[US Entertainment] Kise's Hollywood Diary

Chapter 83

Heath Ledger suppressed his beating heart in the dark, and he put his hot palm on the man's warm wrist. This is not a weak and slender wrist like a woman's, but a grown man's , strong and well-articulated hands.It does not have the slightly sweet and intoxicating fragrance of a woman, but a light, cold fragrance of men.

He didn't know where he was so bold, but when he really did this with a subconscious impulse, Heath Ledger was relieved, even though his heart was still not stopping. The ground jumped wildly, but my heart was grateful and satisfied.

It takes a process to get in and out of the play, and after that period of struggle and suffering, the obsession in my heart will not be so deep.But this time into the play, Heath Ledger didn't want to go out anyway-whether Ennis loves Jack or Heath loves Vincent, he indulges himself in it.

Ennis loves Jack as much as he loves Vincent.However, the difference is that Heath Ledger will hand over the initiative to the other party. Whether he takes the heart or throws it on the ground and tramples on it, Heath Ledger will recognize it.

Since you can't get out, why not go deeper into it?

Therefore, when Vincent struggled to move his hand away without changing his expression, Heath Ledger tightened his five fingers tightly and held the opponent's wrist even more forcefully.

"Let go."

When he lowered his voice and spoke, it was simply irresistible.

Heath Ledger thought so, and didn't let go of his hand, "Don't think about it."

Vincent stretched out his other hand, and with his slender and strong fingers, he separated the hand that was locked on his right wrist one by one. His eyes were still fixed on the big screen. , that's the official premiere part.He withdrew his two hands, crossed them in front of his lower abdomen, and didn't say a word.

The lead actor and the main creator sit in the side and middle positions of the first row. In fact, this is not a very good viewing position, but it is just for the convenience of going on stage to thank you after the premiere.

The last few rows on the sides are for the audience, and the ones in the middle are reserved for professional film critics, film and journalists.The entire auditorium was packed, and everyone was raptly staring at the screen, ready to see why the movie deserved a Golden Lion

Starting from the vast, deep and heavy setting and color matching, it determines the tone and atmosphere of the entire movie.At the same time as the first act, the original soundtrack of the film is also amazing-when the first note appears in the soundtrack of the entire film of "Brokeback Mountain" by Argentine musician Gustavo Santorara, all The hearts of almost everyone in the field were plucked by this string.

The musician who once composed the soundtracks for "Love is Dog Food" and "Tower of Babel" just used a few monotonous and plain guitar notes to put the audience into a concise, cool and connotative atmosphere. In, sometimes, brevity does not mean simplicity, and even a melodious and unfinished overtone after this string of notes makes people can't help but think about it again.

This is a story that took place in western Wyoming in the 60s. When the two protagonists, Ennis and Jack, appeared, some viewers couldn't help but exclaimed—both in terms of image and temperament, they were different from the roles played by the two actors before. far.The duo in cowboy hats, jeans, and shirt jackets had a touch of wildness, a very distinct denim element for sure.

In the impression of many people, gay men are unbearable and perverted existence.But now the two young and handsome cowboys on the screen really make people unable to connect with the image in the impression.

If the wonderful original soundtrack of the movie makes people feel infected, comfortable or sad with the development of the plot, then the emotional development of the two leading actors is even more worrying.

A man and a woman may only need one look and one movement to look at each other and fall in love. On the contrary, when watching such love movies, audiences generally enjoy the sweet feeling of being in love.But gay love is obviously not that easy, the routines are completely different

From the beginning to the end of the film, the most "obvious" signal is only at the beginning that Jack looks through the rearview mirror of the car, pretending to straighten his face to observe Ennis standing aside.This is love at first sight, or a signal that Jack's relationship has entered into a secret love, and it also establishes the emotional status of the two. Jack has been passive and compromising from the beginning.

This discovery undoubtedly makes audiences who are used to watching love movies feel powerless - the pair of sharp eyes that usually find "adultery" are now useless.

The film critic who is working is also frustrated, "It is indeed different from the gay film I imagined. I have to say, it successfully attracted me. But this group of sheep is a bit in the way. If they can behave themselves, Ennis and Jack Is it possible to have a good sex?"

The companion bumped his arm: "Don't be so vulgar, pay attention to Jack's eyes, I think if I stay with such a man for a long time, I will fall in love with him too." Deliberately suppressing, how can people not love him?"

With the deepening of the plot, the development of Jack and Ennis has gradually accelerated.When everyone saw that Ennis was injured because of recovering the food and livestock that were scared away by the bear, Jack's distressed and forbearing expression couldn't help but frowned at this scene.

"Jack is in unrequited love. Ennis has a fiancée down the mountain. Falling in love with a straight man will not end well."

"Why does it have to be like this? Ennis doesn't seem to understand Jack's feelings. He may also care about the other party, but it will definitely not exceed the love in Jack's heart."

When the drunken sex scene took place, everyone opened their mouths wide in surprise, and then quickly covered their mouths with their hands to prevent the screams from leaking out.This is different from the lingering and romantic intimate scenes performed by male and female actors in ordinary love dramas. This is a unilateral violent attack and a unilateral willing compromise.And the audience didn't have the kind of self-substitution excitement that they usually watch passionate dramas

A girl who couldn't bear it had already sobbed softly: "Jack is so stupid, he has always paid..."

