Chapter 77
Chapter 77
After everyone left, Yachen sat on the head of Qizhi's bed, adjusted the speed of the drip, and then stretched out his hand to gently hold Qizhi's hand.
He felt guilty about Kiori, his younger brother.He still remembers that when he was about ten years old, one day his mother suddenly brought back a little doll with blue hair and blue eyes from abroad.At that time, he only thought that this was probably because his mother gave birth to another man abroad.The brothers in the family, except for the triplets Chun, Azusa, and Zao, almost all of them are not from the same father, and some are not even related by blood, like Liusheng.
But this time, my mother has been abroad for a whole year, and she just came back now. Presumably she gave birth abroad.At that time, Yachen didn't know that no one could give birth to a six- to seven-month-old child within a year, even if it was premature.He didn't think about it at the time, because his mother told him, "This is my younger brother, whose name is Qizhi. Yachen will treat him like any other younger brother in the future, treat him well!"
Yachen nodded heavily at that time, then stretched out his hand and carefully took the child from the mother's hand.Since he was seven years old, he has learned how to hold his younger brothers, so the movements are quite proficient, at least the children do not feel uncomfortable or struggle.The child was white and tender, very cute, and was taken over by the strange Yachen, neither crying nor fussing, just looking at Yachen curiously, after looking at him, he smiled at Yachen, opened his mouth wide and called to Yachen: "Ahhh..."
Yachen stared blankly at his mouth for a long while, then looked up at his mother blankly.At that time, the mother smiled and said: "Oh, is our family Qizhi showing off the new teeth that have just grown to my brother?"
Yachen looked down in a daze, and sure enough, white spots had appeared on both sides of Qizhi's mouth, obviously teething.Yachen smiled at that time, and coaxed casually: "Our Qi Zhi is really good, he has already grown teeth!"
At that time, the child seemed to understand what he said, and smiled very happily. He called the other brothers in the family, and then everyone gathered around Qi Zhi, looking at him curiously, and reaching out to touch his face lightly from time to time. , or bowed his head and gently kissed the cheek... The child seemed to like to be close to people, and he smiled very happily and sweetly...
Now that I think about it, the little child laughed, cried, toddled, fell down and felt wronged, was bullied and came to sue... all these are still vivid in my memory.Yachen looked down at Kiori's pale and stretched fingers, and clenched them slightly.
Qi Zhi's appearance when he was a child is still vivid in his memory, but when he was a teenager, Ya Chen can't remember it at all.When Kiori was still a teenager, Masami was busy taking care of the younger Yusuke and Mi, busy with his studies, and later he was busy with his work, busy with unraveling the broken-hearted Ukyo, persuading those who didn’t like studying, and persuading those who insisted on going abroad Hikari... In short, he was too busy at that time, so busy that he completely ignored Kiori, who was still a child and needed the attention and care of his family...
It wasn't until Baishi Donghua died in front of Qizhi, and until Qizhi couldn't laugh anymore, that he realized later that his family Qizhi... was injured, and his psychology was seriously injured!But he didn't know how to heal that wound at all, and he didn't know how to make Qi Zhi turn back into the child who was gentle, elegant and mature with a smile on the outside, but loved to play, laugh and act like a baby inside...
Qi Zhi was forced to grow up overnight, at the most tragic price...
Touching the warm hand in his hand, Yachen quietly thought, if Qizhi hadn't been so obedient, if Qizhi also liked to be mischievous, then he would pay more attention to Qizhi, and then he wouldn't be in the After something happened to Qizhi, she was completely helpless and didn't know what to do, and she didn't even know how to communicate?
Or, if Kiori had just had an accident, if he had been more patient or careful, and had discovered the despair that Kiori had hidden under his smile earlier, would everything have been different?
Qizhi will not suffer from mental illness, will not be obsessed with leaving home, will not drop out of school, will not leave home for two years, and will not commit suicide...
The most unacceptable thing for Yachen is that Qizhi will end his life in the way in his dream in the end...
Their family has been smart since they were young, and they are top-notch in sports and literature. They should have a bright future... instead of being forced to become a mental patient, let alone commit suicide in the best and most brilliant years!
Yachen's eyes were red. Thinking of what he saw this afternoon, when Qi Zhi was sitting unconsciously on a chair with his eyes closed, bleeding from his hands and being manipulated by others without feeling anything, he was still terrified...
He stretched out his other hand to cover his eyes, choked up silently, hot tears slipped from between his fingers, and dripped on Kiori's hand...
Sorry, really, sorry...
Kiori, give me a chance to take care of you until you don't need me at all, okay?
But... But, I'm not as good at cooking as Ukyo, and I'm stupid, and I don't know what else you like besides money and movies... You must dislike me, right?It doesn't matter... I can do housework, I can learn how to cook, I will spend a lot of time to understand your preferences...
I just beg you, give me a chance to redeem and make amends...
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Kiori had a long, long dream. In the dream, he had all the scenes from childhood, from babbling, to junior high school, and then to high school.Among them, the death of Baishi Donghua is also included...
