I heard you have my resources

Chapter 35

Although dizzy, Lu Sheng got up from the bed immediately, turned on the computer and looked through the old photos.

That was a photo taken several years ago. In the photo, the young man was gloomy, his bangs covered his eyes, and he was curled up alone on one side.

Lu Sheng rubbed his forehead and saw the little note on the photo.

ne/Yao Shen.

Mr. Lu and Ms. Chen met because of the same interests. They both loved photography back then, and they always wanted to become photographers, but of course it was impossible.Forced by family pressure, both of them finally chose to take over the company.

However, even Mr. Lu and Ms. Chen, who are highly educated and open-minded, are not exempt from imposing their unfulfilled dreams on their children.

At that time, Lu Sheng was forced to chase things he didn't like, and with ulterior motives towards Gu Bailu, he hardly saw his parents, let alone talked about his heart, and his heart broke down for a while.

Yao Shen was the youngest son of the photography teacher who taught Lu Sheng at that time. He was as silent as a mute. He looked out the window all day long and ignored anyone who spoke to him.When Lu Sheng couldn't hold it back anymore, he simply treated him like a tree hole and muttered to himself all afternoon.

Later, the two became friends, but they changed teachers later, and the contact became less.Moreover, when Lu Sheng was in his third year of high school, he suddenly "rebelled", followed Gu Bailu without hesitation and chose to major in film and television drama, and completely lost contact with Yao Shen.

...Who would have thought that the gloomy boy at that time would turn into what he is now?

If it weren't for the vague impression of his facial features, Lu Sheng would never have thought of equating ne with Yao Shen.

His scalp went numb.

Although a long time has passed, he still remembers how he hugged his knees and cried and muttered his thoughts. Yao Shen didn't respond to him at that time, and only patted him on the back when he was tired of crying and ready to leave.

It's just that this person's sense of existence is really low, and there have been earth-shaking changes. Lu Sheng broke his head and didn't expect Yao Shen to appear in front of him again.

He mentioned Gu Bailu, what did he mean?

The more Lu Sheng thought about it, the more disturbed he became, but he couldn't help feeling dizzy. He found the thermometer in a daze, lay down on the bed and frowned, and measured it for a while. It was 38.1 degrees, not bad.

After tossing and tossing for a while, Lu Sheng couldn't fall asleep anymore, so he poured a few cups of hot water, leaned against the head of the bed and thought for a while, then opened WeChat to send ne a message.

Lu Sheng: Yao Shen?

It was already past two o'clock in the middle of the night, and Lu Sheng didn't expect much at first, but who knew that there was a response as soon as he sent it.

ne: Finally remembered?

ne: see you tomorrow?

Lu Sheng pursed his lips: Is there something wrong?

After a while, ne returned the message with some surprise: just to meet each other, we haven't seen each other for several years, can't we catch up on the old days?

Lu Sheng scratched his head.

What is reminiscing about the past, but what old things can he and ne have to reminisce about?But ne is the one who knows what he's thinking, in case he slipped his tongue and said something...

He took a deep breath, looked at the itinerary sent by Jiang Zhen, and it was empty tomorrow.After agreeing to ne and confirming the time and place, Lu Sheng's eyes were already sore, and seeing the good night message from Gu Bailu, he became more determined to protect Gu Bailu.

The next morning, Lu Sheng woke up, not in a good mood. He tried to speak, but his throat hurt so badly, it was like swallowing a handful of sand, and his voice was hoarse.

It just so happened that Gu Bailu called. Lu Sheng hesitated for a while, not wanting to keep Gu Bailu busy with work and worried about his health, so he waited guiltily for the phone to hang up before sending a WeChat message.

Lu Sheng: Good morning, brother, it's not convenient to answer the phone just now

Gu Bailu wasn't suspicious either, he teased Lu Sheng a few words, and went back to work.Lu Sheng heaved a sigh of relief, got up, took his medicine, and took a nap. When it was almost time, he put on thick clothes, a hat and a scarf—it wasn't because he was guilty of being afraid of being photographed by paparazzi, but because he was simply afraid cold.

The paparazzi probably didn't bother to secretly take pictures of him.

When I took a taxi to the place, a car happened to be parked next to it.Lu Sheng doesn't like these things very much, but being born in such a family, he still understands a little bit. After a few more glances, he saw Ne coming down from the top and waving at him.

Before Lu Sheng responded, he ran over and put his shoulder on Lu Sheng's shoulder with a smile: "I thought you completely forgot about me, but when I saw your message last night, I was so excited that I couldn't fall asleep all night. "

As he spoke, he pointed to his obvious dark circles.

The gloomy person didn't know what he had experienced back then, and he talked a lot. Seeing that Lu Sheng didn't answer, he said to himself: "It's hard to see you staring at something other than Gu Bailu for a long time. Do you like that car?" ? Shall I send you off?"

Lu Sheng snorted, originally wanted to answer "Gu Bailu is a human being", but his voice felt uncomfortable, so he just kept silent.

