Chapter 62
Chapter 62
In the practice room.
Rong Feijin practiced over and over again, but there always seemed to be something stuck in her heart, making her still unable to calm down, and she couldn't feel the singing no matter how hard she sang.
She frowned, took off her earphones, and whispered anxiously, "Forget it."
I know my own state, even if I spend the whole night here today, I am afraid that there will be no progress.Thinking of this, Rong Feijin picked up the down jacket hanging on the chair, went out, and called Xu Zheng by the way:
"Sister Zheng, I'm going back today first."
Xu Zheng on the other end of the phone looked down at his watch. It was only five o'clock, obviously a little surprised: "How did you think clearly today?"
Ever since she signed Rong Feijin, she hadn't seen her leave the company before nine o'clock, and she was so diligent that other [-]th-line singers or newcomers in the company felt ashamed.When the practice room is occupied, she will go to listen to the classes arranged by the company, and when the practice room is empty at night, she will practice until late at night.
Sometimes Xu Zheng advised her not to stretch herself too tightly.Seeing her appearance, Xu Zheng was really worried. She was working so hard at this moment. If the future gains were not proportional to her efforts, would this tight string be broken? No one in the entertainment circle would be silent. In the minority.
But who knows, Rong Feijin readily agreed on the front foot, but practiced on the back foot until late.Xu Zheng had no choice but to sigh and let her go. After all, Rong Feijin was not the only one under her command, and she couldn't just follow Rong Feijin all day long.
Now that she was thinking about it, she was also relieved.
"Hmm..." Rong Feijin frowned and said in a low voice, "I'm a little tired, I want to go back and rest first."
"Okay, okay." Hearing that she was tired, Xu Zheng was thankful, with a very gentle tone: "Rest, rest, can you go back by yourself? Do you want me to pick you up?"
"Don't bother you, sister Zheng, it's not too late now, I'll just take a ride back by myself."
Xu Zheng thought about it, and she really couldn't leave here now, so she didn't continue to be polite: "Okay, then you can take a ride back by yourself, pay attention to safety."
Rong Feijin hung up the phone, put on his clothes, put his hands in the pockets of his down jacket naturally, looked at the dark sky at this moment, sighed softly, and the sadness in his eyes flashed.
Are you really better off without me?Don't you really, don't need me?
Rong Feijin rubbed her temples wearily. Every word and every sentence of Jiang Muzhi last time was deeply engraved in her heart. She couldn't help asking herself repeatedly, is it really true for Amu? Is it easier to be happy by being away from yourself?
But still can't get the answer.There were two voices that kept echoing in her ears.
One said, no, Amu still loves you, how can a life without love be happy?But the other said, admit it, without you in the last life, Ah Mu must have lived a thousand times better!Besides, you killed Ah Mu's friend, Ah Mu doesn't want to see you at all!
Rong Feijin's eyes seemed a little sore, she couldn't help but opened her eyes wide and blinked, and finally forced back the tears that were about to burst out, but the feeling of grievance and helplessness in her heart couldn't go away no matter what.
They were clearly in love, and after being reborn, she was full of hope and enthusiasm, thinking that God gave her another chance, and she would definitely be able to change the tragic ending of her previous life.
But when she excitedly cleared away the heavy fog, the lonely wind disturbed the despair in the wilderness, leaving her dazed looking down at the black territory under her feet in the night, like a lost traveler who can only walk in the endless sky. Lost in the middle of the world, with no direction and no way forward.
Ah Mu didn't want to forgive her, Ah Mu said she owed Tang Mian a life, and Ah Mu didn't want her to pay Tang Mian back...
Then... what is she going to do?What can I do to save Amu?No matter what, at least there must be a way to atone for the crime. Going up the mountain of swords or going down into the sea of fire, even if it kills her, give her an accurate word!
Obviously Jiang Muzhi was not in front of him, but Rong Feijin's eyes were red with anxiety, and he couldn't help stamping his feet angrily.
She bit her lip, and a thought that made her even more desperate, squeezed into her mind without her permission, destroying her self-deception for days.
Maybe, Ah Mu doesn't want her to be saved...
Under the light of the setting sun, the tears in Rong Feijin's pupils swayed unbelievably a few times, and even her body also swayed a few times, finally managed to stabilize her figure, and shook violently. She shook her head, trying to drive the idea that had taken root in her mind out of her territory.
No... Ah Mu wouldn't treat her like this. When Ah Mu faced her, he still had that deep-seated tenderness. She, she couldn't accept it!
Rong Feijin took a deep breath, calmed down, and then took out his mobile phone, asked Ji Ningchen to share the location with her, hailed a taxi, and rushed over.
……
In the box, Lin Jinyan pulled out the game turntable that had been covered with dust in a corner.
When Tang Mian saw it, his eyes lit up, and he was eager to try.Although I have seen this thing in ktv before, there were always very few people at that time, and there were only two or three people, and I couldn't play it. This time, she got the chance!