Unexpectedly, seeing Shiraishi Donghua die tragically in front of her in the dream, Qizhi didn't have too many mood swings except for feeling a little sad.In his last life, during the two years he lived in a mental hospital, he thought it through. Baishi Donghua, this girl he had a crush on, this passer-by in his life, after all, left him with a little sadness and sadness, a vague Apart from the shadow of his back, there is nothing left...
Without being too entangled in Shiraishi Donghua, Kiori was attracted by the next dream mirror.This time, it was his first life in the dream.He watched coldly that the brothers in his family were inexplicably fascinated by Asahina Ema, and watched "myself" being involved in it inexplicably, and in the end, he was accidentally hit by a strange girl inexplicably, and then fell on the road, dying. Faced with the current situation...
Qizhi was very fortunate at this moment, he did not feel the pain of the person in the dream, otherwise he would not have died of pain!
I thought this dream should end here, right?As a result, the screen changed, and it went back to the time when Asahina Ema hadn't entered Asahina's house when she first entered university.With that as the boundary point, what happened after that was all what happened in Qizhi's previous life!
From Asahina Ema entering the house, being inexplicably hostile to him, framing him, and then being suspicious and indifferent to his family members... to the end, being locked up in a mental hospital, committing suicide after suffering all kinds of torture...
Scene after scene is very clear, as if it happened yesterday.But after dreaming here, it still didn’t end, and the time went back to the days before Asahina Ema was about to enter Asahina’s house, and then started from the beginning... But, the difference this time is that this time the "playback" is myself lifetime.
From being admitted to the hospital, to the change of everyone's attitude towards me, to Asahina Ema entering the house...running away from home, almost getting into a car accident, traveling, running away again...leaving the R book, living with Hikari in Italy for two years, knowing each other To Yoshida and other friends, to become a model... Returning to China, goodbye brothers, goodbye Asahina Ema, taking over the filming... Then, because of acting, I don't know why I acted with a blade, and I really thought of myself as an actor for a moment. The character I played, and then slashed my wrist with a blade...
Dream, so far.When Kiori came back to his senses, he found that he was in a blank space, and everything he could see was blank, and there was nothing.He didn't feel uneasy, but felt that such a blank space could give him a strange sense of security.He sat down slowly, with his arms around his knees.
Qizhi didn't understand why he had these dreams, and the front ones were all the same, but the back ones were different?After thinking and thinking, could it be that he died again?
Heh... that's right, they all cut their wrists, how could they still be alive!It doesn't matter if you're dead... Kiori slowly leaned her head on her knees, and was about to close her eyes and wait for reincarnation or the god of death, but a light appeared in front of her eyes inexplicably, followed by her mother, then Ryuu, Ukyo, Masato... Slowly Yes, everyone in the family appeared in front of my eyes, and later, Yoshida, Mr. Vincent...all his family and friends appeared in front of my eyes...they were all smiling at me, and stretched out to me. hand...
Qi Zhi stared blankly at them without moving for a long time, he thought, these people must not be real, if he doesn't move, they will disappear...
As a result, the next moment, the light in front of him suddenly spoke.He said: "Qizhi, come home with me, okay? Go back to our home, okay?"
Before Kiori could answer him, Lucy also came over and said with a smile, "Let's go home, Kiori."
Yachen also came over, took out a lollipop from his pocket and stuffed it into Qizhi's hand, and said with a smile: "Those nightmares are over, let's go home, shall we?"
Asahina's mother also came over, knelt down and stretched out her hand to hold Kiori in her arms, and said with a smile: "Hey, my son, let's go home with mother..."
"Kiori, the nightmare is over and will never appear again. Come home with us..." Lucy said as he moved closer, hugging him from behind, and said softly, "Go home." Well, with us at home, we will protect you, never let you suffer any harm, and never let those nightmares harass you..."
Asahina's mother backed away slightly, and Hikari immediately saw the needle, leaned over and hugged Kiori, smiling, but with tears in her eyes: "Does Kiori not want me as a brother? Just because of that Meng, don't you want Brother Guang?"
Qizhi was shocked, dream? !
At this time Mi also cried and rushed up and said: "Brother Qi, don't you want Mi? Mi will help you chase away nightmares, and help you chase away annoying bad sisters. Mi will also listen to you obediently, don't you?" Don't miss..."
Qi Zhi opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say at all.At this time, You Jing also leaned over, trying to soften his stern face, forced a smile and said: "It's all over, those are just dreams... Now, it's the most real, it's your life ah……"
"Yeah Kiori, those are all fake. If you don't believe me, look, we all don't like Asahina Ema like you did in your dream, and none of the people who appeared later in your dream have ever appeared. And you see, Are we like such abnormal people? Could we possibly like Asahina Ema?" Tsubaki said like a cannonball.
Azusa also nodded at the side, as if she was afraid that Kiori would not believe it, and dropped a bomb specially-"Actually, Tsubaki and I were together two years ago, and before Asahina Ema came into our house, we had a relationship with each other." There is that kind of feeling...not the kind of brotherhood, but...the kind of AI love. So, it is impossible for us to like Asahina Ema at the same time, let alone turn against her because of her, isn't it?"
Qizhi was dumbfounded at this moment, or in other words, everyone present, except for Tsubaki and Azusa who were the parties involved, were all seriously blown up by this bomb.
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