"It's almost as if it really happened. Vincent's cry made me both excited and distressed. Ennis completely recovered the violent and tyrannical nature of a cowboy after drunk. some things."

Film critics and filmmakers analyzed the picture composition and light and shadow distribution of the bed scene without changing their faces, "It's just right, not too unacceptable scale, and through the sound and vague pictures, people can feel the fierce battle. .”

"Ann Lee does have his own set. He is not suitable for special effects commercial films like "Hulk". He should choose more scripts that he is good at to strengthen his position."

"The delicacy and restraint of the oriental people have finally been reflected, and the softness, rigidity and crossover are also well expressed. But, isn't this 'entry' a little too rough?"

"Do you know what should be done between men? Sex with a woman requires proper lubrication to slowly penetrate into it. Even a man who is trying this for the first time will faint from pain?" The film critic shook his head and sighed Said: "If you don't love to the extreme, how can you be willing to bear this kind of pain?"

The common life on Brokeback Mountain lasted less than a year, and Jack and Ennis were both facing the situation of going down the mountain to go home. Jack took the opportunity to scar Ennis and got two bloody shirts, and a The other party promised that he might come again next year, and drove away.But Ennis watched his lover disappear into sight by car, and couldn't help crying loudly in a small alley by the side of the road.

There was another low sobbing sound in the auditorium, and there were women and men making these sounds.

Vincent saw this scene for the first time. He couldn't help turning his face to look at Heath Ledger, who happened to be looking at him with a smile on his lips. His eyes were shining and focused in the light and shadow. Vincent Te can even see his own shadow in the opponent's pupils.

"I was really scared that time, my hand was bleeding." As he spoke, Heath stretched out his right hand, showing the back of his hand to Vincent, "It's here."

Vincent took advantage of the fairly bright light projected by the screen to clearly see the scars on the back of the opponent's right hand. The four fingers except the thumb were near the joint of the metacarpal bone. There were shallow scratches on each finger. The scars, nearly four months have passed, have faded.

"I didn't feel it at the time, but afterward, it really hurt." Heath Ledger pursed his lips and stared at Vincent, but he only got a "So what? It's none of my business" from the other party. eyes.

Vincent blinked quickly, his eyelashes fluttering up and down, and he refocused on the big screen in front of him.

Heath Ledger didn't care, he still kept the corners of his lips slightly upturned, his body turned slightly to his left, and he also looked up at the screen.

As the two protagonists each have a new life, a wife, a son and a new job, some people can't help but worry-when will the two protagonists meet?Why do they want to marry wives and have children despite clearly loving each other?

Even though he asked this question, everyone knew that in that era, even the president's son did not dare to reveal his sexual orientation to everyone. This kind of emotion was originally a taboo among taboos.The choice of Ennis and Jack will also be the choice of all the people of the same group at that time. They choose to "return" to normal life and bury their feelings.

The opportunity to meet again was long overdue. When Ennis was anxiously waiting for the arrival of his lover, when the two long-lost men hugged each other again, and even kissed each other uncontrollably, the audience in the screening hall was shocked. At the same time, he also noticed Ennis' wife, the woman who took care of the family and raised children and also witnessed this scene. She didn't immediately expose the "true face" of her husband and her husband's friends, but chose to suffer silently over and over again.

"Jack and his wife take advantage of each other, and Ennis and his wife seem to be estranged, but what can be done?"

"It's so difficult, I already expected how many tears will be waiting for me to cry later..."

"Love cannot stay together. If the price of taking responsibility is to bury true love and affection forever, I think I may not be able to bear the collapse long ago. Ennis is also very difficult to do, although he really did not do everything well. .When he was a husband, he couldn't treat his wife wholeheartedly. When he was Jack's lover, he couldn't promise Jack, or even let the other party bear the pain alone."

In the second half of the movie, Jack and Ennis are both getting old and entering middle age. Their relationship may have some inexplicable changes, but they still go fishing on Brokeback Mountain together, but the content of the conversation never only concerns the two. It is ironic that people's feelings reach the family and some "erotica" developed by each other-the lover is by his side, but they have to use their new feelings to alleviate this guilt and guilt.

The plot continued to develop, and after the two talked openly and honestly for the last time, Jack, as usual, watched his lover drive away.However, the film overlaps the two seeing-off occasions through memory silhouettes. This kind of memory killing has a different kind of sad and dull romance, but more importantly, it gives people a "farewell" signal, which makes everyone present feel happy. Can't help but bring it up.

In the film, almost off guard, Ennis receives the news of Jack's unexpected death.The screening hall finally ushered in a burst of uncontrollable crying, and the film critics and filmmakers couldn't help sniffing.

"Who the hell took the lead? I didn't intend to cry!"

"The last time they made an appointment to fish, I noticed this kind of sign..."

The audience whispered, and the invited reporter looked around, "This is far more connotative and profound than those scenes of love between men and women, and the appeal of the audience is the best proof."

"A lot of people are actually expressing their feelings. After all, not everyone is lucky enough to be with someone they love...Jack and Ennis are no different from ordinary people. "Brokeback Mountain" is as it is. It's a love movie."

This is not the climax yet. When Ennis finally couldn't help crying when he saw the two blood-stained shirts that were put together, someone in the back row was already crying out of breath.

Vincent took a deep breath slowly and his nose was a little sore. Although he had seen the rough cut version before, the impact brought by the official version was definitely incomparable to the rough cut.