when i become emperor

Chapter 19

It's a fantastic day.

After hearing what Li Gouxun said in the small black room, Yu Mo took a sip of water to calm his shock, but found that there seemed to be not enough water, so he turned on his phone and ordered a durian pizza.

In YY, Li Gouzhang is still reasoning with Liushui Quzhang, but Liushui Quzhang stubbornly thinks that Li Gouzhang is lying to her.

"I don't believe it! I don't believe it! You must have made it up to lie to me! You are not gay! You like me!"

Liu Shui Qu Shang broke down and cried.

Li Gousheng has heard many girls cry. It can be said that most of the girls in the gang have been scolded and cried by him, but he really doesn't know what to do when faced with the crying of Liushuiqu.

I was suffering from a headache when Li Goudan's voice suddenly sounded in the headset, asking: "Why do you like my master?"

Li Gousheng and Liushui Qushang were stunned at the same time.

Li Gousheng said in embarrassment, "Apprentice, you are here!"

"Well, sorry, I overheard you talking."

"Uh...it's okay, it's not a big deal anyway."

Liu Shui Quzhang suddenly said emotionally: "Did you seduce Ah Leftover and turn him into gay?"

"Ah?" Yu Mo was confused.

"Running water! This matter has nothing to do with him, don't talk nonsense." Li Gousheng said angrily.

After being yelled at by Li Gousheng, Liushui Qushang became aggrieved again, "Then why don't you like me?"

Li Gou gasped and said, "Why should I like you?"

"Where am I not worthy of your love?"

"How can you be worthy of my liking, what the hell?"

Seeing the two of them chatting like chickens and ducks with a repeater, Yu Mo pressed his brows with a headache and said: "Master, you go out first, let me talk to her."

"...All right." Li Gou left nothing to do, he couldn't listen to what he said, maybe it would be better to talk to someone else.

Li Gou left the small black room resolutely, and Yu Mo took advantage of the opportunity to lock the small room to prevent others from eavesdropping.

Yu Mo listened to the sobbing of the flowing water cup, sighed helplessly, and said, "Why do you like my master?"

Liushui Qushang paused, sniffed, and finally said after a long time: "Ah Leftover... is a very nice person. When I first entered Jiansan two years ago, I didn't understand anything, not even jumping a mountain. Ah Left taught me every step of the way, no matter how good I was or how stupid I was, he never said a single harsh word to me."

Yu Mo didn't think that Liushui Qushang was really the kind of person who felt good about himself and distorted the facts, so he asked patiently, "Is Master's personality the same two years ago as he is now?"

"No...it's not the same."

Unexpectedly, Liushui Qushang told him something that even Mu Wanqiu and Lin Dongfang didn't even know about Feng Yin.

Liu Shui told him that two years ago, Li Gouzang's temper was even more irritable than now. When he got angry, he even scolded Feng Yin. He was not as restrained as he is now, and his words became humorous. Sometimes he even gave people gentle and calm a feeling of.

"A person with a fiery temper, a person who can't tolerate sand in his eyes, and a person who explodes at the slightest verbal conflict, is soft-spoken and patient when facing me, and these are things that no one else has seen before. Another side of him."

Liushui Qushang seldom talks about Li Gouzeng in the past with others, but probably she has been holding back for a long time, suppressed for a long time, and she can't help but confide in Li Goudan.

"You probably don't understand that a person with a bad temper will only become docile when facing you. This special impact on me, so I fell, even though I did so much in him later It seems very stupid, and even if I have a sick mind, I will not hesitate and am willing."

Yu Mo was a little surprised and said: "So you know that Master doesn't like you, but you still insist on chasing him?"

"Yeah." Liu Shui bit his lips, and said with an embarrassed wry smile: "Of course I know it's shameless for a girl to run after a man, but I care more about him than about face. I like him." He likes it very much."

Yu Mo was silent for a while, "But you know, a twisted melon is not sweet, and he doesn't like you, so it's useless to force it."

