.

Since that day, his world has been counting down to the end.

"Do you want?"

Shen Huai asked him, gentle but humble.

He hesitated, but realized that he was just posturing.

So after only a second, he nodded: "Yeah."

It seemed to finally see the stars falling from the sky.

That night, ups and downs.

The rustling of each other's voices, everything around, every detail, movement, demeanor, and voice, all carry the taste of fate.

It was like dreaming back in the middle of the night, and suddenly woke up, only to find that I was still in a dream.

During this time, Gu Hanshi couldn't help but shed tears, Shen Huai caressed his sweaty back and kissed his wet eyelashes: "Pain?"

"I'm happy." His voice was hoarse.

"Yes." Shen Huai said, "Thank you for the compliment."

Gu Hanshi turned his head to look at him, his expression was natural, he didn't mean to be joking at all, and his face didn't turn red.

He couldn't tell why, but looking at Shen Huai, he suddenly wanted to cry again, like a wronged little girl.

But he actually seldom cried, even when his mother passed away, he only shed a few tears.

Now he and Shen Huai are sleeping together in an embrace, as if they can finally untie the knot in their heart for so many years.

He thought, so he can still love.

Fate did not treat him too badly.

He was only slightly regretful, and what he wanted was still difficult to achieve in the end.