Chapter 156
Chapter 156
The relatives who were able to pay New Year's greetings on the third day of the Lunar New Year all passed by.
This year, everyone really asked why Cheng Qing didn't bring that big star friend back.
Cheng Qing smiled and didn't answer.
On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, Qian Xinuan called Cheng Qing and Cheng Qing answered, "Hello, hello."
The other side was silent and did not answer. Cheng Qing was silent for a while before hearing Qian Xinuan say: "Can you wish me a happy new year?"
Cheng Qing hummed and said, "Xi Nuan, Happy New Year."
After Cheng Qing finished speaking, a broken cry suddenly came from the opposite side.Cheng Qing knew that any comforting words at this time were just nice words, she silently listened to the crying on the other side.
In fact, I am very envious. Although Qian Xinuan is the one who was left behind, at least in this world, when she misses the other person, she can still hear her own voice, and even see another person through herself.
And what about herself?Where is the other Cheng Qing?
Cheng Qing looked up at the dead branches standing outside in the cold wind and gave a wry smile. For the two of them, hearing the voice of their lover in their own world was a luxury.
Lantern Festival on the 15th of the first lunar month.
Cheng Xiaomei has already gone back to school, only Cheng Qing and the two old men of the Cheng family have dinner together at home.
This year's rainy season came fifteen days earlier and the rain was cold and icy.
At noon, Cheng Qing was wrapped in a thick down jacket and sat under the eaves watching the rain.In winter, when the few suns are covered by dark clouds, the whole world is gloomy.
Mother Cheng packed up the dishes and dragged a chair to sit beside Cheng Qing.
The two sat side by side and watched the raindrops in the sky connect to the sky in the yard, and the raindrops dripped on the ground, ticking, ticking, ticking, like a water elf.
The two watched the rain scene silently, and listened to the sound of the rain, neither of them spoke first.
Although the village where Cheng Qing lives is not remote, the scenery is excellent, because the province has many mountains, so the air is always good.
Mother Cheng lived in the village all year round, and the farthest place she had been to was the capital of Huaguo.The most decisive thing I have done in my life is to resolutely decide to train Cheng Qing after being selected by the national team.
All her life, she was just an ordinary rural woman. Before she got married, she was busy at her mother's house, and after she got married, she was still busy at her husband's house.
After separating from her husband's family, her world only has one acre of land, husband, daughter and daughter.
She is just one of the thousands of women in China, but she is Cheng Qing's only mother.
Of course Cheng Qing knew that she had made her mother worry, but sometimes she really couldn't hide it better in front of her mother.
Mother Cheng: "Has anything changed recently?"
In the long silence, Mother Cheng suddenly asked.
Cheng Qing was taken aback, smiled, and said, "No."
Cheng's mother smiled lightly, took Cheng Qing's hand and put it on her lap, while patting her hand and looking down at her hand, her thoughts seemed to drift away, but she still opened her mouth and said, "My child! You are my mother's daughter , you have something on your mind, how can mom not see it?"
Cheng Qing turned his gaze away and said softly, "It's not a big deal."
Mother Cheng shook her head: "No, it must not be a trivial matter. Otherwise, you have been big-minded since you were a child, and it must be not a trivial matter to make you so hesitant now that you have grown up."
Mother Cheng is very sure of this.
Cheng Qing fell silent for a moment, not knowing what to say.
Seeing that she didn't say anything, Cheng's mother guided herself: "Is it related to that world?"
Cheng Qing was taken aback.
Seeing her reaction, Cheng's mother laughed: "Tell me! Tell me about it! You are so old, you don't like to discuss with your mother about anything, and you can always make your own decisions. Since it is something that makes you hesitate, talk to me about it." Mom, talk about it, let mom participate in your life, and let mom help you make up your mind occasionally, okay?"
Cheng Qing froze there, did not speak for a long time, only looked at the mother in front of her, her lips trembling.
She didn't know whether she should say it, but she had suppressed it for too long since she found out that she could go back.
In front of mother, everyone is weaker, including Cheng Qing.
With a crying voice, she said in a trembling voice: "I feel it, I can go back."
Mother Cheng probably didn't think that it would be such a big deal, so she stood there for a while.
