Chapter 117
Chapter 117
Seeing someone he likes describe how he likes another person, unless Luoxi has no heart, wouldn't he be sad?
The way she looked at Cheng Qing faintly was a silent accusation.
Cheng Qingmo closed the diary and said, "... I'd better stop reading it!"
Luoxi refused to accept it and opened the diary again: "Look, didn't you say it anyway? You lost your memory and you are no longer the same person as before."
Cheng Qing chuckled: "Although I said so, you also said that you listened. But I know that it is difficult to separate the current me from the previous me."
Losey could only say: "Let's watch it again! Didn't you lose your memory? I heard that tomorrow's daily task is for everyone. If you don't watch it, then we won't be able to pick up what Mingyue says!" "
But Cheng Qing said: "Then say I have amnesia! This is a fact, and there are records in the hospital. There is no need to hide such things as amnesia."
Luoxi frowned, seemingly unwilling, and said coquettishly, "I have to keep it secret."
Cheng Qing laughed blankly and said, "Let's hide it!" Without further ado, he opened the diary to look.
***
To Yuanshen, Mingyue was a light that illuminated the darkness in her life.
Human beings like to chase the light and look forward to hope.
Mingyue is such an existence, so the downfall of the original body seems so reasonable.
From this moment Yuanzheng officially fell in love with Mingyue.But at the beginning, she still suppressed her feelings for Mingyue and just silently liked her.
She likes to observe Mingyue's every move, is moved by her smile, and heartbroken by her sadness.
The diary no longer recorded the incident of being bullied. Every day, she filled Ming Yue with it.So much so that the vacation time became even more difficult for the original body, and it was so difficult that the diary of that day was filled with the word "Ming Yue".
Looking at the diary, which was full of Ming Yue from beginning to end, Luoxi felt sore.
He looked up at Cheng Qing again, and Cheng Qing looked back at her at the same time, smiled at her, and asked, "Are you still watching?"
Losey choked, gritted his teeth at last, and said, "Look."
So, Cheng Qing turned the page...
The original body's feelings have not been suppressed for too long, Ming Yue is the school's school belle, and she is upright in high school.
The hearts of the students in their youth are full of innocence and bravery.There is no concept of being well-matched, and there is no greasy flattery.
I like the way people express themselves, they are so simple and sincere.
As the school belle, Mingyue has a cheerful personality, so naturally many people like her.
There are quite a few men and women who have approached Mingyue to confess their love, so the original body can naturally see this situation.
She didn't want to regret missing this opportunity, so one day she suddenly turned around and confessed to Mingyue.
Cheng Qing has learned about this world, and she knows that before the same-sex marriage law was passed, the country and society already had a high degree of tolerance for homosexuality.
Yuan Chen's confession to Ming Yue attracted attacks from the whole class, and most people thought that Yuan Chen was not worthy.
What made Cheng Qing even more speechless was that not only the classmates in the class thought so, even Yuan Shen himself thought that he was not good enough for Ming Yue.
When there is nowhere to vent feelings, when love is full of body and mind, Cheng Qing will open the diary and write down the name of his secret lover word by word.
Therefore, the word "Mingyue" can often be seen on the whole side of the diary.
Looking at the word Mingyue in his eyes, the shock in Luoxi's heart is beyond words.
She stared at it blankly for a while, then murmured, and asked weakly, "Have you really lost your memory?"
Even Luoxi now has to suspect that Cheng Qing no longer likes Mingyue because of amnesia.Only amnesia would cause such a strong relationship to disappear suddenly.
Sensing her uneasiness, Cheng Qing reached out and hugged Luoxi, she leaned against the head of the bed, resting her chin on Luoxi's right shoulder.
"What does Roxie think?" she asked.
Luoxi lowered her eyes: "...I don't know." She likes Cheng Qing very, very much, so she also understands the feeling in the diary very well.
Cheng Qing tilted her head slightly and leaned her cheek against Luoxi's face. She smiled and said, "I don't make fun of my feelings."
Luoxi felt relieved, then turned to look at Cheng Qing, and said, "Me too."
Cheng Qing raised her eyebrows: "Is this a confession now? Is it acceptance of me?"
Luo Xi was taken aback for a moment, and then remembered that he and Cheng Qing were having an awkward dispute. Even though the two are intimate now, they have not actually revealed their relationship.
He turned around and said, "I mean, for example, for example..." Although it was just a metaphor, Luoxi was very happy just thinking about it.Shyness overflowed in my heart, and I said softly: "For example, I have recognized you, and I will only recognize you in this life."
Although Losey said for example, but when he said this with a serious and shy look, it was obvious that he was serious.
Cheng Qing's heart was shaken when he heard this, and he looked at Luoxi with his head down, only showing his blushing cheeks and ears, and his eyelids covered the shyness in her eyes.She who has always been active, sitting there quietly at this moment, is so pleasing to the eye.
Cheng Qing's heart felt warm, but a little heavy.
"It's not necessary..." Cheng Qing said halfway, when Luoxi raised her head and stared at her.Cheng Qing explained with a smile: "I mean, if I die, you can still find someone better to be with."