"But I'm really not reconciled." Liu Shui choked up and said, "I am the only one who can see his tenderness. In the past two years, I have watched him change from such a violent person to humorous, calm and calm. I am very happy in my heart, because my Ah Leftover has become better, and his changes, everyone thinks that he changed because of me, and I think so too, but every time I confess to him, he will reject me , every time, said that he has a sweetheart."

Liu Shui took a deep breath and continued: "I know he has a sweetheart. He told me that in high school, he had a period of rebellion, and that person saved him. But I don't care. How can a person who only met once can compare to my two years of getting along day and night?"

"But I don't understand. It's been two years. I've liked him for two full years, but why doesn't he like me for a while?"

"Maybe it's because he's gay?"

Liu Shui suddenly chuckled, and said: "I asked his friend, Jing Ke assassinated the King of Qin, they were young, and he told me that Ah Left was not gay at all, he had many girlfriends before, the sweetheart he said, They never heard him mentioned, so I always thought he didn't exist."

Yu Mo thought of the sweetheart Li Gousheng was talking about, but he still wondered if it was just a coincidence.

"Actually, whether your sweetheart exists or not, it's just an excuse for him to reject you. You also know in your heart that he doesn't like you, don't you?"

There was a sudden silence in the headset.

Immediately afterwards, there was the depressing cry of Liu Shui and the emotions on the verge of collapse. He said incoherently: "I know he doesn't like me, but I just like him. I like him so much that even if he sends me thousands of miles away, I will have no regrets, but he is so Well, I sent him thousands of miles away and he didn't want to touch me. He even taught me girls to respect and love themselves. Even if others misunderstood him as a scumbag, he wouldn't try to defend him. He's so good, how can I let go..."

Yu Mo listened quietly, listening to her breaking down and crying, telling about her grievances, sometimes angrily scolding Li Gou for being a scumbag, and sometimes saying that she was not good enough.

Slowly, Liu Shui, who had vented all his emotions, finally calmed down, and said in a low voice, "Am I really bad?"

Yu Mo chuckled and said: "Actually, you are very brave. There are very few girls who are still unswervingly pursuing the person they like after being rejected. I'm afraid not even many boys have this kind of bravery and persistence." .”

Liu Shui asked him, "Then why doesn't he like me?"

"Feeling doesn't mean that if you like him, he likes you. It's like Gouhua is spraying pesticides. Doesn't he like you very much? But...do you like him?"

Liu Shui was stunned for a while, and remained silent.

Yu Mo said softly: "Fortunately, Master is an upright gentleman and didn't do anything to you. Otherwise, you would be cheated for money and sex easily if you are so stupid. Isn't there enough [-] in Jiansan Post Bar?" ?”

"When you find that you can't do something, don't force it. The same is true for feelings. Don't look at the back of Li Gousheng anymore. Go back and look at the appearance of those who really like you. ..."

Yu Mo is not good at words, and he is not very good at persuading people, but he has also been obsessed with impossible things, and he knows how painful it is to feel stuck in a corner and unable to get out.

In fact, to put it bluntly, it’s all about wanting but not being able to let go, which is why they are so sad and painful, even desperate.

Too much obsession will always hurt others and yourself, and it is not a shame to learn to say to yourself to give up.

Yu Mo comforted the running water in the small black room for a long time. He didn't know how much she had listened to, and he didn't know if she would give up her obsession with Li Gousheng, but judging by her emotions when she left at the end, he probably wouldn't Do something stupid.

Then next...

When Yu Mo thinks of Li Gouzeng's neighbor with the same name and surname who lives opposite him, he always has an ominous premonition.

No... What a coincidence, right?

[Li Gousheng: Apprentice! !What did you tell Liu Shui?She actually apologized to me? ? 】

[Li Goudan: Huh?What did I say? 】

[Li Gousheng: Fuck, the apprentice is cheating!I told her for such a long time that she couldn't understand, why did you tell her a few words and her mind cleared up, saying to calm down? 】

[Li Goudan: The authorities are obsessed with the bystanders? 】

[Li Gousheng: Fuck apprentice!You are my lucky star!I love you so much for my teacher!Say, what horse do you want?Beriberi or Rifeisha?I will buy it for you as a teacher! 】

【Li Goudan:...】

[Li Goudan: Master, I have a question to ask you, do you really have a sweetheart named Yu Mo? 】

[Li Gousheng: Yes. 】

Yu Mo seemed to see Cheng Feisheng's blushing face next door from Li Gouzheng's "um".