Cheng Qing looked away and didn't dare to look at her mother, and said: "As long as the other party is willing to change, you can change back. But maybe, there will never be another
Mother Cheng stared blankly at her daughter, not knowing how to answer her for a moment.
Cheng Qing smiled wryly, her voice was full of compromise and helplessness towards fate, she turned to look at her mother, and asked, "Mom, what do you think I should do?"
You see, such a despicable question.
How did Cheng's mother answer, she looked at Cheng Qing for a long time before she dared to speak.But when she spoke, her voice was hoarse: "From my mother's point of view, I don't think it is necessary for you to go there."
Cheng Qing lowered his eyelids and said, "Really?" Sure enough...
"I didn't even think that you would marry far away. Although my mother has never married far away, she has relatives and friends who married far away. How can life be so easy when you marry far away?"
Mother Cheng looked towards the sky, the sky was full of dark clouds, and the compressed air was suffocating.As if his own psychology at this time, dark clouds and heavy rain.
"I don't know the place I'm born in, and I'm integrated into a family that is completely someone else's home. Even if I'm bullied, it's rare to have a way to go home..."
Mother Cheng thought for a while, and continued, "Besides, you are changing the world. A bride who married far away can still come back once or twice a year. Once you leave, it will be a lifetime..."
Speaking of this, Cheng's mother's eyes were red: "You are so far away, without your classmates, colleagues, friends, and relatives with whom you can come and go. One day you had a quarrel, and you stood in that world, watching There are people coming and going, but there is nowhere to go. At that time, you will miss us...what should we do?"
Cheng's mother wiped the corners of her eyes and continued to talk about more realistic questions: "It's not that there is no marriage in our world. Nowadays, young people's marriages are much longer, but there are also many divorces. You have quarreled, you can't get along, you have to separate, What should you do?"
Speaking of this, Cheng's mother raised her trembling hands and slowly supported Cheng Qing's face, and said distressedly: "I love you so much. I went there. In your world... there is only her."
Cheng Qing burst into tears, the mother's considerations were realistic and helpless.She couldn't even open her mouth to refute, because for Cheng Qing, giving her parents a stable old age was not just a simple responsibility.
Cheng Qing bit her lower lip tightly to keep herself from saying unnecessary words.She knew that she should listen to her mother.
"But go!"
The sound of ticking rain, like beautiful piano music, seems to be the spirit of nature in people's ears.
Cheng Qing's four words exploded in Cheng Qing's ears.
Cheng Qing looked up at Cheng's mother in a daze, with a puzzled look on her face, but she didn't dare to ask.
Mother Cheng looked at her and smiled with relief: "Go! Go find her over there!"
Cheng Qing looked blank: "Mom?"
Cheng's mother looked at Cheng Qing with tears in her eyes and said word by word: "Speaking of relatives and friends, you grew up in school since you were young, and then went to other cities when you grew up. No one you are familiar with in this village has been slapped. "
"There are couples who don't quarrel. They quarrel at the head of the bed and at the end of the bed. There are other parents in that world. If you are arguing, you can find them to comfort you. You are not alone!"
"When your father and I got married, I never thought about getting a divorce. In the past, the time was long, but life was slow, and a lifetime passed in the blink of an eye. Your relationship is so good. If you change the world, your relationship will not support you. In the end, she can't tolerate you even if you abandon everything and go, then the divorce...is not wronged."
"Life is like this. There are far more unexpected things than expected, but if it's you, there must be no problem. Go to her!"
Cheng Qing looked at his mother sitting there, the sun seemed to finally shine through the thick dark clouds, forming circles of halos on his mother's body.
It makes the mother's kind face more gentle, and makes the sadness in the mother's eyes even more tender.
Cheng Qing's hoarse voice: "But you..."
"Stupid child." Cheng's mother looked at Cheng Qing, and interrupted her coquettishly: "You have a younger sister! She is a good child, and she will be filial. Besides, there will be another you in the future, and she is also a good child , she will be filial on your behalf. There is no shortage of a filial child by my side, and my life will only get better and better."
Cheng Qing: "...Mom, actually, if you don't want me to go."
"What are you doing here?" Mother Cheng asked.
Cheng Qing: "I..."
"This year I watched you hide and cry, and I watched you put all the sadness in your heart. Qing'er! If I keep you, it is to let you live like a walking dead all your life, and you will force your face in front of me. Laugh. Then what's the point of all my worries about you in another world?" She looked at the sun coming out from behind the dark clouds, and the rain in the sky became smaller.
