Chapter 40
Chapter 40
The two moved back to another room that day.
When lying side by side on the bed at night, Sheng Changan always felt that something was different from before.After all, when the two were closest before, it was just a face-to-face hug.What's more, the meaning he expressed under Fang Zhiyi's guidance was not too different from the real confession, not to mention the sticky kiss afterwards.
He had never had such an intimate relationship with anyone else before.
On the one hand, it is because of his sexuality, there are not many objects to choose from; on the other hand, it is probably because of his external performance, the pursuits he encountered before are all very orthodox, standard pursuits among adults .
Men's perfume, business watches, Western food eaten in a revolving restaurant hundreds of meters above the ground; or stocks, sports cars, and luxury houses bought on the best roads in the city center.All of these are what his parents think a man should be, what he is forced to pretend to be, and what he wishes to stay away from forever.
In his eyes, the flattery he received was not much different from the brutal suppression/suppression of his parents, but just another waking nightmare.The care of his relatives was the source of pain in the first half of his life, so he decided to remove love from the second half of his life, so as not to suffer greater harm in the future.
Fang Zhiyi's appearance was completely an accident, an episode introduced by himself.Originally thought that this was just a good medicine for him to temporarily relieve his pain, but now it seems that he wants to share the second half of his life with him.So... what about family problems?
Sheng Changan himself was tangled up here, but Fang Zhiyi behaved just like usual.But he noticed the difference between Sheng Changan and his usual life, and asked softly, "What's wrong?"
Sheng Changan: "..." What's the matter? We just kissed today and lying on the same bed, how could it be possible to feel the same as before!
Sheng Changan sat up and leaned against the head of the bed, his voice was muffled: "I can't fall asleep."
Fang Zhiyi also sat up and looked at him: "How about I read you a few stories? Do you want it?"
Sheng Changan shook his head, the tips of his ears turned red quickly: "No need...Maybe it was because I slept a long time yesterday."
Fang Zhiyi said "hmm": "Then do you want to talk about something? Anyway, I'm not sleepy right now."
Sheng Changan looked down at his fingers, hesitated for a while, and said, "What is your house like?"
Fang Zhiyi paused: "Which aspect specifically?"
In fact, Sheng Changan regretted the words as soon as he uttered them. It seemed a little abrupt for him to inquire about the other party's family now.
Fang Zhiyi saw that he was silent, but he became interested: "Let me tell you about my childhood."
Sheng Changan answered vaguely.
Fang Zhiyi was in high spirits: "When I was young, my health was not very good. Then my parents thought of a lot of ways, but they couldn't do it. Later, they listened to other people's tricks and asked me to recognize an uncle as a godfather and go to him. After staying at home for a period of time, my body is slowly getting better like this."
Sheng Changan seemed very interested, waiting for him to continue.
Fang Zhiyi suppressed a smile: "At that time, it was also because of that idiot. My family kept hiding that there was a child like me outside the house, and almost none of my classmates knew about the situation in my family. Later, during the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school, I Well, my godfather and his family said they would take me abroad to play and wait for me at the school gate. I didn’t think too much about it at the time, so I just yelled in the past.”
Sheng Changan seemed to have guessed something: "Then?"
Fang Zhiyi laughed out loud: "Later, after school started, the classmates in our class said that the reason why I am so rich and not in love is because I was taken care of by others outside the school."
Sheng Changan: "..."
Fang Zhiyi grabbed his hand: "However, I have never been in a relationship before."
Sheng Chang'an was a little strange: "How come?"
Fang Zhiyi was a little embarrassed: "Do you know why I signed your contract?"
Sheng Changan shook his head.In fact, he has always been wondering how Fang Zhiyi, a young master, would inexplicably sign a nurturing contract given by others.
Fang Zhiyi looked down at his hand, and gently squeezed it: "I was actually ready to bow my head to my brother, but when I turned around, I thought, this person is too good-looking, even if it is a contract Couples, that's fine..."
The color on Sheng Changan's ears spread to his face little by little.
Fang Zhiyi went on to say: "So I have never met anyone who made me want to have a next-step relationship with him before. After all, you are still the first one I am looking for..."
Sheng Changan hesitated for a moment, but still asked: "Then why are you so..." How proficient.
Although Sheng Changan didn't finish speaking, Fang Zhiyi also guessed what he wanted to ask. Fang Zhiyi was silent for a while, his face was also a little red: "If I tell you, you can't laugh at me."
Sheng Changan nodded.
Fang Zhiyi was still a little hesitant: "This... you know, everyone has a little hobby in adolescence..." He paused for a while, and said as if he was giving up: "When I was in middle school, the bookshelves were full of all kinds of things. Kind of...youth novel."
Sheng Changan was at a loss for a while, and then realized: "A novel?"
Fang Zhiyi: "...Yes."
Sheng Changan endured it, but still laughed out loud.
Fang Zhiyi buried his head in the quilt: "You can laugh, you can laugh, but it is undeniable that they are quite effective!" At least Sheng Changan was bluffed.
Sheng Changan spoke, still with a little smile in his voice: "It works quite well."
"What about when you were a child?" Fang Zhiyi raised his head, "Did you have any fun things at home?"
The smile on Sheng Changan's face stopped.
He was silent for a moment, shaking his head.
Fang Zhiyi patted him on the shoulder, "Then let's talk about this later, let's rest today?"
Sheng Chang'an actually wanted to tell him about himself, what kind of family he had, and what kind of life he lived when he was a child.But now he backed down a bit.Fang Zhiyi is too smart, no matter how he pretends not to care and say it casually, he can still detect the undercurrent surging under the ice layer.
The current living conditions are too comfortable, and he doesn't want to pull out the bomb/bomb of his family for the time being and destroy the relationship between the two of them.
Just wait... a little while longer.
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