Chapter 40
Chapter 40
For the next few days, the days passed smoothly, Jiang Muzhi seemed to have forgotten his promise to Rong Feijin, and never turned on the audio.
In other words, she didn't forget, she just didn't want to.
She didn't know what Rong Feijin was singing, but she knew that it must be a song to show her love.Jiang Muzhi would sometimes ask himself, does she still love Rong Feijin?The answer is beyond doubt, she loves her.
But she was really tired, and she didn't want to play any more love games with this person. This person could afford to lose, and the breakup was not messy at all, but she couldn't.
It was Friday in a blink of an eye, Tang Mian went home early again, Jiang Muzhi also packed his things, and prepared to go back on Saturday night, and then went back to school with Tang Mian on Sunday.
Jiang Muzhi had just had dinner, and went to the campus to smoke a cigarette and take a walk.
The campus on Friday evening was empty and deserted, with few people on the road, and the only sound in my ears was the rustling of leaves blown by the wind, which was inexplicably sad.
Looking at the smoke curling up from his fingertips, Jiang Muzhi suddenly smiled with lowered eyebrows, raised his hand to plug in the earphones, and flicked his fingers on the phone screen, a soft voice that she was familiar with and could no longer be familiar with came from her ears .
"The past and the present have passed and will never come again..."
Jiang Muzhi suddenly froze in place, and raised his hand blankly to touch his heart.
She thought that her heart would still hurt, but she didn't want her heart to be numb long ago, the copper wall and iron wall were invulnerable to all poisons, and there was not even the slightest ripple.After listening to this song, she just felt that Rong Feijin was naive. Why did she want her to listen to this song so much?To impress yourself?
It's just a song, even if the song is called "The Love of My Life", it doesn't mean that I will believe that I will really be the love of her life.
You will never know what will happen tomorrow, and you will never know whether you will still love the person in front of you in the future.
Jiang Muzhi smiled sadly, with inexplicable tears in her eyes, she shook her head, and with a movement of her fingers, everything around her ears stopped. She looked at the sky, and it was getting dark, so she turned her head and walked towards the bedroom .
It was only after going to bed that the light in the corridor was broken. Jiang Muzhi sighed and fumbled for the key in the dark. When he opened the door, he saw an unexpected person.
Jiang Muzhi was stunned for a moment, and asked in surprise, "Ah Chen, why are you in the dormitory?"
Since that day, Liu Chen has not stayed in the dormitory for many days, and even if he came back, he would just bring his books with him in a hurry, and he hardly saw anyone except for class.They were not used to it at first, but then they got used to it.
"Hey, Amu, you really don't love me anymore." Liu Chen pursed his lips: "I'm going back to bed, aren't you even a little excited? You even asked me why I was in the dormitory, so angry!"
The corners of Jiang Muzhi's lips curved imperceptibly, walked to his seat, put down the schoolbag, opened the zipper, neatly placed the books in the bag on the bookshelf, and wiped the table with a wet towel again.
"You're going to beat me up. It's obvious that you are too happy to leave three poor roommates in the dormitory. Now you dare to blame us?" Jiang Muzhi threw the wet wipes into the trash can, patted the dust on his hands, and looked up. Glancing at Liu Chen who was sitting on the side, he teased, "Tell me, what's the situation? Make you willing to come out of Ruanxiang?"
"You know me so well..." Liu Chen said with a smile, but in the next second, the corners of his bright eyes drooped, and with a bitter face, he complained: "It's not because of your family...cough, it's not because Rong Feijin."
"They slept with two people from the province, because they went out to play on November [-], and they took the high-speed train home this week. Ning Chen insisted that Rong Feijin was alone in the dormitory, so he left me behind."
"... let's do it."
Jiang Muzhi looked around, and asked casually, "Where's Jinyan? Haven't you come back yet?"
"Well, she has dinner at the student union." Liu Chen answered her perfunctorily without batting an eyelid, staring at the screen of her phone tightly.
Jiang Muzhi wanted to ask something more, but in the next second, she was smiling brightly, and her tone was sweet: "Cute Ji Ningchen, I miss you so much, do you miss me?"
"..." Well, this is really inseparable for a moment, and I need a video if I can't see it for a while.
Also, Ji Ningchen is so cute, he is so disgusting, I can't see it.
Jiang Muzhi silently collected the light-colored clothes that should be washed, took a basin from the bathroom, and took laundry detergent, and went to the public bathroom with the basin.
Liu Chen was still looking at her girlfriend's face in a nympho, feeling bubbling with happiness.
"Sweet words." Ji Ningchen snorted softly, but his eyes seemed to have melted into a puddle of spring water, and he couldn't see the usual coldness, and said angrily: "Who would believe you."
"I believe it." Liu Chen bent his eyebrows and tried his best to coax him: "I believe it myself, shouldn't the person involved also believe it?"
Ji Ningchen couldn't help but gently hooked his lower lip, the arc was not too big, but Liu Chen clearly captured it.
"If you smile, does it mean that the person involved also believes?"
Ji Ningchen quickly froze his face: "Who laughed."
"You."
"Ok?"
"Okay, I laughed." Liu Chen said solemnly, thought for a while, and asked again: "Honey, if you accompany Rong Feijin tonight, should you accompany me tomorrow?"
"Probably... okay." Ji Ningchen hesitated for a moment, then suddenly remembered something, frowned and said vigilantly: "You probably won't, go and have a room with me in broad daylight."