No, it can't be such a coincidence, can it?

Yu Mo continued to ask tremblingly: [Liu Shui told me, this sweetheart doesn't even know you when you were young? 】

[Li Gousheng: It's too embarrassing!How could I say that! 】

[Li Goudan: Lost, lost face? ? ? 】

[Li Gousheng: Hey, anyway, if you know it, let me tell you, it’s so troublesome to type on YY. 】

Listening to the master's story about him and his sweetheart, the key is that the sweetheart may be himself...

Yu Mo went on YY in a daze.

Li Gousheng dragged him into the small dark room and locked him, coughed lightly, and said with a little embarrassment: "When I was a teacher five years ago, I was in the rebellious period of youth. When I was in an extremely bad mood, I met he..."

Five years ago, Li Gousheng was a grumpy little ruffian who fought and made troubles all day long, no different from a gangster.

One day he had a big quarrel with his family, and when he was riding on the bridge to relax, he met his sweetheart. That person was sitting on the bridge, humming a song with his eyes closed, and the setting sun was falling on his face. Thrilling charm.

Li Gousheng recalled: "His singing and smile miraculously calmed my emotions. I sat next to him and watched him until he found me and opened his eyes."

"Those are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen in my life."

"Then he smiled and said hello to me."

That night, Li Gousheng told that person all his troubles, but that person did not criticize him, but gently comforted his wounded heart.

Then, the man committed suicide by jumping into the river.

Having said this, Li Gousheng obviously choked up, and said in a low voice: "I didn't expect that a gentle person like him would commit suicide. Fortunately, fortunately, I didn't ask his name when I remembered, and I drove back by car. Jump into the water and save him."

Yu Mo said with difficulty: "And then?"

"I don't know how to water, I was flooded." Li Gousheng was obviously annoyed when he said this, "Later, people passing by jumped down and rescued us and sent us to the hospital, but when I woke up, He has already been picked up by his family, and in the end I only know his name is Yu Mo, and I don’t know anything about the rest.”

Yu Mo took a deep breath and asked again: "Then you have found him now, right?"

"Yes! I found it!" Li Gousheng's voice became cheerful, "I accidentally saw him on the bus half a year ago, and I worked hard to find a place where he lived, and moved here to live next door to him, but he I didn’t go out all the time, so I had to stay after he went out, and finally found a chance to get to know him. But he doesn’t seem to remember who I am..."

Yu Mo asked him: "What were you like five years ago?"

Li Gousheng thought for a while and said, "Half green and half pink hair, wearing non-mainstream clothes, earrings and heavy makeup?"

Then there is a ghost who can recognize it.

The corner of Yu Mo's mouth twitched, and he asked him again: "Then you found him now to...pursue him?"

It was extremely difficult for Yu Mo to say the last three words.

Li Gou was stunned for a moment, and said in a daze, "I don't know either. At first I wanted to find him because he had changed me, and I wanted to say thank you to him. But after I found him, I felt... Just thank you."

"I probably really... like him."

After confirming from Li Gousheng that he is Cheng Feisheng and that the sweetheart he said was Yu Mo himself, Yu Mo said goodnight to Li Gousheng as if nothing had happened, and then quickly logged off.

Yu Mo climbed onto the bed, hugging the quilt and meditating silently.

What happened today is as mysterious as a movie.

First, he confessed to Li Gousheng and was rejected, then he went to August [-] with a gun, and then went to YY and accidentally overheard that Li Gousheng's sweetheart turned out to be a person with the same name and surname as him.

At first I thought it was a coincidence, but after questioning, I found out that this sweetheart is really his mother, and Li Gouyu confessed to him face to face... Yu Mo is in a very complicated mood now.

He thought of Cheng Feisheng next door. No wonder he always felt that when he first met him, the coincidence was a bit weird, and the enthusiasm was a bit too much. After a long time, it turned out to be premeditated?

