On the wedding show before the divorce

Chapter 50

Seeing the date of surgery approaching, Ruan Youran and Chu Qing discussed that it was time to return to the United States to recuperate.

After all, there was the attending doctor she was most familiar with, and everyone knew Chu Nian's situation well.

The more it is at this time.

The more Ruan Youran's heart was pierced, the more she had nothing to do every day, her eyes would fall on Chu Nian, reluctant to let go, and sometimes she couldn't help but shed tears when she looked at her.

When Chu Nian looked at her, there was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth. She was very quiet. At night, in the dead of night, she would quietly lean against Ruan Youran's arms, humming a love song.

Ruan Youran couldn't stop crying, at this moment, she even really understood why Chu Nian left without saying goodbye.

Love is deep and lifeless...

If Niannian is really gone...

Before surgery, I had to prepare for the worst.

Although Ruan Youran is not a doctor, she has been with her mother since she was a child and is used to seeing life and death. For these things, she has always thought that she has more feelings than others, but now it seems that when all these things really fall on her, she will Only then did I realize how painful it was.

before going abroad.

The two of them visited the kindergarten, elementary school, junior high school, high school, and university they used to have.

They even went to the parks and shopping malls that the two of them used to go to frequently...

Corner and corner.

Ruan Youran has been very silent all the time. She has never heard of her tears in the past few days. Chu Nian squeezed her hand and said softly, "Youran, you brought me here not to bid farewell, but to miss you, right? Don't worry, I will Will definitely be back.”

Chu Nian is not a person who promises easily.

Ruan Youran nodded, feeling sad in her heart.

Before leaving, there was still a small errand.

Although Zhengzheng is a smart, obedient and sensible child, the child is a child after all, at that age, such a painful thing should not be let her go through.

So after everyone discussed, let her stay in the country during this period of time, and find an excuse to deceive her.

That day, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian woke up very early, and they carefully made Zhengzheng her favorite noodle soup, this time, they made diced pork noodles.

Ruan Youran cuts the eggplant into cubes, and Chu Nian adjusts the soup.

The warm eggplant is almost integrated with the noodles, full of fragrance and glutinous, and then sprinkled with green and appetizing chopped green onions.

Chu Nian put it in front of Zhengzheng, Zhengzheng was very happy to see her, Chu Nian looked at her small face, small chirping, and that small body, her nose was sore, she couldn't help but bowed her head and kissed her.

Something went wrong with this kiss.

Zheng Zhi raised his head and looked at his mother suspiciously.

After that, no matter what the adults said or tried to persuade, it was useless.

Ruan Youran and Chu Nian both packed up their luggage, and it was the first time since she was a child that she cried so heartbreakingly, she grabbed Chu Nian's hand holding the luggage: "Mom...Mom..."

The sound of "Mom" made the tears of the four people present fall down.

Chu Nian gritted her teeth, she hardened her heart not to look at Zhengzheng, pulled her little hand away, turned around and was about to leave, but Zhengzheng reacted quickly, she took a step after him, and hugged Chu Nian's thigh tightly: "Mom... ...don't leave integrity...mom..."

So many years of being together.

For so many years, they have helped each other out of the gate of hell time and time again, Zheng Zheng is more sensitive to the smell of death than anyone else.

She knew she couldn't let go.

If you let go, you may never see your mother again.

She doesn't want to do this.

The child's crying was heartbreaking, and he looked up at Chu Nian: "Mom...please...Mom..."

Ruan Youran's tears flowed down, Chu Nian couldn't bear it anymore, she turned around and hugged Zhengzhi tightly.

The mother and daughter cried together.

Upright crying was a little out of breath, her hands were holding on to her mother's clothes tightly, Chu Nian looked up to Ruan Youran with tears streaming down her face, Ruan Youran nodded: "Let's go together."

If you don't bring your integrity, Chu Nian will not be at ease even if he is on the operating table.

Until I got on the plane.

Zheng Zheng's eyes were still red, as if she had been frightened, she kept holding on to a corner of her mother's clothes and refused to let go no matter what.

Ruan Youran looked at the cloudy sky outside the window, her tears streaming down line by line.

It wasn't until Zhengzheng fell asleep and was picked up by grandma that Chu Nian hugged Ruan Youran's shoulder distressedly: "Okay, Youran, don't be sad."

Ruan Youran turned her head to look at her, she choked with sobs: "Nian Nian, do you know that you must live?"

Otherwise, what should she do if she is alone in the great rivers and mountains and thousands of miles of sky in the future?

Chu Nian nodded, leaning on Ruan Youran's shoulder, feeling uncomfortable.

From small to large.

The Ruan Youran she saw was strong and determined.

In the past, they just quarreled and she was sad, and she was never so vulnerable.