Liu Chen happened to be drinking water, and almost spit it out in one gulp, his face was flushed, and he swallowed it with difficulty.
"Cough, cough, honey, am I just that hungry in your heart?"
Ji Ningchen pretended to be thoughtful, thought for a moment, and nodded seriously.
She just wanted to say, otherwise, why did you take off my clothes in a hurry as soon as you arrived at the hotel, but when she looked around, she found that Rong Feijin was still sitting on the table next to her, so she didn't have the nerve to say it.
I had to ask: "Then where do you want to ask me out?"
"Go...to see the little cat, just go to the cat cafe on Qiming Road, okay?"
"To see cats?" Ji Ningchen was a little puzzled: "Don't you like dogs more?"
"That's right." Liu Chen looked aggrieved: "But isn't it because you can't see the dog? It's the next best thing, I can't go to the square or the beach with you in broad daylight to wait for the dog to walk, right? At night... ..."
Liu Chen suddenly sighed: "I really want to keep a dog in the dormitory, but the school doesn't allow it, and I like big dogs. If I keep it secretly, it will be a problem to walk around."
"Then get a cat." Ji Ningchen said, "Anyway, you already have Coke."
"Yes!" Liu Chen's eyes lit up, and he was a little moved: "Jinyan likes cats very much, and I must be so happy that I can't find Bei, what A Mian said... just talk to A Mu, she will listen to A Mu , Amu will definitely agree!"
"At that time, buy a nest for the little cat at the water dispenser, and we will have a cat in our bed! Sister Ning Chen! If you want to pet the cat, you can come to our bed. It is best to be reluctant to part with the cat or me , and then get ready to leave after sleeping in the dormitory... perfect!"
Liu Chen couldn't help but fell into the beautiful imagination of having a cat, and looked at his bed again, it was so small!
I used to be so disgusted, but now I just want to thank the school!
While Liu Chen was still immersed in his imagination, Rong Feijin finally couldn't help but fainted and smiled.
Liu Chen and Ji Ningchen didn't wear headphones during the video, so Rong Feijin could hear them clearly.
"You're thinking too much." Rong Feijin tilted her head and said gently, "Ammu is allergic to cat fur, don't you know?"
She couldn't help but think of the days when they lived together later, her face was full of nostalgia.
She liked kittens and puppies since she was a child, but her mother disliked them as troublesome and refused to raise them. Her first reaction after having her own house was to fulfill her childhood long-cherished wish.
But who knows, when talking about this matter with A Mu, the person who has always been calm and calm wrinkled his beautiful eyebrows bitterly, and his face was full of embarrassment: "But A Jin, I'm allergic to cat fur ... Otherwise, isn't there a guest room? Is it okay to let the cat live there?"
At that time, A Mu still called her A Jin, and would pamper her unconditionally, even if she was allergic to cat fur, she wanted to wrong herself, just to satisfy such a trivial wish of hers...
Rong Feijin smiled helplessly, the smile was full of bitterness, but such Amu was lost by her...
When Rong Feijin finished speaking, Ji Ningchen's cell phone suddenly made a tinkling sound, as if something had fallen to the ground.
Liu Chen was also taken aback, and when he turned around, he saw Jiang Muzhi standing there expressionless, with shock and disappointment written in his eyes like huge waves, and there were some things she couldn't see. She understood the complicated emotions, and the clothes she had just washed were scattered on the floor.
"Amu?" She exclaimed, "What's wrong?"
She put down the phone, stepped forward quickly, knelt down to help Jiang Muzhi pick up the wet clothes, put them into the basin, and asked with concern: "What's wrong? Didn't hold it steady? Are you feeling unwell?"
Jiang Muzhi stood there all the time, without any reaction.
When Rong Feijin heard the noise over there and Liu Chen's series of concerned words, she was so flustered that she remembered Jiang Muzhi's reaction when he was drunk that day.
She eagerly walked to Ji Ningchen's side and snatched her mobile phone, but she couldn't see anything.
Just now Liu Chen was in a hurry and put the phone away, so she had no choice but to shout: "Amu? Amu? What's wrong with you?" She only hoped that the person opposite could hear her and give her an answer.
"Amu, your clothes seem to have to be washed again." Liu Chen picked up a dusty white T-shirt and looked up.
Jiang Muzhi's eyes flickered, her heart was full of sadness, and her eyes were full of disbelief. She blinked to hide the tears in her eyes, turned her neck stiffly, glanced at her friend, and forced a smile.
"It's okay, I'll wash it again later."
Although she had a premonition, when all this really happened beside her, she still felt dizzy.
After hearing Rong Feijin's words, she had to recognize the fact that Rong Feijin, like her, had also been reborn.
She clearly remembered that she was in her third year of junior high school, when Liu Chen brought back a kitten, and she didn't know she was allergic to cat fur until she developed a rash all over her body.
Now that nothing happened, how did Rong Feijin know?
She couldn't lie to herself any longer.
In the month since she was reborn, Rong Feijin accompanied her to Ejina to participate in the top ten campus singers, and the song "The Love of My Life", so what?
Is it guilt?Is it gratitude?Is it mercy?Is it to make up for the damage she has suffered?Is it to repay her life in her previous life?Is it the ten-year relationship that pity her?
What is it?
What about her?What is she?
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