What is this?
Luo Xi was angry with Cheng Qing's words, so she scolded her: "Better than you? Are you ashamed? Who said you are fine?"
Cheng Qing smiled and hugged her again, then led Luoxi to look down at the diary again.
***
Yuanzheng's confession caused an uproar in the school, and even the teacher called Yuanzheng's parents in order to prevent Yuanzheng's pursuit from affecting the students' studies.
Of course, she loves so bravely, she won't back down just because of this obstacle.
For Yuanshen, the biggest obstacle is that Ming Yue doesn't love her.He even hated her pursuit, but Yuan body still tried his best to pursue her, and even to please every friend around her.
How did the original body describe himself in the diary?
She said: "Have you ever heard of a clown? During the two years by Mingyue's side, I was like a clown. Although I knew it, I was still reluctant to give up. How can a person who has seen the light be willing to sink into the darkness again?
In the two years of high school, Mingyue rejected me three times.I know that I am not a person worthy of entrustment, but she did not refuse my approach, which is the greatest encouragement for me.
I will continue to like her and love her until she doesn't need me anymore. "
Seeing this, Luoxi felt sour in his heart, and still couldn't help but mocked: "It's really selfless dedication."
Cheng Qing: "..." After reading 6 diaries, they finally graduated from high school.
Luo Xi also saw in the diary that Cheng Qing was called to go to the reservoir and was tricked into falling into the water.
"That day, the weather was hot. Mingyue, who never took the initiative to look for me, suddenly called me and asked me to go to the reservoir. I am very happy. In the sea of fire, I will not miss the appointment.
I went, and there were not only Ming Yue, but also many of her friends.They said they wanted Mingyue to row a boat with others on the reservoir, but I said it was not safe.They asked me to replace Mingyue, and I agreed.The boat was deflated, and when it got to the center of the reservoir, it sank.
It was the first time I experienced the edge of life and death, but more sad than the imminent death was the laughter from the shore. "
What he said was consistent with what Cheng Xi revealed.
But seeing this, Losey still couldn't help but snorted and said, "It's what you deserve."
Cheng Qing replied immediately: "Yes."
Losey: "..." You said it's your own business, don't talk like it's someone else's business!
Losey held back for a long time... almost laughed angrily.
Continue to look at the diary, Cheng Qing's diary records every day's life, the most important thing is Mingyue's life, and it is very detailed.
How he was rescued by his elder brother later, and how the Cheng family was furious after he was discharged from the hospital are all described very clearly.
A few little kids don't know the seriousness of the matter, but the parents of the children do.
In the end, Ming Yue was sent to negotiate peace, but the Cheng family did not agree.
Therefore, Mingyue found Yuanshen in the end, and she told Yuanshen that she had always admired her, and told Yuanshen the school she applied for, she said...
——"That day, the sky was clear, and Mingyue told me: She was looking forward to going to university with me."
I told my parents to give up pursuing the matter of falling into the water, and turned around and applied for the same university as Mingyue.
The price is that since then, I have no contact with my family.That quarrel was earth-shattering, I let my parents down, and I also knew that I was not a good daughter.But the feelings in my heart, invisible and intangible, controlled me to make this choice.
Even so, the family has never cut off the monthly expenses after college.I clearly and understand that my family loves me.
But I want to try again, sincerity is the golden stone, if I am that sincere, can Mingyue become that golden stone?
Today, when the same-sex marriage law is passed, do we have a chance to walk into the palace together?
For this reason, people betrayed their relatives and bowed their knees, but I still want to move forward.
Even along the way, she never gave me happiness.
When she saw this place, Luo Xi suddenly felt no appetite, and her eyes were a little dry.Even feeling sad for such a humble relationship, Luo Xi felt so sad when she secretly glanced at the silent Cheng Qing.
Can't get what you want, can't give up.Qingqing was only a child at that time, how sad should she be?Why do you want to like such a bad woman like Mingyue?
If only... I could get to know her sooner.
Cheng Qing felt her uneasiness, and gently ran his hand along Luoxi's back, and comforted her: "It's all in the past."
Losey didn't respond, it was already 3 o'clock in the morning when he saw this book.Under the comfort of Cheng Qing's regularity, Luo Xi slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep.
Cheng Qing kept his arms around her, picked up another book and continued reading.
After the original body entered university and society, the habit of keeping a diary remained unchanged.During the few years in college, she continued to pursue Ming Yue like she did in high school.
Of course, Ming Yue didn't give her any response.
On the eve of graduation, Mingyue told Yuanshen that she didn't like women in order to get Yuanshen to give up pestering her.
But after graduation, Ming Yue lived with a female manager of a company.
Cheng Qing: "..." I would like to do what I would like to endure, but I vomited blood after watching it.
Fortunately, after graduating from university, Yuanheng finally got out of this relationship.But he didn't have the face to go back, so he rented a house alone in the urban village in the city center.
This was the most pen-and-ink period in Yuanshen's life.
The author has something to say:
It's over, the more you go, the later it will be, no, you have to adjust the surface time. _(:з」∠)_
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