Now, she is really scared.

for death.

Chu Nian has experienced it too many times, and to be honest, she is not afraid.

Her life used to be that life was worse than death, but now, she desperately wants to live.

Not for herself, for Youran, for integrity, and for all those who care about her.

Once a person has an idea, he will instantly become stronger.

Arrived in the United States.

Zhengzheng stopped crying, she knew that her mother could no longer throw herself at home, and even took the tired two grandmas to the bedroom to rest.

This is Ruan Youran's first visit. Lilo is wearing a white coat and rubbing alcohol in her hand as she walks out. When she sees Ruan Youran, her blue eyes widen: "Amazing!"

A few more people came out of the room, all of whom seemed to be Chu Nian's friends, they saw Ruan Youran covered their mouths and were speechless.

Foreigners sometimes express their feelings a little exaggerated.

One of them, a tall woman dressed in fashion and wrapped in mink, came over, she hugged Ruan Youran: "I finally met Nian Nian's wife, hello, I am Nian Nian's friend, juliy."

Ruan Youran was a little embarrassed, she shook hands with everyone one by one.

Chu Nian was watching with a smile on her side, and her friends even winked at her naughty and teasing, she folded her arms and smiled lightly.

The friends knew the purpose of Chu Nian's return this time, so they didn't dare to stay longer, and left except for Lilo.

Lilo looked at the two of them: "Let's take a rest first, we will have a comprehensive examination tomorrow."

The two nodded, Ruan Youran was indeed a little tired, Chu Nian took her hand and walked to the bedroom.

Into the bedroom.

Ruan Youran was stunned.

The big bed in the room is the color of violet that Chu Nian likes, and the sheets are almost exactly the same as those in their bedroom.

all the decorations...

If Ruan Youran hadn't known that this was the United States, she would have thought she had returned to her and Chu Nian's home.

On the wall, there is a group photo of the two of them. At that time, Ruan Youran was very naughty. She didn't know where she got it. Her face was gray and dirty. Her hands were also dirty, and she had to wipe Chu Nian's face. Chu Nian smiled. Hiding and hiding, long hair fluttering, so youthful.

further to the side...

It's a photo of the two of them.

In every group photo, they smile so brightly.

19 years old, 20 years old, 21 years old...

Arrived big.

Chu Nian has become a movie queen, and her behavior is no longer as childish as when she was a child, but when she was leaning against Ruan Youran, the happy smile she showed never changed.

And on the bedside, there is a photo that Zhengzheng mentioned many times, that his mother would hug and cry when she felt uncomfortable.

It was the picture of the two of them going to college to look at the stars. It was taken by Dahua for the two of them. It was an unintentional snapshot that was deliberately romantic and artistic.

Under the vast sky, the two sat on the grass, cuddling each other, fingers intertwined, Ruan Youran looked at Chu Nian, and Chu Nian also looked at her a little bit shyly.

Ruan Youran's eye circles were moist, she didn't know how Chu Nian managed to get through the most painful three years relying on each of these photos.

Chu Nian hugged Ruan Youran from behind, her voice was a little choked up: "I'm dreaming... I always imagined that this day would still be possible."

Ruan Youran turned around and hugged her tightly.

What can be separated by these three years?

Once, Ruan Youran was disheartened, thinking that Chu Nian had been without her for three years.

She failed her.

But she didn't know that in the corner where no one was around, she had been secretly thinking about it.

Her friends, their children... For the past three years, she seemed to treat Ruan Youran as a friend around her...

The curtains were drawn, throwing away the tiredness of the body.

The limbs of the two are intertwined, extremely lingering.

They love each other, love so deeply.

Why does God give them hardships again and again?

They appoint, but never admit defeat.

They are each other's courage.

Ruan Youran accompanied the whole inspection on the second day. The two mothers were getting older, and she asked them to watch their children at home to adjust to the jet lag.

Ruan Youran watched Chu Nian draw blood out one needle after another, she didn't even frown, feeling sad.

Chu Nian patted her hand: "It doesn't hurt."

She was used to it.

Ruan Youran wanted to comfort her with a smile, but she couldn't.

The inspection lasted for most of the day. In the afternoon, Lilo took the inspection report, her face was clear: "Nian Nian, it seems that the power of love is really incredible. Your situation is much better than before."

Ruan Youran let out a long sigh of relief.

Lilo: "Next, before the operation, you have to come to the hospital every day."

Before Chu Nian could react, Ruan Youran nodded immediately, Lilo was taken aback, she and Chu Nian looked at each other and smiled.

before leaving the hospital.

Chu Nian pursed her lips. She looked at Lilo and hesitated to speak. Lilo and her have been together day and night for the past three years. She knew what Chu Nian wanted to ask: "Nian Nian, do you want to know about your mother's situation?"