So inviting him to play games, and even sharing meals with him, is Cheng Feisheng's way to get close to him?

Yu Mo frowned, feeling inexplicably irritable.

After thinking about it, he took out his cell phone and made a call.

"Uncle Xu, do you still remember the delinquent boy who came to save me five years ago but drowned?"

Xu Huai was a little surprised when he received Yu Mo's call, and after hearing what he said, he sat up from the bed.

He suppressed his nervousness and asked calmly, "What's the matter? Why did you mention this all of a sudden?"

Yu Mo said with some embarrassment: "I just found out that my master in the game is this person, and he lives opposite me, he is my next-door neighbor..."

"Such a coincidence?" Xu Huai asked in surprise.

"Yeah." Yu Mo simply told him the ins and outs, "Then he confessed his love to me in the game."

"Confession?" Xu Huai almost didn't hold the phone, took a deep breath and said, "What's going on?"

Yu Mo thought for a while and said: "He said it in the game, but he didn't know that I was Yu Mo. I asked him why he was looking for Yu Mo. He said that at first he just wanted to say thank you, but after he really met, he He also said that he seemed to like Yu Mo."

Xu Huai frowned, "Then what are you going to do?"

"I...I don't know either."

Yu Mo really didn't know what to do.

It was the first time he encountered this kind of thing, he was missed by others for five years, he tried his best to find himself, and he was "confessed". most troublesome.

Xu Huai accurately grasped his thoughts, and asked: "Are you afraid that after you make it clear, you won't be able to be friends, master and apprentice, and it will even affect your work in the game?"

Yu Mo said: "I didn't think too much about it, but whether it's Cheng Feisheng or Li Gousheng, I regard them as my friends, and I don't want to lose them because of this incident."

Xu Huai frowned, "You really only consider him a friend? Don't you like him at all?"

Yu Mo was taken aback for a moment, and said in confusion, "I, I don't know either."

Xu Huai guided him patiently, "It's okay, just talk slowly, how do you feel when facing them?"

How does it feel to face Cheng Feisheng and Li Gousheng?

Yu Mo lowered his eyes and thought carefully.

In fact, he and Li Gousheng have the most contacts. This person is humorous, naughty and coquettish, and what he says can always make people laugh. With him, Yu Mo is happy every second.

But Cheng Feisheng gave Yu Mo a bad feeling.

This person is a little too enthusiastic, probably because he likes it, so when facing Yu Mo, he is always a little unnatural and awkward, which makes Yu Mo, who is introverted by nature, feel very uncomfortable.

But after getting along for a period of time, with games and delicious food for running-in, Yu Mo and him gradually became friends.

But these two people are clearly the same person.

This was a little hard for Yu Mo to accept.

"If you don't know how to accept it, just go with the flow and pretend you don't know anything. As for the relationship, you can try to get along with him. If you like him, then say it clearly. Everyone is happy. If you don't like him, Then refuse."

This is Xu Huai's suggestion to Yu Mo after thinking about it. In his opinion, this is not a big deal, but he suddenly found out that his master has lost his vest, so there is no need to be too entangled.

Yu Mo said: "Well, I see, thank you."

Xu Huai said with a smile: "Why do you need to say thank you? As long as you can be happy, you and I can rest assured, Uncle Taikang."

Yu Mo said softly: "I'm very happy, really, since I played Sword Three and got to know Master, I'm really happy."

"I can feel it. Since you are having fun playing with Li Gousheng, then don't think too much, just have fun."

"Well, I see, I will have fun."

"Okay, then you should rest early."

After hanging up the phone, Yu Mo lay on the bed tossing and turning, but couldn't fall asleep, his mind was in chaos.

After struggling a few times, he couldn't help but turn out WeChat, click on Cheng Feisheng's profile picture, and looked at it silently for a long time.

[Cheng Feisheng: Momo, are you asleep yet? 】

The author has something to say: night is indeed a good time to write, it is silent, and the writing is flowing, but it is a bit hurtful QAQ

In addition... I want to be short and concise, how about a discussion, one chapter splits two chapters, two changes a day?