The meeting place was designated by ne. It was a rather secluded coffee shop. There were not many people and it was considered remote.Lu Sheng looked left and right vigilantly. He didn't notice the steps under his feet. He almost fell over. Ne quickly supported him and smiled at him: "Why is your face so red? Are you shy?"

Lu Sheng almost sneezed at him.

After the two sat down safely, Lu Sheng took off his hat, covered his lips, coughed a few times, and asked lightly, "You have changed a lot."

Hearing his hoarse voice, Ne finally came to his senses: "You have a cold? Have you taken your medicine? Do you want to go to the hospital first?"

Lu Sheng shook his head. Ne just smiled again: "My change... seems to be quite big. After you didn't come to class, my dad sent me to study abroad. The atmosphere abroad is different from the one in China. I made a lot of friends, and gradually changed."

Lu Sheng listened to him patiently. Seeing that he was talking further and further away, he rubbed his forehead with a headache: "...you came to me today, what's the matter?"

"Didn't you say it last night..." Ne was a little puzzled, "It was simply reminiscing about the old days—ah no, there aren't too many simple things in this world, and it's true that I came to you for something."

He said, smiling: "I didn't expect you to choose to be an artist... Gu Bailu is also an artist, he has a great reputation. I heard about him when I was abroad. Did you enter the entertainment circle because of him?"

Lu Sheng took a sip of hot coffee and remained silent.

Ne anxiously said: "It's been so long, do you still like him? Or are you two already together?"

Lu Sheng paused, then replied coldly: "What do you think?"

Ne carefully looked at his face, and really couldn't see anything from this heavily masked face. After thinking for a while, he smiled reassuringly: "No. You are afraid to move forward, and Gu Bailu doesn't know Your mind has been read for ten years, but it’s all in vain. Lu Sheng, don’t you want to give up?”

Lu Sheng was taken aback.

Indeed... Gu Bailu frowned and he could imagine a lot of tragic endings. He had only dared to look at him secretly before.If Gu Bailu hadn't found an opportunity to bring the relationship between the two closer, the two of them might have spent their entire lives.

No, no, his heart is attached to Gu Bailu, and Gu Bailu is also watching him secretly.Although I don't know when Gu Bailu saw him, but... Gu Bailu won't shrink back like him.

Lu Sheng was inexplicably happy. It was Gu Bailu who took the initiative to draw the two closer, but he was the one who confessed first. The male god probably felt a little depressed.

Withdrawing from his own thoughts, Lu Sheng raised his head and stared at Ne with wary eyes: "What do you mean?"

"What I mean is." Ne thought about it, but he hesitated when he spoke, "... Before, when you came to talk to me, I felt that since liking Gu Bailu made you so unhappy, then it's fine if you don't like it Do you want to try it with me?"

Lu Sheng: "...???"

Ne scratched his head embarrassingly: "Are you surprised? Or am I being too straightforward? Actually, I have been wanting to contact you for several years, but unfortunately I can't find your contact information..."

Lu Sheng was speechless for a moment, and said, "Sorry, I don't..."

"Don't rush to refuse." Ne smiled, "Just like your crush on Gu Bailu, I have liked you for a long time. I agreed to go abroad to let myself change and become like Gu Bailu. You said no Dare to confess, I am afraid of being rejected, can you be considerate of me a little bit, give me a chance, don't refuse all of a sudden, I also took the courage to come out today..."

Lu Sheng was silent for a while, thinking that this was a bit strange, but he couldn't think of a rebuttal for the time being.

If he confessed to Gu Bailu and Gu Bailu refused immediately, he would be very sad, and hoped that Gu Bailu would give him a chance.

After thinking for a while, Lu Sheng finally realized that something was wrong.

He was a little helpless: "Sorry, I have a boyfriend."

Ne showed a look of astonishment: "Don't you still like Gu Bailu, why do you still find someone else to be your boyfriend?"

Lu Sheng really didn't want to tell this insider that his boyfriend was Gu Bailu, especially after the other party showed a little liking for him.His brows were tightly frowned: "That's it. Please don't tell others. If there is nothing else, I will leave first."

"Wait." Ne pulled him back, her dark eyes tightly locked on his face, "If you care about one person but are willing to fall in love with another, then you probably don't mean it, but just want to relieve loneliness. Since it is to relieve loneliness, anyone can do it, and I can do it too?... I think so, but you are not that kind of person."

Lu Sheng expected what he was going to say, and his headache was terrible.

At that time, he hardly saw Mr. Lu and Ms. Chen, he was forced too hard, and because he found that his love for Gu Bailu could not be exposed to the sun, he was psychologically fragile, so he pulled ne and said a lot.

As a result, people were treated as tree holes before, but now the retribution is coming.

Who would have thought that Yao Shen, who ignored everyone, would actually like him? !

Ne didn't know the remorse in Lu Sheng's heart, he said: "The only possibility is that you and Gu Bailu are together?"