Ruan Youran was silent for a while.

Chu Nian nodded, she looked at Lilo nervously, Lilo is not a person who can hide: "She is in a very bad condition, she can only stay in bed now, but, she said, she doesn't see anyone, especially you."

The situation is very bad...

I can only stay in bed...

Chu Nian lowered her head, her eyes were red, and she couldn't help but shed tears.

Out of the gate, the weather was just right, cloudless and sunny.

Surgery is two days away.

The pressure is counting down.

Nervous countdown.

Even... life is counting down.

Back home, Zhengzheng had already woken up, she was still the same, sitting on the floor playing with toys, seeing the two mothers coming back, she looked up quickly and then lowered her head.

Chu Nian knew that she was afraid that she would drive her away if she said too much.

Chu Qing also went to the hospital in the afternoon. She and Lilo basically had the same opinion. Now Chu Nian's body is suitable for the operation. The most important thing is... If she doesn't have the operation, Chu's mother will not be able to persist.

That evening.

Ruan Youran hugged Chu Nian, and under the moonlight, she carefully looked at the eyebrows and eyes of the person she had loved for so long.

Chu Nian's hand also touched her face, and she looked into Ruan Youran's eyes: "Youran, promise me that no matter what the result of the operation is, you will live a good life, you know?"

Ruan Youran's eyes were red, and she choked up: "If you are really dead and I am still alive, are you trying to torture me?"

Chu Nian shook her head, her eyes were clear: "Youran, you still have integrity, if she really loses a mother, it would be too unfair for her if you leave, and there are two mothers, they have worked hard for us lifetime."

Ruan Youran didn't speak, tears fell uncontrollably, dripping down Chu Nian's collarbone, as if slipping into her heart.

Chu Nian wiped away her tears: "You have to promise me."

Ruan Youran bit her lips tightly, and a sad voice came out of her chest: "I promise you."

Chu Nian was relieved, and she slowly touched Ruan Youran's heart with her hand, and said softly: "I used to think that I would be like a different kind of person all my life, lonely, but until I met you, you taught me to say like."

As she spoke, she looked into Ruan Youran's eyes and said softly, "I love you, Youran."

Ruan Youran trembled, and she hugged Chu Nian tightly.

she waited...

After so many years, that cold woman who never expressed her love finally spoke up.

But why does my heart hurt like this?

On the morning of the operation, Chu Nian woke up in the ward. She stubbornly wanted to draw Ruan Youran's eyebrows, but Ruan Youran had no choice but to take the eyebrow pencil.

Chu Nian looked into Ruan Youran's eyes, and drew seriously.

——Wish to have one heart and one heart, and the white head will never be separated.

She will survive.

Ruan Youran hugged her.

There are still two hours until surgery.

Ruan Youran hummed softly beside Chu Nian's hospital bed.

——The most romantic thing I can think of is growing old with you.

Collect bits and pieces of laughter along the way.

Save it for later when I sit in a wheelchair and shake slowly.

……

Hoarse voice, singing emotionally, Ruan Youran and Chu Nian didn't cry this time, they looked at each other with only each other in their eyes.

They will grow old together, they will.

With a "creak", the door of the ward was pushed open, and Lilo looked at Chu Nian: "Nian Nian, go and say goodbye to mom for the last time."

It is death and life.

This was the last time Chu Nian saw her mother.

Chu Ma was lying on the bed and couldn't get up anymore. Her stomach was swollen due to ascites. She panted hard and looked at the door, as if she was waiting for someone.

It wasn't until the door was pushed open and Chu Nian hurried in that a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth.

How many moments in life are unexpected.

Who would have thought that a meeting would be a farewell forever.

Chu Nian knelt on the ground, holding his mother's body tightly, "Mom...Mom..."

Chu Ma was speechless, but Chu Nian knew that her fluttering lips were speaking.

——Nian Nian, Mom loves you.

"Mom, I love you..."

Once, she regretted being Chu's mother's child, and even resented her, why she did not fulfill her mother's duty when she gave birth to herself.

Now, if there is a next life, Chu Nian will still be her child.

Chu Nian was persuaded to go back. While lying on the operating bed, Ruan Youran finally pressed a kiss on her lips, her voice trembling: "I'll wait for you to come out."

The two operating beds started operating almost simultaneously.

Chu Nian's anesthetic came up, and she gradually fell into a coma.

On Chu Ma's side, she watched Ruan Qiu, Chu Qing, and Ruan Youran standing beside her bowing to her together. She closed her eyes with a smile, and tears fell from the corners of her eyes.

Her life is not worth it.

And her daughter will definitely be happier than her.

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