"Let's play this!" Tang Mian tugged at the corner of Jiang Muzhi's clothes and looked at her expectantly.
Before Jiang Muzhi agreed, he heard Liu Chen next to him also showing great interest: "Ah Chen, Ah Chen! Let's play!"
You don't need to look to know that Ji Ningchen must unconditionally agree to Liu Chen's request. Jiang Muzhi couldn't help but help. Lin Jinyan found the thing, that is, only she and Bai Yiran did not express their views, four to two, the minority obeys the majority .
Looking at the requirements on the turntable, it seems that they are for fine wine. There are not many outliers, only "kiss one", "truth or dare" and "follow my command" are more dangerous, but each of them is only ten. With a one-sixth probability, Jiang Muzhi breathed a sigh of relief, thinking that he should not be so unlucky.
Then he turned to look at Tang Mian helplessly: "Let's play."
"Wait!" Liu Chen's eyes flickered, and he glanced at Ji Ningchen maliciously, it was self-evident what he was thinking.Then he smiled softly as usual, and pointed to the turntable: "Most of them are drinking, I asked the front desk to give us..."
Liu Chen suddenly paused: "Do you want to get along with Bai or Beer?"
"Damn it." Tang Mian kept saying, almost knelt down to Liu Chen in fright, and couldn't help crying in her heart, she shouldn't have proposed to play this just now!Still white?She doesn't even want to drink beer, she only wants to drink Sprite!But there is no regret medicine in the world, only the lesser of two evils.
Liu Chen said cheerfully: "Success! Then I will give you two boxes of beer."
Tang Mian almost spat out a mouthful of old blood.
Drinking alone is definitely not enough, Liu Chen thought for a while, and then ordered a bunch of skewers according to the menu on the table, more than enough for six people.
After calling the front desk, several people couldn't take a break and looked at each other around the turntable.
Lin Jinyan: "Why don't we play first? We'll make up for it when the wine comes."
Tang Mian rubbed her palms secretly, eager to try, "Okay!"
Liu Chen suggested: "Then A Mian, let's start first, and then turn clockwise, how about it?"
The rest of the people agreed one after another. Sure enough, as Jiang Muzhi expected, most of them turned to the persuasion part. Everyone owed a few glasses of wine more or less, but the wine hadn't arrived yet, so they couldn't help but lose interest.
Just look at Tang Mian, the excitement on his face has long gone.
"It's so boring..." Liu Chen pouted his mouth, and poked the turntable as if venting his anger: "What is this! It's not fun at all, it's just for decoration!"
Lin Jinyan, who has joined the Party Construction Office of the Youth League Committee of the Academy for one and a half years, also said angrily: "No! I've said it all, formalism is not a thing!"
Jiang Muzhi secretly laughed in his heart, even if this thing is for fun, it should be a few rough men here, turning around and shouting: drink!drink!
That way there is an atmosphere, and of course the six girls can't play anything!
"Otherwise... shall we play the king game?" Lin Jinyan weakly raised a deck of cards from an unknown corner: "We will take out the king and five cards as code names, who If you draw the king, whoever is the king, how about it?"
"I think it's good!" Tang Mian's eyes lit up again, after thinking for a while, she seemed to be happier: "Then what should I do with the wine that Ah Chen just ordered? Can I return it?"
"Of course not!" Liu Chen pinched her face and read viciously: "I want to escape drinking again, don't you, Tang Xuebi! After a while, the two people drawn by the king have to drink a glass of wine at the same time !"
"You're getting more courageous!" Tang Mian broke away from Liu Chen's evil hand on her face, and started chasing her all over the world: "Stop!"
During this time, Lin Jinyan has already drawn six cards, King, and A to 5.
Suddenly, the door was gently opened, and the waiter in uniform said politely: "Customer, your beer has arrived, and the skewers will be brought to you later."
After speaking, he brought in two boxes of beer and closed the door.
The wine is in place, and the playing cards are also in place. Jiang Muzhi looked at Liu Chen and Tang Mian who were just interrupted and are still chasing after each other:
"Okay, stop messing around and start playing."
As soon as the words fell, Tang Mian stopped, and sat obediently beside Jiang Muzhi, smiling softly at her, which attracted Bai Yiran's attention.
For the way the two of them get along, Bai Yiran is really envious, but...hidden under the envy, there is another unknown emotion, which makes Bai Yiran frown, Why... She felt that her heart was stuffy?It seems that something is stuck there, and it can't go up or down.Moreover, there is still a dense sourness that is about to rush to the throat?
She was stunned for a while, and she was a little uncertain. Could it be that this is the possessive desire for friendship among girls?She likes to be friends with Jiang Muzhi, so she thinks that she is only her friend, so... she feels uncomfortable when Jiang Muzhi shows unusual intimacy with another girl?
Maybe... yeah.
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