Sun rain.
At this moment, Cheng's mother was finally completely relieved. She smiled and said: "Parents should be the child's backing, not a drag, and don't worry about the mother. In that world, live happily and happily, let the mother rest assured, let the mother not regret it this decision."
"mom!"
In Cheng's yard, there were puddles on the cement floor after the rain.The gloomy sky, the delicate hut, the water droplets on the eaves, the bamboo chair at the door, the mother on the chair, and...
An empty stool.
***
"What did you say?"
Fang Silei smiled slightly: "I helped you accept the variety show."
Luoxi said with a stinky face, "No."
Fang Silei ignored her and found a chair to sit down.This is a box of a restaurant, a round table for 10 people, equipped with tea tables, karaoke hall, etc.
In the past year, despite being very negative, Losey has done a few jobs.It was really impossible to push her away, Fang Silei tied her up and threw her up.
However, Losey rejected everything that could be rejected.
Therefore, all the jobs accumulated before are now gone, and Losey is unwilling to take on new jobs.
When there was really no other way, Fang Silei directly skipped Luoxi and accepted the variety show.
Fang Silei sighed: "Let's meet first!"
"Who are you seeing?" Rossi frowned.
"director."
As soon as the words were finished, the waiter outside the door had led several people in.
Luo Xi saw that it was Qu Minghui, a well-known director in the circle, and his assistant.
Qu Minghui has black hair, but has a big beer belly.Although the image is not good, he is still famous in the circle.
In particular, the several variety shows and TV shows he worked on one after another were all very popular, which helped him to gain a firm foothold in the circle.
"Long time no see." Qu Minghui greeted Luo Xi with a smile as soon as he entered the door, and quickly took his seat with two assistants.
Luoxi is not good at speaking too provocatively, so he can only say: "...Sorry, I am going to take a break recently, and I am not going to take variety shows."
Qu Minghui didn't quite agree: "We are going to record a love variety show, and you are the most voted online. At this time, you will come back in full swing and perform well. It will bring your career to a higher level."
Losey's appearance rate this year was extremely low, and he made one or two occasional appearances, and soon called it a day.Therefore, the interest in Luoxi in the circle has not yet left, and there is a time when expectations are the highest.
Rossi frowned: "I don't need..."
Fang Silei interrupted her: "The No.2 vote is...Cheng Qing." This is the last effort of Promise Eternity, and I don't know what kind of effort those fans have made, but in short, they forced everyone to vote for Chenxi cp Number one.
Losey froze when she heard this name, she turned her head to look at Fang Silei stiffly, she suppressed it for a long time, but her eyes were still red.
She trembled and said, "Did I say that? I won't cooperate with her."
Fang Silei really didn't understand, the relationship between the two was so good before, what happened to the quarrel.But it turned over, and Losey didn't let it go at all.But when it comes to Cheng Qing, it's like a stress reaction, too excited.
Qu Minghui quickly explained: "This is the final decision after the fans voted and the program team discussed it. Aren't we a love variety show? It just so happens that you and Mr. Cheng have cooperated once, and there is a stable group of CP fans."
Losey sneered, stood up and said, "With her but without me, with me without her."
Qu Minghui: "..."
Fang Silei: "Don't refuse in a hurry, I have already made an appointment with Teacher Cheng, and her flight this morning. It should be here soon..."
When Losey heard this, his reaction was even greater, and he got up to leave.
Fang Silei shouted angrily: "If you don't like Cheng Qing, you can quit, I'll find her a CP."
Upon hearing this, Losey became anxious again: "How dare you?"
Fang Silei: "..."
Qu Minghui: "..." What is this called?
In this strange silence, the waiter's indistinct voice came from outside the door.
"Hi, this is this room, please come in."
The door opened, and Cheng Qing's unique voice said to the waiter politely, "Thank you."
Losey froze...
The author has something to say:
look!This is not coming back! (*^▽^*)
In fact, the version I thought of a few days ago was marked as the end at the moment Cheng Qing appeared.
But after thinking about it, does it seem that this is more hasty?
Although it is a good ending in my opinion... _(:з」∠)_What a good blank space!
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